I wake up at night. I am so hungry now . Jason and Jennifer bring me the dinner already. It is prepared hamburger . Jennifer sits down beside me . She is looking at me eagerly.
"Do you want to ask me something?" I blink my eyes at her
"Yes Delia . I am wandering why divergent is dangerous . I made sure that no one is listening." Jennifer nods at me.
"Divergent is someone who are awared in the simulation that the simulation isn't real. That only happened in stage two . Stage three the fear landscape, everyone are divergent but divergent can still go over that faster because they can either control it or even shut it down." I say
Jason and Jennifer looks at each other confused
"Of course this is not why divergent is so dangerous. The most dangerous part is that they can't be control by any serums. Do you think why I can resist the truth serum that easily." I say.
"You are divergent." Jason shocks
"Someone who knows about divergent either they are divergent themselves or they have someone near them who are divergent." I smile at him."In my case, both. Not every divergent can resist the truth serum."
Jennifer nods at me . She is from Candor so she must know
"I know that. Bobby's daughter is also divergent but she tried once, she can't resist the truth serum ." Jennifer looks at Jason
I wander why Bobby gives mike the serum so easily.
"I am suspecting that someone are the spy here for mike . How old is Bobby's daughter." I ask
"She chose erudite this year . Mike must threaten him with her ." Jennifer says lower voice ."I see that Johnson was always closer to me and Jason. Do you think that is him? His parent are the leaders of erudite ."
Johnson maybe but I have no evidences . Then I hear someone are moving outside the door . I take my gun and shoot. The door is broken and so the people start screaming.
"Get him!" I scream
Jason runs and opens the door . He pushes someone on the ground
"Bring him in and call Alexander ." I look at Jennifer .
"Yes Delia." Jennifer nods at me
"Why are you spying on Jason and Jennifer . If you don't answer it, I can request a truth serum from Candor . Dauntless and Candor are best friends." Alexander folds his arms.
"I am not spying." Johnson shakes his head .
"I know you are . All the footage told me that you were leaving the dauntless headquarter frequently. I know where did you go."Alexander takes out his gun."Either you leave the dauntless or I kill you."
Alexander is angry. We don't welcome traitor which is zero tolerance . Johnson kneels in front of us .
"I am sorry. I will not do it again. I promised ." He is begging.
"If you were sneaking behind other, maybe I will forgive you. However you were sneaking behind Jason, my favorite initiate overall. You think that I will easily forgive you?" I go closer to him."The answer is no."
"I don't want to do it. However mike captured my sister . I have no choice ." Johnson is crying.
Johnson is honest. I believe him. I take Alexander's gun away
"What is her name ." I squint down
"Maria Williams." Johnson sighs
"I maybe know her . Alexander maybe trust him one more time okay?" I look at Alexander
Alexander is hesitating. He also knows maybe that is right.
"I know that his sister maybe capture but I can risk it anymore Delia. I can't ." Alexander is crying
He lost mark already. I know how desperate he is . Jessica comes in. Her belly is so huge
"It's your decision now Delia. Jessy, let's go back." Alexander helps Jessica to walk
"I am sorry Johnson. I may not going to kill you but no matter what reason behind is that I will not allow you to continue the training. I will inform the reason toward every faction because you are disloyal to us ." I close my eyes ."You have to leave the latest by tomorrow morning."
I stand up. I am tired . The door has a big hole in the middle
"I will fix it tomorrow . You may leave now ." I wave at Johnson's
Johnson stands up. He walks toward the door
"Mike is watching you Delia for sure . He is jealous of you and jason because he has a crush on you." Johnson warns me .
"I know that Johnson and thank you." I nod at him
"I will protect Delia . Unless that he will kill me first." Jason says coldly.
Johnson leaves and I let both of them staying kn my room for a night. The second morning will be a new training day.
The second morning when I wake up, Jason is making breakfast. Jennifer has a cup of hot milk for me
"Drink this and you will feel better . You have a hard night yesterday." She says
"Thanks Jennifer . Today for the fear landscape . Try to go through them slower ." I suggest."Okay? Then no one will ever suspect you guys anymore ."
I walk out of the apartment and toward the second floor fear landscape room. It is already light up. Joshua looks at me like he wants something from me
"Where is Johnson ?" Joshua asks
"He is factionless now . I and your father decided to exile him" I lift my head ."I don't accept a traitor ."
"Okay." Joshua shrugs
Jason and Jennifer arrived . Joshua checks his watch
"A minute late ."
"Actually 30seconds." Jason points at his own watch
"Let them be , they experienced a lot last night." I shake my head
Everyone are waiting outside and I go into the room. I am the only examiner today and I will also run the fear for the dauntless born initiates .
"Molly." I call her name
Molly comes in and she is pale and shivering.
"Relax , otherwise the result will not be good." I tap my fingers on the chair."Come and sits down."
She walks toward me likes something is dragging her legs.
"Quicker ." I am impatient now .
Finally she comes toward the chair and lay down. I wipe her neck with alcohol wipe . Then inserts the needle.
"Two way, either calm your heartbeat then the simulation will go to the next one or face your own fear directly." I brush her hair."Be brave molly."
I press the button and she is in. Molly is struggling too much. She is kicking and breathing heavily. She isn't divergent but she is trying super hard
I bite my lower lips . She has six fears and some of them are similar as mine :drowning, shooting someone , running into darkness etc .
When she is awake , she screams . She stares at me for a long time
"That is so scary ." Molly sighs
"You will be used to it molly. You already did good . It is only 5 minute for 6 fears." I pat her on her back
"Thank you." Molly stands up.
She walks out of the side door . I clean up the record and send to the administrator .
"Jennifer ." I clap my hand
Jennifer sits down confidentially. I brush her hair .
"Okay, if you can try to remain normal, then I will send the record to the administrator . However if you still go too fast, I will have to think other way." I nod at her ."Just try to stay in there longer."
I take out the needle and inserts into her neck
"You know how to do." I smile at her
I tap the screen and send her into her fears. She is so calm . No kicking or punching in the air. However one fear catches my eyes
I am in her fears . I was kissing her . What heck is that? Why am I kissing Jennifer . I know that doesn't mean she is afraid of me or the action but I don't understand why isn't a boy who is doing this
God that is so fucking strange . Jennifer kicks my gut and I fall . She sits up suddenly and wince
"What is that?" I say.
"I am sorry. That is embarrassed and I know it."Jennifer is blushing.
"I am fine with it. You did pretty good job . Call Jason for me thanks ." I smile at her
Jennifer leaves and after a minute , Jason comes in. He is sleepy still
"No good sleep last night?" I am cleaning up the messed
"You and Jennifer are snoring and I can't sleep ." Jason shakes his head
"I am sorry. I just be too tired ." I looking at him apologetically.
"I understand that so I am not angry or something"Jason smiles at me
I let him reveal his neck. I stick the needle inside his neck
"Same thing with you , try to go slower." I say quietly.
I press the button. He is gone . Until he is awake , every of the initiates have gone for their fear landscape . Jason only takes two minutes and Jennifer 3. Jennifer has more fears than Jason so that is reasonable for a divergent.
"All right everyone . It will be soon your final exam just stick around okay?" I clap my hand .
I leave the room. I am so tired . Mike stands right outside of my office
"I heard that you and Alex throw Johnson out of dauntless." Mike folds his arms
"Yeah I did ." I lift my chin " we are not your minion like factionless."
"Who said that factionless are our minion." Mike frowns
I know that erudite can't control dauntless so they will control factionless . They have bigger population than we do so he has more people in that army.
"Everyone know they are mike . Johnson is dauntless and it is my duty to do whatever I want to do with a traitor ." I smirk .
"Traitor ? What do you mean !" Mike leans against the wall
"How will you treat your initiate if they run to other faction and tells them the secret about you." I lean closer to him
He is staring at me . My hand slowly moves to the gun
"Hello Mike ." Alexander comes toward us . "Mind come to my office?"
"Yes sure Alexander , I will come ."
