Ch 2: "Kara"
KARA DANVERS POV
"Hey, Lena!" I call her out when I see her at Noonan's.
I come in front of her. It's been a week since we saved Sam and since I last saw her.
"Where have you been? I missed you." I said but she didn't say anything.
My frown deepened when I didn't see the smile she always had when we are together.
Something must be bothering her.
"I have been busy." She said but her voice sounded strained…tired even.
"Are you ok though? You look tired." I was worried about her.
She didn't look like her usual self.
"Anything I can help with?" I urged.
She shook her head. "Can you be honest with me?"
"Of course!"
"Who are you, Kara?"
Confused I ask, "What do you mean? I am Kara your Best Friend."
She closed her eyes and shook her head.
I started panicking, even more, when I saw a lone tear streak down her cheek.
"Lena! What happened!? Are you ok!? I knew something was wrong, I am an idiot! Please tell me what's going on !?" Just as I was about to wipe her cheek she said something that not only made my hand stop mid-air but also my body and heart.
"You can't help me Supergirl…" She whispered. I am sure without my super hearing I wouldn't have heard it.
"Lena…I can explain…" I whispered.
My heart broke, even more, when I saw more tears stream down her beautiful face.
"No, you can't. You already did what you shouldn't have…you broke my trust." She said she wiped her tears and stood up. Ready to leave.
No, I can't…
I can't lose another person in my life…not Lena….
It would break me…
She can't leave me…
"Please, Lena! Listen to me I just thought if I didn't tell you I would protect you from my enemies…you are my best friend…I couldn't bear to see you hurt…I love you…please I am sorry…"
She let out a humorless chuckle.
"Well you did it…you protected me from your enemies and hurt me yourself instead…You broke my trust kara, I can't forgive you…" She turned around to leave but turned back to me instead.
"Don't follow me or try to meet ever again…I don't want to see you." She said before she left.
She left me standing there with my heart in million pieces…
I deserved it…
But Lena didn't deserve the tears or the hurt that I caused…
She is right…I did the one thing I couldn't even dream of doing…
I, Myself hurt my Lena…
I shot up from my bed, the flashback haunting me till now…
It's been 6 months…
6 months since I broke her heart….
6 months since I talked to her…
I miss her…I miss everything about her…
I shook my head. I am tired of crying.
I changed into my costume and decided to fly around the city for a bit…
Like every night I flew around L-Corp listening to Lena's heartbeat…
I can't hear much since she has installed lead everywhere but her office is a spot where because of the window I can hear her…
"Just fucking great!" I heard her exclaim.
I wonder what happened…I hope everything is fine with her…
"Even she doesn't trust me…" It broke my heart, she is talking about me…
Even though I hope she is not…I know it's me…
"I need another…" I frowned, she is still using alcohol to sleep…
But I can't say anything…Alien Alcohol has been my best buddy these last few months too…
Clink!
Oh, Rao! I hope it's not a third bottle…
I don't care if she hates me…
I will ALWAYS care about her and worry about her….
It's been a while and her breathing is steady.
I go Infront of the window.
"Sorry…" I whisper as I break the lock with my strength and enter her office.
I find her sleeping on the couch in a weird position.
Like the last 6 months, I did my routine.
I approached her, removed her heels, and properly laid her down on the couch.
I X-Ray and find a blanket in a nearby cupboard….I cover her with it…
I lean down and softly kiss her forehead.
"I hope one day you forgive me, Lee."
I whisper before I use my super speed and get out of there.
I miss her…
I miss my Lena.