I moaned as Loki laid kisses all over my breasts while fingering me, making me nice and wet despite my anxiety about what we were going to do tonight. The foreplay was necessary for both of us. Even gods and angels needed prep for anal play, only it wasn't my ass getting played with tonight.

I wrapped my arms around his hips, reaching for him. My finger circled the ring of his puckered hole and he shifted his body to straddle my chest to give me better access. His hands squeezed and stroked my breasts. I slowly inserted a finger inside him, curling it to touch that male G-spot while I used my hand to stroke his throbbing shaft.

After several minutes, during which I inserted another finger, Loki put a halt to our play and bent down to whisper "It's time, Pet." He helped me up and it was his turn to help me prepare for the main event. He took his time sliding one end of the toy we were using inside me, moving it back and forth, before aiding me in putting the rest of the gear on.

After he helped me, I stared at myself in the mirror, completely naked except for one little—well, not little—thing. I had never done anything like this before and I was a nervous wreck. Leather straps hugged my hips and held the large double ended dildo against and inside me. Loki had insisted on the dual heads, wanting me to experience some pleasure along with him.

I knew that Loki enjoyed being penetrated as much as he enjoyed doing the penetrating, but this was the first time I'd insert anything larger than two fingers in him. I was afraid I might hurt him, so Loki agreed we would go slow to put me at ease. He wasn't nervous at all even though in a few minutes he was going to have a very large rubber cock inside him.

"You look ravishing, my Pet," Loki purred before giving me a mind-blowing kiss that did much to smooth my frizzed nerves. "I promise, my Pet, you will not hurt me. I expect to feel nothing but pleasure with you. I have wanted this for a long time."

I knew that I just never worked up the courage until now and I still had the jitters.

Loki turned his back to me and got on his hands and knees on the bed. I picked up the tube of lube and stood behind him.

Squeezing out a nice dollop, I once again circled the rim of his rosebud with a slippery finger and then plunged it into him, finding his prostate easily. As I did, I kissed his lower back and massaged his buttock with my free hand. His moans of pleasure were turning me on, and I slid a second finger inside him, scissoring the digits, stretching him the way he had stretched me every time he fucked me anally.

"Please Pet, I need more."

My husband never said Please. Please wasn't in his vocabulary when it came to our sex life. That alone let me know how much he was enjoying this, and it went a long way to calming me even further.

I squeezed out a dollop of lube onto the black rubber dildo and then applied some more. The rule of thumb was when you think you had enough lube, use even more. I smeared it all over the head and shaft of the dildo then went back to squeezing his buttocks, kissing his lower back again as I pressed the head against his asshole.

"Yes, my Pet, do it...I am ready."

I took my time, easing the head past the ring of muscle in his anus, feeling the sphincter give way when it went further inside. I moved my hips back and forth and saw Loki clutch the sheets with his hand while groaning.

Encouraged even more by the pleasurable noises he was making, I pushed in further until I bottomed out inside him, staying still for a couple of minutes to let him get used to the size and the burn I knew he was experiencing. When he pushed his hips back against me to egg me on further, I withdrew halfway and then stroked into him again.

"Norns, Pet, that feels so good..." Loki moaned.

I took a deep breath, and finally relaxed. Then I began thrusting. Short, shallow thrusts at first and then as my confidence grew, I went faster and deeper.

The noises my husband made were driving me wild, and they had me dripping. The other end of the dildo inside me moving in time with my thrusts helped with that, and I moaned along with him. Our voices melded with one another in an erotic symphony accompanied by the smacks of my flesh on his.

I gasped as the rubber in my cunt struck just the right spot in me and heard Loki demand "Yes Pet...I am so close, and I want you to come with me. Gods but I love having you in me...I need to hear your cries of pleasure!"

My thrusts increased in tempo as I drew close to my peak, not stopping even as my body was wracked with convulsions as I came. Loki came immediately afterwards, his cum shot all over the bedsheets while he moaned in satisfaction.

I leaned over him for a moment, catching my breath and waiting for the room to stop spinning before I slowly pulled out of him. With a green flash of his seidr, Loki removed the strap on from my body and cleaned the evidence of his enjoyment from the bed.

"We...are doing that..." Loki panted. "Much more often... much, much more."

I smiled as I joined him on the bed. "I guess I did alright for my first time?"

He grabbed me and laid down, spooning me as he kissed my neck. "You were perfect."