Chapter 25
The trio was back together and hunting again. Sam and Lillian had a slightly awkward heartfelt reunion. There is still tension between the twins. Tension Lillian doesn't even understand why is still present because it could be avoided if Sam would talk to her about what's going on. Though they were glad to see each other and know they were alright.
Currently they were all working on a case that popped up for a strange death. A bit stranger than usual. A woman had described seeing the incredible hulk rip through her front door and tear her husbands head off. Though he didn't harm her.
The winchesters had a good system going on where they take turns on who gets in on the action for whatever case they were working on. At this point in time Sam and Dean left to follow a lead at a warehouse while Lillian stayed back to do more research.
She sat in bed with her knees propped up to hold the laptop up as she scanned the web. Lillian was only wearing red flannel sweats and a burgundy tank top as she sat comfortably. When her and her brothers got back from the police station she wasn't planning on leaving the motel again so she changed into something lazy.
Lillian scrolled searching for something relevant to the case or something trickster related because her brothers said it sounds spot on similar to one. They apparently had a run ins with one and ganked it while she was away. As she aimlessly scrolled with her eyes glued to the screen, she felt the bed dip down in front of her. Lowering the laptop screen, Lillian looked out in front of her and was met with Lucifers gaze.
"What are you doing here?" She asked as she rubbed the goosebumps on her bare arms. The chill in the room was now noticeable as soon as his presence was made aware.
Lucifer couldn't help but lick his lips as he watched her breasts push together in her tank top when she rubbed her arms. She noticed him staring at her but chose to ignore it for now.
"You haven't prayed for me to come see you in a while." Lucifer stated while tearing his eyes from her flesh. He hated that he was acting this way around her. It was getting harder to control himself. He's like a teenage human. It's vile. He doesn't even fully know why he is back in her presence. He finds himself torn, he can't seem to stay away from her as much as he wants to abolish her from his mind.
"I didn't think you would want me to call or whatever after what happened last time." Lillian tried to reason her absence. "Why do ya miss me?"
"You mean when you assaulted my face?" Lucifer joked, ignoring her comment. "Your actions do not surprise me child. I expect no less from a half breed abortion such as yourself. Be glad I enjoy your company enough to not banish you from my sight or even punish you." He spoke coldly.
Lillian stared blankly at Lucifer as a smile crept onto her face. Lucifer was trying to push her away and she wasn't buying it. He was trying to show her how mean and scary he is but she does not fear him because she knows that there is another side to him.
"Don't do that." She laughed at him.
"Don't do what?" Lucifer didn't understand what was so funny to her. He displayed his dominance and she should be taking it seriously.
Lillian sat forward with her legs cross crossed now so she could look at him properly. "Don't act like you don't care. I know you do. That's why you are here right now." She grabbed the laptop to turn it off. Then she placed it on the nightstand beside her. Lillian continued speaking, "And don't act all high and mighty because I kissed you. As if you are above such feelings. There are angels who feel things all the time and I know you do. Don't think I didn't catch you staring at my chest earlier."
Lucifer was breathing heavy with fury. How dare she? How dare she call him out and accuse him of such things? She has no right. I am above those fallen fools.
"How dare you speak to me that way. Make sure you choose your next words to me very wisely.." Lucifer warned.
Her eyes flashed red at him in frustration. "Why because you're the Prince of Darkness? The almighty Light Bringer? Lucifer the Ruler of Hell? Am I supposed to fear you? Because I don't. You aren't above me-"
As soon as those words came out of her mouth Lillian was thrown onto her back. She found herself laying flat against the bed. Lucifer had her wrists pinned above her head as he straddled her.
"What are you doing?" She asked caught off guard. She wasn't prepared to be in such a close and intimate proximity to him, even if he wasn't looking at it that way.
"I am above you in all ways. Metaphorically and physically. I'm your superior." Lucifer whispered into her ear. As his cold breath hit her skin it brought chills down her spine.
She did not fight against him. She didn't try to escape from his grasp. She trusted him. Lillian turned her head to the side to face him. Their faces just a few inches apart. "You may be literally above me right now but you aren't above me. You think you are but you really are no better than me."
It was intoxicating for Lillian to be in this position. Her underwear had never been so damp with arousal before in her life. She needed Lucifer bad. He was so angry. Though he always felt rage. It was like a sideline emotion waiting to come into play behind anything else he felt. He's more angry at himself for letting him feel this way. Feel like he needed her more then he should.
They stared deeply into each others eyes. They're faces getting closer to one another at the slowest pace. Then Lucifer let go of Lillians wrists and grabbed her face in his hands. He placed his lips to hers. Lillian parted her mouth slightly as he explored her mouth his forked tongue, earning him a soft moan from her.
As soon as Lillians hands were free from his grasp they immediately were tangled in Lucifers dirty blonde hair. Slightly tugging his short strands. She wiggled her legs free from underneath him and wrapped them around his waist. They had the perfect rhythm going with their mouths. Their tongues swirling for dominance as they both groaned in pleasure.
Lillian moaned into Lucifers mouth as she felt his hard length through his jeans rub against her. She needed more of him. Breaking free from the kiss, she reached down to unbuckle his belt. Lucifer placed his hand atop of hers to stop her.
"What are you doing?"
"What do you mean?" Lillian asked looking around the room, not understanding the question. The next step is sex. Usually it's sex right? At least that's what it's always led to with guys in her experience. She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear as she looked back at him.
Lucifer's demeanor changed a little. He sat up off of Lillian. The gears in Lillians head turned and something clicked. "Are you a virgin?" She asked amused.
"Fornication is disgusting. It's a human act that is vile and I've prided myself for never have taken part in it. Angels do not feel the same way that humans do. Angels who have participated in coitus are a disgrace to our kind." Lucifer replied like it was an obvious answer.
Ignoring the fact that he just shamed a very normal act. Lillian was very amused by this. "If that is true then why are you aroused? Hell, why did you kiss me? Your actions make no sense if you feel no human feelings as you say..?"
Lucifer was quiet. Trying to figure out the best thing to say in response. Before he could say anything, Lillian threw him down and straddled him. She pinned his wrists at either side of his head. Her cleavage was on a perfect display for him to see.
"Tell me you don't feel anything when I'm on top of you like this. Tell me you don't have any lingering thoughts. Tell me that you don't want more. If you don't then I'll get off." She said as she started trailing kisses down his cheek towards his neck.
Lucifer struggled internally for a moment. To go with lust and his desires. With what felt so good and what his mind and body has been begging for since he has meet this nephilim. Or to go with what he has always known. That sex is a vile act and it is shameful for angels to engage upon it. But what if what he has always known isn't true anymore? Just as she said the prophecy could be a farce. He has been developing so many feelings for her that he can't fathom. He can't find himself pushing away any longer.
Lucifer pulled away out of her grasp and wrapped a hand around her throat as he pulled her towards him. He groaned when their lips met once again in a hungry kiss. She moved her hips against his trying to find friction within the built up arousal between her legs and the hardness she felt under her.
Just as Lillian broke away from the kiss to take off her shirt, she heard a voice in her head.
Lillian, sis. I don't know if you're getting this. I don't know if you can even receive prayers but we need your help. Come ASAP.
Lucifer stared at Lillian as she looked off at the wall ahead. She looked as if she was listening to something, holding onto her ear. He watched as her eyebrows etched together with concern. She abruptly got off him and snapped herself into new clothes.
"Sorry I have to go." She searched her bag grabbing her gun and phone.
"What happened? That was abrupt." Lucifer was curious.
"My brother called for me. They are in trouble. I gotta go help them."
"Wait-" Lucifer stood up and grabbed her to face them. "They know about you? Do they know about us?"
"They don't know about us." She shook her head at him. "Only Dean knows about me for now. I'll fill you in later. Till next time." She said as she flew away to the warehouse her brothers told her they would be at before they left.
Lillian first spotted the Impala parked out front, untouched. She then headed towards the entrance where she assumes her brothers had entered. When Lillian opened the door she was expecting to be entering the room of some empty dirty warehouse, but instead what she first saw was elegant golden carpeting. Looking up from her feet, she took in the room she entered and was completely, utterly caught off guard with the situation she was thrown in. The walls were a distinct shade of periwinkle wallpaper and trimmed with a beautiful golden wood finish.
The next thing for Lillian to notice was the way the room smelled. A sweet aroma filled the air that caused her to turn her head to find out where it was coming from. Never letting her guard down she walked towards the end of the room to find an intricate array of desserts and sweets set up on a giant table. Lillians eyes scanned over the table and she took in everything on it. Fudge cake, coffee cakes, apple pie, coconut cream pie, various flavors of ice cream in tubs that didn't seem to melt, sour candies, sweet candies, and many more. They were all her favorites throughout her life.
Lillian, very uncomfortable with the situation turned around to run for the door. "Sam! Dean! Where are you!?" She ran towards the other side of the room to find the door was gone. "What the hell?" She whispered to herself.
"You didn't like the present I left you?" A voice spoke up from behind her.
Lillian slowly turned around and faced the very recognizable voice. Her father was gesturing towards the table of sweets he had left for her. Lillian closed her eyes and took a deep breath to calm herself. "What are you doing?" She gestured towards the room. "Why am I locked in here?! What are you doing with my brothers?" She was exploding with questions. Then she pointed out towards his attempt at a kind gesture in the back of the room. "And that was just creepy dad. Lock me in a room full of candy. It literally screams free candy, get in my van type of vibes!"
Gabriel shrugged at her, "Yeah I guess it was not my best look. It's the thought that counts right?" Lillian continued to stare angrily at him. "Listen kid, your brothers are being taught a very important lesson right now. They are fine alright?" He tried to reason with his daughter.
"No! Not alright. Where have you been! Do you know how many times I have prayed to you and now you are here out of no where! And you aren't even here for me, you're here for my brothers!" He shifted his weight back and forth to each foot uncomfortably as Lillian screamed at him in rage. He saw the anger and hurt on her face. The confusion she must feel. But he could most certainly see the anger behind those red eyes. "We will talk about it." He put his hand out to try to reassure her. "I just have to do something real quick and I will be back."
Before Lillian could yell in protest he was gone. Tears were streaming down her face in anger. Why would he welcome himself in her life in the first place if he was going to leave? Her life was perfectly set up for him to never invite himself in it. As much of a deadbeat John was she would've been fine if he was all she knew. Gabriel could've never been a father to her. Never unlocked her powers the first time. It's unfair. Like father like son.
Lillian walked to the end of the room standing in front of the dessert table. She picked up a plate of cake and threw it at the wall. Watching it slide down staining the perfect wallpaper. She picked up another plate and did the same. Then another and another. She continued throwing desserts over and over. Just as she was about to throw the coconut cream pie the room changed and she found herself standing in an actual warehouse.
Lillian still held the pie. She spotted her brothers standing together on her right and her father on her left in a ring of holy fire. As soon as Lillian spotted Gabriel she didn't break eye contact with him.
Sam tried grabbing her attention, confused by her sudden appearance. "Lily what-"
"Shut up" She cut Sam off raising a hand to him. Sam made an offended face at that. Lillian dropped the pie she held on the ground. It fell with a splatter and Dean looked as if he could cry. She walked hastily towards Gabriel and planted her feet in front of the ring of fire. In a swift motion she raised her hand and snapped her fingers.
"Why did you ghost me?" Lillian asked without prying ears.
From Sam and Deans point of view they watched as Lillian and Gabriel talked. Though there was no sound. It was like watching a tv on mute. They could only see Lillian from the back but from the way she was moving and kept hunching over it looked like she was yelling. Gabriel appeared to be getting emotional too.
Sam turned to Dean. "Dude can you hear them?" His eyes were darting around confused.
Dean faced Sam shaking his head. "Nah man. What do you think they could be talking about." Dean winced when he saw Lillian scratch her hair angrily. A tick she does when she is very very pissed off.
"I don't know… You don't- You don't think they know each other right? She wasn't with us when we've run into him." Sam asked. Dean thought about it as his eyes drifted towards the ground. Suddenly it all clicked and he looked ahead at his sister and the archangel before him with wide eyes. It couldn't be.. Could it?
"Lil I had to put that lock on your grace you were dangerous. To yourself and others. I didn't want to. I had to." Gabriel tried to get his daughter to see reason.
"How was I dangerous Dad?! Because of the so called "corruption" you said I've been infected with? News flash I'm fine!"
He chuckled at her as he spoke, "You think I don't know about your extracurricular activities with my brother?" Lillian went stiff as he continued speaking. "Oh yeah I know about you and Lucy. The little meetings you two have in "secret." I can smell him on you now."
"How do you know about that?" She asked quietly.
"You can't hide that shit from me. I'm your father I'm supposed to know!!" He raised his voice at the last sentence. "Lucifer is heavens most wanted Lillian. Being around him will put you on their radar, which will land you as numero duo for heavens most wanted. There's also the little part where he's freaking Lucifer! And you should not be associating with him because he is nothing but bad news! I love my brother dearly, but stay away from him."
"I don't really care about heavens radar anymore dad. You never told me anything about your brothers growing up because you feared to open up about family. I respect that but I met Lucifer with an unbiased opinion and he is not bad. He isn't bad news and you will see that for yourself. I still have unanswered questioned but I feel like I'm never going to get a real answer from you. We are leaving, I'm done talking now." Lillian blew on the holy fire blowing it out. Her father was free but he still stood in the same spot. She snapped her fingers and turned towards her brothers. "We are leaving."
"Lil what? What is happening?" Sam kept looking back and forth from his brother and sister and the archangel. He didn't understand why everyone was so calm, especially Dean.
Dean looked at Lillian and gestured towards Gabriel, "It's him right?" Lillian looked behind her at her father then back at Dean. She gave him a light nod.
"Guys what's happening right now!" Sam yelled out not getting what's going on. No one was explaining anything. Everyone was in on some kind of secret that he was left out on, even the angel.
"Just tell the giant to shut him up." Gabriel said.
Lillian turned to Sam walking up to him. "Sam this is going to be very confusing and I can explain the rest later. Basically, I am a nephilim. Y'know half human, half angel."
Sam looked down at her trying to find the right words to say. He tilted his head in confusion as the only word he could muster out was "How?"
"We have different dads." She simply said.
"Don't make her say the word for it, its mouth vomit." Dean said looking at Sam.
Sam looked up at Dean. Did he know this whole time? Who else could've known? How could she keep this from him? he thought to himself. Then his head snapped up towards Gabriel. "You?"
"I'm a daddy" Gabriel said in a jazzy tone as he put his hands out at his sides like he had been framed.
Dean quickly changed the topic, "You need to let Cas go. I don't care who's father you are you better not have hurt him."
"You have Cas?" Lillian asked Gabriel.
Gabriel sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose. "Fine." With a snap of his fingers Castiel appeared in the room with them. He looked disheveled but okay.
"Hello brother." Cas acknowledged the older angel. Gabriel nodded at him.
The four of them were about to leave when Gabriel called out to the Winchesters one last time. "Remember what I told you boys. Don't forget your roles! Play them! Lillian come back here a sec!"
Lillian turned around as the three men made their way to the car. She walked towards her father curious as to what he could possibly have to say. Face to face with him again, though this time without a ring of fire, he spoke first. "I don't want you to leave with us on bad terms kid. I know you have gotten better with your grace, because of my brother, despite him I want you to know I am proud of you." He told her, rolling his eyes at the mention of Lucifer.
Lillian blushed at the compliment. She wasn't expecting him to acknowledge her progress or to comment on it. She was happy she makes him proud. Taking a step forward she wrapped her arms around him for a warm hug. He didn't hesitate in returning the gesture.
"Thank you" she said over his shoulder. After a few more seconds of their embrace she pulled away and walked back to the entrance again. She looked back to her father again one last time and gave him a small wave.
Lillian slid in the back of the Impala next to Cas. She tucked a strand of hair out of her face and took a deep breath prepping herself. She knew as soon as they got back to the motel she was going to have to answer a million questions.