Chapter 5

Terror gripped her. She was that scared little girl left on Jakku. That lonely girl screaming and begging for someone to come back. Screaming for him, even though she didn't know it. She wouldn't lose him. Not again. No one would take him from her. they cant do this. They still had time to do what was needed to be done. While hux was eyeing her with hunger in his eyes. He wanted her. and she could sense it by the feelings she has been getting off of him.

"No! No! KYLO!" screamed bloom

bloom screamed as the gathered 'troopers dragged her toward the door. One held her by her hair, keeping her from headbutting or biting. Dragging her like a wild creature. She was unable to use her powers since the fucker cut it off of her. this means she was screwed and not in the way she wanted to be screwed. Kylo was trying to break free. While pulling against the men holding him back. Straining to get to her.

"Let her go! You lie!" roared kylo

"The Supreme Leader knows of your weakness, Ren." Said hux

"What weakness?" snapped kylo

"Your love for the girl. Not just compassion. Love. Love has made you weak. It will infect her. The Supreme Leader will decide your fate." Said hux

Love. Was it possible? Could he love her? The woman she was now, not the girl she used to be. The woman giving in to the pull of the Dark even as she still felt the call of the Light. Could he ever love her? What did love even feel like it? She had no frame of reference for love. No memories of a family. Only him. No one else cared. Could affection be love? She felt the answer through the bond. The quiet, pained response. Yes. Yes, it could. Love had many forms. Ben comforting her after a nightmare. Protecting her. Ren kissing her. Loving her.

"Let me go or I swear I will kill you all! I'LL BURN YOU ALL ALIVE THE FIRST CHANCE I GET!" hissed bloom

"Ben! No! Come back!" cried rose

"Take the girl to her cell. Leave the restraints on, and the collar I find it rather sext that way." purred hux

"If she doesn't kill you, I will, If you hurt her, I will make sure you feel it tenfold before I kill you. You rathtar-fucking, Hutt-sucking slime…." Hissed kylo

Another jolt of electricity pried a scream from her lips. It was a riot baton. She recognized it from training. The weapon pressed against her stomach and sent shocks rolling through her body. Now bloom knows what it feels to be a person in an electric chair. Shit that hurts like hell. It's been a while since she been electrocuted. But for now, she was trying to remain conscious. Freaking hux likes it rough it seemed. But she was not going to give what he wanted from her. She was going to fight it until the very end. She would bite his dick off if she had to.

"bloom! You son of a rancor, Hux! bloom!" hissed kylo

Fear and worry shot through the bond. His pain at seeing her hurt. She fought for breath, wanting to reassure him, to soothe him, but the baton hit her again. bloom dropped to her knees, the 'troopers shoving her forward. Hux stepped closer and she caught an inappropriate thought from his head. The general liked seeing her on her knees before him. He liked seeing her this. He wanted… Her hands curled into fists, drawing blood as she reached for the Force. A scream, powered by anger and fueled by hate, tore from her lips. She felt the room shudder like a landing ship. And then she felt the binders holding her captive shatter. Her hand flew up wanting to grab, squeeze, choke, kill the man between them. The Force wanted to obey, but there was a sudden, sharp pain in her head and it was gone. All she heard was the sound of Ren calling her name as she hit the floor.

The power bloom unleashed rippled like a shockwave. Pure power, the likes of which he'd never felt before. The binders were meant to dampen the link to the Force. They could be overcome, but it took skill and concentration. Power. as she burned a few others. it was dangerous to have her use her powers like that with that collar on. And bloom… she destroyed hers.

"bloom!" cried kylo

The butt of a blaster pistol sent her sprawling to the floor. The blow would keep her down but not for long. She was strong in the Force. Hux had woken the Dark Side in her with vengeance. He concentrated on his own binders. On the innate flaws. He had to get to her. Before they hurt her again. Before Hux took her from him. Hux ordered as a Stormtrooper nudged her side with his boot, not so much nudging as kicking the unconscious girl.

"Take the pixi to an interrogation room. Have her sedated. Heavily. I will inform the Supreme Leader," ordered hux

"bloom! Get away from her!" hissed kylo

"You have no power here, Ren. Not anymore. You'll be lucky if the Supreme Leader doesn't have you executed for your treasonous thoughts." said hux

He tapped into the anger, fear, and sadness between them. Their combined strengths. Their shared ability. He wasn't going to lose her. Not to Hux. Not to anyone. The binders on his wrists snapped open and his hand flew out, sending the nearby 'troopers flying. He heard bones break and felt pleased. Very pleased. He stalked forward, shoving Hux against a wall and away from his Rey. The general choked as the air around his neck tightened.

"She's mine. No one touches her." hissed kylo

kylo bent down to check her, to touch her face, and he felt the blood. On her head from the pistol. Running from her nose. The blast of power she'd used was too much for her. It hurt her. Ren clenched his hand slightly, exerting more pressure on the other man's windpipe. He wanted to kill hux so badly right now. but he had a feeling that if he even tried to run with her he would not make it. they needed to get the hell out of here.

"You're dead, Ren. You'll never make it off this ship alive. Neither of you." snapped hux

"You won't take her from me." Hissed kylo

Kylo was too focused, too angry in the moment. He didn't see the blaster until it was too late. Until the bolt pierced his side and he lost his grip on the Force. Hux regained his composure easily. Ren touched his side, seeing his own blood coat his hand. The anger welled new in his veins and he reached out for his saber. It was almost to his hand, almost there, when a baton touched his spine and he fell to his knees beside her. He tried to call the Force again but felt his grip slipping, his control gone, his body weak in the face of the overwhelming pain. Hers and his mixed. The baton pressed down again and again and he felt blackness at the edge of his vision as a new set of binders were fitted around his wrists. He looked at her, at his bloom, his last conscious thought of her.

Meanwhile a few hours later

Hux hurried into the chamber. The Supreme Leader was already waiting. He bowed to the hologram stiffly, his throat still sore from the Force-choking at Ren's hand. His uniform hid the worst of the bruising. But he has business to do. now he needed to speak to the supreme leader on what to do next. He never encountered a fairy that is this powerful. He knew the royal fairies are powerful. But bloom is another story.

"Supreme Leader, the girl… she's stronger than anticipated. I'm not sure we can hold both her and Ren." Said hux

"Keep her drugged and secure. They must be kept separated at all costs. The key to swaying her is Kylo Ren. Her feelings for him can be manipulated to serve us. She will do anything to protect him and he to save her. It's quaint. Foolish sentimentality." Said snoke

"Sir, she destroyed her binders and killed several of my men, shit the collar didn't even work. She burned them all.. So did Ren. They're dangerous." Said hux

"They are stronger together. They feed off each other's emotions, General. That is how the girl broke free. She used the Dark Side, she used his powers and her own. They must be kept apart." Said snoke

"And her training?" asked hux

"She will prove her loyalty to Jakku in two days' time. If she fails, Kylo Ren will kill her. The girl is too dangerous to keep alive if she can't be controlled. Without her, Ren can be controlled." Said snoke

"Sir, shouldn't we just kill Ren? If she's more powerful…" said hux

"No, I have invested many resources in him. Kylo Ren is to be kept alive. Maim the girl if you must, but Ren lives." Said snoke

"What about reconditioning?" asked hux

"Why, that might be the perfect answer, general. I will consider it. In the meantime, keep them apart. Inform the girl of my orders. When she refuses to cooperate, hurt Kylo Ren. Use the bond against them." said snoke

"With pleasure, Supreme Leader." Said hux

Hux sighed and left to go and do what he was told to do. even though he knew he wanted to do far more for her than he was allowed to do right now. but he needed to take his time before he asked or even confronted the supreme leader on what he wanted from bloom. Her name matched her looks. She was a flower. One that ren didn't deserve. But he will have her as his own sooner or later. But right now, he was going to go and do what he was told to do. He wanted to know what the supreme leader and the flame fairy have. Since they have some beef between the two of them. even though it was not his place to ask.

Meanwhile a few hours later

Her head hurt. bloom slowly opened her eyes, expecting a soft bed. Expecting a warm body beside her. Ren. There was only cold Durasteel clamped around her arms and legs, restraining her in a familiar manner. An interrogation bench. Shit just her fucking luck that she was stuck here again. But she wondered where they take kylo to. that fucker is going to get a quincy shot to the ass before he gets tossed into the gates of hell. she was going to make sure his soul was going to be fucked for all of time. She was going to make them all pay.

"Kylo?" asked bloom

No response from his voice, but she felt a groggy stirring through the bond. Felt him inside her head. His concern for her. her head felt like the time stella took them out to the club and they had a few to many drinks. And then they found out the drinks had drugs in them. but for now, she was trying to get her head straighter. And it feels like she has been drugged it as well would seem. But she was trying to keep the fog out of her head. But it was hard.

"bloom… bloom, are you hurt?" asked kylo

"I don't know… I don't… where are you? Where are you?" asked bloom

"Still on the ship. We're both still here. I can feel you. They're trying to keep us apart, but we're both still here. I'm still here, bloom. I'm not leaving you." said kylo

"Don't leave me, kylo… please don't leave me…" pleaded bloom

"I'm right here. I won't leave you. I'm right here," said kylo

She felt a pain, not just mental anguish, but real physical pain. She felt the pain he was going through. That made her angry. How dare they hurt her. it seemed that they lied and now they are paying the price for what she had done saving the worlds and realms and the universe. And now she was trying to do it again like she was meant to.

"They hurt you. You're hurt…" hissed bloom

"It's nothing," said kylo

"They hurt you!" hissed bloom

His hand against her cheek. His lips on hers. He pulling her close, into his arms.

"I'm okay, bloom. I'm okay." Said kylo

No, it wasn't okay. Deep down she knew this wasn't right. He was hurt and it was because of her. Because he wanted to protect her. Because he loved her. Her teacher. Her protector. Her Ren. Hers. She felt him smile at the thought. He liked the idea. He liked being wished they could just run away. If they got to her home planet, they would be safe. And plan something out. but for now, they were stuck here. But they would think of something sooner or later.

"Mine. My bloom," purred kylo

bloom smiled despite their circumstances. Despite the pain. They belonged to each other. Master and apprentice. Dark and Light. Good and bad. They were too much alike. The door to her cell opened and a single man strode in. The general came into view slowly, a sinister smile on his face. it was hux of all people. She wanted to burn him alive slowly. The sick slimey fat ego pig. But for now she was going to see what the fuck her wanted. If he dared to try anything she will find a way he would never have children.

"Good, you're awake," said hux

"You will let us go," said bloom

"No, you stupid fairy. You are a prisoner of the First Order. You will remain such until a time comes that you prove your allegiance. If you fail, Ren will oversee your execution." Said hux

A red saber humming. Pain in her chest. His name on her lips.

"Never. He won't kill me. We'll kill you." said bloom

"I thought you might say that. Now." said hux

Pain, unbearable pain flashed through her head. She heard him scream. Torture. They were hurting him. Rey struggled against her bonds. Why are they doing this to him. he didn't do anything wrong. Other than loving someone. Is love such a horrible thing to have in the first order. This was something that she didn't understand. But then again there was a lot of shit this place is so backwards its not even funny. But look who runs it, it makes sense.

"Stop it! Stop it! Don't…" cried bloom

The general stepped closer, clearly pleased, but still the pain didn't stop. She felt his body tense against wave after wave. His back, his side, his stomach. Pain, so much pain. Her fault. It was her fault. How could they do this to someone who gave his whole life to. it was just fucked up. and the resistance was no better. Her friends and family started a much better one.

"Stop, bloom, no," cried kylo

Hux considered her for a long moment, a moment that felt like minutes, like hours, as Ren yelled again in pain. He wanted to let her know who was in charge here. And her royal blood is not in power here. She was going to be the one who was going to be tamed. And this was one way that he was able to get her to listen. Bloom cried in pain. How could he make her feel this. How could they do this to the man she loved. No wonder why diaspro and the three witchs turned out the way the did. With a father and brother like that.

"Don't hurt him… please don't hurt him…" pleaded bloom

"Stop." Ordered hux

"No, bloom, no… don't… I can take it…" said kylo

But he couldn't. He was already hurt. They would only hurt him more. Possibly kill him. Hurt him to hurt her. She couldn't let it continue. He touched her cheek, smiling at her tears, the touch a sick mockery of every gentle caress from Ren. Leather gloves against her skin. Her stomach twisted into knots and bile filled her mouth. But bloom was going to try and get them out of this someway or somehow. But she was not sure what and how just yet. But for now she was going to have to clear her mind and see what she was going to do.

"What is it about him, fairy? What is it that binds you together? Hmm?" asked hux

"Don't. Touch. Me." Hissed bloom

His hand left her cheek to wipe off her saliva. She felt triumphant for a moment until he pressed the communicator again and issued a command. The pain began again. A baton pressed against a gaping wound in his side. She could almost see it in her mind. this was not helping matters. But she did spit on him. but she was not going to back down. He knew he had her against a wall and was going to do what he wanted with her. but she was not sure what she was going to do. she needed to save kylo before they kill him.

"Stop! Stop! Stop it, you're killing him!" cried bloom

Bloom was pulling against the restraints keeping her back. Keeping her away from him. bloom tasted blood in her mouth. His? Hers? She couldn't tell. She just wanted the pain to stop. Hux was getting a thrill seeing her like this. Yes, he was a little fucked up with how he gets turned on. and how he liked to see his woman. But this was a turn on right now for him. bloom felt sick he was freaking broadcasting what he was freaking feeling.

"If it stops, will you behave like a civilized girl instead of a beast?" asked hux

"Yes, Just stop… stop hurting him…" cried bloom

"If I do, you'll behave?" asked hux

"I'll do anything you want, just make it stop! Stop hurting him!" cried bloom

"bloom, no!" cried kylo

"Stop. Keep the prisoner alive." ordered hux

"I'm sorry, I just… I couldn't…" cried bloom

"Tell your lover not to worry. I won't defile you. I like my women willing," said hux

hux breathed against her neck and she shuddered at the thought. As he took in a very long sniff of her. oh, how she smelt so good. And how hard he was right now. He knew the two of them were in contact with each other. But for now, he was trying to get her to be swayed. But he didn't know what he could get a woman like bloom to sway to his whims. Oh, how good she would feel around his cock. He would never want no other woman again.

"Mine," hissed kylo

She closed her eyes, her body still trembling in fear, trying to think of anything else. Anywhere was wishing she was back home with her friends and family. Her children. and her mommy and daddy. Even her blood adopted ones. But she was here suffering. What did she ever do to be in this life. She never knew anything but suffering after she met sky and diaspro. And now she was suffering much more now.

Ren, moving inside her, his hands gripping her hips. A delicious kind of pain as he marked her skin with his hands. Her nails scratched his back, pulling him closer. Needing more. Needing him.

"I'm not yours, I will never be yours." Said bloom

"We'll see… bloom. First, you have to survive your test." Said hux

"I want to see him." said bloom

"This is not a negotiation. You have no power here, pixi." Said hux

"I want to see him, I need to see him." said bloom

"That is not an option." Said hux

"He will be there on Jakku or I won't cooperate." Said bloom

"Then you will die," said hux

Hux was getting annoyed by how she was being with all of this. She was supposed to be very intelligent. For the love of god luke skywalker fucked up her life. Even though she did kill him. but that was beside the point. Why would she want someone from the same family to mess up her life. And made her to be reborn in this one. And then toss her on a planet to suffer as a kid. That was something he didn't understand one bit.

"If I die, we both do. You can't break the bond between us," said bloom

"If I can't break the bond, I will break you. You will forget you ever knew Kylo Ren. You will be reconditioned." Said hux

Fear from kylo. He knew that word. It was a bad word. Painful. Worse than what happened to her. Worse than losing her memory. She would lose herself. Her freewill. It was like luke skywalker all over again. Why does people do this to her all of the time. It was fucking annoying to her. while kylo was listening on his end. And he was not happy.

"I doubt that bond will work well when you are at separate ends of the galaxy," said hux

"What will it take? What do you want from me?" asked bloom

"Your loyalty, pixi. To me. To the First Order. In two days' we will arrive on Jakku. You will kill Unkar Plutt or be destroyed, mind, body, and soul." Said hux

"And Kylo Ren?" asked bloom

"Behave and you can say your good-byes." Said hux

"Don't hurt him anymore. Please." Said bloom

"Good girl. Two days. Your choice." Said hux

Bloom sighed she was tired and defeated something she was not happy feeling. But she knew he had a point her ass is against the corner, and she can't back that ass back out. so, she is fucked in the ass more than one way. and she was not too enthused being stuck. Her pride never takes it very well. hux smirked her knew he had her. He hated making her feel this way. but there were times that he needed to be tough and make her see reason.

Meanwhile a few hours later

It was the one clear thought in his head. The one clear thought through the pain. The new scars. Hux wanted to hurt bloom. Wanted to take her away from him. He wasn't going to lose her. He wasn't in any shape to protect her, not at this moment, but he wasn't going to lose her. but right now, they are kinda stuck. And need to plan something out. because if they don't one of them would end up dead. And he was not going to let that happen.

"kylo… kylo… how bad are you hurt? What did they do?" asked bloom

"I've had worse. I'm okay." Said kylo

kylo thought of her, of them, how they'd been hours ago. Safe. Warm. Together. Something that is keeping him going. but snoke is doing this to them because he fears them. well he feared bloom even more because of what she is capable of. And then again hux has no clue of the history of bloom and her family with snoke family. So, he was doing something that he had no clue on the history of. Even though hux wanted bloom for himself so this is why he was playing along. He knew when hux wanted something he got it. he seen it all to many times. Bloom softened a bit, but there was still concern.

"How bad?" asked bloom

"Blaster wound. Batons. A few punches. I'll live." Said kylo

"What can I do? How do I save you?" asked bloom

He closed his eyes, so tired, so very tired. Weak. He was trying to remain awake. But there was not much he could do right now. but for now, he was trying to help his fire fly out. She was worried about his wellbeing. Being then again that is who she is. and she loved him. so, this was something they both shared. But he had worst done to him. but he was not going to say it to her. she didn't need to know about.

"They won't kill me, bloom. Even if Hux wants to… it must come from Snoke. Snoke won't allow it. Not yet." Said kylo

"kylo… I can't lose you…" said bloom

"You won't." said kylo

kylo missed her. bloom. His bloom. So scared. In so much pain. He needed to be there for her. but right now, he was kinda stuck right where he is. bloom sighed and knew that they were stuck where they are. This kinda sucked for them. but what can they do. She knew snoke is after her. and hux has no clue on what he is walking in on. and the history between their families. But for now, she was going to have to do what she must do. even though that is what she always had done for living how long she has lived. So, she might as well continue doing what she knows best. To survive and plan and plot without anyone knowing what was going on. well other than kylo.

"What do we do?" asked bloom

"Rest. Heal." Said kylo

"I can't just… you need help. You're bleeding!" said bloom

"I'll heal. It's nothing. I've had worse." Said kylo

Snoke, in his head, clawing at his brain. Jagged arcs of lightening hitting his skin, burning him. Branding him.

bloom pulled him away, away from the pain. That was something that she was not wishing to see. But she felt what he went through. But then again, snoke was just as nasty as the rest of his family. But for now, she was trying to rest the best way she was able to do so. She just can't lose him. That was something that she was not going to accept. Kylo smiled softly and knew that she would never wish to lose him. it was something that he was thinking the same thing.

"I won't leave you. I'll find a way. I won't lose you." said bloom

A little girl, tugging on his robes, her hair in high ponytail. Those curious blue eyes.

"Why so sad, Ben?" asked rose

"It's nothing." Said ben

A hug from those little arms. The youngest and smallest of the younglings. Ostracized by her peers. Just like him. So alone. But so full of Light.

"I'm scared." Said rose

"I won't let the monster get you. You're safe here." Said ben

rose curled up against his chest, her eyes closed. The one bright spot in his life. His only defense against Snoke. The only person who saw him as Ben. Not as Skywalker's nephew. Not as a troubled boy. Just Ben.

"Will you teach me?" asked rose

"One day." Said ben

bloom, her hand on his face, on his scar. Her lips on his. Her body is beneath his. Ferocious in the training room. Powerful and graceful. The delight in her eyes when she learned a new skill. Her snuggling in beside him, her head on his chest as they slept, just like they had as kids. His bloom.

bloom relaxed. He could feel it through the bond. She was still on the edge, still worried, but calmer in the moment. bloom was scared. So afraid of being alone again. So afraid of losing him. it was just hard doing things right now. but they didn't have much choice but to do what needed to be done. Since they are stuck. Hux has their asses against the wall. And their asses are against the wall on how stuck there are. Bloom sighed and closed her eyes and wondered what they should do next. Other than rest the best they can and heal. Because she knew she needed to do that as well. kylo sighed and knew what she was thinking.

"You won't lose me. We'll get through this." Said kylo

"What if I fail? What if I can't…" said bloom

"You won't, I'll help you, no matter where I am. No matter what they do, I'll be with you, bloom. Just draw on me. Use my power. Use my fear, my anger. Take whatever you need from me. I'll help you." said kylo

"I need you. I need you…" said bloom

Kylo sighed and smiled, he knew that she needed him. and he needed her. This was something that he knew for a fact. But for now, he was trying to keep her calm. This was just something he should have never been selfish about. He should of never got her into all of this. He should have left her with her friends and family. She would have been protected there. And he would have suffered yes. But he would know that she would have been safe.

"I know. It's okay to be afraid, but we're stronger than Hux. Then anything they throw at us. You know why?" said kylo

"No," said bloom

"Because we're together. It's you and me, firefly." Said kylo

"I'm tired, kylo." Said bloom

"I know. Sleep. I'll be right here." Said kylo

"I don't want to be alone." Said bloom

"You won't be." Said kylo

kylo felt her fall into an uneasy sleep and he wasn't far behind. He slept a lot as his body tried to heal. bloom did her best not to bother him, but she hated being alone in her head. Hux didn't come by to gloat and other than droids coming in to inject her with nutrients and check her vitals, she was kept isolated. The 'troopers feared her, as they should. Not that she had much connection with the Force. Being restrained with multiple sets of binders only made it harder to reach out for the power. Being exhausted and away from Ren only made it worse.

kylo reassurances helped, but only so much. She knew he lived simply because she could feel him. He'd been gravely injured trying to reach her. To control her. His wounds were left untreated and judging by his scrambled thoughts, he was likely fighting an infection. He fell into a mixture of memories and dreams. They were jumbled and flipped back and forth between their shared past, his past with his family, his life in the First Order, and their recent past.

meanwhile a few days later

kylo was getting worse instead of better. His thoughts grew darker, more twisted, and less nostalgic. He saw her dying. Repeatedly in a loop. Different ways, different times, and different places. The only commonality was that he was always the one to kill her. The final blow was always his. She tried to wake him, to interject herself into his head, but it wasn't working. She wasn't strong enough. And it killed her to feel his pain and be helpless. The door to her cell opens and before her was Hux and a group of Stormtroopers with their blasters pointed at her.

"It's time, pixi. What is your decision?" said hux

"I'll do it… just let me see kylo. Please… let me see him." pleaded bloom

"I thought you might ask about him. If you cooperate, you may have two minutes with him before we leave. Ren will be staying here, and I will have men watching him. Should you try anything on Jakku, retribution will be swift." Said hux

Tears leaked down her cheeks. He couldn't take further pain. She knew that. They were being kept apart, knowing they were leverage. Knowing that one wouldn't leave without the other. Knowing that Ren was in no shape to fight back. Knowing that she'd do anything to spare him further distress. Bloom sighed it wasn't enough she killed luke skywalker for them. but then again that was in her own hands. And leia she walked a line she shouldn't have crossed. So, she is in a sparks prison until further notice that is the last thing she knows about. But she agreed to what he had asked. But asked for a shower first.

Meanwhile a hour later

Dressed in a fresh outfit from her wardrobe that had been brought to the refresher in the detention level, bloom followed Hux and two 'troopers. Another four were behind her, blasters aimed at her back. Her hands were in binders and her collar a much stronger one, oh how she wanted to set them all on fire. but she didn't care. She was going to see him. Hux opened the door to his cell, and she hesitated, waiting for a command before rushing to him. She wanted to see him badly. She needed to see him. The last forty-eight hours had been worse than feeling his torture through the general smiled at her.

"Two minutes. Don't try anything stupid." Said hux

bloom rushed into the darkened room then. kylo lay on the floor of the cell, his hands in binders as well. He was still only wearing the pants he'd fallen asleep in, his chest and feet bare. She knelt on the cold durasteel beside him and raised her bound hands to his face.

"kylo, oh, kylo…" cried bloom

Slowly, his eyes cracked open a sliver. Her name was on his cracked, dry lips. Dry blood matted his dark hair, and she could see easily a dozen fresh wounds on his pale skin, not including the bolt burn on his side. That was by far the worst, the skin an angry, puckers red, raw and gaping. Infected, just as she feared. His face was hot despite the chill of the cell and his lack of clothes. He was sick, so sick, trying to fight. His body was exhausted. She can't even use healing kido right now. that would have helped him if she was able to use kido. Or any of her magic.

"Ssh, it's okay. Just be quiet. It's okay. I'm here. I'm here. It's going to be okay. I'm going to get you out of this. I swear." Whispered bloom

"bloom, no…" cried kylo

Tears fell down her cheeks and she didn't care. She didn't care who saw. She didn't care about showing weakness. She was not going to let them take her emotions away. Even though they could do it to her. but right now, she needed to get to kylo. He needed to know that she was there. But for now, she didn't know what to think. What the hell did they do to him. She wished she could use her magic. She could use a cold spell to calm his fever down. And the healing kido would help him heal.

"I have to. I know what I must do. I won't let them take you from me. I'm doing this for us. I'll find a way back to you. This isn't goodbye." Said bloom

"bloom…" cried kylo

"I love you, kylo. I won't lose you. I can't lose you. Not again. By the honor of the royals of sparks not again." Said bloom

"My bloom…" cried kylo

"Yes, I'm yours. I'll always be yours. Stay with me, kylo. Stay with me. I need you." said bloom

"Use it, bloom. The pain. For me. Use it. I won't leave you. No matter what." Said kylo

"I know."said bloom

"I'm yours," said kylo

kylo eyes closing again as he fell into the darkness of his own mind gathered herself slowly. She knew what she had to do. And she would do it for him. She needed to get back onto the stage of her dark fairy. She was going to have to do it one way or another. But she was going to have to do this to have them free. Well as free as they can be. But she needed to do this. Plus, she was going to go to jakku to kill off the fucker for what he did to her in the first place. It just came faster than what she wanted it. but for now, she sighed and stood like the royal she is and walked back to hux. He slapped her ass, but she couldn't attack him for it. or burn his dick off. Or his hand.

Meanwhile a few hours later

Jakku was hotter than she remembered. But she ignored it, focusing instead on Kylo Ren. As she was back in the mindset of her dark fairy. And also on kylo pain, her anguish; their loss. The agony of being torn apart. A life spent alone on Jakku because she'd been taken from him. Stolen from him. They were supposed to be together, Master and Apprentice. The Force wanted them together. They were stronger together. She needed him. And he needed her. She was furious by the time she reached the shack she used to visit daily. The place where Unkar Plutt decided her fate. Where his eyes roved over her, taking her apart and making her sick. The Blobfish seemed surprised to see her. She didn't know if it was because of her new black garb or the contingent of Stormtroopers following her, or simply because he couldn't believe she'd had the nerve to come back after stealing from him. She didn't know and she didn't care. Bloom in her fairy form but her eyes are still blue but with slits in them,

"Plutt, just who I was looking for. We need to have a word." Said bloom

"bloom, what a pleasant surprise," said plutt

"Come out or I will rip this building apart," said bloom

He eyed her and the 'troopers before listening. It took a long moment, but she used it to gather her anger. Around them, the other scavengers beat a hasty retreat. No one wanted to be in the middle of this. No one would defend Plutt. Even his hired thugs had made themselves scarce. Plutt didn't notice that she was a fairy. Shit, she was a fairy the whole time. What the hell the old man didn't tell him that part. He only told him to make her suffer as much as he could.

"Come to pay me for my ship, bloom?" asked plutt

"It was never your ship. It was returned to its rightful owner. Perhaps you know him. The smuggler, Han Solo? Who didn't deserve it in the first place the damn perverted pig that he was." said bloom

"That so?" asked plutt

"It is. But I'm not here about the ship, Plutt. I'm here to settle a different debt." Said bloom

"Yes?" asked plutt

Plutt was starting to feel uneasy from the look on bloom. Shit, she is a dark fairy. He has seen them before, and they are not easy to deal with. If he knows he had such a prize, he could have gotten more money off of the people he sold her to for sex. He ever sees that old man again for leaving such things out. he would kill him for even making him think she was just some normal slave. Bloom eyes glowed with power. hux was getting horny form just the thought of what was going on. He didn't know that she was a dark fairy as well. snoke has left a few things out. and he had a feeling there was more to the story with him and blooms family.

"You stole from me all those years I worked for you. Undercut me on portions. Starved me. Let others steal from me. Used me as a sex slave since I was a kid." Hissed bloom

"And?" said plutt

"Judgment has been passed. The First Order has decided you're to pay for your crimes. Not just against me, but against any number of citizens of this world. Your reign of terror is over. You'll never decide anyone's fate again." Hissed bloom

"And you think you can defeat me, bloom? Well, a dark fairy from what I see." Said plutt

bloom thought of the lonely nights, where her empty stomach gnawed at her. At the injuries, the threats of others, being sold to the highest bidder and the pain she had to go through each time. the inherent danger of surviving on the sandpit of a planet. The place she was in because she'd been taken away. Separated from kylo. Being separated from her friends and family. Her children. what luke skywalker did to have her reborn here. But even though it was meant to happen.

"I was never just a normal girl as you can see for yourself." Said bloom

Bloom raised her hands as she called her powers to them. as she was going to burn him to death. while hux just went off in his pants from watching all of this. He had never seen anything so beautiful as what he was feeling right now. while he watched and sees that she is true to her word that she would be killing when she gotten down here. Plus, they owe her to the fact that she killed luke skywalker for them. so that was a plus on her books. But he knew that she did it for the same reason she is doing it right now. and it was said that luke was the one who brought her here and had her to suffer so she would lean on him. and that she was reborn a sith method that was something he never thought the old fool was able to have the balls in doing.

"As if you could make such a weapon, bloom, my girl. No, no, you stole that from someone. A fairy with powers, that is. I tell you what… I'll give you two hundred portions for it. I'm feeling generous today."

bloom called on the anger. On the fear. On the loneliness. kylo, hurt because of her. The little girl in the sand all alone. Being torn away from him. So much hurt. So much pain. Tapping into her anger in her dark fairy form. While hux watched in disgust on what he heard. yes, the first order done some fucked up things. But they would never allow something like this. But he would think about that another time. He was watching the dark fairy goddess in front of him. She was beautiful. Her beauty from the darkness was arousing. And he wanted her more. and he would get her one way or another. But he was not sure just yet.

"You don't have the guts, girl," said plutt

She moved fast as she raised her hand and set one of his arms on fire. At the hand that used to push her a measly quarter portion. He howled in pain, shrinking back. She attacked again, send attack after attack She lost herself in the memories. Of the little girl. Alone. Afraid. Hungry. The girl who had to learn to defend herself. The girl who couldn't trust anyone. Who had to work to avoid starving. The girl who belonged to the slug before her. He lay crumpled in a heap, burning gasping, and wheezing. Then he laughed. At her.

bloom raised a hand, her teeth bared. So much pain. So much fear. Alone, so terribly alone. She let out a scream of anger, frustration, and hate. Power flowed from her fingers and lightning sprang from her hand. It sizzled, striking flesh, crackling, burning, killing. She screamed again, tears flowing down her cheeks for the girl she'd been, for the innocence she'd lost, for the man she loved. So much hurt. So much pain. She fell to her knees in the sand, exhausted. Before her was the blackened corpse of Unkar Plutt. Kneeling in the hot sand, she looked up at the impassive face of the man beside her.

"I want kylo. Now," said bloom

"I believe you have earned that much. Congratulations, bloom. You have passed your first test. Welcome to the First Order." Said hux

Meanwhile a few hours later

bloom swayed a bit as they reentered the main hallways of theFinalizer. She hasn't used that dark fairy form in a very long time. She only used it when she needed more power. but she was able to control it when she needed it. but right now, she wanting nothing more than to see kylo. She was exhausted and drained. She just wanted to see him. To know he was okay. Hux was still just turned on from the display of power. This was the first time he was able to see a fairy with dark fairy powers close in battle. it was arousing. Ren didn't deserve someone like bloom. She was just too good for him. and would be more suited for himself. They would be a power couple.

"Where's Kylo Ren? You promised I could see him..." said bloom

"In due time. The Supreme Leader has summoned you." said hux

Bloom groaned and knew she had to go and face the fucker that she wanted to kill so badly. But for now she was going to have to take it up the ass and go and get it done and overwith. She knew better than to not argue. followed the general through several corridors and a lift to reach the audience chambers for Snoke. She cringed inwardly at the appearance of the beast.

"The fire fairy. That was a most impressive display of talent on Jakku. My apprentice has taught you well. and so, has your grandmother faragonda" said snoke

"I passed your test. Even after you changed the rules. I want to see kylo." Said bloom

"Impertinent, just like your mother and father. I see. I will teach you respect like I should of them!" hissed snoke

bloom felt a hand pushing, crushing, forcing her to kneel. She couldn't fight it. She wasn't strong enough. Gritting her teeth, she tried to call on her anger to slow it down, but she was weak. Tired from using her abilities. Worn out from the strain of the past two days. bloom found herself on her knees, bowing to him. He laughed. He has one of the royal spark's family bowing in front of him. he knew her parents would be hurt by this. But he knew they would never disown her either, she is their only daughter alive, his daughter used his gift to rid of the other sister.

"Kylo Ren resisted at first, too. Your 'Master' in more than just the Force, is he not? His compassion for you is his undoing. His love for you...I will tolerate your scandalous liaisons at the moment. Just remember, princess bloom of sparks, that your loyalty is to the First Order and to me. Forget that and you will both suffer." Said snoke

"I... I understand." Said bloom

"Good. A reward is in order. You may return to Kylo Ren. There is still much for you to learn about the Dark Side. Embrace it. Embrace your power." said snoke

The hologram disappeared and the pressure on her eased. Bloom sighed and wondered what the hell she needed to do to kill him off. It will take everything in her to kill him. she doesn't even know if kylo was able to help. Hux was in shock that the supreme leader knew her family. It seemed there were some issues with them. but he would be able to use this to his advantage. So, he was going to have to plan this out as much as he was able to do so. he needed to take bloom back to her rooms where ren is waiting for her. in which disgusted him.

Meanwhile a little while later

The door opened to their old room and her heart swelled in relief. Bloom spotted kylo on the bed. As she rushed into the room, throwing her arms around the man sitting on the floor, his back against the bed. He opened his eyes slowly at her touch. She needed to see if he was going to be ok, but he seemed to be out of it. as he was mumbling nonsense.

"bloom? You're dead… I… killed you." cried kylo

"No, no, I'm right here. You didn't hurt me. I'm right here." Said bloom

"bloom…" said kylo

He looked worse. His head was burning up. She hurried into the refresher and pulled open cabinets. He had to keep medical supplies in his room. He seemed the type. Judging by his old wounds, he was used to caring for himself. Sure enough she found bacta paches and strips plus some medicines that looked like they might fight infection. Bloom used her ice power to calm down his fever as she was using healing kido in the other hand., it was dangerous for her to use this much power in her state she was in. He shifted, his head in her lap. She stroked his hair with her free hand.

"You're an angel, bloom." Said kylo

"I'm right here. I won't leave you." said bloom

"I didn't mean to kill you. It's my fault. I'm sorry, bloom. So sorry," rambled kylo

Bloom sighed and wondered what was going on inside of his head. He seemed to be stuck in a memory. And it was not a good one either. so slipped into his head through the bond and she saw it. saw everything he was seeing over and over again. She needed to know. She needed to see what was going on. and make it go away. She sighed and closed her eyes and went into their bond to see his thoughts and what he was feeling right now.

Snoke was too strong. Too powerful. He was too weak, too full of Light. He didn't want to ignite the saber but he heard it thrum to life. Saw the familiar red glow, but instead of reassurance all he felt was panic. Bloom in her fairy form before him, frozen in place, her eyes full of tears. "Ben, no. Fight him! Ben!" The saber slid into her heart in one thrust. Her eyes widened at the pain and she took her final breath. His name fell from her lips. He extinguished the saber and caught her, Snoke gone. He fell to his knees, holding her body. He pulled her into his arms, crying.

"bloom, please… wake up… bloom! I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, I didn't… bloom… bloom!" cried kylo

He lay there, rocking her body. As her fairy form shimmered away. As her life was dying out. and not even sure if anyone of the soul socitey would be able to get to them to take her with them. while he cried out his anger and rage. And his pain as well.

Rey pulled back, feeling tears in her eyes. His? Hers? She didn't know. So, this was what he was seeing repeatedly. No wonder he was acting the way he was. He was acting this way because of that. she sighed and knew that she needed to make him see the reality that is right in front of him. She was not sure if there was a drug in him that was making him see this. But she would have to find a way to get it out of him.

"I'm right here, kylo. Look at me. Open your eyes. Please, for me… I need you to look at me." Pleaded bloom

"You're not real. Let me go, bloom. Let me die… I killed you…" cried kylo

"No, You don't get to do that. Come back to me! kylo, look at me!" pleaded bloom

kylo groaned, after she showed him memories of them with their children back on sparks happy. with everyone around them. his dark eyes slowly opening. Looking right at her, this was not something he was expecting. She was doing something to him. something with her powers. She was healing him and calming him down. And most of all, ridding him of his fever. She does have a ice base sword spirit as one of her sword spirits.

"bloom, you're dead…" said kylo

"No, no, I'm not. I went to Jakku. I went. Plutt's dead. He's dead." Said bloom

bloom closed her eyes, picturing it. Picturing his blackened corpse. What she did to protect him. To save him. She pushed it toward his head. Pushed her way into his mind, begging him to see it. To see her. To know it was really her and not a fever dream. She was in her dark fairy form. And as well what she did to him. and the pain she felt. She let it all out. well, it was just the same when she killed off luke. Even though she didn't notice a horny hux going off in his pants a few times in her memory. This was something she didn't notice at the time there. And it seemed to be storm troopers were doing the same thing.

"My bloom." Said kylo

"I'm here. I'm still yours Feel that? It's me. I'm here. I'm real." Said bloom

"It was never real. None of it," Hux spat, beckoning bloom with his finger. She went toward him without hesitation. "Right, love?"

Her hand pushed into the ginger's hair. "Right. I never cared for you. It was all a lie, kylo. Who could love a monster like you?"

Kylo was not sure if he was seeing in his mind was real or not. But this was something he was not sure what to think about.

"bloom… no…" cried kylo

"Yes, it's me. I'm here, kylo. Come back to me." Said bloom

Bloom let her powers seep into her lips and rested her lips against his forehead, silent tears rolling down her cheeks. She hadn't gone through everything on Jakku and the past two days to lose him now. Not like this. Not to an infection. She was going to have to do a lot of work to get him back in shape again. But for now, she needed to get him to see what was right in front of him.

"Stay with me, kylo…Come back to me. Don't you dare leave me here." Pleaded bloom

Bloom was trying to see what he was seeing inside of his head to get him back to reality. She was growing weak from the use of her power while she was wounded and already weakened. But for now she didn't care it was not the only time she had done this. She needed to make sure he was going to be ok. Kylo clinched his eyes shut from seeing everything inside of his head. He didn't want to believe it. he didn't want to believe what he was seeing.

"BLOOM!" screamed kylo, a warning.

Bloom in her fairy form turned, a moment too late, too late to stop the blast of lightening as it hit her in the chest. As Snoke raised his hand against her. She collapsed to her knees. Then a 'trooper put a blaster to her head and pulled the trigger.

"NO!" screamed kylo

Kylo had tears streaming down his face. while bloom was pushing her powers into him. She placed a shield around the room so no one would feel what she was doing. She was pushing whatever was inside of him while trying to keep him from slipping away further. But for now, she was trying to cool his fever as well. she was overusing her powers. But she didn't care. Not the only time that she had overused her power. She is known to be the strongest fairy in the known universe. And all the realms. She knew why snoke feared her. She was just as powerful as her birth mother. Even though her power grown with other powers as time went on.

"My bloom, mine. I'm sorry. So sorry." Cried kylo

"I'm here." Said bloom

"It's my fault. I wasn't strong enough to save you." said kylo

"You didn't do anything wrong. You didn't. I'm here. I'm here. Please… Ben, don't leave me. Please don't leave me." Pleaded bloom

"Ben…" cried bloom

Her hands on his face. His blood was pumping out.

"Stay with me! Don't you die… you can't die," begged bloom

"bloom…" gasped kylo

"No! Fight, Ben! Fight for me! For us!" cried bloom

She put a hand on the blaster wound. She kept one hand on the wound, and held his hand on her heart with the other, hunched over his head in her lap. Tears streamed down her face openly. The bond was filled with darkness and misery, regret and guilt. Dark, painful dreams. He couldn't hear her. He couldn't see her. He was lost to the fever. Gone. Her kylo was gone. Ben was gone. but her powers was draining her fast. Weaker. Hurt. He could die. He might very well die. She needed to push herself more and more to save him.

"Please, please… come back… Ben, don't leave me…" pleaded bloom

A hand touched her cheek, wiping her tears. She looked down and saw his eyes staring back. bloom was still doing all she could. But she saw him there looking down at her. she was not sure if she should hope or not. She didnt screw up with her powers when she needed to do one thing. then another thing. it was all in order through out the night. But did she really see him awake. As she stopped her powers as she felt light headed. She had tears streaming down her face. as his thumb brushing them away.

"Don't cry… I hate it when you cry, bloom… My bloom… my fire fairy" said kylo

"kylo?" asked bloom

"I'm here. I won't leave you. I won't leave you again. I won't. Do you trust me, bloom? You used enough of your powers so stop." Said kylo

"Yes, always. I'll stop. I was just trying to save you." said bloom

"Will you help me? And thank you for the help," said kylo

"Anything." Said bloom

"We're going to kill Snoke. Together. I know it was your destiny to finish him off. I want in on this." Said kylo

Bloom blinked he knew what she had been planning all along. But then again it was her destiny. It said it in the books back in the royal library on sparks. But she didn't know if he could help her. but she was not going to kill his pride in doing that. kylo was hopeful that she would allow him to help her. she saw in her memories when she was in the royal library of sparks and saw what her destiny was. and he wanted in on this. He knew that they could do it together.

"How? Ive been going over a lot of ways and I haven't found one. Plus, I need my sword spirits, well one of them is to open the gates of hell. I mean I could do it but it takesd a lot of energy to do so, I am the blood adopted daughter to the soul king after all." said bloom

"I don't know, but we have to. Together, we can do it. and we will figure a way to get one of them here so you don't have to use so much energy." Said kylo

"You're hurt." Said bloom

The worry in her voice, the concern, the fear, ate at him. He wasn't used to anyone caring about him. Not anymore. But they must plan this out. This was going to be a tough one. He knew the last battle with snoke daughter a sky lasted four months. And that is not an option. But for now, it was just the two of them. but she might have to use her power to open the gates of hell without her sword spirits. but he was not sure if it was ok to practice that on this ship. It would be too noticeable. He seen what they looked like in her memories. So yeah that was going to have to be done when the time is right,

"It will take planning and training. We will only get one chance… I can't lose you, bloom." Said kylo

"You won't. I face off with way worse than him. So, this would be a tough one but remember I'm here. Always." Said bloom

kylo sighed, leaning against the bed for support. He knew she faced off with way worst things than he has ever faced. But he knew that snoke is going to be the biggest she has ever faced. She just was trying to remain confident. But right now, that is not what they need. They need to plan because they have none of the others who were in battle with her before. But for now, he was going to have this thought on this one. He knew her magical computer connected them to the outside of the first order because it can't be tracked.

"I'm dangerous, bloom. Snoke…" said kylo

"I know. I saw it, too. I saw everything. It was dreams… it doesn't mean.." said bloom

Kylo sighed and took her hand. Soft and warm. She'd killed with these hands. She'd brought pain. She'd cut him open with those hands. They were so similar, his bloom and himself. But he was trying to make her understand what snoke could use him for. This was something he was not enthused about. But he was going to try his best and fight off what snoke is able to do. This is going to be a fight they will have a hard time winning. But they knew they could do it. Just if they could get him into the gates of hell they would win.

"Snoke is afraid of you. Of your powers. I know it has to do with your family and his. But you are stronger than your family. And It's why he changed the test. He wanted you to fail. He's afraid of your influence on me." Said kylo

"My influence?" said bloom

"The Light, bloom. He's afraid you'll bring me back to the Light." Said kylo

"But how? I don't… I wouldn't know where to… how to…" said bloom

"It's still in you." said kylo

kylo could feel it. The soft tug. The warmth. Home. Family. bloom. Ben. Then the guilt. For what he'd done. What he would to do. All the pain and suffering he would cause. The lives lost. But this was something that snoke was worried over. Bloom may have the darkness in her. but she would never snuff out the light. He took notice of that. with her being a dark fairy as well. She was able to use that to her advantage and that is a good thing on their side. But for now, they have a lot to think about. and with hux in the middle of it. It was not going to be good for either of them. they will be watched and hux is a shark in doing stuff like that.

"I can't be… I killed, Ren. I tortured Plutt and I… I enjoyed it. well, I also enjoyed killing your uncle as well." said bloom

The pain on her face ate at him. He pulled her against him, trying not to wince when she brushed the blaster wound. But he knew she felt pleasure in killing his uncle off. She was meaning for that. he fucked her over greatly. And that was the reason why she enjoyed it. Plus, it was one that was meant to happen. but with plutt he deserved everything that he got. Since she seen everything that man had ever done to her when she was on jakku.

"He deserved it, bloom. What he did to you? He deserved it and worse. As so did my uncle." Said kylo

"But I like it." said bloom

"If it was anyone else, you wouldn't have enjoyed it, bloom. If it was a fellow fairy, a friend, your children your family, you wouldn't have taken pleasure in it. It's not who you are. Remember that." said kylo

"Why?" asked bloom

"Killing Snoke will require using the Dark Side. Unlike his family and some of your other enemies you faced. And yes I know you used the darkness in you to destroy some of them. but unlike his daughter and sisters. he's too powerful. If he suspects we're plotting against him… he'll kill you, bloom." Said kylo

"I won't lose you. I can't. I will not be defeated" said bloom

He thought briefly of the dreams, the nightmares that teased him of a future he knew he'd never have, of a life with her and a child. Their child. A child that Snoke would take and corrupt the same way he once had done to Ben Solo. A child who would be forced to grow up on the Dark Side. A child stolen from loving parents who happened to be cursed with the Force. An innocent life. But the only thing with the child they will have. Is the fact that he or she will have her powers. And the force. And that is something you don't want to have in the hands of snoke.

"We'll find a way, bloom. I'm not sure how, but we will." Said kylo

He kissed her cheek and wrapped his arms around her. She curled into the embrace. As she sighed and she was trying to calm her mind. This was the first time she had been afraid of battle. She has been through a great many battles and fights. But this was the first time she was afraid of one. She knows that snoke is going to be the strongest she has ever faced. And will be touch getting into the gates of hell. but for now she was trying to calm herself down and enjoy the moment they are having. In which they don't get many moments anymore.

"I hate this. I hate being afraid." Said bloom

"I know. I know. I never wanted this for you. Never." Said kylo

"You didn't fail me, No matter what you think. I will do whatever is necessary to be with you. I won't lose you again, kylo. I won't let anyone take you away from me." Said bloom

"No! Get away from him! No!" bloom screamed, as she is in her fairy form. Using her magic and other powers and fighting, slashing, killing as she tried to get to him. "kylo!"

His saber, gone, his hand shaking as he tried to call the Force. To use it.

"KYLO! NO!" screamed bloom

He couldn't stop the advancing line of troops, blasters raised and aimed. bloom agonized screams drowned out the sound of blaster fire as he embraced his fate.

Kylo sighed from seeing what was inside of her mind. he knew this is what she is afraid of. And knew he was one of many of her weaknesses. Snoke just was unable to get to her other weaknesses. He would do the same for would gladly lay down his life to save her. To protect her. From himself. From Snoke. From Hux. From any threat. kylo scooped her up carefully, wincing whenever he bent or moved the wrong way. Rey clung to him as he laid her down in their bed. He crawled in beside her.

"I don't want to think about losing you. I want to savor being with you. I missed you." said kylo

"Your fever… it's mostly gone." said bloom

It felt so good to have his bloom back. To have her in his arms. He didn't need anything else at this moment except her. And just like that, her tucked beside him on top the covers, kylo drifted off into a dreamless sleep. She closed her eyes briefly, imagining him. Remembering how it felt to have his arms around her. How safe she felt. How warm it was, pressed up against him. She could feel his muscles ripple as he pulled her closer. How his breath fell against her neck. The little sigh of contentment he made.

To be continued