Disclaimer: Twilight belongs to Stephenie Meyer.
Summary: It was supposed to be 'fun'. But well, that didn't turn out to be 'fun'! He was my boyfriend's step-brother for God's sake! And now he is asking me to marry him?
BPOV
I panicked as I heard someone entering the room and closing the door behind him.
Was I really sure I wanted to try this?
Yes, I wanted to!
Was I sure?
Yeah, I guess so?
Oh, please! You're not at all ready for this! I told myself.
Yes!
I wasn't ready at all!
I started panicking, but I guess it was too late!
I felt the footsteps approaching closer.
Oh my God!
I was not at all ready for this!
Should I just remove the blindfold and see who he was?
And what the fuck was I wearing! I was looking like a slut!
God! What was going to happen now?
I had never fucked a stranger in my life!
Or well in this case, I should say I had never let a stranger fuck me! Remember I chose to be a 'sub'?
How did Rosalie, Jessica and Alice manage to do this?
Like, how?
They said... This was going to be 'fun'?
They said it was very 'common' in 'our world'!
But why was it giving me so much anxiety then!
I shouldn't have listened to them!
I, Isabella Swan, was a complete idiot!
I should have just dumped Jacob Cullen, and move on, but no!
Well, what was the point in dumping Jacob Cullen anyway!
Every man in our super rich circle was just a cheating asshole! If it wasn't him, the next person I'd find as my 'arranged marriage' prospect would just be the same!
Okay, what was this guy doing?
I could feel him standing very close to me now.
He was a 'dominant', so now what was he going to do? Was he going to start fucking me or something?
So... You got an option to be a 'dominant' or 'submissive' in this secret exclusive club, and you could also choose who did you want as your partner! I chose myself to be a 'submissive' because I didn't really know what to do as a 'dominant'! Rosalie mentioned 'dominants' were good fuckers, so I chose 'dominant' as my partner!
"First time here?" He asked.
That gave me a jump scare!
There was a real person here...
I was in a room with a stranger.
I was in these slutty clothes!
And he was about to fuck me!
But... What the fuck was I thinking?
"Ummm... Yeah," I said. I felt like I was sweating!
This was not me!
I didn't think I was ever going to do this!
"I can't do this," I said, "I can't."
"Are you kidding me?" He said.
"I know... I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!" I said.
I was feeling extremely stupid! Why the fuck was I apologizing to a stranger!
"Don't remove the blindfold!" He warned.
Oh, he probably didn't want to be seen!
"Yeah, I'm... I'm sorry!" I said.
"What are you doing here then?" He said.
"No... It's... My boyfriend keeps cheating on me all the time...Then my friends told me about this club, and they said I should have fun. And I was like, okay!Let me also have some fun!" I said.
God!
What the fuck was wrong with me!
Why was I giving him all the details!
"Well, then let's have fun. What's the problem?" He said as he tucked the hair behind my ear.
"No, no, no!" I said, "Please, please, please! Let me go! Please... I'm not ready for this! I don't know what I was thinking! I'm sorry!"
God... This was going to go down as the most embarrassing incident of my life!
I'd never ever be able to forget this!
What the fuck was I thinking?
"Okay..." He said, "I'm leaving!"
"Thank you... Thank you so much!" I said desperately.
"You can remove your blindfold after I leave," he said.
"Yes... Thank you! Thank you so much!" I said.
I was surprised when I saw Edward Cullen approaching me with a smile at their Grandfather's birthday party two days later.
Like, I didn't recall him ever smiling at me!
He was Jacob's asshole step-brother who had the highest stake in Cullen Inc.
Jacob really hated him, and well, whatever I knew about him really didn't make me like him either!
"Hey Isabella..." He said, "What's up?"
Oh, he was talking to me?
"I'm good. How are you doing?" I said.
"Aah... Not having a good time since the last few days," he said.
Okay?
"Oh, what happened?" I said.
"Nothing... There's this girl I met..." he sighed.
He was telling me about a girl?
Why?
What the fuck was going on!
"You know, I'm part of some interesting exclusive clubs, and... "
Huh!
Why the fuck was he telling me all this?
"She was really different... I was really excited, but then she said..." he sighed again, "But she said she was there only because she wanted to get back to her cheating boyfriend. And she was like, please, please, please! Just let me go!"
I gasped.
I felt my head was spinning!
There was no way this could be real!
Like... There was no way this could be real!
I thought what happened that night was embarrassing, but... this?
How would I ever get past this?
God!
Why, why, why?
Why did I even go there?
Why did it have to be Edward Cullen!
I wanted to run away from there!
I wanted to run away from everyone!
No... I just wanted to die!
"I just want you to know that... I really, really, really want to fuck you. Let me know if you change your mind!" he winked.
A/N: Still debating whether I should continue this or not!