So we saw in the last chapter, they finally made love. they finally let themselves be loved. Now we shall see what the boys think. Cause we all know Brayden can be a smart ass.
The Morning After...
They had fallen asleep a while after just laying in each others arms. They were in a comfortable silence after making love. Amanda woke up first, as she had to use the bathroom. She got up, threw on her robe and used the bathroom. Then she decided to check on the boys. They were still asleep. Amanda shook her head and smiled talking to herself "musta had a late night those boys."
When she went back to the bed she cuddled Olivia, snuggling tight. Olivia moaned lightly turning in Amanda's arms lightly kissing her lips. "MMM now that's a way to wake up." Amanda smiled. Amanda then kissed Liv's lips again and started trailing down her neck, moving down her neck to her breasts when she felt Liv tighten the sheet around her. Amanda cocked her head at Liv, her eyes searching her gently. "Liv? Did I do something wrong?" She moved to give Olivia space. Olivia turned to face Amanda keeping the sheet still tight. "It's light outside." Olivia turned bright red, feeling insecurity after all, noone usually stayed the night and woke up, let alone still wanting to see her. Amanda looked at Liv, smiling "Yes it is, a beautiful sunrise with my beautiful girlfriend."
Olivia teared up. "You're still here, and you're calling me your beautiful girlfriend. You haven't run away."
Amanda placed her hand on Oliva's side. "You are my beautiful girlfriend who completed me in so many ways last night and you continue to do so. Babe your scars don't turn me away. They don't turn me off. They remind me of the strength in the woman that I have admired and loved for so long."
Olivia decided to test Amanda, she had to know. Now that the heat of the moment was over. She wanted to know. Yes Amanda could speak the words and say all the right things in the throws of passion but how about when it's like this? Olivia brought Amanda's hands up to her chest. Taking one hand and placing it on the scars. As she did that she searched Amanda's face, watching her eyes and to see what her expressions were. Amanda gently thumbed Olivia's breast, her fingertips touching the scars as gentle as she could, as loving as she could. Amanda kissed Liv's lips gently. Silently asking for permission to move the sheet so she could see her girlfriend in the daylight. Olivia searched Amanda's eyes making sure that she really wanted to do this and she let her move the sheet. Amanda pulled the sheet down a bit. Looking at Olivia, Olivia kept her eyes closed for that fear of rejection. Amanda however bent her head down and kissed Liv's scars after softly touching them once more. "You are just beautiful Liv. I mean it. As I said earlier, your scars don't turn me away, nor do they turn me off. They just remind me of the strength in the woman who I with right now that I have admired and loved for so long."
Olivia cupped Amanda's cheeks, and kissed her sweetly. "I should have known you would see me for me. I don't know why I was so afraid of you seeing me completely in the light. Amanda I love you and what we shared last night, I don't want it to be a one time thing or one night thing."
Amanda kissed her back sweetly "Oh darlin, the feelings I have for you, the love I have for you. This could never be a one time thing or one night thing. Last night made my feelings even stronger. I'm in love with you Liv. I have been for a while. You've been the one I have wanted to be with and now I got my wish. I want us meaning me and you together. I want our lil family. The four of us sharing life together. Us raising teenagers; god help us but raising them together." She waited to see Liv's response to what she had said. She had planned on being with Olivia for a long time.
Olivia nuzzled Amanda. "You really see a future that long with me, with us? That means a whole lot." Now was Amanda's turn with the vulnerability, and her insecurities started to show. "I mean do you really see one with me? I came up from Georgia, the first you learned I was a raped by my boss. Hid my son from you for a while. Then you met Brayden and knew I was a single mother. You had no idea I was married or that I not only fleed Georgia to get away from Patton, but I fled to get a way from an abusive husband, whom I thought I was legally divorced from and in all reality I wasn't until recently. I have a fucked up family who screwed me in every way they could and turned on me. So the question falls back to you as well Liv."
Olivia took this time to do her best to reassure Amanda. "Hey, you're a mom Amanda. You did what you needed to do to protect your son. I would have done the same thing, no questions asked. All families have issues honey. If you're referring to Kim, she couldn't change my mind on how I feel about you. Amanda you have shown me what love is, what acceptance is. I love the idea of being a family."
They kissed and necked for a bit. Til it was either go for another round or stop. They stopped for the time being cause they were meeting the kids for breakfast. A little while later the boys were knocking on the door telling them that they were hungry. Amanda dreaded meeting them this morning cause her son was going to tease the living shit out of them.
About twenty minutes later they all met downstairs for breakfast. You could see a new closeness between Amanda and Olivia, and where people could see it they knew that the boys damn well knew.
Brayden was watching his mom and his best friends mom. He knew something happened. Now was time to have a little bit of fun and rile his mom up.
"Well well, finally. You two have a late night? One would say you did after all the noises we heard."
Amanda blushed as did Liv. "Brayden... hush it. You didn't hear anything. Your ass was passed out when we got back."
Brayden giggled. "Sure Ma. That's why you're so hungry this am. You and Liv worked up an appetite didn't you?" This time Noah laughed cause it was written all over their faces.
Amanda looked at him with that look and Brayden countered back.. "EEEWWW you did. I knew it. You finally got some. That's why you're so calm today." Noah giggled as he looked at his mom squirm.
"Brayden shut up. So you know all these sounds of sex and intimacy. My boy, you better be using protection." Brayden didn't say anything after that, even though he was still a virgin. He was just having fun with his mom. She was happy and so was he for her.
They spent the rest of the vacation just enjoying everything. Lots of beach time for Amanda and Liv and the boys just couldnt get enough of the slides. Brayden had just really come out of his shell after the shooting and it was great to see. Not to mention their bond had become tighter. Liv and Noah got the rest they needed too. Liv looked like a new person. Amanda and Liv had gotten extremely close. Making love practically every night, and the nights that they didn't they still slept skin to skin.
Amanda had lots of things on her mind. Wondering what their next step was. The one thing she knew was she didn't want to sleep alone anymore. She liked cuddling with Liv and spending time with her. Olivia picked up on Amanda being in her own head. "Babe, you okay? You're awful quiet."
Amanda looked at her. "I'm okay. Thinking, don't worry nothing bad. Thinking about the future ahead of us."
Olivia took Amanda's hand and walked along the beach "I'm here Manda. Please talk to me. You've gotten quiet these last few nights and we leave soon. I'm afraid to lose you Amanda. We've come too far."
"Sweetheart, it's just me thinking. It's nothing bad. I'm just in awe of this vacation and what it has brought us."
Olivia nodded, she was still a little leary of Amanda's deep thoughts. She thought they had bonded and were inseparable. Hell they had even told each other that they loved each other. They wandered around still hand in hand. Amanda squeezing Liv's hand. "I love you Liv and I so happy that I can finally say it out loud to you. Being here with you has been a dream. I'm just absorbing it all. I'm finally happy with someone who makes me happy."
Olivia smiled. "Amanda I can say the same about you. I am finally with someone who makes me happy. Someone who makes me look forward to the future. You make me happy."
This made Amanda smile. It also made what was on her mind able to rest easier. You see Amanda didn't want to spend nights alone anymore. She didn't want to go on dates and go home to a cold bed. She was used to the cuddling and snuggling, and making love with Liv was just.. nothing else could top that. The connection she felt just blew her off her feet. She wanted them to move in together. Be a family that lived under one roof. It was now or never.
"Move in with me."
Olivia stopped and looked at Amanda. "What did you say Amanda?"
So what do you think Olivia's answer is going to be? They have gone through so much. All of them actually. Finally we got some of Olivia being a bit insecure, as well as Amanda. They do love each other but are scared. Do you think they will move in together? Tell me what you think. Im also already starting the next chapter. Constructive reviews are most welcome.