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I translated and posted this story to Spanish to will myself to finish it.

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(Addition to Chapter 20: Our First Year)

*In this chapter Bella and Edward Celebrate their first year together. This is something I added to the plot in the Spanish version. It is needed as you wouldn't understand some of the things mentioned in chapter 23 if I didn't add this here.*

Edward's POV:

"Can you believe it's been a year?" Bella broke the brief silence. "I know, it's been the best year of my life," I told her sincerely.

We kissed for a while, we had nothing to fear or worry about. Today is about us, only us. I brought her closer to me by her waist; Her hands found the back of my neck and our kiss deepened. Kissing Bella is amazing, the emotions that ran through my body were incomparable; There was nothing better than the feeling of her lips on mine.

"I love you," I breathed as she broke the kiss gasping for air, our foreheads touching.

"I love you too," she replied.

"There is something I want to talk to you about," I said after my breathing returned to normal.

"Yes, what is it?" She asked. I sighed, I don't know how she was going to take it.

"What's wrong, Edward?" she asked again. "I want us to talk about our physical relationship," there I said it.

"You mean sex?" She asked, I nodded. "What's up with that?" She asked.

"Well, I was wondering if you thought about that," I said. "Um, sometimes, why?" She asked.

"You've never done that right?" I asked but I didn't want to know the answer.

"No, Edward, I'm a virgin," she replied, I could feel her blush against my arm.

"Me too," I admitted.

"Were you planning on saving yourself for marriage?" I asked, is it common for some girls to want that.

"I haven't thought about that, Edward, to be honest," she said.

"Would you want to do that with me?" I asked hanging my head in shame.

She lifted my head, "You don't have to feel embarrassed," she said.

"We've been together for a while, it's normal to talk about this," she reassured me.

"So?" I asked.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what to tell you," she admitted.

"Do you want me? Do you want me as a man?" I asked.

"Edward! What kind of question is that?" She said. "Just answer love, please," I begged.

"Yes, Edward, I want you like a man," she replied. He could feel her warming up again.

"And you?" She asked me.

"Oh, Bella, I want you more than you know," I said bluntly.

She nudged me and laughed, "what are we going to do about it?" I asked.

"Do you want us to do it now?" She asked.

"No, Bella, not here! We could be arrested for that; didn't you know?" I smiled.

She laughed nervously.

"No, we don't have to do it now, we're not ready for that," I told her sincerely. I just wanted to know what she thought about the matter.

"But…" I began.

"But what?" Bella asked.

"Would you be willing to try something?" I asked. "What do you mean?" She asked.

"I want us to explore our bodies," I said.

"You mean touching each other while we kiss?" She said.

"Yes, that, but more," I said.

She was silent for a few seconds, "you mean like when Alice and Jasper kiss?" She asked.

"Yes," I said. She knew that Alice and Jasper touched and rubbed each other sometimes when they were kissing.

"Have you and Alice talked about this?" I asked her.

"Not much," Bella said. "Alice said that she and Jasper have explored each other, that they have touched, fondled, or groped each other's bodies until they climax," Bella whispered.

I was stunned, I mean Alice and Jasper have also been together for just over a year, this doesn't surprise me at all.

"So you want us to explore that?" Bella said.

"Yes, but only if you want Bella, I would never force you to do something you don't want to do," I told her sincerely.

"Okay, we can try," she said.

"Okay," I agreed.

Then Bella pulled my hand and took me to the water, and we jumped in and played for a few minutes. Then a wave pushed her closer to me, I grabbed her.

"Got you!" I smiled.

Bella's arms were gripping my biceps; I've been exercising more thanks to Emmett, Alice said I'm handsome, but that now that I've gotten fitter I look even better. Bella has also praised my new body; Her bikini-clad body was very close to mine. I couldn't see her, but I could feel her heavy breathing. I cradled her head and leaned down to kiss her. Bella's arms went to my neck and she began to stroke the hair there. She had no idea how that makes me feel. She didn't know how much I wanted her. At the school for the blind they gave us relationship and intimacy workshops, they told us what to expect when it was time to be intimate. I didn't feel like a man before, but now that I have Bella I want to give her all of me.

We kissed as the waves crashed around us, I moaned into her mouth as she brought her body closer to mine, her chest completely flat against mine. We were already breathless and our chests heaved as the kiss deepened. I asked her mouth for permission with my tongue. Our tongues danced with each other as we continued to carelessly kiss each other.

My hands roamed up her back, I brushed my fingers up her spine, she moaned into my mouth. I let my fingers wander until they reached her hips, I placed my hands there. She had done it many times before, but this time was different. Her skin was covered in goosebumps. We broke apart gasping as another wave hit and nearly knocked us over. I instinctively grabbed her hips as she let her carry me out of the water and back to shore. We sat under our tent, but soon Bella pulled my face close to hers and we continued kissing. She laughed and we kissed for a few more minutes.

A couple of weeks later…

Edward's POV:

It was Thanksgiving dinner, we were sitting around the table, this year Bella was with me since her mother and Phil went to visit his family in Jacksonville. Just as we were eating dessert, Carlisle cleared his throat.

"Guys, we have an announcement to make," he began. I turned my head to where he was. The last time she said that Mom and Carlisle announced their relationship, I think I had an idea what he was going to say.

"You're getting married, right?" I said before he could continue.

There was silence after my comment.

"Well, is he right?" Rosalie asked.

"Perceptive huh," Carlisle said. I smiled.

"Yes, Edward, your mother and I are getting married," Carlisle said.

"Oh my god! When?" Alice asked.

"In January," Mom answered.

"That gives us more than a month to plan this spree," Alice said.

"Don't go crazy now, Mary Alice, we don't need much," Mom said.

"That's what you say now," my sister said in a sing-song voice that I knew all too well. She was going to blow everything out of proportion. But I understand why mom doesn't want to make a fuss. It's her second wedding, it doesn't need to be grand.

January:

I was in my room getting ready for Mom and Carlisle's wedding, I knew how to tie a tie, but this one didn't want to cooperate.

"Let me help you with that," Bella said from the door.

"How long have you been standing there?" I asked her, I knew she was there I could smell her perfume.

"A few minutes, I was admiring my handsome boyfriend. Is that a crime?" she laughed.

"No, not at all," I smiled when I felt her fingers fiddling with my tie finally getting it right.

I know Bella bought a dress in the wedding color scheme, I know mom's favorite color is turquoise. That's why the wedding colors are beige and light turquoise. The girls and babies (Rosalie and Emmett's Babies) were going to dress in that color, while the men and Ethan were going to dress in beige with a light turquoise tie. The wedding would be taking place in our house, the ceremony was going to be in the backyard and the back of the house had been set up with tables and chairs for all attendees.

My hands gravitated to her hips and I pulled her close to me, I leaned in and started kissing the side of her face and her neck.

"Edward," she moaned as she melted into my arms.

"Honey, we can't do this now, we have to be downstairs in a few minutes," she said, turning my head away from her. Our make out sessions have become more intense over the past few weeks, we hadn't done anything too drastic, but we have delved deeper into the physical aspect of our relationship.

"Fine," I groaned. "I love you" I told her.

"I love you too," Bella said giving me a quick kiss.

"Come on, let's get out of here before you get any more ideas," she laughed taking my hand and leading me out of the room.

Rosalie walked down the aisle with Carlisle first, she was also the ring bearer. Then, after her, Eliza, our cousin, scattered her petals down the hall, after that, the song I composed for my mother began to play as Alice and I escorted her down the hall.

We kissed her cheeks when we reached the end of the aisle, and together we placed her hands in Carlisle's.

"We love you, Mom," Alice and I said in unison.

After that, Alice led me to our seats, I sat down and Bella took my hand and leaned towards me as the ceremony began.

Halfway through I leaned closer to her, "one day they will be us" I whispered in her ear. Then I gave her a quick kiss sealing my promise. A few minutes after the ceremony ended, we stood and applauded as Mom and Carlisle kissed.

After that we took some photos and the party started. We ate and drank a lot, we danced and laughed, we had a great time at the party. After cutting the cake, Mom and Carlisle prepared to leave for their short honeymoon in England, Carlisle still owned his house there, so they were staying for three weeks. After we 'saw' them leave I took Bella's hand and led her back to the house.

We went to my bedroom, I didn't waste any time, we sat on the edge of my bed, I grabbed her and kissed her. My hands ran up her sides and rested on her hips. The kiss deepened as our tongues fought for dominance, Bella moaned when I released her lips and continued my path along her jaw, neck and collarbone.

Her chest heaved as I approached, "Edward," she moaned.

"Bella, can I undress you?" I asked.

"What are we going to do Edward?" she asked breathlessly.

"Just make out and groping each other, I want to touch you," I told her sincerely.

"You want that?" I asked.

"Yes," she replied.

She took my hands and brought them behind her back and placed them on her zipper. Bella made quick work of my suit jacket, tie, and shirt. I deftly unbuttoned her dress, Bella moved away from me to take it off, I heard it fall to the floor at my feet. I listened as she took off her shoes, then she moved to untie mine and take off my socks while I worked on the fly of my pants. I took them off and I grabbed her sides again and resumed our kisses.

I pressed her closer to me as I continued kissing from her neck to her chest, stopping just as I reached the top of her breasts. I pulled her towards me and she straddled me.

"Can I touch you?" I asked.

"Yes," Bella whispered.

My hands moved to her back, I grabbed every inch of skin I could as we kissed, I was stunned, I couldn't believe she was here in my arms and allowing me to show her some physical love. We kissed and groped each other for what seemed like an eternity, time stopping every time we were together. Bella wrapped her arms around my neck and began kissing my jaw and neck. Instinctively my hands rested on her hips, just before where her bottom began. She moaned and moved her hips, I moaned as she rubbed my member with her innocent movement. I wanted more, I wanted her to do it again, so I ground my hips against her and she moaned.

My thumb brushed against her breasts and she moaned into my mouth, and I moved my hips again. I spread my hands on her back and hugged her, she wrapped her legs tighter around me. My penis was so close to her heat that I dared to squeeze it, Bella moaned louder and pressed her hips against mine.

"Edward," she moaned.

I took that as my cue, moved my hips and started grinding against her, she reciprocated and we began kissing frantically and moaning as our hips moved in unison. Bella buried her face in my neck, I kissed the curve of her neck and shoulder inhaling her sweet scent. She moaned in my ear, the sounds of her seduced me and I moved my lower body faster.

I felt a tightening in my stomach, Bella began to moan louder and move her hips faster, she grabbed me with all her strength, I felt her legs tremble. The coil in my stomach tightened until it broke and came loose, my legs trembling too as I felt a gush of wetness cover my boxers, we both came for the first time.

After our breathing returned to normal, Bella went to clean herself in the bathroom and then put on a t-shirt, she also grabbed a pair of clean boxers and put them on. I cleaned myself up and put on some sleep pants and a tank top. Bella and I slid under the covers, she snuggled closer to me, after a few minutes I felt her breathing even out, she had fallen asleep. I followed her shortly after with a smug smile plastered on my face. I couldn't see, but I had made my girlfriend cum for the first time.

Six weeks later…

Mom and I were in the kitchen; She was putting away some dishes while I typed something on the computer before I forgot it. Suddenly I heard her make heaving and retching noises.

"Mom, are you okay?" I asked her.

She didn't respond, but I heard her open the drawer where the trash can is. She gagged again and emptied the contents of her stomach.

"Mom, are you okay?" I asked again now worried.

"I can't, I have to…" she said and ran out of the room, I followed her quick steps to the bathroom in the hallway, there I heard the toilet lid slam open, mom let out a moan and emptied her stomach again.

"Edward, call Carlisle, I'm not feeling well," she said hoarsely. I made the call quickly.

"Hello son, what's going on?" Carlisle asked.

"Mom vomited twice, she says she doesn't feel well," I told him.

"Ask her what else she's feeling," he told me. I put the call on speaker, she heard him.

"I'm very dizzy Carlisle," she replied weakly.

"Esme, you've been having these symptoms for a few days now, come to the hospital. We have to make sure it's nothing serious," he said.

"Okay, I'll call James, we'll be there soon," I hung up and called James. I also sent a group text to everyone.

James helped me get Mom into the car while he grabbed her bag, she always had a bag ready for the hospital. I placed a blanket over her and sat next to her. She leaned towards me.

"You'll be fine, mommy, you'll see," I assured her, even though I was afraid. Mom never got sick, I was panicking but didn't let it show.

At the hospital she was quickly taken to an examination room, I stayed in the waiting room, soon Bella and the others arrived.

"What happened Edward?" Alice asked panicked.

"I don't know, she threw up a few times and said she was dizzy, she didn't sound very well," I said honestly.

I felt Bella sit next to me and take my hand, "she'll be fine, Edward, don't worry," my girlfriend reassured me. About thirty minutes later, Alice, Rosalie and I were called to the exam room. Rosalie kindly guided me to the emergency room while Alice grabbed my arm like it was a vice.

"What is happening?" Alice asked desperation in her voice. "I'm fine," Mom assured us.

"Are you sure? Please don't lie, Mom," Alice begged.

"What's going on dad?" Rosalie asked.

Carlisle laughed nervously. "We're pregnant," he said.

It took me a minute to understand what they had said. "You're what?" Alice asked again.

"Pregnant," Mom said. "Carlisle and I are going to have a baby," she said.

"Are you kidding?" Rosalie said surprised.

"No, we're not," Carlisle said.

"Wow mom, I never would have thought, of all the things that went through my head, this wasn't one of them" I told her.

"Is everything alright?" I asked.

"Yes, honey, I'm fine, they gave me some medicine for nausea. I'll be fine," Mom said.

"I'm so happy, we're going to be big brother and sister Edward, Rosalie!" Alice exclaimed.

Eight weeks later...

Bella's point of view

Around Valentine's Day, Mom surprised me and Phil by telling us that she was pregnant, she couldn't believe it. Edward, Alice and I were going to have a little brother or sister. Mom and Esme would give birth almost at the same time, she was amazed.

Edward and I were in his room kissing, his shirt was open, mine too, and I was sitting on his lap. He held me close to him while his lips roamed the top of my breasts. I moaned as his thumbs brushed the underside of my breasts.

"I love you," he murmured between kisses.

"I love you too," I responded panting.

my mouth gravitated towards his and we kissed passionately for a few minutes. I ground my hips against his, smiling as his chest heaved at the sensation. He kissed me fiercely, we were both grabbing and groping each other's bodies heavily. My heart was racing and I felt warm as our bodies moved closer. He carresed my chest as he stuck his tongue into my mouth deepening the kiss.

I grabbed his hair and pulled him closer to me if that was possible, I moaned into his mouth. I broke the kiss panting, I was thirsty for both the water and him.

"Edward, I need a drink," I said.

He made no move to let me go, "Please, it would just be a second," I said.

He reluctantly let go of me, I opened the door and left the room, a hand suddenly grabbed me as I reached the kitchen.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" Esme snapped at me.

"What do you mean?" I asked. "I saw you," she said.

"I saw what you were doing to my son," she added.

"I don't know what you're talking about, Esme, Edward and I were kissing," I replied.

"Just kissing? You think I'm stupid!" She exclaimed.

I stood there as she ranted hurtfully at me, tears pooling in my eyes at her harsh words.

Enough is enough, I've had it with her and her attitude. I returned to Edward's room, "did you get your water?" he asked smiling.

I tried to hold back the sob that threatened to escape, he wasn't stupid, he would know something was up.

"I have to go, sorry," I said, gathering my things. "Why? What happened?" he asked alarmed.

"Family emergency," I lied.

I buttoned my shirt and leaned over the bed to kiss him.

I grabbed his face tenderly and kissed him with every fiber of my being, "I love you" I whispered and ran out of the room.

Edward didn't know that this would be the last kiss we would share; I couldn't tolerate this anymore. I needed to do what Esme said and get away from him. I didn't want to give her more reasons to hate me, to hurt me like she had done today.

"I'm sorry, I hope one day you'll forgive me," I whispered as he put me in my car and drove away from the other half of my heart.

Don't kill me since you already know what happens on chapter 22.

Now: What do you think Renee and Esme are having?

See you on the next chapter!