A/N: OMG…what the hell was with that ending? I'm sorry but I've been very nice and needed to make your blood boil a little bit. Enough, go read. Have fun! decided to post this today cause I just wanted to get it over with. I will be putting a trigger warning.

The brunette has always been a quiet person but since last night at her parents house, she's been even more quiet.

She knew that they weren't technically together so technically it wasn't cheating, she knew that whatever Alison did before they got together wasn't any of her business but there was a part of her that was almost angry at Alison. Which is something she almost never was.

Alison has been struggling with her own mind and has been trying to figure out how to explain the pregnancy if it was true. She knew the brunette deserved some kind of explanation but she wasn't ready yet. It's something she had hidden in the back of her mind.

So after three tests that came out unknown, they decided to go to the hospital to confirm. Alison was laying on the hospital bed, anxiously waiting for the doctor to come back with the results. She could feel the brunette next to her staring. It was also very visible that Emily wanted to ask the question.

"It's not what you think" Alison said, avoiding eye contact.

"I didn't say anything"

"You don't have to…you think out loud"

Minutes later, the doctor came in to confirm she was indeed 13 weeks pregnant. After that Alison didn't hear anything the doctor was saying. She was staring right through her.

Emily saw how the blonde was dissociating, so she tried to pay as much attention to what the doctor was saying, after the doctor left. She tried talking to Alison but was getting no response.

She helped her put on her clothes and guided her back to the car. She called in ahead and ordered some food.

Alison was still not talking. The next thing she knew, they were back at the apartment on the couch, with a blanket covering her and a very patient brunette sitting next to her running her fingers through her hair.

What brought her out of the trance was when Emily stroked her cheek with her thumb. She finally looked up at her.

"Hey"

"Hey" her voice almost came out as a whisper.

"Are you okay?" Emily asked.

When it had happened, she promised herself she wouldn't tell anyone what happened. Especially Emily but now she had no choice.

A/N: Trigger warning! I will put another at the end for any of you who do not wish to read it. I promise I did not go into much details but it can be triggering so please read carefully!

Wayne had always known that Alison was special to Emily. So when the girls got kidnapped, he had taken her under his wings. He did his best to not let her lose herself.

So after fifteen minutes he somehow had convinced her to go on a hike with him and Tito. Most of the time they were both quiet and just enjoying nature. Everytime they did talk it would be about Emily.

"Do you know why we call Emily, Emmy?" Wayne asked.

Alison shook her head no.

"The first time she tried pronouncing her name it came out as Emmy"

"So she basically gave herself a nickname" they both chuckled.

Their conversation was never deep. It was always light and both always had smiles on their faces whenever speaking about the brunette.

Being out in nature was in some ways calming. The wind blowing in your face, the sounds of the trees, birds chirping away, squirrels running after each other. How Tito would run after the squirrels but never catches them. She could almost imagine the brunette being next to her.

After Wayne had left, Alison kept going on these hikes, not only did it make her feel closer to Emily but also Wayne. She adored Wayne.

So on a pretty clear day, she decided to go on a small hike. She usually took Tito but he was getting groomed. She always felt safe having Tito with her, to the outside world he looked like a very scary dog.

There was only one other car in the car park, which she was happy about because what are the chances of running into someone in such a big park.

She was half way through her hike when she heard rustling noises behind her but when she turned there was no one there. So she kept on hiking.

Not even five minutes later, she heard the rustling noise again but there was no one, but once she turned back the person was in front of her holding a knife, inches from her.

"I don't…- I don't have my wallet with me…-I'm" she was interrupted by the man who just shook his head and pointed with the knife at her center.

Before she could say anything else the man grabbed her by the throat and pushed her on the ground. The man quickly got on her stomach and held the knife to the back of her throat. "One wrong move and I will kill you"

Alison's heart started beating fast, she was searching for anything to hit the man, but there was nothing in sight and the man was double her weight, so there was no way to get out of his grasp.

The man was kissing her neck, sloppily. She could feel the hate radiating off the man. He placed one hand around her throat and with the hand he had the knife in, he slowly made his way down and ripped Alison's jeans open. She could feel him getting hard.

She couldn't move, she was completely frozen. She felt his hands touching her center and could feel him moaning "you must really want this"

She mustered up all her energy to say "N..no please, I don't want this"

She heard him laughing "Yes you do, you want me"

That was the last thing she remembered before she dissociated. It was a part of her brain that was trying to protect her.

The next thing she knew, she was laying in the middle of the woods, it was night time and she was shivering. He had left her there, naked and exposed. She could feel how sore her center was.

She gathered all her energy she had left and walked to her car. Once she got home she showered and washed away all the evidence. While being in the shower she could see all the marks this man left on her. She could see all the bruises and she knew the man was right, who would believe her? Half the town hated her, the police wouldn't do anything.

She tried to shove the memory away. She tried to forget about it but now she couldn't.

A/N: End of trigger warning. I am so sorry but it really was a vital part of the story.

Emily's face expression was blank. Being one of the people that could read the brunette well, at this moment Alison had no idea what she was thinking.

After a long time of silence she finally spoke up.

"I'll kill him" and Alison believed her, which is exactly why she was never gonna tell her.

"I don't even know who he is"

The brunette didn't have to ask why Alison didn't tell her because what happened with her and Ben was never gonna come out if it wasn't for Toby.

She scooted closer to the blonde and wiped the tears that escaped the blonde's eyes and placed her hand on Alison's knees "What do you need?"

Emily felt helpless. She wasn't sure what to do or what to say, she didn't know she was already helping by just being here.

"You" the blonde answered.

Emily smiled at her and wrap her arms around the blonde and Alison placed her head on the brunette's shoulder. They stayed there for almost half an hour in silence.

This is one of the moments Alison wished her mom was still around. She wished she could talk to her, to ask her for advice.

As she could feel Emily drawing patterns on her arm she started to wonder. What if she decides to keep the baby? What would that look like? Would Emily stay with her? Most importantly, how would the kid turn out?

She was not raised by the most caring and loving parents, her mom wasn't all that bad but half the time she was drunk. How was she of all people gonna raise this kid?

Would this kid become an alcoholic?

Would this kid become like her when she was a teenager?

Is she able to show this kid what unconditional love is?

What if, when the kid reaches a certain age and starts asking questions about their father. How was she gonna explain that they didn't come out of a place of love but of hate, how would that make the kid feel.

One thing is for sure she has a lot to think about.

"What the hell am I gonna do?" Alison asked, sighing heavily against the brunette's shoulder. She held her tears as much as she could.

"You don't have to make any decisions right now" Emily said, stroking Alison's arm.

Emily could feel the blonde slightly whimpering on her shoulders. With her free hand she wiped her tears away with her thumb and placed her chin on top of Alison's.

"I'm with you no matter what, okay?" Emily assured her.

Alison nodded as the tears once again went down her face.

The next day Alison had to go back to her house and have a change of clothing. She was practically living with Emily but most of her wardrobe was at her house.

She always enjoyed car rides, even as a kid. She remembers how her mom would take herself and Jason on car rides whenever Kenneth had a little too much whiskey. He was always a mean man and with alcohol in his system he became abusive.

There was one day when Kenneth had become almost physically abusive towards Jason, who was only 11 at the time.

Jessica went downstairs and she saw how Kenneth had thrown a whiskey glass at her son, while 6 year old Alison was in his arms, and decided to take them out for ice cream.

Alison was always the question type of kid, so of course having witnessing Kenneth's behavior she many questions

"Mommy?"

Jessica adjusted the front view mirror so she could have a better view of her daughter.

"Yes Alison?"

"Why did daddy throw that glass at us?"

"He had too much to drink"

"Is it like when I drink too much soda and can't stand still?" Jessica couldn't help but smile at how her daughter's mind works.

"Exactly like that"

Jason was quiet in the front seat, even at 11 years old he knew that his family was not a normal family. He always tried his best to protect both his sister and his mom.

While Jessica was at the ice cream truck, Jason and Alison were on the swing set next to each other. Everyone could attest how patient and caring Jason was as a kid when it came to her sister, he always answered all the questions she had. He was a wise old man trapped into a 11 year old body.

"Why does daddy hate us Jas?"

"I don't know little sis, maybe he doesn't know how to love"

"Will you be like when you grow up?"

That took Jason by surprise. He got off from the swing set and kneeled down in front of Alison "Never, I will never hate you lil sis, I will always love you, okay?"

"I wove you too Jas" Alison still hasn't mastered the word L at the time.

So yes, Alison barely got enough love from her parents, but Jason always loved her, in his own way.

After that, there were many other times that Jessica took her kids out of the house to get away from her husband. There were even times when Jason was the one who took Jessica and Alison because Jessica was too drunk to drive.

Alison was so deep into her memory that she didn't realize where she was until she heard a church bell going off.

All she wanted was her mom. So she decided to get out of the car and go to her gravestone.

When she reached the gravestone she read 'Jessica DiLaurentis, beloved mother and wife' the blonde couldn't help but snort.

"This is weird" for some reason she was expecting someone to answer.

"I'm pregnant mom…- Not the way I would imagine but here I am, 13 weeks" she felt a shiver going down her body and wrapped herself into her coat.

She didn't know there was a pair of eyes looking at her from a distance. Luckily for Alison, the pair of eyes wasn't in hearing distance.

"I wish you were here. God I would do so many things differently, maybe if I was nicer to you the universe wouldn't have taken you away from me. I miss you mom, god I miss you…- how fucked up is that? I missed you even though you buried me…- I miss you but I also kinda hate you" she could feel tears going down her face.

She wiped her tears away and continued "I finally admit my feelings to Emily, I think you would be proud of that…- Me? A DiLaurentis, admitting to having feelings? Who would have thought…- god I really wish you here mom, I need advice…- even though half the time you were drunk, I thought you were really good at it" she felt her phone buzzing and saw Emily messaged her.

Emily: Can you pick up some milk?… is it weird that I miss you already?

It made her chuckle, she'll never get over how a simple text from the brunette can just lighten up her mood.

Alison: Here I thought I was supposed to be the clingy one.

Emily: Shut up and bring some milk.

"Well, I must go now mom, my beautiful girlfriend needs her milk. I'll be okay… I think. I hope you're at peace mom" was the last thing she said before she left.

As she was walking back to her car she felt a cool air passing by her, deep down inside, she knew it was her mom.

She felt lighter going back to her house, she still had a major decision to make but it was weighing less on her.

While Alison went back to her house, Emily was at her apartment preparing to go on a run with Tito. As soon as she got the leash, the dog was sitting right in front of him, patiently waiting.

"What do you say we go for a short run, big guy?" The dog was practically talking at that point.

She grabbed her phone, keys, headphones and a bottle of water that was both for her and Tito.

This would be the first time she's gone jugging since she's been back, running, much like swimming has always been her way of clearing her head and she had a lot to think about.

She did a couple of stretches and they were off. As they were running her mind started to wander off.

Emily knew without a doubt that Alison would make a fantastic mother. Everyone who knows the blonde could see the change in her.

Yes, she's done some horrible things when she was a teenager, but that was it, she was a teenager. A teenager who didn't have any good role models. She didn't have anyone to rely on but herself. So that made her into a cold hearted person who did terrible things… but now? Everyone can see how much softer she's become. She will still throw a heel at someone but this time she would think before doing it.

The brunette also knows she had no say in this, it's not her body. It's not her trauma.

Trauma. That was another thing that scared Emily. If Alison did decide to keep the baby, how was Emily supposed to help Alison raise the baby with the amount of trauma and baggage she has?

Therapy wasn't working as much as she might have hoped.

What if Alison did keep the baby? She could see the blonde holding a mini version of herself. She couldn't help but smile at the thought.

She didn't realize where she was until she spotted a familiar dark red mercedes benz. She was in front of the DiLaurentes's house. As much as she wanted to turn around and jug back to her apartment she knew she would be overdoing it and the blonde would bitch in her head about it, so she decided to go inside.

Before going she leaned down and let Tito have a drink, but he refused. He kept staring at the house. The hair on his back was standing up, which should have alerted Emily, but she just shook it off and walked towards the house.

As soon as she was at the front porch she could hear commotion coming from the inside. Alison screaming was all it took for Emily to drop the leash and run towards the yelling but before she did she spoke to Tito.

"Stay!"

She spotted the blonde on the ground and saw a person holding a knife, she sprinted and tackled the person on the ground, they kept fighting for the knife and the hooded person almost had the upper hand until Emily shouted from the living room.

"Tito! Attack!"

The hooded person looked around confused until a very heavy foot step was heard running towards them and in an instance, the pitbull took a bite into the hooded person's leg.

Tito took a bite and the hooded person kicked him away with their other leg which made Tito stumble backwards. They pushed Emily into a drawer, took their knife and ran away.

Even though her head was hurting, she crawled towards the blonde "Omy, god. Ali" she was on her knees hugging the blonde who was on the verge of tears "It's okay, you're safe"

Tito was sitting on all four in front of them, alert and ready to attack anyone that comes near Emily and Alison.

After helping Alison up and making her sit, Emily called Toby. Who was there in less than five minutes.

Minutes later, the ambulance also arrived. Both Alison and Emily were being examined at the same time. Their hands were intertwined the entire time. Tito was sitting in front of them, looking at every movement that the paramedics were making.

Alison spoke to the paramedic examining Emily "She had a concussion about five weeks ago"

The paramedic nodded and made Emily look into the light "Hmm, I don't see anything too concerning but, if you do start feeling light headed or if your vision becomes blurry, go to the hospital" the paramedic finished stitching Emily up and was cleared.

She looked at Toby who was waiting and then turned to face Alison.

"I'm gonna go talk to him, okay?"

Alison nodded. Emily brought her hand up to her lips and gave it a kiss and then walked towards Toby.

"Hey Toby"

"You had to be the hero didn't you" Toby teased.

"Oh how well you know me" They laughed "...-but Tito is the true hero" as soon as Tito heard his name he was next to Emily "He took a bite out of him" Toby looked down at the pitbull.

"My man…-" he turned his radio on and called in for a forensic. Minutes later this older man showed up.

Tito started to growl at the man.

"Down boy" Emily said and Tito did as he was told.

After Toby realized that Tito wasn't gonna let the forensic man near him, he decided to do it himself. After getting whatever DNA there was he handed it back to the man, who left before saying.

"You Ms. Fields…have one hell of a dog" which made Emily feel proud of herself and her dog.

While Toby was taking Emily's statement, Alison was still being examined. She looked towards them and made sure Toby wasn't in hearing distance. She turned around and asked the paramedic.

"Can you check to see if uhm…- the baby…-my baby is okay?"

"Of course, sweetheart" the woman said.

After checking, the paramedic told Alison that everything seemed fine but that she should go to her OBG-YN just to be sure, after Alison was cleared she walked towards Emily and Toby.

They walked inside the house and took a seat in the dining room. Toby sat across from them while Emily was next to the blonde with their fingers intertwined and of course, Tito was under the table, waiting for his next command.

"Tell me what happened from the start, Ali. Spare no details" Toby said in a calming voice.

"I was coming here from the graveyard…-" both Emily and Toby looked at her "...- I was visiting my mom" They both nodded and she continued "I went upstairs to change. When I came back downstairs, I heard a noise and then out of nowhere this person shoved me into the piano and then shoved me into the table…- I saw they had a knife and I just started screaming and that's when Emily came in" She turned and faced Emily, giving her an appreciative smile.

"I saw Emily tackling them and they were struggling but the guy or girl was getting the upper hand until Emily called for Tito and that's when Tito took a bite. It all happened so fast" At the mention of his name, Tito laid his head on Alison's lap, earning him pets from the blonde.

"Do you know whether it was a woman or a man?" Toby asked, while writing down what Alison told him.

Alison rubbed her forehead with her thumb and index finger "I'm not sure, their face was covered so I can't be too certain"

"Is that all you remember?" Toby asked, closing his notepad.

"Yea..-wait, I remember smelling a perfume…- It was uh Henry Rose"

Emily and Toby looked at the blonde with their eyebrows raised.

"What? I know my perfumes" Alison said, shrugging them off.

"Okay the next couple of questions are weird but it's just procedure" Toby said and looked at the blonde who gave him a nod.

"Is there someone you know who might do this to you?"

"The entire population of Rosewood," She said sarcastically. She looked at Emily who had a face that said 'be serious' "No, none that i'm aware off"

Emily wanted to intervene and tell Toby about the assault but she knew it wasn't her place. She did wonder if it was that guy.

The things that I would do to that motherfucker she thought to herself.

Toby finished writing down what Alison told him and closed his notepad.

"Okay, now that I've done my job…-" He looked up at the two girls "Are you guys okay?"

Emily answered "Yea, I think we are"

"Alison?" Toby asked.

"I'm okay, Emily got here just in time" as Toby was about to leave, Alison spoke up again "Please, don't tell Spencer yet, she's gonna become annoyingly protective"

After saying their goodbye's, Emily turned around and hugged Alison who was still a little shaken up. She gave her a kiss on top of her head.

They sat down again on the couch. Emily saw the perplexed look on the blonde's face.

"Hey…-" she took Alison's hands into hers "You look deep in thought"

Alison took a deep breathe and faced Emily "As scary as it was…the first thing that went through my mind was 'please let my baby be okay'"

"So you decided?" Emily asked

"No…yes? I don't know. It probably isn't a good idea to decide something now…-" she could feel herself getting emotional again. All Emily could do was comfort her.

"Is the baby okay?" Emily asked.

"The paramedic said yes but to go to my OBG-YN to make sure" Alison answered.

Emily could feel the blonde shivering in her arms "God Em, what if you haven't gotten here on time?"

She hugged her tightly and said "Hey I was and that's all that matters"

She smiled and laid her head on Emily's shoulder, which was all she needed to feel safe again. After a couple of seconds of silence, something occurred to her "Wait, why were you here? Were you stalking me?" She asked teasingly "You missed me that much huh?"

"Shut up…- and to answer your question, I went on a run and took my usual route which include running in front of your house"

"Creep"

"Shut up and let's pack a bag" Emily said, while pulling away from the blonde.

"A bag?"

"Alison, you're gonna stay with me until they catch this person and plus you're practically living at my place already, I don't wanna hear it" Emily said firmly, leaving no room for argument "Come on"

They went upstairs and Emily made Alison sit on her bed while she packed "Em, I'm pregnant, not disabled"

Emily replied "Shut up and let me pack for you"

"And they say I'm the bossy one"

Emily looked at her and gave her a warning finger.

My hero.

They had no idea of knowing that at that same time there was black sedan parked a couple of house's down the block. They had no idea of knowing that this person has been following Alison since the girls were rescued. They couldn't possibly know that Alison was who this person wanted in the first place.

How could they have known that this person went back to the bunker? How could they know that this person's plan was going exactly the way they wanted.

They couldn't know because they were in their own little bubble. A bubble which soon would pop.

A/N: Can't Alison just have one day of happiness…damn. I really wanna know what you guys think about this one. I thought a lot about which direction to take this, so please let me know!

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