This is my first Rizzoli & Isles fanfiction.

As you can imagine, I do not own R&I (otherwise we would have had Rizzles) which belongs to its various owners, whether on the literary level as well as on the television level, as well as all the other well-known names and brands that I will use for the purposes of my story, the other names come from my imagination, I have no intention of making money with them, etc etc

Rated M for some vulgar words

Be careful, there is a reminder of the deaths of main characters and miscarriage but nothing traumatic

All errors are mine, this story is totally out of my imagination

English is not my native language (I am French) so excuse me for any errors that may be found in this text

I hope that pleases you.

Good reading.

Maura sighed, she was still in her office finishing various reports. His morale was not high, it must be said that in a short time, two tragic events had struck the entire police station and the morgue, the death in a traffic accident of Frost and the assassination of Susie. Maura hadn't fully recovered from Frost and Susie's autopsies. Cavanaugh and Jane had told her that it was not necessary for her to do them but the blonde had insisted. Frost and Susie had been her friends and colleagues and she didn't want Pike or Popov to touch Frost and Susie's bodies and miss the autopsy and treat Frost and Susie with the respect they were due.

After each funeral ceremony, Maura joined Jane and the two women mourned their loved ones together for several days. Jane only cried with Maura or maybe with Angela because since the Hoyt affair, the brunette didn't show her feelings in public.

Kent and Nina were nice and professional and Maura really liked them but they weren't Susie or Frost

Just as things were starting to get better, Maura had heard some news, some of it was good news but some of it hurt deep down.

Frankie was growing closer and closer to newcomer Nina Holiday. He had tried to be discreet but Maura had noticed that Frankie was madly in love with the African American woman and that Nina was far from indifferent to Frankie's attentions and charm then Maura had learned that Korsak was looking to retire and he was seeing Angela more and more often and it seemed that the old policeman was in love with Angela and that Jane and Frankie's mother was also in love with Vince. Maura thought that Vince was waiting until he retired to announce his relationship with Angela. Maura adored the Rizzoli matriarch and she considered her as her third mother and even sometimes as her mother because it was with Angela that Maura had discovered what maternal love was, the love that a woman could give to her daughter because she knew that Angela considered her to be her second daughter. Constance, her adoptive mother, had been a rather absent mother and as for Hope, her biological mother, who was trying to make up for lost time, she could not be present all the time like Angela was because Angela had always been very kind to her and her. She was immediately treated as if she were her daughter and sometimes when she had a problem it was to the Rizzoli matriarch that Maura turned for some sort of maternal comfort. Maura quickly forgave Angela for giving Cavanaugh a video that was one of the reasons he was sent to prison. Maura knew and Angela knew too (and Jane had told her) that if Jane had come across this video, she would have destroyed it, regardless of the risks to her career.

After her exoneration and her release, Maura noticed that Angela blamed herself for having done that and that Jane had therefore been much more distant from her mother for a while. Maura had invited Angela to spend a day of relaxation and relaxation with her and Angela had apologized again and explained why she had done that and that she would understand if she asked her to leave. Maura had reassured Angela and told her that she understood, that she would have done the same for Jane, Frankie and even Tommy and that above all she did not want her to leave but now Maura suspected that Angela was going to move to Korsak's house. , once their relationship was made official and Angela's absence was going to weigh on him, but the news that saddened the medical examiner the most was Jane's relationship with an FBI agent named Cameron Davies whom she had met when the FBI had asked Jane to go to Quantico to give a course on the different ways of doing an investigation to young FBI recruits.

He and Jane had hit it off and Jane, who hadn't had a serious relationship for a while, was clearly attracted to the federal agent and as a result, she spent less time with the blonde. For the moment, he and Jane hadn't slept together, Maura would have noticed and Jane would have told her anyway. Two days before, Jane had said on the phone that Cameron had offered her a teaching position there and that she was thinking of accepting it. Maura had replied politely that she was very happy for her and had hung up as quickly as possible so that Jane wouldn't hear the sadness in her voice and her change in breathing caused by the hives that Maura felt coming. Maura in her office began to sob and looked at a photo that was on her desk of her and Jane at the Dirty Robber after the resolution of an investigation and where they were against each other and smiling genuinely. and the blonde thought of everything they had gone through together, that is to say the assault on the police station and Frankie's serious injury, Jane who to save her brother and put Mariano out of harm's way had made the decision to commit suicide and Maura, who had already had to perform emergency first aid on Frankie, had to prevent Jane from bleeding to death in front of the station entrance, Hoyt, Dominick, Alice Sand, Jane who had jumped from a bridge to save Paul Wescourt, Frost's death, Susie's death, Jane's miscarriage and she forgot some. Of course she was happy for the Rizzolis but Maura knew that by force of circumstances, they would be less present at her house. Maura loved the Rizzolis and they had become her family, they had immediately accepted her among them so of course sometimes they were noisy but also so loving and she was going to miss that. Her eyes got wet and she said

« It's finish ! You abandoned me Jane! Why ? » then she got up and decided to go home.

Maura's House

Maura entered her big house and found it far too empty and far too quiet then remembered that Jane had been invited to the restaurant by Davies. The blonde knew what Davies wanted and also knew that Jane wanted it too. She saw a note on the fridge and read it and learned that Angela had stopped by and looked after Bass and Joe Friday who was at her house and that she had made him food and that the meal was in boxes in the fridge and that she was out this evening. Maura went to get a bottle of whiskey and opened it and said while stroking the shell of her turtle

"We're both Bass again! Like before ! »

Maura drank one drink then two then three and cried and said crying

« Jane! Jane! » then she shouted

« JJAAAANNNE! »

And she cried again and said between two sobs

"Janne! I love you Jane! I love you ! Why don't you notice it? »

Maura told herself that she should have declared her love for Jane much earlier and that she had missed her chance. Jane knew that her best friend was bisexual, she told her one evening while a documentary was showing on TV about LGBT rights in the USA.

Start of flashback

Maura said bringing Jane a beer and a glass of wine for her.

« You realize what some people have to endure because they loved someone of the same sex

Yes, it's terrible, I've encountered homophobes in my career and God only knows how many times I had to deny the fact that I was a lesbian but I can't really feel that kind of thing

And you've never been attracted to a woman?

No ! I have always been attracted to men

Really ?

Yes really ! Casey and Dean are examples of this

You know sexuality is fluid Jane

I know, you already told me, but I'm straight

And if you hadn't had a Catholic upbringing and if you hadn't been a cop, you could have been a lesbian?

Maura? Why are you asking that? It doesn't change anything. Of course Pa and Ma are believers and we were raised to respect religion but we were not raised by polar bears and the fact that I am a cop doesn't change anything. I have known cops who are openly gay. Take for example officer Rosie Garcia who teamed up with Frankie or detective Rudolf Barnes who is in the investigation planning unit for example and it was going very well. »

Jane laughed softly and said

"Besides, Garcia broke Frankie's heart when she told him she was a lesbian. He found her beautiful and started flirting with her

Oh Jane! It's not funny ! Put yourself in your brother's place

I know but even he laughs about it now and they continued to patrol together for another 2 years after that.

What if I was lesbian or bisexual, would you still be my best friend? »

Astonished Jane placed her beer on the small table and said

« You are not a lesbian because you told me that you had several romantic relationships with men including Ian which ended horizontally

Indeed, I am not a lesbian

What ?

I'm bisexual Jane! »

Jane looked at Maura surprised and Maura asked a little panicked

"It doesn't change anything between us Jane? Tell me it doesn't change anything about our friendship

It doesn't change anything about our friendship, nothing at all, but I'm just surprised that you didn't tell me that you also liked women.

It's because… I have casual relationships with women. I started when I was in college and from time to time I sleep with women. The last one was a gynecologist named Nora Campbell, a tall, thin brunette with shoulder-length hair, thick eyebrows and who smiled all the time.

Who was it ?

A gynecologist I met at a medical conference after my breakup with Ian. We got along and then we talked and had several drinks then she admitted that she was bisexual and I said that me too and then we slept together

Did you see it again?

Shortly afterward at a cocktail party, she was with her husband. I'm not a homewrecker Jane even if it's a free couple

Did you miss her?

A little but I missed you a lot more when you shot Paddy and we were angry »

Jane took Maura in her arms and said

« Next time let me know, so I'm not surprised if I see a woman flirting with you »

Maura smiled and said

« It's a promise, Jane. »

End of flashback

Maura was still crying, she was in love with Jane and thought that after revealing her bisexuality that Jane was in love with her but that the Italian didn't dare to tell her. Maura had noticed certain gestures, certain words, certain attitudes from Jane which suggested that this love was reciprocated. The blonde thought that it was certain points in Jane's education that prevented her from taking the plunge but obviously that was not the case. Maura felt abandoned, of course she only wanted Jane to be happy but she didn't like Cameron Davies and then she started thinking about what she could do. She had plans to write, she could take a sabbatical to go to Paris to write her book and then she could see it coming. Maura poured herself another glass and as she was about to drink it, she put it down, looked at her turtle and said

« My decision is made, Bass! I'm going to go to Jane and tell her everything! What do I risk? To lose her? That's what's going to happen anyway. »

Maura put her head in her hands and said

« Oh I must already be pretty drunk to talk to a tortoise »

Maura grabbed her bag and keys and once she was driving she started laughing and said

« Massachusetts Chief Medical Examiner arrested drunk driving because she was going to declare her love to a homicide detective...I'm taking the risk! »

Maura started and drove slowly and carefully and went to Jane's house.

At the same time in a restaurant in Boston

Jane was finishing dinner with Cameron Davies, she had to admit that the evening was going as well as she thought it would. The meal was good and she and Cameron had discussed her possible future at the FBI. She was really tempted, of course it was in Quantico so far from Boston but it was a better paid job and above all less risky. It was not by being a teacher that she risked running into a Hoyt, a Dominick or an Alice Sand again and then Korsak was going to retire in a short time, Frost was dead and if she left, it would be a good thing for Frankie because he could finally be recognized in the eyes of all for what he was, that is to say an excellent detective instead of only being seen as the little brother of BPD legend Jane Rizzoli. Davies had made advances towards Jane several times since his arrival and she had not all rejected them and even less this evening. Jane knew how the evening was going to end and she liked the idea. It had been a while since she had a serious relationship and aside from the times she gave herself pleasure manually or with the vibrator Maura bought for her, Jane hadn't tasted the pleasures of sex in one moment. Cameron asked him

« Did you like the meal Jane?

It was perfect thank you »

Davies paid and the two stood up and he walked over to Jane and placed a light kiss on her lips and Jane moaned and started to feel horny and he said

« We can go to your place to continue this good evening. I would like to talk to you about other things... Things that concern you and finally that concern us

I agree »

Jane looked at Davies smiling and the couple left the restaurant and went to Jane's house.

Entrance to Jane's apartment building

Once inside the building, Davies looked at Jane and the latter kissed him passionately and Davies said

"Shall we go further?

My room is not far away »

Davies in turn kissed Jane then pinned her against the wall and placed kisses all over her face and nibbled her ear and passed his hands over the body of the beautiful Italian who moaned and felt Davies' excitement. Jane managed to say

« Cameron, we're not going to do that here, I'm not a fan of public sex

We'll do this wherever you want. »

The couple headed towards Jane's apartment and Jane saw something that intrigued her. She saw light pass under her doorstep. Her excitement immediately subsided and she said

« There's someone at my house!

Do you want me to call the police?

No ! No need ! »

Jane holding her gun opened the door and walked in and looked, she didn't see anyone in the living room and suddenly she saw Maura getting up behind the kitchen furniture and Jane said

« Maura? What the fuck are you doing here? »

Jane saw that Maura had a bottle in her hand and the blonde said in a slurred voice.

« I…had to talk to you. Yeah… I had to talk to you… »

Jane says

"Maura?" You're drunk ? »

Maura said angry

« No ! I'm not drunk!

Jane went to Maura and took the bottle of whiskey and said

"The detective that I am knows that you are drunk! You can see it in your eyes and then I know that this bottle was much fuller the last time I saw it"

Maura said raising her voice again.

« How would you know? It's been over a month since you last came to my house! »

Maura's remark morally hurt Jane who remembers that in fact, she went to Maura's house much less often. The blonde said again with a slurred voice :

« And I'm not drunk! Would a... drunk person know how to do this? »

Jane saw her friend try to walk in a straight line then turn around then she fell and Jane quickly caught her but Maura pushed her away and got up as best she could and she tried to balance while counting out loud but she fell back after counting to two.

Jane says

3Maura! Please stop! You're drunk ! You have all the symptoms! »

Maura replied in a bad mood

"Yeah, okay…I'm drunk!"

But what happened to you to make you start drinking like that? »

Maura looked at Jane with big sad eyes and said

"It's…you…you!"

Me ?

You're going to...do...agree with him...what you...refused to Casey...Jane! »

Maura, grabbing onto Jane's couch, manages to sit on it and Davies says

« Doctor Isles, you have to go! »

What ?

Jane and I had plans for tonight and you're disturbing us

Oh is that it Jane? Am I…disturbing you now?

You're starting to ruin our evening so leave! »

Maura started to cry while Davies grabbed her arm to lift her up and seeing this upset Jane who firmly said to Davies

« DON'T TOUCH HER!

Jane ?»

Jane with her right hand pushed Davies away, then picked up Maura and put her back on the couch and said to the FBI agent as she jabbed her left index finger into the man's chest

« I said: Don't touch her! It's clear, isn't it?

Jane! We had plans and this evening was supposed to end differently and she came to ruin everything

You think I'm going to let my best friend walk away drunk because you want to fuck me?

You wanted it too

Yeah well I don't want to anymore!

Damn Jane! You're not going to let her control your intimate life!

What ? Can you repeat that? Maura doesn't control me and neither can you! Go away !

Do you think I'm going to leave like that? Do you know it's me who can get you this job at the FBI?

Hold on ! Are you threatening me?

No.

Yes, you threaten me! Don't take me for an idiot! Was that your project? You seduce me, I spread my legs, you fuck me and you give me a job. But who do you think you are? For a whore?

It was you who came to me!

I thought you could help me but you didn't but what the hell do you FBI guys have in mind besides a dick? »

Davies says

« Okay, I'm leaving! As for the job at Quantico, you can give it up! Stay with her since she is that important to you, more important than your boyfriend

You're not my boyfriend and for the position, well too bad! Ultimately it saved me from making a mistake! I'd rather stay a detective and alone than be a teacher and live with a guy who thinks I'm a whore! Get out and never come back!

Jane but I…

It's final Cameron! Forget me ! »

Jane took Davies' phone and deleted his number then gave it back to him and said

« I hope you remember what happened when we were in the hallway because that's all you're going to get from me! »

Davies growled and said

« Damn it! I should have believed what some cops said when they said you were a dyke with the queen of the dead! »

Jane slapped Davies hard and said

« I forbid you from calling him that! »

Then she threw him out and he screamed

« You made your choice Jane but no federal agency will want you anymore!

I do not care ! I'm staying at the BPD!

Jane locked the door then returned to Maura who was lying on Jane's couch and Jane asked her

« Why did you do it ?

Because… because…

Because what Maur'? »

Jane saw Maura focus and say

« Because I love you Jane!

You love Me ? »

Maura nodded and regretted it because she felt dizzy, Jane saw it and took her in her arms and placed a kiss on her head and said

« I love you too Maura »

Maura stood up and said

« I don't think you…understood what I…meant »

Maura took Jane's head in her hands and kissed the brunette on the mouth and Jane widened her eyes in surprise and didn't move then the blonde said

« I'm sorry…Call me a taxi or an Uber…to go home. »

Why are you sorry?

I love you with love Jane, obviously it's not reciprocated… I'm sorry for having caused all this… »

Jane took Maura's hands and said

"You're drunk Maura, I don't want you to tell me something you don't mean"

Maura opened the top of her blouse and said

« I don't have hives! In vino veritas! »

Jane couldn't help but look at Maura's neck and breasts and Maura said

« In wine, the truth Jane!" I've loved you for a long time... In fact I've loved you since I met you

You don't have hives in fact

Jane please tell me you love me… like I love you »

Jane hugged her and said

"We're going to go to bed, we'll talk about it tomorrow

Jane...

I promise we'll talk about it again as soon as you're better. »

Jane kissed Maura on the forehead and she closed her eyes. Jane says

"You will sleep in my bed, I will sleep on my couch"

Maura said like an upset child.

« No ! I want to sleep with you Jane! »

Jane sighed, a drunk Maura was hard to control and Jane said in a soft voice

« Alright! We're going to sleep together »

Maura smiled big and said

« Thank you Jane »

Jane took Maura by the waist and they went into the bedroom and she helped Maura sit on the bed and she lay down and said

« I'm tired Jane

Don't you want to take off your clothes?

Take off my shoes, please

And how are we going to do the rest?

Too bad. I'm too tired for that... Come on!

I just put on my night clothes and I'm coming »

Jane went into her bathroom then came back five minutes later wearing boxers and an old BPD t-shirt and saw Maura looking at her with a tender and sweet look and Maura said

« You look beautiful !

Said the one who is lying in bed wearing loungewear that must cost half my salary

No it's true, your outfit… it's the real Jane Rizzoli »

Jane lay down and Maura moved closer to Jane and asked her again

« Do you love me Jane? »

Then she kissed her again but this time, Maura used her tongue, forcing Jane a little to grant her entry to her mouth but Jane did not move and above all did not protest and Maura said

« I take that as a yes »

And Maura kissed her again but this time in a passionate way and at the end both women looked at each other smiling and Jane said putting a lock of Maura's hair behind her ear

« Sleep, you need it »

Maura presented her forehead to Jane and Jane placed a soft kiss on it which made Maura smile who put her head in Jane's neck and the two women fell asleep like this.

The next morning at Jane's

Maura woke up and noticed she was at Jane's and saw that she was still dressed and she said

« My God ! Why am I here? »

She felt a strong headache and she said

« Jane?»

She called again

« Jane? »

Maura thought she had been dreaming when she felt Jane against her, her soft breathing in her hair and Jane's arms wrapping around her as if to protect her. Maura heard the door open then Jane came and said smiling

« Hello sleeping beauty! «

Maura grimaced and said

« Please Jane, speak less loudly »

Jane laughed softly and said

« You have a hell of a hangover, you don't hold whiskey well for an Irish girl »

Maura grimaced again and said

« Go get me some water please

I planned this and there is one right next to you

Thank you. »

Maura drank a large amount of water and Jane said

« I'm going to make us some coffee.

Not for me Jane, coffee is bad for me in this situation...I'll have lemon tea with honey and two eggs

You're the doc »

Jane went to make her coffee and tea and Maura's eggs then came back and Maura asked her

« Why am I here?

You do not remember ?

Not so much, you know, memory loss is common when you have a wooden head.

A hangover Maur'!

Yes if you want. »

Maura felt nauseous and said

« Get out of the way Jane! Get out of the way! »

Jane pulled away and saw Maura rush to the bathroom and throw up. Jane squats down and holds her hair and says

"Your weekend is going to be very long Maur"

Maura raised her head, looked at Jane and wanted to say something but vomited again then rinsed her mouth and threw back a lot of water again and said

« Thank you Jane, I didn't think you would stand there watching me throw up

I cut your leg open with a piece of glass while we were being chased by killers so I can handle that and then you've done it for me more than once since we've known each other. »

Jane heard the kettle whistle and said

« The water is hot. Do you want me to bring you your bed tea or not?

I'm going to go to the table, I don't want to risk spilling the tea in your bed. Do you have any orange juice?

Yes, I have some for TJ and Tommy

I'll take some later. »

Once in the kitchen, Jane asked Maura

« So, what do you remember? »

I was at home, drinking and then talking to Bass »

Jane laughed and said

« Were you talking to your turtle? »

Maura groaned.

« Tortoise. Jane, please, I don't feel well

Just kidding, keep going

Then I don't really know how, I found myself there in your bed, which surprised me because I knew you had a date

Yes, indeed I had one.

Tell me I didn't ruin anything. You were so excited about this date

You haven't ruined anything, quite the contrary.

You see me happy about it. So you and Cameron Davies had a good evening.

Good for me but not for him but I will explain to you later »

Jane and Maura had their breakfast and Jane watched Maura to see if she needed help then once the meal was eaten and the table cleared, Jane accompanied Maura to her sofa and asked her

« Are you okay Maur? You want something ?

You ! I want you ! I'm better when I'm with you

I'll get the bottle of orange juice and a glass and I'll come back. »

Jane came back with the juice, Maura lay down, resting her head on Jane's legs and the brunette said

« So ? Do you remember other things?

Not too much, it's very vague. I drove slowly to your house and after several tries, I managed to open your door and then I took a drink and drank. I thought I saw your boyfriend and then I woke up fully dressed on your bed

Yes, but is that all?

It seems to me that Cameron Davies is gone again

Yes, he left again

Oh I'm sorry Jane, I know you wanted it to end differently and… »

Jane raised her hand and said with a smile

« Do not be ! Quite the contrary. You reminded me that you were my best friend and that I had neglected you lately

It was hard Jane but you were starting a relationship with Cameron Davies and thanks to him you were to get a teaching job at the FBI. I understood well that you thought first of your professional and sentimental future

Even so, I shouldn't have done that. You are my best friend Maur' and I must not put anything before you »

Maura smiled widely and said after taking a sip of her juice

« Don't worry, I understand. Do you plan to meet again?

No.

No ?

No. It's over between him and me. In fact, it never really started"

Jane saw Maura blush and the blonde asked embarrassed.

"Jane? I said or did something that… It's my fault that…"

Jane shook her head and said

"When I saw you drunk in my kitchen, I asked you what had happened to you to be in such a state and you told me that I was going to accept what I had refused to Casey . You were right. We should sometimes listen to drunk people, they sometimes give good advice

After that ?

Cameron wanted to make you leave, I forbade him to touch you, he didn't like it and I realized that he only wanted to fuck me and I refused. He told me I could forget the job at Quantico and I kicked him out after slapping him because he called you queen of the dead. Seeing you drunk at my house opened my eyes to what was going to happen and it allowed me to stop it in time

And is that why you broke up?

Yes

Jane? But what are you going to do?

I stay at the BPD

You wanted that teaching job at the FBI

Yes, I wanted it but last night I understood one thing, one thing that you made me understand by kissing me

Did I kiss you? I don't remember that

Maura, you know better than me that taking an antihistamine when you have a hangover isn't ideal so don't tell lies. I know you remember because I saw you smile when I said I understood something.

I shocked you ?

No !

No ?

No ! I understood another thing. That the only person who really loves me was next to me, that I worked with her, that she hosted my mother in her guest house, in short, that it was you"

Maura had difficulty speaking and asked

"Jane…you mean?" That… love me ? »

Jane smiled and asked

"Huh? Maura? What was this sentence? »

Maura swallowed and concentrated, trying to forget her headache and she said

« You mean you love me? That you are in love with me? »

Jane smiling, stroked Maura's honey blonde hair then nodded affirmatively and said

« Yes Maura, I am in love with you »

Maura gave Jane a big smile and took her hand and asked her

« Really ? Since when ?

For a while, but it was when I understood that by going to Quantico, I risked losing you permanently that I finally admitted my attraction to you but I never wanted to admit it because I didn't I've never been attracted to a woman before you and I didn't want to ruin our friendship if things ever went wrong between us. I didn't want to lose you, it would have hurt me too much. »

Jane, a little worried, continued

« I don't know how to deal with a woman, I already have difficulty maintaining a relationship with a man, so imagine with a woman

Your boyfriends were idiots, when we're lucky enough to have won your heart, we do what it takes to keep it but I'll teach you, don't worry about that

So I'm your girlfriend?

I like this word. Yes you are, just like I am yours »

For the next five minutes Jane and Maura looked at each other smiling, Jane still playing with Maura's hair and the blonde said

« I'd like to go back to sleep Jane...if that doesn't bother you »

It doesn't bother me, I want you to get better."

Maura after getting up wanted to kiss Jane on the mouth but Jane said smiling

"I want our real first time to be at a time when we will both be in great shape, I want it to be unforgettable, that at over 100 years old, we will still remember it"

Maura smiled too and said

« I agree »

Then with a movement that had become familiar to her, she presented her forehead to Jane who kissed her and said:

« You still have your stuff in my closet, call me if you want help

Jane?

Yes Maura?

Swear to me that you'll be there when I wake up, that you're not going to leave, that you're not going to join Davies."

Jane hugged Maura and said, running her hand down the blonde's back.

« I swear on TJ's face that I'm staying. I won't go anywhere without you. »

Then Jane placed a kiss on Maura's lips which made the medical examiner smile and go into the bathroom to freshen up and then into Jane's room to change and go to bed. Jane went to see her 10 minutes later to bring her some water and juice and she saw the beautiful blonde sleeping wrapped in the blankets and Jane noticed that Maura was smiling, which made the brunette smile. Jane saw that Maura had put her clothes on a chair without folding them like she usually did. Jane placed the bottles of water and orange juice on the bedside table next to the bed then took Maura's clothes and went out, closing the door gently then she placed the clothes on a chair after having folded them like the Maura had taught her then she turned on the TV to a sports channel and while watching baseball games, she began to think about what had just happened since the night before.

She'd broken up with Davies, turned down the FBI job and told Maura she was in love with her and she thought those were the best decisions of her life and started thinking about what she was going to do now, Jane had been thinking about taking the sergeant exam for a while and figured that with Korsak's retirement more than likely that it was the right time to do it but she also knew that Frankie wanted to take the exam so she decided that if she passed it, she would ask to be transferred to the academy to teach the young recruits of the BPD in order to avoid what had happened to her if possible. Her short time at the FBI had proven to her that she was also good at that and then like that, Frankie could show that he was an excellent detective which was already a fact recognized by his superiors but not by other police officers who did not see in him that the little brother of the ultra efficient detective Jane Rizzoli and it would be a plus for him if she was no longer there for a while and then Jane despite the fact that she liked being a woman of action wanted to take a step back to be able to breathe a little and that would allow him to consolidate his romantic relationship with Maura and wondered when she was going to confess it to her family and how her mother was going to react. Jane was thinking about all this when suddenly her front door opened and she saw her mother come in and say

« Jane Clementine Rizzoli! Would you mind answering your mother when she calls or calling her back? »

Jane sighed and said

« Hello to you too Ma and I love you too! »

Jane stood up and saw that Angela had placed bags of food on Jane's table and said

« Damn Ma! Why did you bring all this and why are you here?

A mother can no longer come see her daughter? And I'll point out to you that it's been over a month since you last came to Maura's and you didn't stay long at our Sunday dinners so I came and I know that your fridge must be empty as d 'habit. »

Jane sighed and rolled her eyes and Angela continued

« All the same Jane! Why are you distant from Maura? What's going on between you two? What did you do to him?

Ma ! For God's sake ! Can you speak less loudly? There is someone sleeping! »

Angela asked in surprise

« There is someone ?

Yes, there is someone. The person I spent the evening and night with

But how do you want me to know? You don't say anything and you almost never answer when I call you. Is that that FBI agent you knew when you went to Quantico?

Who taught you that?

Young girl, know that people talk and that I listen and I was not born last year and I also know that you plan to leave Boston. Jane, you know what happened when you got intimate with an FBI agent! Do you want to do this again?

Ma ! Please ! It was you who wanted me to have a less dangerous job

Yes I wanted and I still want you and Frankie to have a less dangerous job but in Boston and not I don't know where! Besides, you know that I'm very proud of you, but don't you think it's normal for a mother to be tired of going to see her daughter in the hospital? Some doctors and nurses almost call me by my first name when I see them given the number of times you've been injured."

Jane didn't answer because she knew her mother was right and her mother, taking the groceries out of the bag, asked

« Does this man really love you?

Ma, it's… well…

Janie, I want to know if this man really loves you. I only want your happiness. Look what happened to me with your father and yet only God knows how much he loved me before he became what he became and I don't want you to go through that

Ma, the person I love loves me back, I really believe this time it's the right one"

Angela went to her daughter and took her in her arms despite Jane's opposition and said

« If you are sure of yourself and this person really loves you then I am happy for you"

Angela pulled out the chair and saw Maura's clothes and looked at Jane who was surprised and put her hand over her mouth and Angela asked in a firm voice.

« Jane! Did you tell me that the person you spent the evening and night with slept here? »

Jane replied in a small voice as she looked at her shoes.

« Yes Ma.

The last time I heard about you, you were in a relationship with a man, in fact we just talked about it

Yes Ma.

So unless this man is a smaller man than you and a transvestite which does not correspond to the agent in question, this does not belong to him

No Ma.

So can you explain to me why women's loungewear is on your chair? Besides, I have a little idea of the name of the owner but I could be wrong! So Jane? »

Jane would have wanted to hide underground, because she didn't think she would reveal everything so quickly and especially without having informed Maura. Angela continued in a louder voice.

"Jane! I'm talking to you ! »

Jane rubbed her scars and was about to answer when Maura arrived and Jane and her mother were surprised because Maura was totally natural and was only wearing an old BPD t-shirt from Jane which on Maura was too big and therefore served as her pajamas when she was sleeping at Jane's and Maura said after yawning

"Hello Angela. »

Jane asked Maura

"Why did you wear that t-shirt?"

He smells like you, that reassured me"

Then the two women looked at Angela who said nothing, which was rare, then Angela asked

"Jane?" Is Maura the person we've been talking about? »

Jane replied again with a small voice

" Yes Ma ! Maura is the person I spent the evening and night with

You mean you and Maura…"

Jane looked at Maura and took her hand and said

" Yes Ma ! »

Maura says

"Angela, Jane and I love each other and…"

Angela put her hands on her hips and said

« I will have to disown you!" And I will have to disown you too Maura!»

Jane and Maura, surprised, said together.

« WHAT ? »

Angela stared at them and said, pointing at Jane.

« Yes ! I'll have to disown you just to punish you for the fact that you only admitted to being in love with Maura now even though you've been around her for years! »

Then pointing at Maura, Angela said

« I will also have to disown you for not having the courage to admit to Jane that you have been in love with her since you knew her! »

The two women were still in shock from Angela's statements and the latter smiled frankly and took them in her arms and gave them a hug in the Rizzoli matriarch's custom and she told them

« Finally, finally! Thanks my God ! You have finally opened your eyes!»

After breaking the hug, Jane said

« Does that mean you're not angry Ma?

But who do you think I am, Jane? For an uptight old woman born in the 19th century? Yes, I am a believer and a practitioner and I know what the Church says but I want my children to be happy and that comes before everything and then you know that I have always wanted to have a doctor in the family and what's more it is Maura.

So it doesn't bother you that I'm gay?

No way. You are especially maurasexual! She is the only person, male or female, who is of interest to you, who really attracts you, and I have known that you are attracted to her for a long time.

How do you know ?

A mother knows everything Jane! And then you just had to see the look on your face when you saw that Maura had a boyfriend and what's more, during those moments, in terms of character, you were worse than a hungry grizzly bear"

Then Angela turned to Maura and placed her hand on the blonde's cheek and said

« You are truly beautiful Maura, I understand that Jane fell in love with you.

Thank you Angela, you have no idea how much, I appreciate you accepting our love, thank you

No Maura, it's me who thanks you. Thank you for loving Jane, thank you for making her heart beat and thank you for bringing her out of her celibacy"

Angela suddenly became serious again and said firmly

"That's why I won't tolerate you two separating!" Did you understand me correctly?

Yes Ma !

Yes Angela!

Bene! Now sit down while I prepare dinner and you tell me what made you open your eyes."

Jane said smiling

"Ma, I need to tell you something else

Say it Janie.

I'm staying in Boston!

Pardon ?

I'm staying in Boston! I'm not going to Quantico, you still have a detective for a daughter

Oh Lord! It's good news day. I hope you move in with Maura soon. You've wasted enough time!

I plan to move in with Maura as soon as possible Ma»

Maura looked at Jane and said

« This has always been your home and I want it to be officially your home. »

Jane and Maura smiled and Angela took Jane by one hand and Maura in the other and said

« Jane promise me that you will be more careful now and that you will take care of Maura

I'm in a relationship with Maura and I don't want to make her cry so I promise you that

Maura, promise me you'll take good care of Jane and look out for you

I don't want to make Jane cry either so I promise Angela."

After Angela prepared the meal, she served Jane a glass of wine then went to serve one to Maura who refused it and Angela asked

« You are pregnant ? »

Jane almost spit out the wine in her mouth and coughed then said

"No Ma, Maura isn't pregnant, she's recovering from a hangover! »

Oh I see !

Besides, it was the fact that she drank that started it all »

Jane and Maura recounted what had happened and then as Jane recounted what Davies had done, Angela said firmly and with hatred in her voice.

« This bastardo! »

Jane was surprised by her mother's language and said

« Ma ! Your language! »

Angela put her hand over her mouth and said

« Sorry girls but how can a man think of doing that? Maybe I'm too old for this time. Fortunately that didn't happen »

During the meal, Angela saw happiness radiating from Jane and Maura. Jane then wanted to help her mother clear it but the latter flatly refused. Angela then said

"Jane, Maura, I'm so happy to know that you're finally a couple and Jane, I'm happy to know that you're going to stay but what are you going to do next?"

I don't really know yet. I'm thinking of taking the sergeant exam if Vince retires and then I'm thinking of asking if there are any free instructor positions at the BPD academy

Jane? Would you give up your job at Homicide ?

For a while yes. I know that Frankie is not recognized for his true worth, he is an excellent detective but I have the impression that sometimes my presence prevents him from being recognized as he should, that was one of the reasons for which I wanted to leave but if he doesn't pass the sergeant exam, I will stay with him. Ma, I want to take the time to form a couple with Maura and then maybe start a family with her

Would you like to be pregnant again?

Yes, if Maura wants a child then I will carry it. My, my miscarriage was something terrible and I still blame myself because I think I could have avoided it if I had been more careful, I would be a mother if I had been more careful at that moment And… "

Angela saw that her daughter had tears in her eyes and said after wiping her tears with a tissue

"I know Janie, I know, I've been there too and then your dad and I tried again and we had three beautiful children but now you're with Maura and you'll be able to take all the exams you need to so that you're pregnant and you can keep it and if you can't, well you can't, I won't blame you for that. Tommy is in a relationship and things are going well with her and I suspect that Frankie is no longer single or he is no longer going to be, he thinks he is hiding that from me so don't worry about that, I will have others grandchildren and Maura is a beautiful woman in great shape, she will be able to carry a child made with one of your eggs and then even if it is with one of hers, it will be my grandson or my granddaughter. Do not worry ! Live your new life! Enjoy your happiness! You deserved it, you deserved it

Thank you Ma. "

Maura comes to stand against Jane and says

« Thank you Angela, your words touched me a lot.

When do you plan to say it?

If Jane agrees, next Sunday I would like you to invite Sergeant Korsak and Lieutenant Cavanaugh so we can brief them. My only regret is that Frost and Susie weren't there to find out.

They would have been very happy for you, I am sure of it and I am also certain that from where they are, they must smile and say "Finally they are a couple"

Are you sure?

Trust me Maura. »

Maura took Jane's hand again and started to smile. Angela tells them

« I'm going to leave you girls, it made me so happy to see that you are finally happy

Ma ?

Yes ?

Do not say anything. Not to Frankie, not to Tommy, not to Vince and not to Cavanaugh. We want to say it ourselves. Please Ma.

Although I have to wait another week, I promise not to say anything

Thank you Ma

Thank you Angela

Jane? So I can count on a longer presence tomorrow at our Sunday dinner?

Of course Ma

Well, I'm going, I have to go out Joe Friday, have a good late afternoon girls

Goodbye Ma

Goodbye Angela »

After closing the door, Jane said

"It went much better than I imagined, she will be able to boast of having scared us when she told us that she disowned us

I was scared too. Tell me Jane? If your mother had been against us being a couple, what would you have done?

I will have chosen you and I will always choose you. »

Maura moved said

"Would you have chosen me? Would you have gotten angry with your mother? For me ? »

Jane took Maura in her arms and said

"Yes, you go first and if it was you who had made me the Davies proposition, I would have jumped on the plane straight away to Quantico"

Maura gave a smile that made Jane melt and Jane said

"I want to kiss you, finally if you feel better

I'm better Jane and sex is also a great hangover cure

Are you sure you're feeling better?

I'm better Jane so kiss me please

How do you kiss a woman?

Like you kiss a man but it's softer because there is no hair around the mouth"

Jane smiled with all her dimples and looked at Maura and then at Maura's pretty face, Maura who was without makeup and Jane loved that, she loved Maura's freckles, Jane brought her face closer to that of the one who made her heart beat and took it in her hands and looked at the lips of the blonde who said

« Dare Jane! Dare! »

The mutual attraction was clearly palpable and Jane looked into Maura's hazel eyes with her chocolate eyes. Jane hesitated again then made a slight movement towards Maura's lips and placed her lips there. Both women felt a kind of warmth pass through them then Jane made sure that Maura's lower lip was between her two lips. Then Jane ran the tip of her tongue over her lower lip with her tongue asking for entry into her mouth and Maura opened her mouth, closed her eyes and felt Jane's tongue circle hers. Jane left her tongue at the entrance to Maura's mouth but Maura, moaning, made Jane understand that she could go further, which the brunette did and the kiss became significantly more passionate, the two women kissed deeply as if they wanted to make up for lost time and prove to themselves that it was real. After a long moment, Maura pulled back and said

« You kiss very well Jane, I have never been kissed so well and no I don't have hives »

The two women's foreheads touched and they caught their breaths looking into each other's eyes smiling and Jane said

« You have no idea how many times I dreamed of doing this to you

I dreamed of it a lot too"

And the two women kiss passionately again but this time at Maura's initiative. Both women moaned with pleasure. Jane thought Maura's mouth tasted like heaven and she swallowed Maura's breath as she did the same to her a few minutes later when Jane felt more comfortable then Jane broke the kiss, looked at Maura and whispered to her. "I love you" which definitely took the place in her memory of the announcement of her first place at the end of the medical academy which was the best thing she had heard then Jane said

« I kissed you Maura, I did

Yes, you did it

I loved it. I should have done this a long time ago »

Maura put her index finger to Jane's lips and said

« Shh! Don't talk. The main thing is that you did it

I want to do it again, I want more !

Jane, I'm not forcing you.

I want to kiss you again and I want to make love to you, I want you to make love to me, you said you'd teach me how to do it"

Maura placed her hands on Jane's hips and said in a sensual voice.

« Miss Rizzoli, it's time to go to class, I'm going to give you a private lesson, are you ready?" »

Jane in a deeper than normal but sensual voice replied

"Yes Madam Professor Isles, I am thirsty to learn"

Maura took Jane by the hand and they went into the bedroom and Jane closed the door with her foot and things got serious and several hours later when the bed was unmade, the sheets disheveled and the two naked women embraced as if they were wanted to merge, Jane asked

« What grade are you giving me, Madam Professor?

A+ Miss Rizzoli. You are exceptionally talented

I have an excellent teacher, not the best in the world and the most beautiful one at that.

You are exceptionally talented, but I still have things to teach you"

Jane leaned back on Maura laughing and said

« I am not against additional lessons ! »

And the two women left for a tour of pleasure and they knew that their futures which did not look gloomy since they were going to separate, now looked bright since they were finally a couple. Together, they would go far, very far and they would not let anything or anyone separate them again. The future belonged to them and they knew it.

END.

This is the end of my first fan fiction and I hope you liked it. It was fun writing it.

Yes, you noticed, I can't stand Davies and I never will. Along with Alice Sand, he's one of the characters I hate the most. I never understood their uses in the series and they should never have been there but alas, as one of my friends says, we only remake history in uchronies and not in reality.

Just as I don't understand the presence of Kiki and Ron. These two characters are not bad people but in addition to being a big Rizzles fan, I am a big fan of the Korsak-Angela couple so that explains that.

For people who don't have the reference, Doctor Nora Campbell is the role played by Angie Harmon in the series Inconceivable. Series which dates from 2005 and which did not last long.

All criticism is welcome as long as it is said politely.

Take care of yourself and see you next time!

Libra 007