Chapter 24
A/N: Very mature, like very, sex, lemon, comfort, lust, and it's just very smutty, don't like don't read...
3rd P.O.V
Finally the bond was completed. The General, Secelia, and Aphrodite had shared all their memories. Secelia let out a gasp coming back to her body.
"Jasper?" She asked hesitantly.
"Oh Darlin," She was pulled into his arms. They wrapped tightly around her. She took a deep breath inhaling his scent. 'Just in case.' She mumbled mentally.
'Oh sweetheart, as if I'd ever leave after everything you've shared with us. You're mine!' His voice snarled in her mind. She shivered at the intimacy this offered. The General let out a soft mental sigh, 'See, everything's fine,' she comforted. As if Gen hadn't feared the same, but that wasn't important. Their Jasper was holding them. He had seen everything. They had showed him everything and he wasn't leaving!
She leaned up breathing in his scent again and softly, hesitating she gently runs her tongue across the place between his neck and shoulder. He growled softly in her ear. Slowly he moved forward making her step back. She pulled away from him. Jasper continued moving forward until he had her right where he wanted, against the opposite wall. He presses against her until there is no room left between her and the wall, and her, and him. Jasper let his lips hover over hers.
"I just noticed that it's only been an hour since we've arrived. It feels like actual days have passed as you had shared your memories with us." He brushed his lips with hers before continuing to speak,
"You, you, there are no words to describe how fuckin absolutely beautiful you are. There aren't words to describe the pain that you carry, and there aren't words to describe how amazingly foolishly you think! To think we wouldn't accept you, all of you, oh little one, we will spend eternity showing you that all your fears are wrong." He breathed. He wasn't even angry that she had been foolish. He wasn't even mad that she hadn't told him everything. She wasn't sure she understood what was going on. Sensing her confusion and hearing her echoed thoughts from the newly formed bond.
Jasper pressed even closer to her. He leaned his weight just slightly so she felt secure. "How can I be mad my Secelia? My Aphrodite, my General, ya want me to be angry? Angry that it was you who rescued me? Angry because you are still afraid that one day this will change and I will hate ya? I can't be angry that you hide your pain. That my mate is hurting a lot more than she is letting on. No, my sweet girl, I am not mad." He cupped her face gently in his lips brushed hers.
"I'm furious," He whispered pulling back. Secelia closed her eyes feeling slightly panicked. She didn't want her mate to think she didn't trust him. To think she didn't need him, to think-'Easy, Secelia, it's alright, breathe,' She took a breath because Gen had never lied before.
'Remember I told ya our mates probably going to give us the lecture of a lifetime, not cause we're bad, not cause we don't trust em, but because it's what we need ta here. Think bout it. Our biggest fear was the shattering of our mind. We showed our mate what that's done. Jay isn't going to do that. He'll give us one hell of a tongue lashing cause right now that's our second fear. We can handle physical pain, but the thought of hurting our mate. I'm not sure why he's furious, but he doesn't hate us. He loves us remember? Don't ask how I got so fuckin confident in that all of a sudden. Maybe it has ta do with Majahs threat of mind fuckin. Don't know, but it's gonna be alright.'
'He's angry though, we doubted him and he's angry cos of it.' Was Secelia's whispered response to the General's words. 'Did we? I mean we're all new at this, pick up ya Whitlock courage open ya unseeing eyes. Listen to what our mate has to say, if we don't like it, show em why they call us General Whitlock.' Secelia can't help the small laugh as she opens her eyes. Jasper hummed against her lips.
"As I was saying before your mini panic attack that the General so effectively calmed you from. I'm furious, at myself mostly for even the thought of shattering your mind for even suggesting it. For even any negative thought I have ever thought about you, because you showed me everything. You let me into your lovely mind and showed me fuckin everything. All they way up to when you had me pinned to the wall. Such fine burning fire, such passion, such pain, and it makes me want to rip your clothes off, and fuckin love you until all the pain is gone." He said and kissed her roughly.
He let his tongue part her lips, as he pressed her more firmly into the wall. His tongue intertwined with hers. He shuddered against her. 'Fuck, you taste like mine!' He growls in her mind.
His lips pull back allowing air to come into her mouth before immediately thrusting his tongue back into her mouth. Finally after kissing her so hard that a bruise was forming on her lips he pulled away. His lips trailed down before coming back up to her ear.
"Do you like it when I kiss you so hard that your lips bruise? Do you like it when my lips smack into yours desperately taking exactly what I want? What I am owed? What is mine?" He whispered his teeth tugging her earlobe into his mouth. "Yes Jasper," She mummered gasping as his lips moved from her ear to her neck.
"Good, good, and," He paused his tongue tracing patterns on her neck, "Do yah like it when I use my hands to rip off your clothes, like this?" He purred his hands tare apart her shirt, and bra. "Yes, Jasper," A whine falls from her as he pulls back. He shushed her gently, "Sh, Sh, my mate, I just want to see your precious body, trace my fingers across it, and make you shiver at my touch. I'm not going anywhere my dear." A hand holds her shoulder tightly and then fingers gently brush down her chest.
"Beautiful, and now I know exactly how you got each one of these." He says reverently. His fingertips barely touch her. Fingertips brushed scars, gently, carefully, and like she was a piece of art. They gently caress her.
"You see me," She breathes out in realization. "Just like we see you, Oh, Jasper." She breathes as fingers brushed her belly button before his hand lay flat against her stomach.
"Oh, yes, baby girl I see you," He purred his lips softly meeting hers. "I see all of you, oh my beautiful let me ease your tension, your fear, let me love you and feel you until all your pain is replaced by me, Do ya want that? Sugah? Want your Major, hmm, I will take your pain. I will turn it into pleasure, you are mine and nothing changes that my sweet girl." He purred. His fingers gently unbuttoned her jeans as he kneeled down pulling them to her feet. His hands grabbed her legs and helped her out of them. Before standing up.
"Beautiful," He breathed and his hands go to her hips. He holds her against the wall before using his weight to hold her. A whine leaves her and she lets her hands clumsily clutch his back pushing his clothed body against her. She burrows her face into his neck letting her teeth nip his neck.
"Oh, Sugah," He grunts in her ear, and suddenly rolls his hips. Making a her head fall back, "Ah!" She cried out. A low laugh in her ear.
"Do ya like it when I press ya against the wall? Roll my hips into yours? Do ya want me ta fuck ya against the wall? Press my clothed cock into ya drenched covered up pussy?" He asked darkly.
"Jasper," She gasped out his name at his dark words.
"Do ya?" He snarled and rubbed up against her.
"Yes," She choked out.
He chuckled, "Yes what, Sugah, what's my name?" He purred and licked behind her ear, and rocked against her again.
"Jasper," She whispered.
"Louder! What is my name?" He growled, his lips meet the place between her neck and shoulder his tongue caressed the most recent scar. The one that the Major had caused. Her breath caught as he gently began sucking on her neck before thrusting against her harder.
"Jasper!" She whined loudly and tilted her neck offering more access. He purred against her skin. Her hands hold him closer. Teeth carefully nibbled her skin. Before nipping quite harshly. He pulled back his lips softly skimming her neck.
"My mate," His voice was suddenly soft. So very soft and full of ...
Pain?
A whimper left her lips, 'I don't understand, we're supposed ta be gettin a tongue lashin here, Majah,' The General muttered inside confused. The dark laughter of their Major echoed in their mind.
'Don't ya worry ya pretty lil head bout tongue lashin, sweetheart, you'll get whatcha want, now, pay attention, Whitlock!' He snarled softly.
"Oh my Darlin, ya won't be receiving a tongue lashing, at least not from me," He purred.
"But-" A hard nip silenced her as teeth dug into her skin. Secelia could feel the General freezing momentarily. When Jasper feels her tense beneath him, his voice invades her mind. 'Just emphasizing a point, Darlin, I won't bite.' His purr echoed around her.
'Unless ya want us too.' The Major added. Secelia relaxed immediately. The General however remained tense. Suddenly a different, darker purr echoed grabbing the Major and Jaspers attention.
'Difference, remember?' Aphrodites voice rumbled. A mental hand clasped the General's mental image. A hand on her shoulder drawing her into familiar arms. Arms that knew death like the back of their hand, arms that physically tightened their hold on Jasper. Arms that the General wasn't ashamed to admit that had held her many more times than she could count. The General relaxed In Aphrodites embrace. The General let the comfort and safety of Aphrodite's embrace wash over her, before letting the feeling expand around her. Secelia too, was comforted in the mental embrace. She lets herself relax against Jasper.
She draws in a breath letting her mates scent invade her senses, "Right, as you were saying?" She asks aloud.
'How do y'all do that why? Must ya always find comfort in ya self instead of-' A dark growl cuts off the Major's rant.
'Mate, knows they are ours Major, no question, find comfort, strength in self, done that for long time, strong mate, doesn't know they don't have to be strong for us. Do not let jealous words hurt mate! Not her fault! Has us now! Not alone!' Ares mental voice rumbles blocking out the Major's rant.
'It's alrig-' It's the General who gets snarled at next. The General mentally flinched violently causing Aphrodite to growl lowly at Ares. 'No!' His voice roared around them as anger, pain, hurt, lust, and love swarmed her mentally.
'Not okay, not ever okay, mine, mate, not okay,' His voice softened at the end as low comforting rumbles soothe her quickly growing anxiety. 'Not okay that Major scared mine, not okay! Bad Major, bad, bad, bad, ba-'
'Ares!' The General's voice is harsh making everyone look at her. Ares rant slows and his white eyes lock on her unseeing eyes. 'Major hurt General, bad Major!' He huffs crossing his arms. The General let out an unidentifiable noise.
'Majah fixed it, Darlin,' the General says softly. Ares snorts, 'Not completely, still scared.' He argues. The Major locks eyes with the General. The General despite wanting to desperately look away doesn't. It seems she needs to nip this in the bud now.
'Yeah, Sugah, you're a complete badass that scares the shit outta us sometimes.' She drawls. Ares whimpers, 'Easy, Darlin, yes, Majah can be scary as hell if he wants ta be, and ya right we're not completely healed from what happened, but there's a difference.' Memories of soft words, claiming, and the sounds of making love echo in the distance.
'Majah is fixin it, you are fixin it, with everything, yes the Majah made a mistake, but that doesn't change the fact that he's ours.' The General continued.
'Hurt you, like-' A loud snarl that Secelia couldn't help but echo. "Oh hell no!" The General had taken complete control and Jasper found himself being held against the wall. Hands cupped his face and lips kissed him harshly.
"Ya better knock that guilt shit off, right this second Ares," The General growled lowly into his ear. "Darlin, sweetheart, Ares is right-" Lips meet his again.
"I mean it, Jasper Ares Whitlock, knock it off!" Her lips vibrate against his. It's the Majors broken voice that responds aloud however, "They're right, General, my General, I hurt you an I ain't no better than him!"
A very low snarl, and the Major finds himself looking into onyx eyes that are glaring at him. The General leaned forward letting her weight hold him against the wall, and when she speaks the Major can't help but admire her pronounced southern drawl.
"Now, ya listen ere' Majah Jassperr Arres Whiittllock yah ain't nothin, NOTHIN like em! Ya, ya!" A hiss leaves her and he can feel as her lips trailed to his ear. "I should bite yah right now! Bite yah for even thinkin for a fuckin second, fuck it!" She growled and pulled back before leaning in. Her lips a breath away.
"Ya my mate are millions time better than that piece of shit that tore our minds to fuckin shreds, that I thought killed my boy, that paralyzed my girl, tell me if ya think ya like him, would I fuckin kiss yah like thisss?" She asked before lips meet his roughly, a hand tangled itself in his hair.
'If ya were anything like him, would I ever let ya get close enough ta fuckin touch us? Would I allow him to willingly touch us the way ya do, My Majah? Would I subm-' Her thoughts are interrupted by three mental snarls.
'Easy, boys, but Gen is right, she is after all the most weary part of us, and do you really question her? She's trusting you. Do you boys let anyone get away with talking like that to y'all?' The General can feel Secelia's honest curiosity. However it's Aphrodite who answers.
'Not like him, never again, not there anymore, safe now, mine.' She rumbles.
"Mine," The General purred aloud slowly letting Secelia come back to the surface. Her hand still tangled in her mates hair, she yanked making him snarl softly, "Listen up, Major Jasper Ares Whitlock," She snarled back softly before letting her lips meet his slowly, and gently.
"If you ever, ever make such a fuckin ridiculous comparison again," She breathed against his lips, before pulling back, and giving one last hard yank to his hair before her hands fall to his shoulders, "You don't want to fuckin know what we will do!" She hissed.
'Why, why the hell would our mate think-' The General's broken mental voice was cut off. Secelia clenches her eyes shut.
Fire burning her skin
Pain, it was always pain
Screaming
"Gen! Snap out of it, please?" She choked out aloud. She tightened her grip on the Major's shoulders and leaned up breathing in his scent. The memories changed.
Safety
love
peace for the first time in so long...
'Fuck, S-' Secelia and Aphrodite both give a mental growl.
'Right, no apologizing for flashbacks,' The General mumbled. Secelia continued breathing in the Majors scent. She tried to understand the Major's thought process, before a sudden thought made itself known. 'We've never given him a reason to think he was like him right?' She asked before a sudden realization.
Secelia pulled back from the Major letting him go, "It's still about this?" She whispered pointing to her shoulder, then her back. The Major says nothing and that's all the answer she needed.
"Fuck, I really hoped we were past this Major, but Sugah there's nothing we can do to help you if ya don't let go!" She exclaimed. The Major lets out a loud growl at the way she raised her voice. Secelia suddenly found herself back against the wall.
"I Don know how!" He snarled venom pooling in his mouth. 'Fuck, I need,' She can hear his voice echoing in her mind. She leans up and lets her lips brush his.
"Just let go, you won't hurt us, let your instincts guide you, and you'll know what to do. What is it? What do you need Major?" She asked against his lips.
The Major sucked in a harsh breath as she leaned her head back against the wall. "I need, fuck, I need to claim, to bite, to prove ya words, Secelia, my darlin ya know I love ya, but I need-" His voice breaks.
'How bad of a mate I am to ask this,' His thoughts echoed.
"Oh, Major, my Major, my mate, you need to claim the General," She breathed against him. A wave of shame washed over her. "Hey!" She snapped cupping his face.
"We understand, you want to prove Gen's words, you want to make her submit, because you are the only one who can. You need to dominate her, oh Major, we'll have our time together, remember our deal? Anything," She purred her lips vibrating against his before giving control to the General. The General pulled back and lets her hands fall to her side. The Major finds himself staring into black obsidian pools.
"Hi, Majah, whatcha need?-mm" She barely gets the question out before lips smashed into hers roughly. A tongue shoves itself down her throat. The General shuddered and the Major smirked into the kiss as her thoughts echo around his mind.
'I love kisses, and fuck ya can hear me now, but fuck it I don't care, fuck I fuckin love kisses.' Her voice echoed in his mind. The Major pulled back and he kisses her softly this time and lets his lips trail to her ear.
"Only mine, ya only let Major Jasper Ares Whitlock kiss ya don't ya, Darlin?" He purred. His lips kissed the spot behind her ear. "Yes, Majah," She murmured softly as she tilted her neck to the side. His lips ghosted over the most recent scar before pausing. He lets his tongue caress it.
"An I am the only fuckin one with the honor of living after attacking my General, cause the rest we're gonna burn, ain't that right, Sugah?" He asked against her skin. She didn't know why but heat flooded her at the thought. Only her Major would live, and he was the only one who could really ever hurt her, but she knew that he never would again. The Major hummed feeling an increasing surge of lust from her.
"Does the thought please you my mate? Only your Major can really hurt ya, but he never will again, ain't that right? My General?" The Major pulled back before he lets his forehead lean against hers. "Yes, Majah," She breathed and tried to kiss him, but a soft whimper leaves her when he pulled away.
"Tsk, now hold on a minute, Darlin, I didn't say ya could kiss me did I?" He drawled. The General's eyes widened, 'Oh, he's in control now, complete control, he's going to dominate me,' The realization makes her shiver in love, lust, and just a bit of hesitation. 'It's okay, no need ta be hesitant, my Majah won't hurt me, and he's waiting for an answer, right, head in the game, Whitlock,' The General let herself relax against the wall, trusting her mate, making sure that her unseeing eyes meet his, she answered,
"No, Majah," The Major let out a hum, and the General let out a soft sigh as a wave of pleasure washed over her. "Such a good girl," He praised and moved closer letting his body hold hers. His hands moved from her shoulders before hitting the wall quite loudly on either side of her face, making the General jump. Lips meet her cheek. As a wave of calm and pleasure washed over her.
"Easy, General, just me," He murmured and his lips lightly, barely touched hers. "Just ya Major," He emphasized this by pressing his body against hers before lifting his weight off of her. This makes a soft strangled whine leave her lips. The Major chuckled against her lips.
"Oh, Darlin, such a needy lil thing ya are," He purred pleased. The General wasn't sure how to feel about those words but he sounded pleased by it, so, taking a risk she lets another whine fall from her lips. His body pressed against hers again. He growled softly at the feeling of her drenched panties rubbing against his clothed hardness.
"Look atcha, rubbing ya self against meh, tryin ta get more, but ya not in control right now are ya lil one?" He snarled against her lips. "No, Majah," She whispered freezing her cheeks going scarlet as she realized that she had been rubbing up against him. The Major growled lowly, "Now, now," His voice dropped to a low rumble, "Did I say ya could stop? Hmm, I like ya so vulnerable, so needy, so," His lips briefly touched hers, "Desperate, for me, only me, ain't that right, General?" He asked. A strangled sound escaped from her and she couldn't take anymore, her hands shakily, clumsily, and needfully clutched at his back. Another shaky whine leaves her as she held him to her and frantically rubbed against him. She makes him press closer, and curls into him her head going to his chest. Suddenly
ripppppp
The General froze as the fabric of her mates shirt gave way. Her mate let loose a loud snarl. His teeth were suddenly at her throat. The General whimpered, and bares her neck. Finally with great embarrassment she realized what she had been doing. She swallowed heavily her cheeks aflame. Teeth lightly nip her neck.
"Ah, ah, ah, None of that embarrassment, Darlin, no shame in needin ya mate." He purred against her skin making her relax. His tongue licked her skin causing heat to flow through her. "Gonna finish it darlin?" He asked. The General blinked, 'Right,' is all she can muster mentally as she pulls scraps of fabric from him.
"That's a good girl, now," The Major paused taking a deep breath of her scent. "As much as I would like to drop down, an taste ya, I get the feeling ya want ya mate inside of ya, huh, Darlin? Ya want me inside of ya, an ya fuck ya against the wall, an then ya want me ta fuck ya savagely into the bed over yonder, then ya want meh ta make ya taste me, before I finally taste ya and make ya cum again an again, ya gonna cum so many times tonight until ya fuckin sore an can feel me even when I'm not in ya, is that right?" He asked his voice low and ragged.
She can't help the pure liquid that is steadily pooling into her panties at this point, and she can barely speak a chocked out, "Please, Majah?" Her stomach tightens and her eyes go wide as her legs start to shake. The Major nipped her neck lightly, and pants against her.
"Oh, Darlin," He murmured softly, gently, "Ya beggin for me, my sweet girl, my General likes feelin her Majors hard cock against her, doesn't she," He grunted and rubbed harshly against her, "I can feel ya trembling against me, Sugah," He breathed. A soft kiss to her neck.
"Are my words getting too much, or is it the feeling of my Jean clad cock rubbing against ya pretty blue silk panties that have ya about ta cum, hmm? Is it the feeling of me? Just me being close to ya? I could say no, what would ya do, my General, ya gonna beg for me?" He purred. The General groaned softly her head turned to the side. She didn't have the strength to say what she wanted aloud.
'I'ma say this mentality, Majah, I ain't someone ya say this kinda thing aloud but ya should know, ya know everything bout us now, know we don't break for nothing, an that we've never begged for the pain ta stop, but this isn't, fuck it, please, please, please don't deny us this, not you, not this, fuck, I can't say this shit aloud Majah, I just can't, but this, I love this, okay, I love you, and you are the only," Her mental voice breaks.
'I'm not weak, okay, I'm not.' She was trying so hard to get what she wanted to say out. The General let out a frustrated high pitched noise.
"Take ya time, no rush, Do ya know how fuckin proud I fuckin am of ya right now?" He asked aloud against her skin. She shook her head. She could feel tears in her eyes.
"So fuckin proud of ya," He growled softly, his frantic rubbing slows slightly, "An course my mate isn't weak, she's a fuckin Whitlock, she's mine! An so fuckin strong." The tears start to fall and yet he doesn't stop with the little praise thing he has going on.
"Such a good girl, my good girl, so strong, hell ya think I would have the fuckin guts ya fuckin bare all my fuckin hell to even you? Ya think the Major is that strong? I get fuckin nervous talkin about what caused our fuckin mind ta fracture, but no, not my General. My General showed me everything from what made her to the ugliness of the southern hybrid wars, ta the fuckin, treatments they forced! Hell my mate is a fuckin warrior, ain't ya Darlin?" He drawled against her. His words filled her with a sense of pride. A sense of accomplishment, and a sense of honor. His lips gave kisses to her neck and she could feel herself gaining control, comfort, and a bit of confidence.
'How many men, vampires, especially dominant vampires would admit that their obviously submissive mate was stronger, and had been through hell an back? I can do this, I can tell ya anything an ya would never use it against me, well unless of course, well, anyway suppose I tell ya Majah? Yeah?' She drawls mentally. Soft waves of desire, love, lust, and need flow from her.
'Tell me, Sugah, what's got ya emotions so...Delightfully delicious?' He purred. Her next words she gathered her courage and spoke them mentally and aloud in a whisper her cheeks flaming, "You're the only one that we'd ever, ever beg from. Only you, no one else. You're the only one with that type of power over us, and we'd do anything for you if you really wanted us to."
The words whispered are for him and him alone. He noticed how nervous she grows when he doesn't say anything. Ever so slowly he pulled back his lips hovering over hers.
"My mate, do ya know how absolutely fuckin good that feels ta hear ya say that?" He purred softly letting his lips meet hers, "How fuckin powerful," He groaned and rubbed himself harshly against her.
"To know that my mate trusts me with a type of power only I have? To know that my mate is only mine! Thank ya, my sweet girl, my General, my beautiful strong powerful mate, thank ya for this," His voice is so thick with appreciation and she can feel it roll off of him. He kisses her again and again. His tongue invaded her mouth roughly.
'Fuck, I can't handle it when ya kiss me like that!' She growled softly in her mind. He snarled aloud against her as he pressed her against the wall. He pulls back noticing her need to breathe. The General lets out another groan as he begins rubbing roughly against her.
"Only I get ta be rough with ya, don't I darlin?" He growled his lips going to her neck. "Yes Majah, please?" She cried out. He tsked against her, "Ya want ta cum? Right now?" He drawled slowly. The General let her eyes slip shut, "Please?" She asked. He hummed against her before stopping his harsh movements. Hot, warm, and utter pleasure washed over her. The General let out a loud cry.
'Breathe, I can do this, oh gods, Majah, darlin please?' She choked out mentally. The pleasure stopped. "Did ya just call me fuckin Darlin, Darlin?" He snarled in her ear. She lets out a small whimper, "Answer me!" He demanded.
"Yes, Majah, I just called ya Darlin," She whispered. He lets out a loud snarl and rubbed vigorously against her.
"Ya always got ta fuckin sweet talk me don't ya? Huh, General, can't ever give me a fuckin reason ta take ya over my knees for being naughty can ya? Ya always gotta be sweet, gentle, an good don't ya? So fuckin good, and fuckin kind, it makes me want..." His voice trailed off.
'Fuck don't think I am being a fuckin asshole, Darlin but can't ya at least give me something ta work with? I know I'm being a huge fuckin jerk, fuck I feel how much ya fuckin fuck need me but fuck I need...' Okay apparently they weren't on the same page well they were but they weren't.
The General bit her cheek, "What if..." She trailed off, gods this was hard to think about when all she wanted to do was...wait...'Majah, ya want, ya need ta take me over ya knee right, prove to me, to you that I'm yours, well what if, ya see...' The General growled frustrated.
"I need to let go, you need to establish dominance, an I'm about ta fuckin fall, what if?" She drew out. 'Fuck how to word this so ya don't think I'm fuckin bad, I'm not an it's just a suggestion but what would happen if I just let go?' She asked mentally.
Her mate stilled, "Ya sayin ya let go right fuckin now as in without an order, oh Sugah," He chuckled nipping her skin. "Ya do that for me, and then let me take ya over my knees, slap ya lil bottom till it stings an ya cum again? Is that what you're suggesting?" He drawled. The General shivers at the drop in octave.
'Wow ya know how ta make a sweet sounding simple worded plan sound...um...dirty...Shit..way to go Gen, now isn't the time to poke our tiger with a stick he might bite...fuck... I forget ya can hear me now, I'ma just be quiet now,' The Major lets out a dark laugh.
"Oh no, I think it's absolutely fuckin brilliant, an it sounds like ya want a bite, Sugah, all ya gotta do is ask, and I don't ever want ya ta hide ya fuckin beautiful mind from me. Ya hide from meh cause ya think I'll find ya lil endearing comments stupid, Fraid I'll laugh it off, an I won't take ya fuckin seriously. Do ya think I don't know what my girl wants, what she needs?" He asked and starts to rub up against her again causing her to cry out.
"Oh Darlin, " He cooed in her ear his tongue coming out to lick behind it.
"Ya need meh ta love the fuckin fuck outta ya, rub up against yah till ya pure fuckin goo, ya want ta fuckin cum on my Jean clad cock, an then ya want meh ta spank ya till it hurts, an then ya want meh ta fuck ya against the wall, on the fuckin bed, ya want meh balls deep into ya, don't ya? Ya want meh ta fuckin dirty talk ya all fuckin night, an then in the morning my mate wants some sweet, gentle, an soft lovin. Don'tcha?" He purred. The General started to shake again.
"That's it! Ya fuckin trembling, whatcha gonna do sugah, huh?" He asked rubbing heavily against her.
"Ya got this sugah," He purred
Her legs clenched
"Keep talking?" She breathed out heavily. The Major let out a soft tsk, "I'ma let ya get away without saying my name or please just once, Sugah, I'ma add an extra smack for not usin manners, are ya so needy ya can't think straight? Hm?" He hummed softly. The General shivered.
'Not bad, he's not mad it's okay, he needs this, I need this, I can do this.' The General fought her submissive instinct that in the moment all she wanted to do was fall to her knees and beg for her mates forgiveness. Love, so strong washed over her.
'Good General, that's it, s'alright, we're only playin baby, ya such a good girl." His thoughts calm her submissive instincts. 'Please don't ever stop calling me that, please?' She didn't know what it was but when he called her good. It triggered something in her. Something primitive, instinctive, and she just needed more. The Major let out a soft laugh this time and rubbed himself aggressively against her.
"That always whatcha need ain't it? To know ya my good girl? My mate, ta know that I need ta call ya my good girl as much as ya need ta hear it? Good girl, good girl, good, good, good gir-" A wail, it fell from her lips as she came undone soaking her panties.
The Major didn't stop rubbing against her as she fell apart. He let out a low laugh in her ear, and kissed the side of it.
"Good, so naughty but so good, now," He said with a low snarl and pulled back. He turned her around and made her brace her front against the wall. He could feel her bubbling nerves.
'Still good?' The General hated how fragile the question sounded and shuddered against the wall. The Major leaned forward and let his forehead rest against the back of her head. "Yes, Sugah, ya my good girl, ain't ya? I'm not going ta hurt ya, my beautiful, I gotcha, relax, this is pleasure, remember, no bad pain, only good, like my good girl." He purred. She relaxed and the Major let his hand gently cup her bottom.
"Count for me, baby girl," He said
Smack, "One," The muscles that had been tensed eased at the lack of sting. "Good girl, See Sugah, each time ya trust me with this I don't start with a harsh slap, we go slow." He talked her through it. She relaxed even more.
Smack, "Two,"
Smack, a little bit harder than the first ones but not unpleasant, "Three," Smack, "Four," Smack, "Five," Smack "Six, " the pleasure grew, and there was just a bit of a sting. Smack, "Seven," Smack "Eight" Smack," Nine,"
SMACK! "Ten!" She choked out the last one actually stings a bit too painfully, The Major paused, and purred, "Ya doin good lil one, I gotcha, can ya handle five more that hard? Only five more?" She took a deep breath as suddenly pure pleasure washed over her easing the sting.
"Okay," She said bravely. SMACK! "Eleven,"
Another wave of pleasure washed over her, SMACK! "Twelve!" She breathed out, SMAck! "Thirteen!" Two more she could do two more. SMACK! "Fourteen!" SMACK! "Fifteen, oh, oh," Her body was a bit stimulated she could feel heat tug in her abdomen. Pleasure and pain, she was shaking. Heat, warmth, desire flooding her. She clenched her legs together feeling liquid dripping down them. The Major turned her around so her back was against the wall.
'Majah, I need-' The Major cut her off.
"Cum for me, NOW!" He barked out. The General let out a soft low moan. Sting had turned to pleasure and it came flooding. The Major growled and pushed up against her rubbing. He could feel her heat soaking his jean clad cock, and fuck it made him even harder. He took in a deep ragged breath.
"Fuck yah smell so fuckin good, now, General, take off my jeans if ya want meh fuck yah against this wall," He snarled venom flying. The General hastily moved unbuttoning his jeans. Her hand accidentally brushed him and she froze as he let loose a loud growl. Deciding to take matters into his own hands, the Major tore his jeans off before roughly tarring her drenched panties. He tossed his jeans aside and brought the drenched fabric to his face. The General froze as she hears her mate take a loud sniff. "Mm, fuck, ya smell fuckin edible, I can't wait ta actually taste ya," He moaned out. Pure pleasure washed over her at his words making her breath catch.
He tossed the piece of torn silk to the side, and he grabbed her shoulders in a gentle yet firm grip. He leaned forward and let his lips brush hers as he speaks against them,
"Yah got any idea what I'ma do to ya?" He asked darkly. She swallowed heavily, "No Majah," She said because she actually wasn't sure what his next move would be.
"I am going ta thrust my aching hard cock into ya dripping pussy, I'ma fuck ya right against this wall until I fuckin fill ya full. I'ma spill my seed into ya, I'ma fuckin breed ya, ya gonna fuckin feel all of me, and ya gonna take every inch of meh, just like a good girl, and you will be fuckin begging for more an more, an more, do ya want that? Ya want ya mate to take what's his? Ya want meh ta fuckin press into ya? Answer me!" The General was shaking at his voice.
'So dark, warm safe, need to answer, verbal, my Majah needs-' Fuck from his words alone she was speechless.
"Please, Majah?"'She whined with a loud growl he slammed into her. A whimper leaves her as he pulls out of her before slamming roughly back in causing her to let out a soft moan. She rested her head back against the wall, fully relaxing at the feeling of her mate. A low growl of approval let her know she was doing good.
"That's it, ya lay back an ya take it, ya fuckin take meh!" He snarled his lips meeting hers in a rough, sloppy, wet kiss, and his hips continued moving. She didn't even have to do anything as he was doing all the work. She lets her hands clumsily clutch at his bare back, she shivered in lust feeling all of his scars on him.
'He knows everything about us now, and still we don't know all of his pain, my Jasper, my Majah, my Ares, my mate, I will wait for ya ta share ya pain with us, and when ya do we'll love it all away, and even...' She paused for a second and let her lips meet his cheek as he vigorously fucked her. 'We'll fuck it all away, let our body heal ya pain just like ya do ours.' She didn't expect a response because she knew that her Majah, her strong Majah would never admit his pain but his vigorous thrusting had slowed to something softer, deeper, and rougher.
"Will ya? Ya gonna love my fuckin pain? Fuck it till it's replaced with ya and ya beautiful fuckin touches, will ya actually do that?" She had never heard his voice so soft, so pleading, she leaned up and let her lips brush his ear, "I'll do whatever ya want, whatever ya need, hell even if it's fuckin lying against a wall lettin my handsome, strong mate do all the work," She purred, she didn't really think that she would have the same effect that he had her under but he froze. She could feel his breath against her lips as he whispered,
"I ain't half as strong as ya are, Sugah,"
"No? That's a damn fuckin lie, Majah, ya want ta know why fate parred ya with a mate that has been through so much fuckin hell it ain't funny?" She drawls and kisses him harshly, surprising him before pulling back,
"Reason number one, Ya been through ya own hell, an ya need someone who's as strong as ya ta knock ya down a peg when ya think ya know everything, number two, fate knows ya need someone who loves ya, who can give ya the love ya deserve, an while there ain't enough love in the fuckin world ta fill the void of pain inside, we can fuckin heal each other best we can, an number three," The General paused and the Major felt a wave of uncertainty before it settled on a playful lust. The General let her lips meet his before they glide to his ear.
"Fate knows that ya would find me, the General who is totally higher rank than ya an could kick ya ass any day of the week, but wouldn't cause I am totally willing to submit to ya, and you find that incredibly, well let's face it, totally sexy," She purred and pulled back with a grin.
"Did ya just threaten ya kick my ass any day of the fuckin week?" The Major drawled with a growl as he began moving at very aggressive pace. The General's head flew back, a scarred hand moved to tangle itself roughly in her hair. "That, Ah, better not be all ya got from that speech," She moaned as he yanked her hair hard and attached his lips to her barred neck.
'Ah, Ah, Darlin, I got the rest of it, I got it but my mind is currently spinning cuz I think ya pulled rank on me sugah, ya usin ya rank against meh?' The General froze against him as he continued to roughly pound into her. His voice had sounded teasing but to the General she felt she had, fuck no! She didn't mean... 'I used it against him! I used it against him, nononono, I broke that promise what did I do? I'm bad bad bad-'
Teeth nipped her neck lightly sinking into her flesh. She let out a soft cry. Her fault, she had done something wrong and he was-
"No!" A whine falls from her lips at the snarled word. Fuck what was she doing, her hands clutched at him. Don't leave, don't leave, don't fuckin leave,' She was being clingy again wasn't she? 'Should I-'
"Don't ya dare fuckin move, fuckin freeze!" The command was snarled in her ear. She froze immediately. She goes to let go,
"I said freeze, General Whitlock! That means ya hand moves another inch an I'll make ya drop to ya fuckin knees in Whitlock submissive pose." The Major threatened. The General stayed absolutely still and silent, not even daring to move her head and bare her neck like her instincts were screeching at her to do. Her mate let out a pleased hum.
"That's better, there's a good girl, now relax, Sugah, easy, I ain't goin nowhere, but ya about ta receive a tongue, fuck lashin, I'ma fuck ya an ya gonna feel me, an ya gonna remember every single fuckin word I fuckin say as I fuck yah, are we clear!" He snarled in her ear and let his tongue trail over it before pulling her earlobe into his mouth.
"Yes sir," She whispered and then let out a soft whine as he gently bit her earlobe adding just a touch of pressure.
"Sorry, Yes Majah," She breathed letting out a sigh as his teeth lift up. He growled softly, "Good, now, relax ," He purred a strong wave of relaxation flowed over her, forcing her to slump against him. His purr grew louder until she was so relaxed, so safe, she felt like melting. He grunted and his hips slowed to a deep yet rough thrust. His lips were back on her neck and she could feel them moving against her skin as he spoke.
"Ya mine! Mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, all fuckin mine, an don't ya evea think of fuckin runnin from meh," His words were soft, it wasn't like she expected. She expected him to yell at her, tell her that she was being a bad mate by breaking her promise and a bad mate for not listening to him and trying to leave his arms. She was expecting him to be cold, rough, and angry with her but he was soft. His tongue gently caressed her neck.
"I told ya that ya receive a tongue lashin, not that I'd yell atcha. That wouldn't be very nice would it, ya were just kidding sugah, but tell me Darlin, why that promise hm? Why is it so important ta ya that even just the simple joke makes ya think I'd flip out atcha hm?" He hummed softly, his breath was surprisingly hot against her skin. Warmth flooded through her and the General closed her eyes thinking about his question and tried to give him an honest answer.
"I-" She took a shaky breath because she wasn't sure how her mate would take this if she said it aloud. She tightened her grip on him pressing him closer. 'What if ya don't like the answer?' She asked mentally. He paused his tongue freezing mid stroke. He could sense her hesitation, her reluctance to answer. 'Ya tell me even if ya think I won't like it, even if ya think it'll make me angry, tell me, an we'll work it out.' His voice was a pure purr in her mind.
"It has to do with, what we told you about lovin ya pain away, ya sure ya want to know?" Her voice was a horse whisper. He paused all of his movements, and rested against her. Teeth softly nipped her neck, "Tell me," He mummered. She took a deep breath and bared her neck, giving him more access as his teeth glide across the delicate skin, she began to explain her fears.
"We know that there are things, things you don't talk about, things that you never want us to know about, things that haunt you, things that we can only hope to help heal, and we never want you to feel that you're not in control when you need to be, we don't want to hurt you, break your trust in us, cause we know that, we-" She paused closing her eyes and leaning down, she burrows her face into his neck.
"We just don't want you to ever confuse us with her." The words are spoken so quietly against him that it takes a moment for it to register.
The Major P.O.V
"We just don't want you to ever confuse us with her." The words didn't really register. I could feel Jasper, and even Ares freeze inside me. Slowly the words sink in, but I can't begin to comprehend them. I feel the stirring of anger building up in me, and it only cools slightly as she speaks again, her lips forming words against my skin.
"We know it's a silly fear, and not a while ago I was given ya shit for comparing yourself to him, we know we're not her, and we know that you know we're not her. We just don't ever want you to forget that." She says softly. Her breath tickles my neck. However I remain frozen, silent, as I try to keep a lock on the anger for even the smallest suggestion that my mate could even think for a moment. A loud snarl leaves me as I feel her trying to pull away. The hands I have on her hips slide up and around until I am holding her. I moved so I am holding her against the wall, and using my body weight I press myself against her leaving no room between us.
"Don't ya even fuckin dare!" The words come out colder than I meant but they make her freeze against me. 'If it wasn't for the fact I can feel ya honestly believe it when ya said ya weren't like her, I'd have ya over my fuckin knee right now,' I snarled into her mind. She can feel my anger and yet she pulls me closer. Good girl, I always want to fuckin hold her even if I am fuckin pissed at her. I can feel Jasper coming out of his shock, and I am surprised that his anger outweighs mine.
'How fuckin dare you!' She lets out a soft whimper at his cold voice. 'Easy, Cowboy, tigers the one who wanted the truth, we know it's a stupid thought but you have to see where Gen is-'
'The fuck I have to see anything, Secelia, fuck is your psych so fuckin broken Gen-'
'I am not broken,' I tightened my arms around her at the emotion in her voice. 'Course not-'
'Don't lie to her Major, especially when we all know she is.' I had never heard Jasper speak like that before. A wave of hurt flows from her.
'Damn it, Jay you're not supposed ta fuckin admit it.' Her voice is small.
'Hey!' It's Secelias hard voice that echoes through our mind. 'We are not broken, we didn't break,' Her voice is strong and I get the feeling that we are no longer talking about what we were previously.
'You didn't, I did, and they don't even-'
'General Whitlock, knock that off now, did you want it to happen?' Secelia's mental voice takes on a hard tone I've never heard before.
'No,' It's said softly I tightened my arms.
'And we're going to give our mate shit for even insisting that we're broken, right?'
It's silent, 'but he said-'
'Nope, Jas didn't mean it like that, he's being an angry jerk who instead of reassuring and loving the hell outta us, says the one thing that gets under our skin. See Jas, we know we're broken alright? We don't need another fuckin reminder, and just because you're pissed with good reason gives you no right to call us fuckin broken, hello, three parts of a fragmented mind, and we've shared everything with you. This includes fuckin insecurities' Secelia snapped.
I can't help the dark laugh that I let out against the Generals ear. I purr feeling her shudder against me. Then I feel Jasper in me snap.
'The hell should I love the fuck out of you when you can't fuckin love yourself!' Jasper snarled.
Everything freezes...
The General answers this aloud, "Ya ever think ya the one who's been teaching us about self love, Jasper?" The question is followed by memories, sensations, and whispered words.
'We know, okay that we should've loved ourselves all along okay, Jas, we know that now, cause you're the one who taught us that, alright? So will ya please stop with the whole being a dominant asshole, cause ya can't change our past, ya can't change what we've been through, but ya can love us through it. This is when ya take all of our broken fuckin pieces and remind us that we're fuckin yours! You take us making us fuckin whole in all fuckin ways! Balls in ya court ya gonna swing?' The General drawls.
I freeze
Ares freezes
Jaspers anger dissipates into full blown need. I feel myself being yanked aside with such force it makes me feel fuckin dizzy and even I shivered at Jasper's dark voice.
"Oh General, Sugah, I'ma fuckin swing, ya wanna dance, Darlin? Let's fuckin dance!" He snarled
JasperWhitlock P.O.V
She takes in a sharp breath at my words. I can feel her lips forming words against my skin. Her voice slightly cracked.
"Only way I fuckin dance with ya my mate if ya apologize, you're not supposed to admit that I'm fuckin broken, Jasper, especially not to me, fuck, hell your the one who said it was fuckin okay to be fuckin vulnerable, but ya not supposed ta fuckin call me out like that! You're not supposed to admit that I'm fuckin damaged goods, ya fuckin ass! Ya jerk! Fuck, Jas don't ya fuckin get it, I can be fuckin strong, tough as fuckin nails, I'm the fuckin General for fucks sake, but I don't have fuckin be that with you, I can be fuckin me with ya, break an shatter into a million tiny fuckin pieces in ya arms, fuck I'm supposed ta hide in ya, cling ta ya cause ya the only fuckin thing that fuckin holds me together! Fuck, fix me, damn it, this is where ya cut off my rambling with fuckin kiss-"
I move immediately, have her on the bed hovering over her, my hands cupping her face and kissing the fuckin life out of her. My tongue roughly invaded her mouth twisting with hers as I take what's mine. I'm a fuckin asshole, instead of reassuring my mate that she is nothing like the bitch that created me, I fuckin hurt her with my harsh words. I can feel the relief oozing off of her. I untangle my tongue from hers and lift my lips from hers.
"I'm a fuckin asshole," I breathe against her mouth. Her lips quirk into a grin, "My asshole,"
"Yours, and you are mine, and you are not broken!" I snarled the words. She lets out a strangled noise.
"I am, but I'm yours," She tries to turn her head but my fingers tighten and I tap them against her skin.
"Alright, for arguments sake, you're fuckin broken," She flinched against me. "Shh, listen to me, Darlin General, if you're fuckin broken what am I? Hm, I am broken too." I admitted honestly brushing my lips across hers.
"If we're both broken, then maybe we can make each other whole? Like my broken pieces fit with yours?" The question is hesitant soft against my lips.
"Why don't we see how well we fit together, hmm?" I asked before ever so slowly sinking into her. I smirked at her surprised gasp. I let a hand tangle into her hair and let the other one fall to her hip. I feel her lust and love wash over me as I tilted her neck to the side and attached my lips to her neck.
"Whatcha think Darlin, I think we fit quite nicely together, don'tcha agree?" I drawled gently licking her neck giving pecks and nips to her skin. She lets out a soft sigh as I brushed against a scar.
"You still haven't verbally apologized but I can feel everything ya saying as ya brush against me. Fuck, even Lia can't stay mad when ya fuckin love us like this!" The words come out in lovely moans and I can't help but smirk against her skin.
"Good, it'd be a very unpleasant eternity if I didn't have such a forgiving mate, now wouldn't it?" I asked
She laughed breathlessly as I continued to move slowly in and out of her. "As if ya couldn't get away with anything, Jasper, as if ya totally don't know ya have us wrapped around ya finger." She teased. I can't help the low chuckle.
"That ain't all I have you wrapped around, General, and as if you don't know deep down you could get anything ya want from us, all you have to do is ask." I purred my lips gently sucking her skin. I feel and hear it as she swallows heavily.
"I really could ask anything from you," She shivered
'He'd do fuckin anything for us. He didn't mean to insult me, call me broken, he didn't mean to make me upset, question myself, or make me feel anything less than loved. He was just angry that we'd ever for a second think that we were like her, and while that gave him absolutely no right to break down my fuckin mental walls and make me fuckin vulnerable, fuck, he always fuckin fixes it, makes us feel fuckin whole and he can hear everything I am thinking this would be the fuckin perfect time to fuckin ask him, to fuckin hell with it, Jas I know you're listening will you bite me? Please?' Her thoughts flow over me like they are part of me.
What she asks sinks in, and my teeth softly sink into her neck as I continue my slow pace. I let out a moan feeling her shudder against me. I pulled in a large gulp of her blood. I smirked against her feeling her walls clamp down onto my hard cock.
'Are you going to cum, General? Cum for me? Cum on my hard cock, while my teeth are inside you?' I purred into her mind. 'Please, Jasper?' She begged. Mm fuck I loved it when she begs for me. When she's desperate for me.
'Go on then, cum!' I snarled mentally letting out a moan as I suck in another mouthful of her warm blood. She cums hard. I can't help but follow. My teeth unhinged from her skin as I licked the wound closed.
"That's a good girl," I purred my lips ghosted the shell of her ear. Her eyes flicked white, Secelia grinned at me.
"Jasper," She purred her hands go to my back trying to get me closer. Both my hands tangled into her hair as I slowly come to a stop inside of her. I slipped out letting the head of my cock graze her folds.
"Secelia," I purr back my lips twisting into a wicked grin as I thrust harshly into her causing a cry to escape her lips.
"Ah, fuck, do you think that your sweet gentle touches are all we need for your harsh words to fade from us? Loving us, and claiming us like your doing now should've been your first fuckin move you, when you, Major and Ares questioned if you were like him, It was the General who gave you what for, threatening to bite you, before kissing the fuckin daylights outta you, and then when she, we express our own fears, you're a fuckin ass about it, and then you have the nerve to fuckin take it all back and heal us. How long before you realize that you're the one with the absolute power here, Jasper?" She paused taking a breath that sounds choked up.
"How long until you realize that you don't need to break us down to have us fully? That you actually hold every single piece of us? That we live for you, breathe for you, fight for you, and yes even fuckin break for you, because we can't help it, we are completely and utterly yours. We belong mind, body, and soul to Major Jasper Ares Whitlock, and if you want us to break all you have to do is ask, you fuckin idiot!" Her lips meet mine in a desperate kiss. I am fuckin in awe.
My mate how well she knows me. How well she understands that I need all of her and I am too much of an ass to ask her. To beg her.
"My Secelia," I can't help but breathe her name. My forehead leaned against hers. "I'm sorry, Sugah, my Darlin, I am so very sorry that my harsh words hurt ya, that all I seem to do is cause you pain lately, will you allow me to fix it, to love you?" I begged.
"No," A whine leaves me, a broken sound, and I feel my heart clenching in pain.
'I've finally done it, pushed too fuckin far..'
"Shh, Jasper," Her hands tightened making me stay inside her. "You've already loved us, you've already fixed it, but we need you to claim us." Her words stopped the whine that had been flowing from my lips.
"What?" The word comes from my lips breathlessly exhaled against her own lips. "Claim us, Jasper, you make us yours until it sticks into our thick skull that we belong to Major Jasper Ares Whitlock and nothing not our insecurities, not challenging our dominate mate, and not even our ranting and raving has changed your mind about us. That I haven't changed your mind, that we have nothing to fear about you getting tired of us because we need constant reassurance, please, claim us, Jasper, please?"
Her plea is what causes me to move roughly inside of her. "Yah want to be claimed?" I purred brutally kissing her.
"Please?" She begged. My hands tightened in her hair.
"Oh Secelia," My lips brushed hers before traveling to her ear. I let out a grunt as I pulled out of her.
"Darlin, do you need to be...Fucked?" I asked and thrust into her harshly. I can't help the ragged breath that sounds like a scream as it leaves me.
"Do you need me to fill you? Claim you, pound my throbbing hard cock into you? Do you have any idea what I am going to do to you? I'ma give you what you want, what you need, I'ma fuckin breed you! Tell me my mate do you want that?" I snarled in her ear and let out a wicked laugh at the way she tightened around me. A soft moan leaves her pretty lips.
"Please, Jasper?" She says my name with such desperation it causes me to let loose a low snarl.
"Not until ya repeat it back, Secelia, too long have I taken without knowing exactly what you want! Now you will tell me! What Do Ya Want?" I asked increasing my thrust rubbing harshly as I slammed into her repeatedly.
"I want," She cleared her throat licking dry lips. "I need you to fill me, claim me, love me, pound your," She takes a shaky breath and I can't help but purr in encouragement.
'Go on, Darlin, ya can say it, pound my throbbing hard cock into you,' I purred into her mind my physical purr growing louder as I watch her cheeks flush a brilliant red.
"Pound you throbbing cock into me, I want to feel you inside me, brushing me, making all the scars there yours, I want you to give me everything, all of you, I want for you to take all of me, make me yours, leave no doubt that I belong to Major Jasper Ares Whitlock, I want," Her whole body heats up a beautiful bright pink.
"Go on, you're doing so good, such a good girl you are telling me exactly what you want, continue, I want to hear more!" I can't help but moan my lips brushed her burning cheek causing her to shiver delightfully.
"I want to feel your tongue trace the scars on my back, tracing my Majors name, I want you to take me in every way even claim me from behind, I want you to love every part of me, to fuck me, to breed me until I am leaking of you, and when it's all said and done I want you to let me love you, let me love you with my touch, my mouth, my most intimate parts, I want to fuckin love you so much until you feel my very soul connect with yours and any doubt or fears you have are gone. If you let us we'll love all your pain away, make you ours, hold you to us and let you hide in us until you finally understand that you are our everything and nothing, not even being cold, dominant, and sometimes a complete and utter ass will change that." I can't help the moan as I still and cum inside of her.
I shudder and let out another moan cuming a second time spilling my seed into her hot warmth. I feel a small bit of smugness coming from my mate. A soft wave of desire washes over me. Her eyes slipped closed and she takes a deep breath of my scent. "It's absolutely sexy when you do that." Her words are breathed softly and I barely hear them.
"Do what?" I growled my lips moving from her cheek back to her ear. "When you let go, and it's just our voice that causes it. We don't even have to touch you. You just let go, and it's absolutely sexy." My lips form a smirk.
"You just like my seed spilling into your warm pussy, don'tcha? You like feeling my cum fill you, hell, you even like it goin down your fuckin throat!" I snarled biting her earlobe, and my cock slides out of her before thrusting back in. I growled as I see her lick her lips. The Major in me cackled.
'Ya thinkin bout us hitting the back of ya throat right now ain't ya?' His thoughts sneered. The Major, Ares, and I are shocked still by none other then the General's soft tsk.
'Easy, there tiger, ya just like makin a powerful lady submit to ya, and ya fuckin know it!' I let out a loud cackle that causes my beautiful mate to shudder as I thrust deeper making the bed creak.
"Damn fuckin right we do, such a pretty sight haven our mate on her knees!" My lips meet hers roughly as I thrust my tongue violently into her mouth. I smirk wickedly into the kiss my hands pull her hair harshly causing a whimper to slip from her lips.
'I'ma make you fuckin scream!' I growled into her mind pulling back from the kiss. I give her hair a harsh yank before pulling my aching cock out of her and slamming it back in roughly.
"Jasper!" She cried out my name making me laugh. I pulled out of her again and brushed the tip of myself against her soaking entrance.
"You're fuckin soaked! I can fuckin feel you, and ya can feel my pulsing cock can't you? Tell me my mate do you want to feel my hard cock inside of you? Want me to brush against every inch of you? Make you fuckin cum, and spill my seed into you again and again, fuck you until you're fuckin sore, but still begging for more?" I purred my lips attached themselves to her neck as I nibbled on her skin. Once again I can't help but let my lips trail to her ear, and whisper wicked words that I know will have her exactly where I want her to be.
"Tell me, Secelia, My General, My Aphrodite, you want to beg for your mates hard cock don't you? Your mates cock that's hard for you and only you, you want me to breed you, fill you, again and again, you want your mate to have you on all fours as he takes what's his, you want desperately for your mate to take you, wrap his hand tightly around your throat like a C chain, you want his hand to lay flat on your stomach, doing those circles that drive you crazy as he carefully chokes you, paying extra attention to you, so he doesn't hurt you or the little ones, you want to give your mate what he's owed, what he's due, what he should've had long ago if he'd met you as a human, and you want me to take and take, and take, to fill you fuckin full with my cum until you leak of me, and I fuckin shove it back in, and fill you again until you fuckin burst! Until you fuckin break, and until all you fuckin want is more and more!"
She cums not even halfway through my little speech before cumming a second time, and then a third. I let out a snarl at the feeling of her pulsing against the tip of my hard cock. Hot liquid just squirts onto my painfully hard aching member. Wide white eyes stared at me, and I can feel her submissive instincts going haywire. I let loose a roar and burry myself into her hot warm, still pulsing pussy.
"Fuck! Good Girl, Secelia, mm, Good Girl, you did exactly what I wanted! You're such a good girl!" I cooed in her ear breathing heavily. I slipped out before slamming myself back in.
"Now, does my good mate want all of those things I just said, Darlin?" I purred already knowing the answer.
"Please, Jasper?" Her voice cracking with the strength of her need. I let out another purr my lips roughly meeting hers as I slammed in and out of her.
"I'ma make you cum for me, and then, you my mate are going to lick your lovely juices from my hard cock as I shove it down your throat, and then I will take you from behind, trace my tongue across the Major's name, the Major may even take you himself, maybe I'll let him out right now and let him have his way with you. You'd be a good girl for him wouldn't you Secelia?" I purred my lips vibrating against hers. She shuddered against me.
"I'd be a good girl for him, Jasper, a good mate, I'll do anything he wants, and I'll ease his pain." Her promise is soft against my lips.
"What pain do you, Gen, and Dite keep talking about, Sugah? Hm, ya always so eager to heal our pain, but you do that already," I mummered softly not understanding. She takes a soft breath as my harsh thrust eased.
"You know, just like you know about Gen's pain, Dite's pain. As much as we don't give ourselves enough credit for surviving, our inner warriors don't give themselves any, instead they lay all the credit to us, always telling us how strong we are when they've been through so much, and more than they'll ever tell. The memories we showed you, very few were Gen and Dite's they'll show you when they're ready, but we just want him, you, and Ares to know that-" Her voice catches. Her soft unseeing eyes stare into mine.
"You're not alone anymore, and we're here to ease whatever pain inside in any way you need to. I don't think the Major notices that we can feel it rolling off of him. Even in moments of closeness, intimacy, when we're together, and he doesn't want to acknowledge it. He needs it to stay buried until he's ready to face it. He doesn't think we can feel it when he takes control of us, makes us submit, shows us exactly who we belong to. We just hope to ease it, heal it with our words, touches, body, anything, but we're not always sure if we help, but Jasper, Major, Ares, We swear we will never stop fuckin trying to ease it, even if it's just for a moment, a second, a millisecond, a-mm"
It's the Major that shoved me violently aside this time and kissed the fuckin fuck out of her.
3rd P.O.V
His lips roughly meet hers and as his hands tighten to an almost bruising grip, Secelia knows exactly who she's dealing with. His lips leave hers and he's shaking, panting, her arms tighten pulling him closer against her. She can't help herself as she lets her lips brush his again as he's still panting. She can feel it as he begins thrusting violently, wildly at vampire speed. A sharp cry of pain filled pleasure leaves her as he lets out a roar his hips meeting hers sloppily. She can feel herself swelling and bruising inside. It doesn't bother her.
She lets her arms tighten more around him.
"I have you, you're safe with me," She murmured making herself small in his hold. The grip on her hips began to tighten even more, and more before loosening. She takes a deep breath feeling the pain and pleasure that his grip had left. He's still vigorously thrusting into her at vampire speed. He lets out another loud roar. She flinched against him a small whimper leaving her lips at her mates distress. She kisses his shoulder again her lips trailing to the place between his shoulder and neck, ever so gently her closed mouth kisses turn to open mouth kisses.
He growled loudly and Secelia finds herself shaking at the voice in her ear that sounded a mixture of a horse scream and southern drawl,
"I'm calling in my fuckin anything! I'ma fuck you roughly at this fuckin bruising speed, I'ma make it so ya feel me fucking ya days after tonight! Ima fuckin hide in your beautiful swollen bruised pussy, an ya gonna keep me! All my pain, all my rage, all my fuckin secrets that only you can know will be hidden inside of you as I make you full of me! As I make you fuckin cum! As I shove my thick cock down your fuckin throat until your choking on me and pretty tears fall from ya eyes! I'ma fuckin take whatever I fuckin want an ya gonna fuckin beg meh for more, ain't ya, Secelia?"
The way he purred her name made her slick and warm as he roughly pounded away. "Yes, Major," She murmured softly and pulled him closer to her. A dark laugh rattled in her ear.
"Ya fuckin want me, don'tcha? You want me to fuckin breed you! To fuckin break you!" He purred.
"Yes, Major, we want you, want you to breed us, love us, make us yours, break us, use us, just keep a tight hold on our pieces." She whispered pleadingly. His lips meet hers gently and his thrusts ease up. 'I have you, you're safe with me.' She lets out a soft gasp at her earlier words being repeated back at her. The Major uses the gasp to gently slip his tongue into her mouth. Secelia can feel his love wash over her. She lets her own love wash over him.
She lets out a soft whine as his lips leave hers. "Needy little thing, ain't ya?" He hummed against her neck making her shiver. "Yes, Major," She whispered letting out a soft cry as he pulls out of her before slamming back in.
"Is this what you need, Secelia, do ya need ya mates hard thick cock to thrust violently into you? Ya need ta feel ya mate pulsing inside of ya hot dripping pussy?" He purred his lips tugging into a dark smirk against her neck as he pulls out again and slowly brushing the tip between her folds he rocked back into her with a vicious force.
"Answer me! Do ya need ya mate to fuck you at fuckin vampire speed until ya fuckin pussy is swollen, bruised, and dripping wet with cum as you shake in fuckin pleasure as ya fuckin cum, and I use your beautiful body until I fuckin cum!" He asked his voice dropped to a dangerous octave.
"Please, Major?" She gasped giving a sharp cry as he once again began thrusting In and out a vampire speed. Bitten grunts and half moans make her tremble as she listens his lips move to her ear as he panted. His words are just soft breaths of air,
"Yeah, yeah, baby girl, yeah, my mate likes feeling her Major doesn't she? Mm fuck, you fuckin want me to fuckin cum, don't ya, little sweet girl can't wait to be leaking of me can ya, my mate wants me, beg, beg, beg!" She's not even sure that he's aware of what he's saying regardless it doesn't matter. Her mate needed her to show how much she needed him.
"Please, Major, I need you, please?" She begged lips traced the shell of her ear and she shivered as he let out a soft, playful, mocking, and dark coo, "Aww, Do ya wanna cum pretty girl? Coat me in ya hot liquid? Hmm?" The feeling of his tongue licking the spot behind her ear.
"Please, Major, please?" She whined her voice high. A smirk against her ear. "No," He whispered cackling at the frustrated noise she lets out. He smirked as her legs tightened and she tried desperately to get any sort of friction but to no avail. A soft whine leaves her.
"Please, Major?" She begged again. Lips softly kissed her, so very gently, with such love, passion, desire, "No!" He growled against her lips. She was on fire, her insides burned with need as with every thrust he'd slipped deeper, and deeper. Then he froze as he hit a certain spot. He couldn't help but notice how scarred she was around it. He felt it as immediate pleasure washed over her. A scream leaving her as for the first time her mate found that special spot inside her.
Despite the burning sensation of her mate now constantly hitting that spot slipping balls deep into her, despite desperately needing to let go, she holds, and holds, and holds. Another scream leaving her as she feels him deep inside her.
"Please, Major, Please!" She sobbed out. She can feel his smug smirk as his lips brush hers. "No! Not until you tell me exactly how much you need me! Not until you are fuckin screaming and beggin to feel my seed enter ya! Not until I fuckin here ya say," His drawl paused as he ran his tongue over her lips as he purred the next words,
"Major, please fuck me with ya hard painfully throbbing aching thick cock, please, cum for me, fill me, breed me, make me fuckin leak for you, only you, make me leak of your cum so you can shove it back into me, fuckin break me Major, Please!" His words were dirty, what he wanted her to say was absolutely rotten. His lips trailed to her ear, "Your move, fuckin beautiful," He breathed, his lips curled into a mean smile as he traced them across the swell of her ear. He can smell her delicious blood as it rises to the surface turning her body a beautiful red.
'Fuck he's going to make me say it, admit it aloud what I need, fuck, he needs to hear it and. I am going to screw it up cause I'm no good at making things sound absolutely dirty, but fuckin delicious like he can! Fuck!' Her thoughts are panicked. Her mental voice small, needy, vulnerable. The Major takes a ragged breath in her ear sending her a wave of calm with a dose of his love as he continues to pound into her.
"Easy, Easy lil one, yes I'ma make ya admit it aloud cause I need to fuckin know, but ya ain't goin ya mess anything up, Darlin, take ya time, an let the words come naturally, fuck, sweet talk till ya full of fuckin confidence as ya turn me into a pile of fuckin goo, until the words just slip out." He mummered. She lets out a soft moan as he pulled out of her before thrusting back in hitting that deep spot inside of her.
"Sweet talk, I can sweet talk," She pants out letting out a soft cry as he moved roughly inside of her.
"I love you," The words are softly spoken with such emotion it makes him feel warm, alive, "I love everything about you my Major, I love your voice, your smile, your eyes that are currently burning into me with such intensity that they'd light us on fire, I love everything even the tight grip you have on my hips that is sure to bruise." She paused shuddering ever so slightly as he tightened his grip even more, but his thumbs making small circles on her hips ease his harshness.
"I love how gentle you always are with me, Gen and Dite, I love how even when you're absolutely, Ah!" She lets out a sharp cry as he begins to move at vampire speed again all the while brushing against her sacred spot. "Feral, fuck, Major, you're absolutely feral, and you're going to take everything from us, make it yours until nothing not even my very soul is mine but it's all yours, everything is yours! Fuck I need, fuck fuckin fuck, I'ma totally butcher this and not make it sound as fuckin sexy as you but fuck, I can't," She let's out a soft scream. Her walls clamped onto him in a vice like grip. Her hands scratched his back roughly making him growl against her ear where his lips haven't stopped their gentle caressing as he vigorously thrust into her at vampire speed.
"Major" Her voice rough from screaming, "Please, I need you, I need to feel you, to feel," She shivered against him speaking her next words and he knows that she'd only ever speak such words to him! She was his, and from the need dripping from her voice she knew it,
"Major, I need to feel your hard, throbbing, painfully aching, thick cock inside me as you fuck me, I need you to fuck me, please, my Major, my mate, I need you to cum for me, let go for me, show us that we're the only ones with the fuckin honor to see you, to feel you inside filling us, I want, I need," A strangled sob comes from her lips and she can feel him shaking against her as he pounds away taking what's his.
"I need you to fuckin breed me! I need to fuckin leak for you, of you so you can shove it back in, show me its your little ones inside me, and show me I belong to you, only you, I need you to fuckin break me, and show me your the only one who can break us and put us back together again, that General Secelia Aphrodite fuckin Whitlock breaks only for her Major, her mate and he's the only one who can see her fuckin break, fuck, please, Major, Pl-"
He can't hold in the loud moan that her breathes into her filling her. "More! Give me more!" He snarled his lips go to her neck sucking and she lets out a cry of need.
"Fuck, I don't know how much more I can take, I feel like I'm a second away from fuckin exploding, please? Please, Major, please, I need to keep you inside me! Hide you from your pain that you do desperately try to hide. I need you to fuckin use me! To keep all of that pain, any secrets, keep them infuckinside of me forever until all you feel is me, until all you fuckin feel is how much I love you, want you need you, fuck Major!" His name is a pure moan. He's just about ready to give in, to let her milk him until she's fuckin dry and then make her get down on her knees and lick off his cock that will still be fuckin hard for her and covered in her fuckin cum! It's her next words however that make him fuckin loose it again and make him fuckin cum, hard and deep within her.
"I need to be full of you! Fuck, I need you to fuckin need me as much as I need you! I need you to fuckin make me cum! To make me fuckin burst, to fuckin break me right fuckin now, and then I need to feel," A shaky whine. "I need to feel you fuckin move me afterwards, yank out of me, force me to my knees for you and make me fuckin love you with my mouth, I need to feel your hand yanking my hair, the tip of you running across my lips, as you order me to fuckin take you into my mouth, as you hit the back of my fuckin throat, and fuckin cum down it, I need to fuckin taste you as you fuckin use my mouth however you fuckin want, and then,"
The Major lets out a loud snarl in her ear as he cums, "An then what! Huh? Ya want me ta take ya from behind, my hand around ya fuckin throat, one on ya fuckin stomach? Ya want meh to fuckin breath a ragged scream as I take what ya clearly so want to give me! Mm, such dark words in ya voice, such need tell ya what," His lips form a wide smirk against her ear.
"Say pretty please, Major, and I will do all that and fuckin more..." He purred
"Please, Major, Pretty please, Major, pretty pretty-"
"Cum, right fuckin now! Fuckin Cum with me!" She lets out a loud scream as the dam inside her floods him. He moans, snarls, and growls in her ear as he fills her full. They ride out their pleasure together. The Major growled softly as he pulled out of her and smirked seeing her hot sweaty body still shaking with the aftershock of her pleasure. He moved grabbing a pillow and tossing it onto the ground by a wall. He moved so the pillow was infront of him as he leaned against the wall.
Secelia lets out a soft sigh her eyes fluttering blissfully open. The Major can't help the soft purr in his voice at the feeling of his mates blissful state.
"Come here, Darlin, on ya knees," He ordered, slowly sitting up, she stands, and makes her way to him. When she's in arms reach, he gently grasped her shoulders and forced her to her knees. She can't help the swell of gratitude in her chest at the pillow that's softly cushioning her knees. The Major lets out a soft sigh at her emotions and gently tangles his hand in her hair. His other hand grasping his thick, now covered in a mixture of his and her cum, hard cock, and trailed his head across her lips.
"Open ya pretty mouth, Sugah!" He demanded his lips twist into a wicked full out grin as she shivers before doing exactly as told. The second her mouth opened he thrust himself deeply into her, going down her throat and making her choke around him.
End of chapter: Next chapter will continue where this oneleft off.