Chapter 36 Ayano Yudasei: Epilogue The end of that yandere simulator game.

I was still in my second year, but by now it was late September.

I had interacted a bit more with the gaming club lately and today was a great event.

We were all hosting a great LAN Party in all of the rooms of the school where there are computers and we played games like crazy, because why not? I had visited all the other interesting clubs already. Speaking of visitors, there is this one guy named Taga Tobara, who joined and left all of the schools clubs, so he could not rejoin any of them and finally he settled for being in the library. He does not want to waste his youth and I think reading books is a good activity.

There is also the light music club with its leader Miyuji Shan and one of the members, Beshi Takamine is also my classmate. They make music and have fun.

Everyone who wanted, could join the LAN party. Some people choose not to and that's okay! After all, from all my experiences, it is never worth to force people to do things against their will. Just look at … mother… I know that I have my strength, fine motor skills and aptitude for crafting from her, but luckily almost none of the psychological illnesses… in the end I still love you mom, for trying your best.

But what you did to Father, the Journalist, the Headmaster, Joho chan, Sumire chan and all the other "rivals" and many more people is unforgivable. I have forgiven you, to no longer be held back by you, but I will never forget, what you did and what it caused. Never Forget!

I know who you killed, and how sad their relatives, friends and parents were, it is horrible.

Now you will languish the rest of your days in the insane asylum, it is really a pity. Had the time travel machine that Kaga Kusha and I tried to create, worked, maybe we would have been able to save you. But as of the 2020s you are beyond redemption. If reincarnation is real, and I hope so, then I sincerely hope you will get a better life, with loving parents which teach you how to act like a normal human being, and I hope you will act good. Now you will suffer for the lives you have ruined and the thirty years of life you have stolen from several people.

But the wounds you have torn are healing.

Father, the Headmaster, the Journalist, Sumire chan, Joho chan and me are doing much better now. But the scars of your actions will remain. Forever.

Father, I am so glad you saved me from Mother, and I also am thankful for you Mother, for not mind breaking father. Not being completely evil will hopefully save you soul…

We all have settled well in our lives and the crisis of the Lost Three Decades had officially ended.

I was enjoying my time with the Kurusu sisters, Yaku-kun, Kaga Kusha, the other science club members, the "Rivals", Taro Yamada with his Osana-chan, and all the others.

There had been shocking news this autumn, Joho-chan has filled me in about what this all was about.

The lazy, undisciplined creator of this incomplete Yandere simulator game, which some people (many of the gaming club members for example) have played for a long time, has groomed one minor to many and failed to silence them, and his staff (including most of the voice actors) has bailed on him and his fanbase has left the game completely. They all are mourning the loss of the future of the game and are very sad. Ugh, almost like I mourn for my mother now, still a really painful subject! All that toxic drama is just a huge waste of time. I don´t want any toxicity, manipulation or oppression in my life ever again. Yikes, this guy is even worse than Mida Rana, that pervert substitute teacher, who landed in jail. Sasha-chan, I must thank you with all my heart for your help for getting rid of her and keeping the school safe!

The game is really creepy, the canonical eliminations for the rival girls are: the cat loving girl (she looks a lot like Osana chan) gets rejected, the Cooking club girl gets brutally murdered shopped into pieces and baked in the kitchen, the Drama club girl gets killed on stage by a weight or something, the Occult club girl gets killed by her club members, the athlete gets poisoned, the nurse gets electrocuted, the pervert teacher gets arrested, - hah that one is good - ,The delinquent girl gets bullied and expelled from school, the sister of the love-obsession target gets matchmade and the super powered student council girl gets befriended. Ah the irony. This game, however, struck unfortunately far too close to home for me, and many others , understandably Sumire chan the most, think the same way too. It reminds me too much of my mother and about the horrible past. It makes me really angry how it is about harming and murdering people (they even have mind slaves in it!) and I like other games much better. Other people enjoyed the game because they could do fun challenges, but it is not my type of game. It is embarrassing to admit, but nowadays I am actually a little afraid of knives, but I still use them a lot for preparing food.

If I was in that game would try to prevent the Yandere girl from killing people, if she hasn't done so first, but if she already had murdered someone, I would arrest her without hesitation. Ugh, how disgusting, having to face such a crazy and dangerous person- I looked into the mirror in the hallway and saw the same expression on my face like the one Megami Saikou wore, before she knew that I wasn´t such a monster like she thought. I winced a bit at my glare. Urgh that was intimidating and scary, having to endure her stares, good those time are over…

Hmmm… Some People jokingly nicknamed me "Silver Goddess"/"Silver Megami" because I do have quite some similarities to Megami Saikou. However I dislike this Comparison, , because we are still fairly different from each other. She is much more of a no-bullshit person, she is much more focussed, intimidating and formal than I ever am. Other Nicknames I got were "Silver Osoro", because I scared people at times, "Android Builder", "Mecha Builder", "Science club girl", "Trouble Girl", I hate that one, I don't want to cause any incidents ever again, and "The Indestructible Rival´s Bane" because I defeated Raibaru Fumetsu some of the time, I like that nickname a bit, but I am a friend of her, so the nickname doesn't ring true to me.

If you are my friend just call me Ayano chan or maybe Yan-chan, that´s the most straightforward thing to do.

Anyways, fuck that game developer. He has written perverted stuff and harassed those minors and if rumours are true he mistreated almost everyone he met…

It was not just me, by far not, Taro-senpai was disgusted a lot too, Budo Masuta too, Oka-chan, and…. like … everyone. Even Mai Waifu has not defended the game dev against the accusations anymore. She is really sad now and sits on a bench to process everything that had happened… She probably believed that he wasn't as bad as everyone said and believed he would improve. Alas, no luck for her. But I have also made sure that no one would bully her for her love choices. That would be evil too.

Geiju Tuska said "How Disgusting! What a Pervert!" when he was asked about the game. The bullies, especially Musume Ronshaku were rambling on an on about it and trash talked about the Game Dev. This time I can even stand listening to their ramblings, they are in the right, and their comments are deserved. Hahaha, to think I would ever agree to anything with Musume Ronshaku…(other than a mutual distaste for violence or the appreciation of money)

Even Shiromi Torayoshi has voiced her disgust has the headlines flew. Also Joho chan has voiced her disgust about the panty shots, setting bugs makes sense, but the whole panty thing is ridiculous. If you really wanted to blackmail people you would try to take their nudes, but forget that, Joho chan does not want to think about anything like this. She got really embarrassed and wanted to forget that thought quickly.

Megami Saikou just glared at anyone who mentioned that yandere simulator game to her, she likely does not want to waste her precious time thinking about it… so we don´t have a vocal statement from her, but her face conveyed more than a thousand words ever could.

Well, that was a real bummer.

Off to a better topic. By the way Ancestors: The Humankind Odyssey was a really fun game and had many really nice features, but it got repetitive quickly. If you are a fan of yandere simulator like games, the fans have you covered, there are many such games out there, although most of them are not as developed as the original one.

Saiko no Sutoka was fascinating too, but it was really sad how the girl went insane because she was neglected and did not have any friends. Like a feral, starved and desperate animal. If it had been me, who never got any friends- no, no, I don't want to think how mad I would have become…

People need to interact socially, just like they need to eat, sleep, drink and breathe. This I know for certain.

Heck, for what I have heard, that Yandere Game Dev lacks social skills because he was home-schooled and never really left his house. I can't say anything for certain, but It would explain a lot, just why his social skills are that bad. People, don't forget to socialize enough, or else you will become socially awkward! That would be really horrible. That Shit is real.

Ugh, I forgot to mention, but this is really important to know. The very reason why my mother…did what she did…she could never talk to father and thought she had to …murder the "rivals",… I doubt that the Aishi curse is only magical in nature, the lack of social skills is likely a part of it too…Me, Sumire chan and all the normal people can talk to their love interest and socialize with them to get them attracted, but if you lack social skills….you either fail or fail as a yandere….So yeah, it could very well be that the curse is actually part magic and part lack of social skills.

Parental neglect and intergenerational trauma have probably played a role too.

If you have the social skills you deserve to get the partner you attract in the rightful ways, but if you can´t socialize…and try to kidnap your love interest or force them against their will….THEN YOU ARE UNWORHY OF A PARTNER!...only those, that can interact like normal humans can and are able to attract partners deserve them.

Don't get me wrong, solitude has its uses too, but you need both solitude and social interactions in a balance in life.

I will probably work in the Saikou corp in the future like my parents do and invent new machines and build mechas and robots. Yaku Zaishi will probably do the same and research more on chemicals and synthetic materials.

I really like how Kaga Kusha and Megami Saikou are on a mission together now to save humanity from the incoming crisis. With those as the leaders of the Saikou corp, it will be great to work for them. They want to build functional nuclear fusion reactors in the future, to solve the energy crisis, that would be neat. But at first it is necessary to learn how to actually build functioning ones.

Hmm maybe I will join the student council eventually, but for now I just can´t miss all the fun in the science club… but I know that I would make a great addition in the Student council, because I can organize things and ensure safety in the school. It is something to think about. Maybe if I can still participate in the science club at times, then I would join them in order to help them.

Oka Ruto and her club members plan on offering spiritual services in the future, for example they want to help to get earth bound souls to move on to the heavens and to get evil spirits to leave certain places.

It is amazing, how confident Oka chan is now, she talks with a stronger voice, stands with her back straight and how she has a smile on her face.

Osana chan and Raibaru chan will probably stay friends for life and I don't know what profession Osana chan and Taro Yamada want to have the future, but I can just ask them, if I want to know.

I and Joho chan will probably work together for a long time and help people in need, this is going to be great!

Thank you for reading this, I hope you enjoyed it. If not, then move on and do something else that you do enjoy.

Farewell everyone. May your physical and mental health be good and may all your social interactions be healthy.

Its Ayanover.