After placing the p30 device on Jill I instructed Ms. Lancaster to escort and lock her in a personel room. Jill was under my control only in limited bouts until I could manufacture more of the drug. Tabitha sent me a valuable asset, Ms. Lancaster did exactly as I said when I said to with out hesitation. I'm unsure if it was Sergeis descipline or my lotus's teachings that caused her to be so obident. I could tell that she execrising discretion in my presence but no matter as long as she didn't get in my way everything will be fine.

"Albert are you sure about this "Alistar" woman. I don't think having her around is a good idea, Uroboros is almost complete." Excella spoke as she opens the case with this months supply of the PG67A/W serum.

"Are you doubting my decision Excella? If you must know from what I read of my wifes research the Angelis virus will be the perfect boost to Uroboros. It would allow certain brain function, thus allowing the infected to be susceptible to control. The best part it is very selective, just as Uroboros should be. She will be beyond an asset." I explained sitting down next next to her.

I pulled up my sleve and she wrapped the band around my arm. I dispised her touch; however, I put up with it as to keep her unsuspisous to my true intentions. She was good at her job but mainly the funds she was able to provide was far more substantial than the connections ever could ever hope to muster up. That alone was the reason I kept her around.

I was very much amused when I told her I was married. She had completely lost her composure. Would it ever be said, no it would not. The only ones who will ever know that I enjoy women losing the composure is William and my lotus. At the thought of her I sighed.

"What is wrong Albert dear?" Excella asked looking at me with concern as she injected me with the serum.

"I'm just relieving tension in my muscles. This has been a difficult past few days for me." I said.

"Is it about that woman?" Excella asked looking slightly cheeky.

"Not directly, rather what information she brought to light." I sat up, "Its about my deceased wife."

Excellas face cringed at the mention of my lotus, "What do you mean?".

"It doesn't matter now, She is gone and there is nothing that can be done about it. Now Excella it is late and I haven't had a decent nights sleep since this mess started." I stood up and Excella followed my lead as I escorted her to the door.

"Alright, good night Albert." she said as she left my quarters.

Once I was sure she was out of the vacinity of my quarters I headed over to my computer and pulled the data sicks out of my pocket. Setting them down a certain one caught my eye, I picked up the one inscribed with "My game against Spencers ambitions" and flipped it over. There was an Emblem of a blue and black snake etched on the back.

"Oh my dear Lotus what did you get your self into. Spencer is long dead and his plans along with him." I mutter to myself.

With a sigh I plugged it into the hard drive under my desk and turned on the computer. After checking to insure there was no spyware on the drive I opened it. With a few clicks the screen change and the snake on the back of the drive appeared on the screen along with some text. It stated to view the files to encrypt the drive with a passcode.

I sighed, "This is just like you Tabitha, always trying to keep stuff under lock and key.".

At first I typed my usual password, William1977, then something struck me and I quickly changed it. Something told me I should protect these files more than most, so I typed something that few would know about. The only ones who could ever figure it out was me and her, and she was gone. Her voice fresh in my ears.

"Wesk, have you ever seen a black lotus flower? Is it sad that one of my dreams is to see a flower that represents both death and rebellion." her voice echoed through my memories as I typed Lotus_of_Death. Shaking my head I hit enter and the snake swallowed the code. Shortly there after a window opened up, inside were one thousand seven hundred fifty audio files. The fact they were only audio files peaked my interest. Hitting the filter button to show the oldest one first, I clicked on it. It was dated October 20th 1998.

Upon opening the file red queens voice came thru the speakers, "personel log, Agent 748 Day One.".

"Oh grand." I said sarcastically nearly hitting the close button till I heard her voice.

"So this is what Sergei thinks will prevent me from killing myself. Tsk the bastard has me locked up in this testing chamber." Tabithas voice now came from the speakers, "It has been ten days since I was thrown in here, and I believe fifteen days since being dragged to this damn facility.".

I lightly chuckle, her mouth was as foul as ever.

"He told me I had a recorder, my research, a bed and a computer. All of which I have found. Things honestly look bleek, it's bleeker than when I was here the first time in . Thats a story for another time though. Hell might as well account my whole story while I'm here alone." the file ranted slowing down to a sigh, "Should something happen to me: be it death, arrest, or me turning into a souless corpse that wanders around aimlessly, I want these recordings to reflect who I truely am, not the actions I have or will do. Here I go, I guess I should start at the begining... when I first met Ozwell E. Spencer."

At this moment in time I hit the pause button and started to transfer the files to my PDA. This was something I could tell that meant alot to her. She wasn't one to open up, not even when we were together. She had hidden this as a gift for me. Maybe in these files I can come to closure of how I feel so I can be rid of these useless emotions. After the transfer was complete I plugged in some earphones and laid on my bed. Tapping the play button and resumed listening to the womans voice who captured my heart a long time ago.

"It was nineteen seventy seven, I was sixteen years old. To be honest was I expecting to be scouted by the top pharmaceutical company, not at all. I was in my junior year and looking to get into an apprenticeship under a french pastry chef in the following year. It was just after mid terms I was in all honors classes and my grades were not released to my parents yet. During the last hour of the day I was called into the office, that was where I believe my fate changed. When I arrived to the private confrence room Spencer was there along with Dr. James Marcus. Spencer sat me down and revealed that Dr. Marcus was the one who wrote the honors biology exam. He explained that they were looking for bright young minds to join their company and my scores were at the highest percentile of the county. I was honestly confused as I didn't study at all for any of my midterms. I was busy looking after my three year old brother. They offered me a place at the management training facilty. I told them I would need to think about it as I was a minor and to allow me to speak to them tomorrow." she stopped, as I listened I heard sobbing in the back ground.

"That night I came home to find dad outside smoking on the porch. He told me that he found out Chris wasn't his son and that mom told him to move out. He said that even if he isn't Chris's dad he wanted the best for him and for me to look after him. When I think back, it was those words that drove me to go to the Management training facility. I find it ironic, that twenty two years later my family was on the run from Umbrella. That night I made up my mind. I explained the situation to my mom and said my good byes to Chris. The next day I confronted Spencer and Marcus with a condition, which they agreed to. Shortly there after I was escorted by Dr. Marcus to the management training facility. I was still confused as to what I would be doing there. Dr. Marcus explained I would be studying virology and combat arts for security firms." She clicked her tongue at this point, I couldn't tell if she was annoyed or just dealing with the stress of imprison ment.

"I was confrontational at first, who wouldn't be in my situation. I was sixteen and practically on my own. Hmph, if it weren't for the fact my condition took care of my family I proably would of declined their offer. Boy was I a naive fool. If I only knew what I know now, I probably could of done something to prevent the current state of events. That is unfortunately of little consequence now. We arrived at the facility roughly at eleven o'clock P.M. Dr. Marcus escorted me to my dormitory personally. Once he had bid me good night I went over to the twin mattress and drifted to sleep. Hell I'm exhausted now. I guess I'll end it here for now, I just hope I can rest easily in this forsaken place." Her voice had stopped.

I pulled off my sunglasses and set them on my night stand. Letting out a sigh, I ran my fingers through my hair and closed my eyes. She went there to support Chris. I despise the thought that he was the cause that lead her to me. Just like her recording I decided to head to sleep.

Hey everyone,

So great news I'm finally done with temporary housing. The writing has help with the planning and stress control. So again thank you for the support the next one will out soo.

My name is Silfarianhawk and I'm not so far away.