Note: Hello all you kinky sweeties! This was originally going to be a demon thing but changed it up once I figured out what I want to do with this. This will be from Ciel's point of view in 1st person and present tense. None of the underage parts will include adults. Sebastian is around Ciel's age in this.
Warning: Underage. 1st person. Horny Dreams. Ciel in hardcore denial.
Too Perfect
My name is Ciel Phantomhive. I'm fifteen and I enjoy books, music, and sweets. I have two friends at school, all of us sophomores. My cousin Elizabeth, (or Lizzie), and my frenemy Alois Trancy. I only want two and sometimes even they're a bit much. I also have my aunt Anne, my mother Rachel, and my father Vincent. That's as many people as I want and can tolerate. We're well off so I go to a private school, Eddington Academy. Mother and father have offered private tutors but I always refuse as I don't need anyone's help with studying. I like it as it stretches the mind.
I am a bit short, which is highly annoying, with blue-grey hair that some people refuse to believe is natural. I have dark blue eyes with the right one being just a tad lighter. My vision on that side has been impaired since an accident when I was five, but you can't actually tell unless looking for it. My skin is light and I can burn easily. I am skinny and once in a while I have to pull out my glasses if my eye happens to act up.
One Monday afternoon, I sigh and look away from Alois, ignoring his random chatter. I pause and blink at seeing a new student in the doorway. At my sudden stillness, Alois and Lizzie look and freeze as well. Soon the whole class is quiet and looking. Most in slight shock at how good looking this new kid is.
Our teacher, Mr. Spears, is standing next to the handsome teen who has a charming smile. "This is your new classmate, Sebastian Michaelis. Do not cause problems." It is aimed at everyone in the room.
Sebastian smiles and does a polite bow. ('Who the fuck bows in high school? We're not in Japan or something.') "Pleasure meeting you all." He moves to an empty seat and gets his items out for class. Everyone's eyes stay on him for a while before whispers begin. Sebastian is immediately popular.
My last thought before class starts is, 'No one should have a voice that sexy and perfect.'
It doesn't take long to notice something about the new student. Sebastian looks too perfect and acts too perfect. He may be charming and pleasant, but I don't trust it. Because I can see a look in Sebastian's eyes. One that says he's already bored with the attention and bored with the other students. And that probably wouldn't be a problem if those eyes would stay that way when on me.
When Sebastian looks at me, life bursts in those reddish eyes and that 'life' is pure hunger. But it's more than hunger. It's dark, swallowing me completely. And that scares me as well as excites. I may be a virgin but not a 'blushing' virgin. Every teen looks at porn and jacks off after all. So, the fact that only eyes can get me worked up is daunting. It usually takes more than that, which I'm rather proud of. But those eyes. A thrill shoots through me every time I'm caught in their trap. And when they move on, I feel a slight urge to pout. Which makes absolutely no sense. I don't want this weird kid's attention.
Of course, Sebastian is definitely more than just eyes. His raven hair is in a constant state of artfully messy which adds to the 'bad boy' look while keeping him refined in a way. His skin is absolutely flawless, almost like living marble. Again, too perfect. Those soft pink lips which show more than he thinks Sebastian knows or wants. The twitches of them give away displeasure or irritation while the rest of his expression seems calm and composed. Why have I already realized that? It's not like I've been staring at him or anything. Especially not his mouth.
The raven is easily the tallest in our class and lean. During gym with our uniforms, I've seen the muscles that are under the somewhat proper clothes the older boy usually wears. I am unfortunately asthmatic and therefore not good at sports. And that's where it starts. Gym class.
The first two days of Sebastian being here we only do stretches and other light activities. Then the third day comes, and the humiliation hits me as I stand in the shrinking line of students waiting to be picked for teams. I'm used to being picked last, but for some reason having Sebastian see it is worse. The game is basketball, which means lots of running and jumping. Neither of which are my talents. Though when I steal a glance at Sebastian who was picked first and lock eyes, those eyes again light up with hunger. In fact, they almost seem to shine with light amusement for a second. I blink and they return to their normal intensity. Then I realize something. 'Did…Did my embarrassment excite Sebastian? Is he a sadist or something? That's fucked up.' Then the actual game begins and I feel even more embarrassment.
Sebastian is again too perfect, scoring every point with ease and flare. The ball comes to me a few times, (usually by accident), but I really only manage to pass it to someone else who can move faster. Then I have to pause and act like I'm not trying to steady my breathing. I don't always see the strange reddish eyes on me but I definitely feel them. It's strange, as if my discomfort pleases the athletic boy. That's also fucked up.
When we go back to the lockers after class, I decide to ignore Sebastian's weirdness and definitely not try to take a peek at the older boy. I don't need to be reminded how weirdly perfect Sebastian is. I almost just leave but decide a shower really is needed. I don't want to stink all day. I may not have done much, but still managed to get sweaty. I get my bag and go to the showers, getting into a stall. About five minutes after starting the water I hear the water next to me start. We usually try to give each other a bit of space. It isn't a rule, it's just what tends to happen. So, someone being right next to me when there are plenty of other stalls free is a bit startling. What's even more so? I know it's Sebastian. I have no clue how I know, though.
Without meaning to my mind begins to form a picture. Sebastian cleaning himself. Naked. Hands going down a fit chest, over abs that I've seen when Sebastian will raise his shirt to wipe off sweat. Then it'll go further down to- I quickly turn the shower to cold and give a weird yelp.
And then the too perfect voice comes out, "Are you okay?"
I turn bright red and decide I'm clean enough. "Fine." I turn off the water, dry myself off, and get dressed right in the stall. No way am I letting Sebastian see me naked. I then race with my bag out of the locker room.
By the time I sit at our usual lunch table I'm out of breath and on the verge of coughing. While I hate using it at school, this time it's needed. So I pull out my inhaler and use it. Immediately my lungs clear and I can breathe again. "Okay." My hair is still wet too.
Alois is looking at me speculatively. I hate when he does that. "What the hell made you run here like that?" He may seem airheaded and childish at times but he actually is really smart. And pretty observant when it comes to me. Which absolutely sucks.
Lizzie munches on a french-fry. "Yeah. You're always composed and uptight." She looks at my hair. "And it's still wet. You never leave it wet." As my cousin, Lizzie makes it her life mission to figure out what's going on inside my head. At almost all times. Why in the world am I friends with these two?
I can feel my eye twitch. "I am not uptight. And I…" How much to tell? "I was taking a shower and Sebastian was in the stall next to me." I can tell that Alois immediately knows what happened because of the smirk he's giving. "Shut up Trancy." When he opens his mouth I add, "You were thinking it loud enough." That gets a laugh that manages to make me more annoyed.
Lizzie sips her soda. "So, you ran here because the new guy was showering next to you?" Yeah, that doesn't really sound reasonable when said like that. "I get that he's hot but you've never cared if someone else did it before. Even if they were hot." As a girl she will never know the inconvenience of an unwanted boner.
I frown. "First, how the hell do you know that?" I only get a shrug as a response. "Second, during gym he kept giving me weird looks." I pick up my sandwich and take a bite. "Guess it put me on edge or something." That and the little vision I had. Nope, not thinking about that at all.
Alois blinks. "Hey. Yeah, I remember that. I would glance at him and he'd be staring at you all weird." He frowned. "Kind of creepy actually."
I nod. "My thoughts too. I think he's a sadist or something, and not in your tolerable way Trancy." I watch Alois do a mock bow.
Lizzie nods. "Perhaps we should stay away from him."
We all agree on that. Especially me. He's just too creepily perfect. Though I would be fine with totally ignoring it if Sebastian would only be perfect at school. But the asshole just has to appear in my dreams as well.
It's after practice in the showers. I start it and stand under the spray with a relieved sigh. Then I feel arms wrap around me from behind with something pressing against my back. A very big something and the owner of that 'something' is deliciously tall too. Nips are given to the tips of my ear that is probably red if the heat in my cheeks is anything to go by. I gasp and tilt my head back against a strong chest. I feel so small and I'm amazed how much I am enjoying it. Hands with slender fingers move to my hips and then over my stomach. "Sebastian~. Hurry up!" My patience just doesn't exist when it comes to him.
The devious teen chuckles in my ear, his voice hungry. "Of course. How dare I take my time."
I growl in both arousal and annoyance. He always brings these feelings in me. "We're at school dumbass. So hurry!"
Sebastian wraps his hand around my dick. "Ah, but I bet you secretly want to be seen. With me. Like this." He gives a twist and squeeze that makes me moan loudly.
"P-Please…" I'll never acknowledge how submissive I sound. I just need this so much!
Luckily Sebastian takes mercy on me and really begins stroking. Lips and teeth began to kiss and nip my neck. "Yes, my Ciel."
I can't hold it back anymore and cry out as I cum.
I jolt up in bed breathing fast. I feel the mess as I shift and make a face. "This is his fault. Asshole…bet his hand isn't even that good…" I do a quick change, glad that only my underwear got messy. Back into the bed my last thought before drifting off again is that I like being called 'my Ciel'. Which is weird because that sounds like ownership of some form. And no one owns me.
-o-
One month into Sebastian being at school and I have come to a few more hard conclusions. Michaelis is still too perfect, he's strangely addicting, and he's a complete sadist. And that is the sexiest combination my brain can come up with apparently.
The snapping of fingers draws me out of my thoughts and to Alois and Lizzie. "Huh?"
Lizzie frowns. "What's going on? Is it Michaelis again?"
I know they've been worried about my strange fascination with the guy. But there's nothing to worry about. I'm not even effected by Sebastian's weirdness. If the guy wants to be annoyingly sexy then so what? They're just dreams and I'm going to have them at my age. Has nothing to actually do with Sebastian himself.
Alois also frowns. "Look, even I say he's probably not good." Which is saying something since the blond is a pretty big flirt.
I just shrug and look to Sebastian who is writing something in notebook. "Well…" I hear Lizzie's sigh and decide to just ignore her.
Mr. Spears comes in and all conversations stop. "Everyone. There will be a class project. And this time I will assign the teams." He picks up a paper and calls out the names. After three pairs he says, "Phantomhive and Michaelis." There is silence and then a few complaints are given which stop by a look from Mr. Spears.
I look to Sebastian and lock eyes. Hunger. That's what is in the gaze. I shiver a bit from the intensity and look away first, facing the front. I really hope no one bugs me for being paired with him. That'd be just my luck.
After class as I'm preparing to go with Alois and Lizzie, I can literally feel Sebastian approaching. I look up and blink as he stops right in front of us. "Uh…yes?"
Sebastian raises a brow. "We are paired together. I assume that means we need to collaborate." His voice is way too smooth and deep. Luckily, it's overridden by his annoying fancy way of speaking. I figured that out the few times I've heard him speak.
"Yeah. Guess so." I look to Alois and Lizzie. "You guys go on ahead." When I see them hesitate, I roll my eyes. "Just go. I want to get this over with." They leave and then a chuckle flows over me. I turn and frown. "What?"
Sebastian shrugs. "Get this over with? You make it sound like it's a chore to be paired with me."
I grunt. "Whatever." Not my best comeback but it'll do for now.
Sebastian's smile is hiding something. "Since we both have a free period, let's go to the library."
I blink. "How do you know I have a free period?" I always spend it in the library anyway. Tucked away from the annoying students that can't stay quiet no matter how many times the librarian scolds them. So how does Michaelis know my free period?
Sebastian's eyes glitter mischievously for a second. "I go to the library sometimes too during it. I've seen you there. Hence why I know."
I relax as I realize that makes perfect sense. And then I feel my cheeks warm as I realize he's been noticing me even when I'm not aware of it. That should probably creep me out or something, but I can't help loving the attention. "Oh. Well then yeah. Guess to the library." I put my books in my bag and head out with him behind me. Luckily Sebastian doesn't comment on the blush. Even though he definitely saw it.
When our free period is over, Sebastian and I have chosen the topic for our project and created a basic outline of what we will need. I also totally didn't notice how nice he smells. Is it natural or does he actually wear something? Not that I care of course. That one dream from before is just that. A one-time thing. It hasn't happened since so I have decided it's just puberty.
And then the day somehow gets even weirder during gym. It's dodgeball and one of the captains is Sebastian. I'm not fully paying attention. When you know you'll always be last you don't bother listening. I hear my name in a deep voice and blink. When I look up, I see everyone staring at me. "…wait…what?" My eyes shoot to Sebastian who seems amused.
"I called you to be on my team."
As I go up to stand next to the guy that broke protocol, I can feel all the eyes on me. They are probably wondering what I've done to deserve the first pick and from Sebastian. Well…so am I.
-Lunch-
"What the fuck was that about?" Alois' voice greets me as soon as I walk out of the locker room. He usually waits for me if I don't shower.
I raise a brow and adjust my bag. "What do you mean, Trancy?"
Alois moves in front of me, walking backwards with no care to possibly bumping into someone. "You were chosen first. I mean, it's cool it finally happened. But how did this happen?"
I scowl and punch his arm, trying to move around him. "I have no idea. Our meeting was completely about education."
When we're all at our table Trancy brings it up again, but to Lizzie. "So Ciel was picked first by Sebastian and we have no idea why. What is your opinion on this?" I truly believe that Alois is a complete asshole who wants nothing more than to invade my life.
Lizzie thinks as she munches on her food. "Did something happen during your meeting?" I shake my head and then she says the weirdest thing. "Well, maybe Sebastian likes Ciel's intelligence." I only hear 'Sebastian likes Ciel'. Nothing else registers for the rest of the school day.
When I arrive back home Mother greets me, hands drying a plate with a purple towel. "Hello dear. A good day at school?" She comes over and gives me a kiss on the head like she has ever since I went to school for the first time.
"We have been given a project. Mr. Spears assigned the partners this time." I set my bag down and unbutton my jacket to hang in the closet. I'll be so happy to get out of the uniform. Not that it's uncomfortable but simply annoying after so many hours.
Mother nods. "Do you think they will be a productive partner?" She must figure it's not Alois or Lizzie since I'd just say it.
I nod and close the closet door. "Yes. He's actually the new student. He seems to grasp the subjects well and from our planning today I can see he is focused." When I look up, I get confused. Mother's expression is one of shock and possible worry. I frown. "What?"
Mother shakes her head and gives a soft smile. "Just strange that you approve so much and so fast." She pats my head. "I'm glad he will help. Don't be afraid to correct him if that changes." Mother always lets me know it's better to set people straight before they can mess something up. Father approves of that thinking as well.
"Please excuse me. I have homework that I need to get done." I make my way to my bedroom. After about an hour of studying, mother calls me down for dinner.
After a few minutes of quiet eating, father speaks. "Your mother tells me you approve of your new partner."
I choke slightly at the other meaning of 'partner' and it relating to Sebastian. Quickly, I drink water to play it off. "Yes. He isn't as slow as the others."
Mother frowns. "Be polite. Alois and Elizabeth are in your class too." To that, I simply shrug and continue eating.
Father nods with a small smile. "Well I'm glad you have someone that will do their work too." Conversation then shifts to other topics. "Do you still have homework?"
I nod with a groan. "Our teachers are determined to drown us in homework." Although that partner comment won't leave my head, at night I drift off with the knowledge of getting another peaceful sleep.
Sebastian's saying something but I'm not particularly interested in actually listening to what the words are. I'd rather listen to the tones and watch those lips. I smirk and drop a pencil for the fourth time.
Sebastian raises a brow. "Pick it up."
I stand slowly before bending over with some flare, "Of course. My bad." I quickly feels a clothed dick against my ass and pulled against a firm chest.
"I do believe you did it on purpose."
I tilt my neck to allow lips to suck on it. "What are you going to do about it?"
Sebastian chuckles low making me moan. "I should punish you for interrupting our tutoring session." Large hands move over my chest and down to grab my crotch.
All I can do is give some whines and thrust against the hand. "P-Perhaps I'll pay attention if I'm in your lap."
Sebastian's response is to pull me into his lap, straddling him with back against chest. He restarts the tutoring, though after a few sentences he pulls out my dick. As his voice rumbles, he strokes me. The large warm hand moving up and down in the perfect way that I love. His other hand grips my hip and holds me in place. Soon he is grinding against my clothed ass. He keeps talking but I am so not paying attention to words right now.
Sooner than I want to admit, I gasp and grip Sebastian's arm as orgasm washes over me. I grind against him as I ride it out and then I go limp panting.
Sebastian's voice flows in my ear. "Glad you learned your lesson."
I wake up with extreme frustration, again. "Why is he a perfect asshole even away from school?!"
As I start to get ready for school I pause. "Oh, right." It's Saturday. I was so thrown off by the dream that I literally forgot what day it is. Makes sense why my alarm didn't wake me. As I go to sit on the bed my phone chimes from the nightstand.
Pervert: Hey. Wanna hang out at the mall today?
Me: Sure. You gonna ask Lizzie?
Pervert: already asked. We've been waiting for you to wake up, sleeping beauty.
Me: Asshole. Give me 1/2 hour and I'll come pick you up.
Pervert: rich brat :P
Me: Perverted freak
Pervert: and proud of it, baby 3
Despite us both going to a prestigious private school, Alois still teases me about my family being rich. Mainly because we have a driver on staff. It's because my parents don't have the time in the morning to take me to school or pick me up and luckily, they trust me to use this privilege responsibly. Once we pick up Alois and Lizzie (who is indeed waiting there already), we head off to the mall.
I just really need to make sure that Alois doesn't find out about these dreams. He'll never let me live it down. Besides, it's not a big deal.
Note: Hope you all liked the first chapter. Have had this almost ready to post for quite some time. Finally I figured out a thing and here it is! Give me some chatter!
