51. Lost Longing

Teho and Mia

The walk back to his room was painful as he felt conflicted and awkward at the same time. He couldn't get his head straight, tension all built up. He ached with each step as he walked automatically through the hall, eventually entering his flat. This early in the day, everyone was at school.

Sunblinds on greeted him silently. Leaving the lights off, he sat on a bed with cotton geometric black sheets and thought.

What should I do?

Seeing Somin at that moment astounded him even more. Catching a glimpse of her skin made his whole being tense and fussy. He wondered how come he hadn't felt the same, literally with the most gorgeous girl in his bed.

The image of Somin's figure came back lively and with vivid colors. Her petite body was voluptuous. Her breast teased its full shape in that blue shirt gently swaying as she thrust into the air.

Teho couldn't let this sexual tension cloud his mind, his better judgment.

His hand firmly gripped his penis and he didn't let go. He was being aroused to the point of hurting.

Let's think about Mia.

He tried to hold onto that memory where Mia moaned as he pleasured her, but soon the image of bare Somin took over him. The details of her milky white skin and the tantalizing image of her breasts between the buttons madehim come loudly.

Why do I like Somin so much?

Mia is gorgeous, funny, and sweet, why isn't it working?

I'd never cared for more before. This weird feeling is burning me alive.

I have to know, does Somin want me too?

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Mia went to her practice after this failure of a get-together.

It is no use to be going behind school, when he clearly doesn't want me that much. I don't get it, I would think he'd be all over me.

She thought sadly.

Maybe he doesn't find me that appealing. I don't understand it. Maybe something is bothering him and it gets in the way.

Her mind wandered as she dressed up in her dancing attire and went to the lesson.

"Maybe you want somebody else too?" wet pink lips smiled at her as sparkling golden glitter nails caressed her cheek.

Go away, please.

Mia blinked away her tears.

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