Chapter Note: The Chunin Exams are wayyyy too stressful.
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The week leading up to the Chunin Exams was so full of tension that the whole village felt like it was in a frenzy. Avurin could feel it in the air when she left the compound and she only saw Kakashi when he returned to her bed at night to sleep. She was spending as much time as she could studying what was in the chest they had gotten from the mansion but she hadn't dared to ask Kakashi for any sort of help with her training while he was focused on his Genin. She could tell he was stressed and in the rare moments that he'd taken the time to talk to her about it, she knew that he was struggling with his decision to recommend them. Even Gai had planted a seed of doubt in his head and it was only his stubbornness and his faith in his students that kept him from trying to back out of the situation.
There wasn't much she could do, though. He was busy with preparing the kids and she was focused on memorizing the information in the chest as quickly as possible. The best thing she could give him was their time together at night, cuddled together in each other's arms with occasional lazy kisses before they went to sleep.
Some of the training for her kekkei genkai was easy enough, small steps in control that could be done on her own that she had never had the thought to try prior to reading the notes left by her family. Each day, she would wake up to find Kakashi's side of the bed already vacated and cold. She would activate her kekkei genkai and continue her morning, making breakfast and having tea on the engawa while she read a book. According to the training scrolls, it was important not to actively use the kekkei genkai during this stage, so she couldn't speak. The point of the exercise was to fine-tune her control including activation, deactivation, and endurance. The drain on her chakra wasn't much in this passive state but it was still present. By lunch, she was usually tired enough that she needed to deactivate it just to have enough energy to get through the rest of her day.
She would take the time to study the other scrolls included in the chest for a few hours before going back outside to practice katas with her katana, reactivating her kekkei genkai for as long as she could stand. By the end of the day, she would have just enough energy to make dinner and leave something out for Kakashi to eat when he got back before slipping into bed. She had given up on waiting for him pretty quickly when he had only returned in the early hours of the morning the first night. He blamed the kids but she knew he wouldn't drive them into the ground so hard that they would be getting home that late. She didn't ask questions, she just made sure he had food waiting when he got back and that his side of the bed was ready for him.
It went against her usual method of 'brute force any and all explanations' from people but she had the feeling that he had a lot more going on than just the Chunin Exams. He was worried and stressed. Right now, neither of them were available for any deep, emotional talks. They just needed to get through this week and then they would talk about it. It was an unfamiliar concept for her since she was usually so direct but she had a feeling this would help Kakashi with whatever was on his mind.
The day before the Chunin Exams, Kakashi came back early.
Avurin was training in the backyard with her kekkei genkai activated, already moving through her katas as quickly as possible and working up a sweat. She was panting from the effort of moving while keeping her kekkei genkai activated. She was happy to find that her endurance had already improved since the first day of utilizing this training method. Normally, by that point of the day, she would already be laid out on the ground catching her breath and psyching herself up to make the walk inside. Kakashi had calmly walked through the back door of the cabin, likely after searching for her inside for a minute before realizing she was outside. He sat quietly on the engawa and watched her train until she finished, deactivating her kekkei genkai and sheathing her katana.
"Welcome back," she greeted, panting in shallow breaths as she made her way to the engawa on shaky legs, taking the steps slowly. He hummed and held a bowl out towards her along with a pair of chopsticks. Sitting next to him, she took the bowl and smelled the amazing ramen waiting for her. It had to be takeout from Ichiraku's.
"The pups are at home resting for the rest of the day. Figured I'd come back and have an afternoon with you before the exams start tomorrow." Kakashi had a bowl in his hand and was pulling his mask down to start eating. Avurin ate a small portion of the noodles and smiled.
"Well, I'm glad. I feel like we haven't seen each other in a week despite staying in the same bed every night." She couldn't help but tease him a little. Kakashi's sigh and the slump in his shoulders wasn't unexpected but she still felt a spark of concern.
"I'm… sorry about that. It's been a long week. Things should get a little more normal after the exams. You were requested to observe the kids during the first portion, weren't you?" Kakashi asked.
Avurin nodded, her concern growing as she got a better look at the exhaustion etched into Kakashi's features. She reached out and gently placed her hand on his, offering a reassuring squeeze. "Don't worry about it too much. I know how busy you've been." Kakashi managed a small, appreciative smile.
"Thank you, Avurin. Your patience with me has been just what I needed through this." They continued to eat their ramen in comfortable silence, savoring the familiar taste of the broth that Avurin hadn't had in several weeks by this point. The setting sun cast a warm, orange glow over the backyard, creating a serene atmosphere that quieted the thoughts surrounding the chaos of their lives. Avurin cherished the moment of respite with Kakashi, away from the stresses of their responsibilities, even if it was just for an afternoon.
As they finished their meal, Avurin placed her empty bowl aside and leaned closer to Kakashi, resting her head on his shoulder.
"You know, you don't have to carry all this weight on your own," she said softly. "We're a team, and we can support each other through these things. I know this is new for both of us, but you don't have to shut down when I'm here and want to help." Kakashi turned his head to look at her, his visible eye warm and grateful.
"I know," he replied, his voice equally soft. "And I appreciate having you by my side."
Their eyes locked, and the air between them became charged with a mix of affection and desire. It had been a challenging week, and the Chunin Exams loomed ahead, but in that moment, all that mattered was the closeness they had been missing for the most part of the week. Kakashi leaned in, and their lips met in a slow, tender kiss.
The sun dipped below the horizon as Avurin was pulled into Kakashi's lap. His tongue was slow and soft as it pushed into her mouth, drawing out a low sound from Avurin as she clutched at his jacket. She'd missed him so much and ignoring that feeling hadn't done her any favors. His hands drew small patterns down her back before falling lower, gently cupping her ass and pulling her closer. They broke away from the kiss for a moment and Avurin pulled his headband off, wanting to look into both of his eyes.
She would never get over how pretty the red of his Sharingan was. This moment would be recorded in his mind until the day he died and she found some possessive pleasure in that fact.
"Let's go inside," she whispered, slowly climbing off of his lap and gathering their bowls to take inside. He was quick to follow her as she dropped the bowls in the sink and sandals were left by the front door as they made their way into the bedroom.
It was as if a switch had flipped.
Kakashi was on her the second the door was closed, pulling her as close as possible while shoving his tongue into her mouth again, completely disregarding the fact that she was still sweaty from training. His hands were everywhere, running down her sides and brushing under her shirt to rub circles into the small of her back. She couldn't help the moan that slipped from her as his hands drifted low to grip the back of her thighs, pulling her off of her feet. She followed Kakashi's lead and wrapped her legs around his waist, locking her ankles together as he supported her weight, seemingly without any effort. It didn't register that they were stumbling to the bed until they fell down onto it, his weight pinning her down until she slowly let go of him, watching as he pulled away for just a moment. He ripped off his jacket along with his shirt before throwing them both on the floor. She only had a moment to stare before he was on top of her again, stealing her breath away.
She was overwhelmed but she knew she wanted this. She wanted him. She also knew that he wanted her and this week had been a trial for the both of them. Running a hand down his back, she couldn't help but shudder as she felt the scars in various places. She had her own, sure, but he was definitely much stronger than her and had been consistently fighting enemies of The Leaf for over fifteen years. His body was almost completely solid muscle under her hands and his loose shirts and Jonin jacket did not do him any justice.
"Please… please tell me you want this…" Kakashi was panting next to her ear, his words desperate. She brought a hand up to cup the back of his head and pull his hair slightly.
"Don't stop. Don't you dare stop." She was playing with fire and she didn't care. She wasn't some teenager who thought their first time was going to be all sunshine and rainbows and gentle love. She'd made her choice and Kakashi was not the type of man that would be able to hold himself back after being denied for so long like this. He'd respected her choices and held himself back since they'd met again in the Land of Waves. She'd strung him along and made him worry about this. He could have what he wanted tonight.
His mouth was on hers again, a low rumble coming from his chest as he invaded her mouth and his fangs caught on her lower lip again, only lightly nicking them this time. She observed him for a moment, terrified that he would pull away the way he had the last time he'd accidentally cut her. No, the opposite was happening this time. He groaned low in his throat and lapped at the small cuts, his hands tightening on her hips where he had pinned her down. His tongue ran over the small scar left behind from the last time he'd accidentally bit her and she couldn't help but whimper under him.
One of those hands wandered under her shirt again, this time going over her stomach with a ghost of a touch, moving further up towards her chest. She didn't wear bras, instead opting to wrap her chest since she wasn't so well-endowed that a wrap wouldn't be sufficient and the wrap was just more comfortable for her. However, in that moment, it would be a hindrance for the man on top of her.
Well, it would have been if he wasn't quite literally one of the strongest shinobi in the village. He ripped straight through it with a tug and a pull at just the right spots, throwing the pieces on the ground with his clothes. She didn't care, she could replace it.
A high-pitched whine escaped her mouth as his hand started gently squeezing her breast, his thumb rubbing over her nipple. She had touched herself when she was lonely in her cabin prior to meeting him, but this was nothing like the touches she had used just to get the job done. His fingers were calloused and his hands were rough, definitely much larger than her own. He moved on from her mouth, starting to lick and kiss her neck, slowly making his way down to her shoulder.
She gently scratched at his back, arching up into the touch and moving her head at an angle that gave him more access to her neck. His free hand joined the other, fondling her breasts as he continued to assault her neck. His teeth were now involved, nipping and sucking at certain points on her neck that made pleasure shoot straight down to her core. The feeling was entirely new to her and she was enjoying every second of it.
"I think we should get rid of this…" Kakashi whispered, his hands leaving her chest to tug at the bottom of her shirt. The question was implied as everything stopped for a moment. She looked up at him with half-lidded eyes and barely contained harsh breaths.
"I think I agree," she whispered back. He leaned back, pulling her up to a sitting position with him before taking the bottom of her shirt and pulling it up over her head. She couldn't help the shiver that ran through her body at being exposed to him. Her body wasn't impressive, she didn't have a large set of boobs that guys would turn heads to look at, yet Kakashi's gaze on her made her feel like she was about to get eaten alive.
She was pushed back down onto the sheets and she eagerly spread her legs for Kakashi to kneel between as he went back to sucking on her neck, his hands now free to grope her without the restriction of her shirt. His mouth started moving further down, lightly nipping at her collarbone before moving down to her chest.
When his mouth made contact with her nipple, she arched off the bed and her hand immediately gripped the hair on the back of his head. She didn't pull him away, just held him as he took a moment to look up at her, making sure she was okay. She nodded and he focused back on his task, his tongue swirling around her nipple before his mouth surrounded it, sucking with a small amount of pressure. She could feel his tongue flicking it in his mouth and, by now, she wasn't holding back her whimpers at the image in front of her.
He switched nipples after what felt like the shortest minute of her life, his hands starting to trail lower on her hips while she was distracted. When his hands started pulling at the waistband of her pants, she caught his gaze on her again.
"Yes… please…" she whispered. Things had slowed down since they'd entered the room and she was finding herself pleasantly surprised at how attentive Kakashi was being. She had gone into this with an expectation, thinking he was so desperate to take this step with her that he would rush the entire thing, and yet he was being so gentle and loving as things progressed. The initial urgency was still there, but it was tightly controlled.
Her pants were off before she could get lost in thought. He'd left her panties on to give her a layer of modesty for the moment, yet she could still feel the cool air on the wetness that had made itself apparent through the thin layer of fabric. She was incredibly wet and she could tell Kakashi had somehow noticed despite being preoccupied with discovering how sensitive her nipples were. His hands ran down her thighs before he pulled himself away, sitting on his knees over her. He put his hands on his own waistband, cocking an eyebrow at her in a silent question.
"Oh my God, 'Kashi! Just get to it!" she snapped. She was growing impatient which she knew was hypocritical given her previous train of thought. She didn't want to rush him but she was excited about this. She was already two seconds away from drooling over him, any longer and she would flip their positions and do it herself. His eyes narrowed and he pulled his pants down, taking his underwear with them. Her eyes widened at the sight of what she was about to take inside of her.
His cock was hard and already shining with precum, pressing against his navel. She wasn't an idiot, she knew what a guy's package looked like and how sex worked. However, he was a little larger than expected and she was starting to realize this wasn't going to be a quick process. There wouldn't be any 'just put it in' with him. At least, not tonight.
"Well? Still sure about this?" Kakashi asked, his voice husky and low. She swallowed but nodded.
"Yes. Absolutely, yes. I want you, Kakashi." She met his eyes and saw the moment he broke. His growled low in his throat as he moved back down to kneel between her legs, his fingers tracing her thigh before running over the wet fabric between her legs. She let out a choked off moan before he applied more pressure, rubbing his fingers in a small circle on the nub above her entrance through her panties.
"You're so eager for it. Are you sure you haven't done this before?" he asked, close to panting as he watched his own fingers press against her. She felt a blush rise to her cheeks.
"Y-Yeah… This is my first time but I'm not an idiot. You stole Icha Icha from me, did you think I didn't at least read it?" she quipped back. He laughed quietly, not stopping his movements.
"Well, the real thing isn't like those books. I'm limited on my own experience but at least I know a few things." He stopped for a moment, leaning down to place a chaste kiss on her lips. He nuzzled into her neck, giving her a long lick from her shoulder up to her ear. "I'll take care of you."
His fingers were in her panties in the next second, slowly tracing around her entrance for a moment, sliding through the wetness that had been accumulating for the last several minutes. She bit back a moan as one of his fingers slipped into her, slowly pressing in until his entire finger was inside. She felt him crook his finger and something inside of her tightened, the feeling of pressure slowly building.
"Does that feel alright?" he asked, moving his finger in a slow pumping motion. She didn't trust herself to speak so she just nodded. A second finger joined the first on the next slow thrust inside of her. The stretch stung slightly but it wasn't anything that she wasn't used to from pleasuring herself. After a moment, the uncomfortable stretching sensation dulled and he was crooking both of his fingers inside of her, dragging them along the front of her walls and hitting a certain spot in her that had her seeing stars. The pressure inside of her was increasing.
"Ready for another?" She nodded. The third finger stung a little more but he was quick to distract her, using his other hand to rub circles on her clit, bringing her almost instant pleasure. She hadn't touched herself since Zabuza burned down her cabin so she wasn't used to anything stretching her open or bringing her the familiar build up of pleasure from her clit. The sting of it was quickly going away like it always did, but she wondered if it would be worse when Kakashi was finally inside of her.
"I'm taking these off." Her panties were pulled down off of her and thrown to the floor with everything else. She was completely naked, he was completely naked, this was happening. She spread her legs a little further for him, glancing at his face through half-lidded eyes. He was completely focused on the sight of her stretched around his fingers and it didn't look like anything could distract him from the sight. She bit back a small laugh at the thought.
After a few moments of him pumping his fingers in and out of her in a slow rhythm, he pulled his fingers out and glanced up at her. Looking back down at his fingers that he'd brought close to his face, she almost shouted at him not to do what he was thinking. However, she didn't think she'd be able to stop him even if she really wanted to. He licked at one of his fingers, his eyes widening for a moment before he started licking at his fingers frantically.
After his fingers were completely cleaned off and Avurin's face was burning with mortification that he had just licked her wetness like it was his favorite treat, he turned back to her exposed pussy, a contemplative look on his face.
"Don't you dare…" Her hands rose to cover her face. She couldn't watch him anymore. There was a shift on the bed and she felt her legs being raised by hands placed under her knees, pushing her legs towards her chest to nearly bend her in half. "That is… so not right…" she choked out. She couldn't stop him. He was going to do it.
His tongue ran along her inner lips and she shouted, her hand gripping the back of his head again. This time, she pulled on his hair with a little more force. He groaned but didn't budge. He lapped at her before he pressed into her, creating obscene, wet noises that started to fill the room. When he moved to suck at her clit, she let out a scream. Kakashi may have been onto something with this.
He continued for only a few more seconds before he pulled away on his own. He was panting, his face was wet, and his tongue was hanging out of his mouth. His hair stuck out in several directions and there was a flush to his cheeks. Avurin had never seen him so completely debauched by anything in the short time she'd known him. She leaned back against the pillows and his gaze flicked to hers. His mouth shut quickly as he seemed to collect himself before he worked his way back up her body to loom over her.
"I'm not stopping from this point on," he ground out. His cock was already pressing against her entrance and she felt like she could pass out from how worked up she was.
"Wouldn't ask you to," she whispered. He grunted and used one of his hands to grip his cock, guiding it to press more firmly against her. When he started pressing in, Avurin fought not to squirm. He was bigger than his fingers. He was going slow, yet she could still feel the stretch as he split her open. She whined and gripped his shoulders, biting her lip at the feeling. He stopped for a second, readjusting so he was on his elbows to keep his weight off of her, before taking her lips in a slow, languid kiss. She could taste herself on his tongue and while the thought should have disgusted her, she was finding that she was actually enjoying it as she let her own tongue slip into his mouth.
She felt ridiculously full when he finally bottomed out, pulling away from the kiss for a moment so she could catch her breath. She took his unspoken suggestion to breathe and relax, waiting as the stinging sensation ebbed away with each breath. After maybe a minute, possibly two, she nodded for him to continue.
He pulled out just as slowly and she was slightly disappointed at the feeling, however, that was short lived. He pushed back into her with more force, pushing her up against the pillows. The feeling was indescribable. When he did it again, she wrapped her legs around his hips and held on. He took that as his cue to go faster.
Before she could think to encourage him any further, he was pounding into her and panting against her neck, biting down with slightly more force than before. She had a feeling there would be visible marks and bruises on her the next day. Yet, she couldn't bring herself to care. He was hitting that same spot inside of her over and over and the pressure she had felt while he was fingering her was increasing. She wanted to release it, so she did.
Her vision blacked out around the edges and she keened, scratching at his back as she came on his cock. He didn't change his pace, still pumping deep inside of her as she came. When it was over, her muscles didn't seem to want to cooperate with her as she slumped down into the bed and let go of him, closing her eyes to prevent the tears in the corner of her eyes from falling as he continued to fuck into her. The overwhelming sensations were so much to handle and she was enjoying every second of it.
"I-I'm getting close, Avie…" he rasped from above her. She ran her hand along his shoulder where his muscles were coiled like a spring.
"Come for me, 'Kashi…" she whispered. He groaned right into her ear and his back tensed before he sat up quickly, pulling out of her. He sat on his haunches and pumped himself over her, cumming in ropes over her stomach. She knew this would make a massive mess for them to clean up but it was better than the alternative. She would have to get on birth control as soon as physically possible.
As he squeezed the last of his seed out of himself, he panted and took in the image that was in front of him. Avurin had a feeling whatever instincts he was dealing with were very happy to see her thoroughly fucked out, covered in cum, and laid out under him.
His shoulders slumped and she had a moment where she was worried he would fall on top of her. The moment passed as he sighed, running his clean hand through his hair.
"Let's go get cleaned up," he whispered, still catching his breath. She laughed lightly and sat up, ignoring the way her arms and legs shook with the effort.
"That sounds amazing right now."
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Author's Note: I think you guys waited long enough for that.
