Bella and Jacob are married. The Cullen's never came back after Edward left Bella. Bella's rant about Jacob cheating on her.
He makes me sick. He told me how he never cheated on anyone else. Wow, I guess I'm the lucky winner. I guess he'll be getting the prize though. Divorce papers. I thought it was true love. I thought it was forever. Death due us part. Well I must be dead then. I guess he should have imprinted on someone. Maybe he'd never get an urge to rip our life apart. Rip it apart like he did to Laurent. To rip my life away from me. I thought I did everything right. I thought I made him happy. We had our ups and downs, but doesn't every couple. It isn't always sunshine and rainbows. He used to be my sun and now he's a downpour. A downpour on my heart. His heart must feel numb like the snow outside. Freezing like an iceberg and it's making my ship called life sink. Our marriage is a cliff and I'm about to make the final plunge into the ocean. Let the water wash away my sorrow.
I found the missed call on his phone. I didn't believe that my Jacob could be so deceiving. I knew he was spending more time away but I thought he was with the pack patrolling the area. I confronted him and he lied straight to my face. He accused me of it once before. I'd never betray him. I have no thoughts about any other being in that way.
Maybe we should have stayed friends all those years ago. Things wouldn't have been so messy. If he kept it in his pants things wouldn't have turned to this. It's the worst thing someone could do in a marriage. Its the most hurtful thing to do to your love. I have NO faith left. No hope it's all gone out the window. I wanted a great life. I wanted forever. There's no salving in this relationship. It's dead like the corpses in the morgue. Now I need to lay it to rest.
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