Disclaimer: I like YanSim but dislike YanDev. Having fun with the YanSim universe is not the same thing as supporting the developer. That developer harassed people, so stay away from that guy.
This story is set in an alternate timeline to the one from the Story "The Lost Thirty Decades- Yandere Deconstruction". There are two points of divergence here, for one this story is set in the mission mode timeline, so "Info-chan" is very evil here. Secondly the ritual Ayano Aishi and Homu Kurusu did failed to revive Homu Kurusu ´s dead sister, and even killed Homu Kurusu. So Ayano Aishi is significantly weaker in terms of psychological wellbeing and is much more reclusive and less outgoing and does not like the occult anymore.
This is the story with the brighter outcome, there is a story with a much darker outcome as well.
So cold. So hollow. So empty.
Once I could feel a bit. But that was before the accident. I wanted to help Homu Kurusu at the time. To revive her dead sister. But…
The ritual failed.
She died.
I went unconscious, and saw both her and her sister apologizing to me in a vision.
I felt horrible guilt for a moment…and then nothing.
After I woke up from the coma I studied hard, so my parent would be happy and I could got to Akademi.
I cut my hair short, out of grief, and did not care that mother was angry at me, no matter how much she yanked my hair, it was only inconvenient to me, and I never felt anything else. I just stared at her blankly and she gave up. Was she looking sad?
My eyes became as dull as I felt. I felt nothing anymore, just a painful longing and faint frustration.
Mother taught me martial arts, which could be useful in the future. I trained hard, because I felt the need to do so.
In Akademi I hesitated joining the science club, because what had science and the occult brought in the past? Damage and ruination. So I would be cautious. I helped them build some mechas and stuff, and even talked to that one Guy, Yaku Zaishi, but otherwise I was staying in the background.
I was also invited by Raibaru Fumetsu to train in the martial arts club despite not being a member of that club. That was very convenient.
A year went by and I became stronger than Raibaru, but I did not want to become the leader of that club, so Budo Masuta filled that role. However I trained with everyone who was interested and helped the martial arts club a bit.
Then I could finally feel some feelings again, after talking a lot to that green haired science club Guy Yaku Zaishi. It was so good to feel calm instead of hollow.
We talked about so many nice things, about cooking, science and anime. I did not like the occult anymore after the accident, but that was not a problem to me, when I talked with him, it felt so good.
Life was going well again until it wasn´t.
When I got to my second year suddenly there was this evil "Info chan" in the abandoned newspaper room. CURSE HER!
She wanted me to kill this plain guy, Taro Yamada. Hell no. I remember Father´s lessons and I would not do anything like this. Never.
I fool. I should have stopped her immediately ! DAMN IT!
She was so evil and she almost killed Yaku Zaishi! Oh Yaku kun!
You mean the world to me, you make me feel good, we are so similar and have so much fun together…
But "Info chan" nearly crushed our lives…CURSE HER FOR ETERNITY!
Oh, my dear Yaku-kun, I can´t imagine how it would be if you were gone
Who would ask me for ammonium nitrate? Who would ramble with me about the newest Manga or Anime episodes? Who would cook food in the cooking club with me? Who would smile to me and ask for help with chemical experiments? Who would hang out with me?
I can´t imagine living without you…I just can´t…It is so scary…I nearly lost you…
I saw her throwing him to the ground and plunging a knife towards him, intent on murdering him and I went berserk.
I can´t remember that much, only rushing towards the monster and yanking her arm away from poor Yaku-kun (IT´S SO TERRIFYING!) and screaming at her "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?ARE YOU CRAZY?! I WONT LET YOU HURT ANYONE!". Then I was standing over a shocked Yaku kun and held a broken arm of "Info chan" in my hand with a vice grip…and I wanted to kill her very much, but Raibaru Fumetsu … she somehow calmed me and we took "Info chan" to the teachers and called the police. We were all shaken by this horrible incident and hugged each other and cried…
CURSE THAT INFO CHAN!
I HATE HER FOR WHAT SHE DID! I STILL HAVE FUCKING NIGHTMARES OF HER TRYING TO KILL MY FRIEND!
I got scolded for breaking and almost ripping of "Info chan´s" arm, but it was not that serious. I just defended other people and went overboard with it.
Actually Raibaru Fumetsu hugged me and told me that I did the right thing, I was surprised at how vindictive she sounded, but damn, she is so right! I laughed with her and we joked around " Evil people trying to murder you? JUST BREAK THEIR ARMS!" and made exaggerated fighting gestures.
I told Raibaru Fumetsu about what that "Info chan" wanted me to do (Kill Taro Yamada) , and then she told me that I had all the rights in the world to break that monster's arm. Taro is Osana Najimi ´s Friend after all, and Osana Najimi is Raibaru Fumetsu ´s Friend. I am not so different from other people after all.
Oh Yaku-kun… I´m so glad I still have you…you smiles…your stories…your experiments…you are the world to me.
You were very shaken by the horror too and you hugged me and thanked me profusely for saving your life…I know I know, but I had to do it, and it probably saved my life as well, I'm just so glad that we can live together and have fun…
I told you how scared of losing you I was, and even cried, but I then felt better and sighed.
You told me that your parent´s were very worried for you and that you were surprised by this.. ah…parent´s love is a peculiar thing.. so I should not be as surprised by this as I am…
Good for you that your parents like you…
I have told you what "Info-chan" wanted me to do too, and you said that she is a psycho, and I can only agree strongly with that sentiment.
I told father about what had happened at school and he told me about his Friends that had died and the book Sumire chan had given him….how must that have been for him?...I can't imagine…I hugged him tightly and even cried, but I cannot do much for him…
I was very frightened by the incident at school, but I convinced Yaku-kun to learn martial arts so he can defend himself. He may dislike sport but has a neutral attitude towards martial arts.
We also designed Knife-stab-proof vests beneath out school uniforms so there is less risk of dying. Everything to be safer.. everything to be safer, it is extremely important…
I must get even stronger and faster so I can so I can protect those dear to me and so I will never get hurt again!
I trained harshly to get stronger, and trained Yaku kun harshly too, but I told him that I did it because I was worried for him and wanted him to be safe and I think he did not disagree, after all he almost got killed.
The Incident has scared me, but I can feel more again.
I can feel content again, and I can feel fear, horror and sadness.
I had the urge to go out an kill murders so I would feel safer, but that is just stupid.
Even they have love ones and killing them would make me one of them too after all…the very thing I loathe and want to destroy.
I calmed down eventually.
I am still best friends with Raibaru Fumetsu and am on good terms with her friend, my classmate Osana Najimi. She is one of the weak people we strong people need to protect i´d say.
Yaku Kun has improved in martial arts so much and has become much stronger, and I believe that he will be as strong as Budo Masuta eventually..
Oh and one day Yaku kun brought me a bento…
You can guess how the rest went… the next day I brought him a bento too , then we exchanged some science and cooking books and some mangas, tried out some fun recipes, sent each other photographs of nice stuff (nice places in Akademi, foodstuffs, science stuff, beautiful colourful minerals and so on) and watched a movie together in the evening.
And on Friday…we confessed to each other…I felt true happiness!
It was so amazing! The cherry tree was so pink, the sun was shining so brightly and Yaku kun´s smile was so great and we kissed…
I told mother about that and she was so happy I got my senpai- no Doukyuusei, but in this case to her it is essentially the same
We had a great Dinner at my home and then at Yaku kun home too, and we had so much fun together it was amazing.
I secretly told my father that I did not fall to the Senpai curse and that my love to Yaku-kun is true, and he was very glad to hear that.
I still feel a bit shaky, Homu chan´s death is still weighing on me heavily, and Yaku-kuns near death too, but I am gradually getting better and feel increasingly safer.
I was not the only one who confessed to someone, Raibaru Fumetsu told me that Osana chan confessed to Taro Yamada. Good for her.
I helped Raibaru Fumetsu get together with Budo Masuta, I found out about his likes and dislikes and I informed Raibaru Fumetsu about them and set them on dates together so they got attracted to each other and they confessed to each other too!
That was fun.
However not everything is all roses and sunshine. There are still some troubles lurking around too.
The student council still dislikes me , especially Megami Saikou, the old geeze-headmaster too, and recently a pervert substitute teacher has come to Akademi and is harassing the students. We have to do something about it quickly, and Sasha Nyuki from the Photography club thinks exactly the same way…
So let´s get to work, collect incriminating evidence against that perverted substitute teacher and help protect those in need…