Chapter 1: Lonely Needs

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What's the point...All I do is hit a brick wall...And another...And another...And another. My grades are failing. The professor always stops me when I come in, asking where my work is.. "I didnt feel like doing it.." I usually tell him. The other day I get a slip that came in from under my door..For 3 weeks of absence eh? It had more info on the back, but it more than likely said I was going to be withdrawn from all my classes...That's fine...All of them were bad at teaching anyway. Every last one...I'll just dropout. After my 5th withdrawl, mom gave up on telling me to go back. I think she knew...All I needed was my computer, noodles and the internet. She was behind on paying the 5082$ of my student debt, and still paid for everything else..Whatever. It's her problem, not mine. How long has it been since I applied...I cant remember. Probably a few months now. If they're going to give me this much of a hard time, then why bother? Same for women. These damn sluts never want to text back...Fine. Be with someone that'll leave you. See if I care then. I can search whatever Im in the mood for anyway...Women are so worthless..Yet everyone thinks they're angels..People really disgust me...Just be online so we can raid and I forget who you are.

I found myself staring about my screen like always, waiting for enough people to join...Cmon guys. We just need two more so get off your asses..Dammit. They keep failing me...Everyone but..."Knight_KillerxxX124"? Who is this guy..He's been joining back recently. Guess he really wants to play...Ok then. You better be good in a team of two. We went on small raids quests for hours on end and..Wow he was overleveled for everything. One-shotting everything most of the time. 3000 hours huh. It shows. Compared to my measely 249 hours of playtime. During loading screens, we connected through the chat. He ended up not saying much, mostly mentioning how lonely it is to have the most playtime and stats in the game while the player base dwindles to as small as 20 concurrent out of 320 weekly logins. I remember when this damn game had 51920 upon release. It blew up one day but looks like it was flashpan success. Maybe they shouldnt have littered the dungeons with lvl105 bosses. First weeks were hell but I stuck through it. Players like him helped too. Me and KnightKiller talked for two months after meeting until...It happened. "*slams open the door* I've had it with you...You're stuff is downstairs...LEAVE! Im done with you being such a worthless son SO GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!" mom told me after barging into my room...Whatever. I dont need her anyway. I stuffed my pockets with my wallet, earbuds with the case to it...And after digging in her purse downstairs..348$ of mom's money. She should blame herself for not having good money come in. Cant believe that was most of her money. This is enough for a few nights at a hotel. I'll see what I can do with that little of time. As I planned, I went out with the stuff I needed on my back.

Getting to the hotel took 14$ with Uber. Thankfully the place was just a few miles away..I considered going to a shelter but an internet house caught my eye. I ended up paying for one night and went there when it hit 8:00pm. They wouldn't let me in my room after 11:00pm so I still had some time to check this out. Inside, it was a long hall of cubicles. Each with a computer and the room was dark, so I couldnt tell who was who. I could game for a bit inside this prison of a place...Then...Very soon while I checked all the spots, something caught my eye on a lit screen. That build...Those stats...That username! It's him! So he's been here the whole time? I'll be damned. Never would've guessed, even if I were to put two and two together. This could've been anyone after all.

"That's my seat..."

"(What the- A girl's voice?) Oh uh, sorry I'll just- *turns around, seeing a 5ft girl with dark purple hue in her fur and slight makeup and a black jacket on* WHOA JESUS-! *jumps back, barely catching myself* W-w-w-what the hell...What are you...?"

"*sits back in chair* Im a skunk...If you're afraid that I'll stink then go away.."

"*gets up, moving away from her back* (What the fuck is this...How the hell is there an animal person in this world? This..This cant be real..It has to be a dream..) Are you...KnightKiller..?"

"What of it?"

"(S-she really is! But..But I could've swore it was a guy this whole time. Unreal...) Well..Im..The guy who's been needing your help in those raids.."

"I help alot of people like that..It's whatever."

"(Hmph..Not much for small talk I see) Well..I got myself kicked out today and-"

"You can live here and no one would bat an eye."

"O-oh is that right.."

"Yeah...Are you gonna buzz off now? I got a raid request.."

"*takes a closer look at her, then looks at her chest* (What the...Why is her chest so big? Could it be from sitting around and letting herself go?) Are those...Real tits?"

"You want a feel dont you..."

"I uh..It'd...Be my first feeling any so..."

"You'd...Be the first to feel them. Everyone just keeps ignoring me...They khow that Im just a filthy skunk.."

"You seem clean enough to me..and kinda pretty..."

"If you wanna feel, go ahead. I dont care.."

"A-are you sure? Then...*reaches over her shoulder, cupping under her big breasts and starts squeezing* (A-are they F-cups? I-I cant believe how huge they are...And how soft they are...) *hears a slight gasp* (! D-did she just moan? That was uh..mm..) *reaches down my pants, pinching my zipper* (No no, what the hell are you doing man?! You're pleasuring a damn skunk girl! I dont even look at that type of porn! What the fuck?!) *lets her go and back away* Hey uh I-I got somewhere to be so..Later ok? Kn..Kill..What was your username again? /V/;"

"Shikabane. That's my name.."

"O-oh is it? Asking that just...kept slipping my mind.."

"You can go now.."

"R-right. See ya..." I replied, beginning to exit and she still had her eyes glued to the screen..What the hell was that? H-half the time my body..It just..Acted on it's own for a second...What's going on with me when it comes to her...No way I could be into her...Right..? I mean she's...Pretty...Big...Has that deep raspy voice...And...Ok I rather not think too much about it. Im not into furry girls so Im not gonna go there...This is getting too weird. I need to get the fuck outta here..

Going back to the hotel took 12 minutes of walking, made me think about a few things. I just wish it weren't 9:20 or I'd get some shut-eye by now. Maybe I should've stayed back there..I wouldnt have to be out here, waiting for these asshats to let me in. Who'd make that retarded rule anyway? Talk about not giving a damn. That girl...Shikabane right? I'd like to know why she doesnt seem to have a home to go back to. I mean if she really is from another world I'd get it, but she doesnt hit me as someone on good terms with anyone, incluing her parents. I waited in front of the place while filling out job applications on my phone. I never worked before. How do they expect someone like me to get a job when everything Im finding's asking for at least two years of experience? If the internet's not too bad, I could go back to streaming again. Account's been dead for two years...If only that counted as experience. After applying to 6 jobs, phone said it was 10:45pm. If I wanted, I could still go back to the internet house, and talk to Shikabane again. It's just that...I hate how it feels that's the only thing going for me. Meeting a skunk girl like that...Trying not to think about her..Trying not fantasize about her...What's wrong with me? Fine. If I feel like going back to talk again so bad, might as well. They should give me the code to my room by then.

On the way back, I thought some more about other things. Like what jobs really want new people, why it's hard to get any sort of work...And where I'd wanna work. I know I need a job more than ever to stay off the streets, but all I wanna do is stream and gaming. Anyone can tell how shit my life is..So telling employers any of this would make them skip me. I know they dont give a damn about being kicked out while jobless. Maybe telling them about Shikabane would be more interesting. Speaking of which...Where does she work? She has to so she can feed herself. Maybe I'll have better luck if she puts in a good word for me. Going in, almost like I had photographic memory, I found her cubicle in a short time, within 3 minutes even. Once I did, I drop my backpack, seeing that she's asleep, resting her head on her keyboard...I could've used this chance to grab her huge tits again..Let's not...Even though she said she wouldnt care, rather not come off as creepy like that. Instead, let's wake her up.

"*feels tail pulled on* hm...who's there?"

"It's me...From a few hours, remember?"

"Oh you...What do you want?"

"I..Couldnt help but wonder about some things about you."

"...You just wanted to come back. Admit it.."

"Listen..It's better than being out there on my own. Waiting for my damn room to open for me got to me, ok?"

"Well that's not my problem.."

"Anyways, what do you do to get money? You do work, right?"

"Not really."

"Hmm? What do you mean?"

"Anyone trying to live here is alot less likely to get work. Even if you lie, all employers have to do is call where ever you put down, or schedule a virtual interview with you."

"(Damn that shit sucks..) So..I take it you rarely work then?"

"That's putting it lightly. If you're so curious, I just ask around for money."

"Oh...It's that easy? Maybe I ca-"

"You cant."

"Hmm? Why's that?"

"To put it bluntly...You aren't a girl."

"What the-! Where'd this come from?!"

"Think about it. When a guy asks, they're looked down upon. When I ask, guys hear a girl they can possibly get with. I can control the interaction from there. They dont even have to see me."

"Damn..Cant argue with that...Honestly, I dunno how I can earn a living..Where ever I apply..No employer bites.."

"That's because you cant just apply to find work anymore."

"Huh? The hell're you talking about? How else am I gonna-"

"You dont. That's why you should give up."

"(G-give up?!) I cant just risk being on the street and starve to death! I can work at-!...Well I dunno where I can work..."

"So you never worked before...Then earn money online."

"Well I...There's this streaming gig I can come back to. It's just...I doubt 8 followers are gonna tune in."

"I have 894 followers on my stream account."

"WHAT?! How often do you even stream?"

"Rarely...Maybe twice a month. Mostly because Im a girl."

"(That's crazy! I used to stream 4 times a week when I was serious about...Yet..Look at her follows..Can only imagine how many people watch her on average..)"

"Plus...I have an OnlyFans page. Just in case.."

"! Y-you do? I'll check it out later.."

"Is that all? I was sleeping for a reason.."

"Well...*sighs* Hate to say it but.."

"You want to have sex...Dont you?'

"What?! *puts a mouth over my hand and loooks around; lowers my voice* That's not what I wanted! More like..I wanted to feel them again.."

"Go ahead..Just dont squeeze too hard while Im playing."

"O-oh...Ok..*reaches around her, squeezes her tits with my palms* (I cant believe what Im doing...How pervy this is getting after knowing she's..That she's...yknow.../) *squeezes them together gently and moves them up and down; starts hearing her gasping* (God...Why do they feel so good...pretend it's a normal girl...pretend it's a normal girl...pretend it's a-)"

"If you want..You can open my jacket for a better feel..."

"*backs up* H-hey now! The way I was doing it was just fine, ok! I didnt wanna- *hears her unzipping* H-hmm? O O;"

"*opens jacket turns slightly to me, revealing large breasts behind a bra with a big white streak in the middle* Are you sure? You seem to want more.."

"Y-y-you...Are you trying to tempt me or something? ;"

"No...It's just that it doesnt matter what happens from here. Whether you leave or do more things to me..It's your choice..."

"W-well y'see...Um..I didnt plan to come and..Uhh.."

"Why does it matter so much to you what you do here?"

"Because...Because I know I'll be lonely, ok! Being on your own and jobless is the worst thing ever! What chick wants to get with a guy that-! v"

"First off, shhh."

"! Oh right..Sorry about that.."

"Second. I'll offer for you to stay with me."

"Huh? Staying with you? B-but we..Didnt we sorta just meet? What's...Going on here?"

"I dont care about that...Listen...Recently..I've been wanting to better my life thanks to a friend I knew..She was..Helping me take a better path in life.."

"Is that right...But you're still in a place like this. How much better are things for you really?"

"You cant expect for people into improving their lives. It'll still take time.."

"But I...Thought you were homeless.."

"That was more of a past-life..Before I met that friend.."

"O...Kay then.. (This could really help me get ahead. She'd do better on her own way better than I can) So Im guessing helping me out will improve your life?"

"In a way...If you can stand being seen around me that is..Even then, this place I got opens in a few days. To keep paying for it..I'll have to start doing things on my OnlyFans.."

"Whoa! Even after all that asking? Sounds very serious..."

"But are you willing to deal with that?"

"I dunno...It was alot already when we first met in here.."

"You'll still have to earn on your end. So we can have food and for emergencies. In case my page doesnt do as well as I thought."

"(Damn..Now this sounds risky. Still better than what Im doing but...)"

"If you still need more time to think it over..*turns back to the computer* Come back and let me know later."

"W-wait...I...It's just that I hate bitting the bullet. Even if I do accept..Where to start and..What to say are my biggest issues now.."

"You dont have to say anything. Just decide. No one will care."

"('No one will care' 'It's just that it doesnt matter what happens from here' If...If I can make her care...)"

"...Would you decide faster if you felt on me some more?"

"! S-some more? Now? Well..It's kinda hard to say no...*puts hands into her jacket and feels on her tits some more* (W-wow..They feel so much better..They even feel bigger than I thought..EVen her nipples are pretty big too...The things I wanna do to them now..) *hears her sighing, then gets my wrist held up by her* H-huh? What's wrong, Shikabane?"

"I can feel your boner poking my head. You're depraved. Here...*logs out, turns around in chair, raises bottom of jacket, showing how wet and messy the fur is around pussy* If you wanted to fuck me, you should've something. T T"

"*goes back by a step, covers mouth and nose* (Damn does it reek down there! o) But I didnt come here for that! I dont do it with skunks!"

"If you dont, I wont let you live with me. - -"

"(Dammit...Where did I go wrong in life?) Fine then...I'll do it.." I accepted with hesitation, stepping forward, lifting her legs over my shoulders, and dropping my pants with my briefs...If I commit now, it may save me a week or two. Guess there's no other way outta this. Not when Im this far in...Well Im about to be far in real soon . Maybe giving up so much was a worse idea than I thought..I'll have to think about earning online money with her. If only I knew the first about it...Whatever...That's for later..For now, I'll see how good I am at this.

-LEMON TERRITORY-

Let's see...They usually start by kissing in the porn I watch so...It's just that..She literally has an animalistic skunk face. With makeup, sure but..And that blank stare doesnt help either...I bring my face closer to her's and she slightly opens her mouth, having us initiate our first kiss..I ignored her questionable breath I was tasting and her sharper teeth my tongue bumped into, as Shikabane barely closed her eyes. I could hear small moans from her that vibrate in my mouth, so I guess I was..At least somewhat satisfying...My cock rubbed against her clit and pussy, both being wetter and bigger than I thought.. "When I saw you...I knew...I was this wet when you stepped in.." Shikabane told me, "(Is..Is she for real? Damn. Even when I didnt intend to do any of this..Well here goes..v) *aligns my cock with her very wet pussy, sliding all 5 inches of it into her* H-haaauughh~ ~q~" I was moaning, "Ghh..Ghhhh..(It...It went right in..I should've..figured but..)" Shikabane thought to herself, showing some blushing with her eyeylids twitching as she looked upwards, enduring some slow strokes from me being inside her vaginal walls. Next thing she knew, her legs locked over my shoulder, her hands held the back of the chair as I my pelvis and hips were thrusting into her. My legs fit through the big hoops of the chair's arms, but I tried my best not to be too forceful to not break them. Kinda...Hard to when she feels this good...I kept my eyes looked down, still not believing Im fucking a skunk girl's purple pussy..Damn my shaft is so drenched from her wetness..Shikabane held a somewhat strained face as I fucked her. "You...R-really like it..Dont you?" I ask with a breathy tone, "Please..Dont..Say anything..Just..Keep fucking me /m/" Shikabane told me, "Sorry..About that..guuh..I was just..yknow..." I tried explaining, "Well..dont ok? its weird...just cum already.." she then told me, "a-alright.._/_" I lowly comply. For a first time..She...Really knows what she wants eh..Then again, she's doing this for me than herself...I just wish there was..Something here..I cant put my finger on it..But I guess I'll try to finish. Before I decide to, I noticed how damp she was up top as well, so I unzipped her jacket, opening up her cleavage halfwayy down, releasing alot of hot air to her surprise at she gave a wide-open look. "W..What're you..? o/o;" she reacts, "You looked...Really sweaty up there...Looking at you now..I think Im getting a bit harder ~/~;;" I was saying, "W-whatever...If it makes you get done faster..e/e" she replied. Maybe I shouldnt keep trying to make this hotter for her..I really shouldnt anyway. I rather get myself off than some skunk girl...Even when I say that Im grossing myself out...Cmon man..Get closer...Closer, dammit...! "*gets pussy pounded faster, feeling the chair rocking, holds chair tighter as tits start to jump with each thruts* HuuuaH...H..HuuaaaH../; (He..Must be getting really close..I feel his dick moving more inside me..I really should tell him to keep it down..But I think any second he'll-) *hears some squirting from my tip, feels my back stiffen up while fully thrusted into and gets pumped with gushes of my semen* O/O...G...Good..You..C-came.../X/;" Shikabane lowly said, "Hoooooooo~...I've...Never felt so relieved...You..weren't bad...Shikabane..*feels her legs loosening and sliding down my arms* Sh..Shikabane..? Are you...?" I was asking, pulling my head from over her shoulder to see her get dreary and start sleeping, her eyes fully closed. I guess..My cum made her really tired after all that...I can see cuz...now I dont wanna move either...I'd need to get going so I can get to my room...But decided to stay there..Throwing caution to the wind...and rested..."*peeps eyes open, seeing my head resting between cleavage* (...What an idiot...He's dumber than I thought...I dont know what I'll do with him at this point...Whatever...Just hope the staff doesnt catch us...)" Shikabane last thought before closing her eyes, going back to sleep in the same chair as me...

6 hours later..I hear the buzz on the ground from my pocket..I kept buzzing for a whole minute before I rose my hips, and unplugged my hips from Shikabane's pussy. Ugggh, look at all this white and purple fur on my dick! Tch! -v- I really was going too hard on her..Getting all the way off of her I hear a cracking noise and froze...Ah dont tell me I broke the chair somewhere..Hopefully she doesnt find where it is..Either wa Im getting the fuck outta here. I take my clothes, put 'em on, along with my phone and backpack to rush my way out the door. Looks like no one saw me either. Lucky break I'd say..On the way back I check my phone for the door code...It's still not sent? Great, now I need to call these lazy assholes up so I can get it. After looking up the customer service number, I see that I have 100MB of mobile data left for the wifi. It aint much but I'll have to make it count...Next thing I found myself hearing out the automated sequences on the phone for 8 minutes straight, waiting for an operator. God who the hell thought this was a good idea? I hate dealing with this shit..-V- "Hey whatcha doin' out here?" a pretty girl with short hair asked, "Im...Calling to get my door code. Then I'll have to pay for another night here soon.." I answer, "Hey Im two doors over then! Welcome! This place is a bit rundown so sorry you're having a hard time ^^. Here, I'll give you my boyfriend's smoothie. He doesnt want it" she told me, "Oh...Thanks..Guess it is hot out here" I replied, "Be right back!" she told me, keeping a happy tone. She sounds real lively...Guess anyone would while in a relationship. Lucky bitch..Having someone to love back and shit..Not like I can give her a better life but still.. "Oh this the guy? 'Ey there pal! You look like you'd die with this" he greets while handing me his big smoothie, "Well I wouldnt but..thanks" I reply, "Aww loosen up, will ya! *pats my back* Learn to live a little! Not gonna get any girls like that! ^o^" he said back, "*sees him retract his big hand* (Geez the forearm on this guy. Does he lift 150 for a living?) I do have a girl...Sort of..-v-;" I mention, "Oh do ya now! What's her name? How tall is she? Does she have an awesome rack? TuT" he asked, "E-excuse him. He can be a bit too forward sometimes. Im Shisa, and this is Nick. Sorry we met like this. ^^; Hope to see you again soon when things are situated!" Shisa farewells to me before going to her room with her boyfriend. Whatever that was..I dunno about talking to them again. A bit too weird for my liking...I was able to wait for 20 more minutes a bit more comfortably while sipping something to cool me off, taking care of my bedroom business within that time. Once I did, I threw my bag to the corner and flopped onto the bed face-first. UUUUUGHHH. Finally...Some goddamn peace...I can rest easy now and do whatever...Thing is...It's so empty...And quiet in here...I wanted to be to myself but it really put me off that things felt this vacuous..Makes me wanna act...But maybe getting some extra rest is more important, so I'll just focus on that for now.. "So this is where he lives...Ok..I'll come back later and see about having him as a referral..Maybe that'll help my chances of getting hired somewhere.." Shikabane plots to herself, looking through the creek in my door. She felt a bit bad about my situation and didnt feel comfortable with me leaving like that..So she followed, to left a slip with her number on it, and put it behind my door before walking away with a hood over her head before it started raining. Not only to have me as a referral, but so I can call to get her number in return. She figured she'd get lonesome too..