Loudest Memories
Chapter Three - New Me
A Story by NicktheWordBearer
Quick message to U. N. Owen, thanks for your kind Review! but to answer your question no lori did not survive, but at least the bastard died in a painful way! and ronnie...well i guess you have to keep reading to find out ;) now onto the story.
New Note, hey so most people want the old story back and that is fine! it never hurts to try new stuff so it's back, but i'm going to need your guys help with this story, the whole point of this story was to practice my writing and try new things, so i'm going to alot of love from you all as i get back in the groove!
Lincoln was checking himself one more time in the bathroom mirror one last time to make sure he looked good, being one of the popular kids meant that lincoln always had to make sure he looked his best, after all he was the king of the school so he had to work to keep his crown, he was wearing his signature outfit which consisted of light blue t-shirt with a brown jacket, brown shorts and blue shoes, overall he looked good and in his opinion he was the best looking thirteen old boy in all of royal woods! in fact he almost looked like a male lori in clothing style...the only thing he was missing was the blonde hair, but his mom had said no to dying his hair blonde, but he was allowed to have one single blonde hair extension! when he was sure that he was ready for the day he turned around and walked out from the bathroom only to see his two sisters lola and lana fighting in the hallway, letting out a sigh he grabbed the two of them and lifted them both up in the air, "ENOUGH!" he yelled at them both, making both of them completely hang still in the air looking at him with guilty looks, "Literally girls? it's way too early in the morning for you two to be fighting? what are you even fighting about this time?" he asked them both sitting them down on the ground again.
"Lola said i looked like a ugly boy!" lana pointed at lola with a angry look, "Well you said i was too ugly to be a princess!" lola pointed back at lana looking like she was about to attack her again, "Girls...literally? your both not ugly you are my beautiful sisters who i love very much, now both of you say sorry to each other" lola and lana both kept looking at each other with angry eyes both of them clearly didn't want to apologize to each other, but when lincoln cleared his throat staring at them with angry eyes, the both of them swallowed their pride and said sorry to each other, both of them looked back up at lincoln and the smile he was giving them made both of them blush a little "See was that so hard? now both you come downstairs for breakfast when you are ready" he kissed the both of them on the cheeks and walked downstairs leaving the both of them smiling...until they started to fight about who lincoln loved the most.
Now downstairs lincoln walked into the kitchen area when he saw the rest of his family, chatting smiling and just having a good morning time together, he sat down next to lynn who gave him a big smile, "Morning link! sleep well?" she asked him, "Good morning lynn! and eh i slept alright oh one sec" he said when he felt his phone beep in his pocket, pulling it out he saw it was a text from his girlfriend ronnie! or as he liked to call her his Baby-cakes! *Good morning Cariño~ i'm on my way over to you soon!* chuckling to himself he started to text her back, making lynn roll her eyes, after ronnie's mom moved them back to royal woods this had been happening everyday, they couldn't be apart for more then a day or lincoln would fall to pieces, and don't get her started on ronnie! she would never say this to lincoln but there was something really wrong with ronnie...she was obsessed with him, always texting him, always wanting to be near at him at all times, and her jealousy...was scary to put it nicely, but when she was near him she would clam down, like he was her happy drug or something, she never smiled or talked to anyone and if someone tired to talk to her she would look at them like they were shit on the ground...but near lincoln she would smile more and acted generally more nice to people.
"Lincoln put down your phone and eat some breakfast or you can't walk to school with ronnie" rita said with a strict tone making lincoln let out a sad sigh "Yes mom" he put down his phone and pored himself some cereal and began to eat, rita looked at lincoln with a sad smile, after his suicide attempt two years ago her and lynn sr had gotten him a therapist, and it had helped lincoln in many ways...but there was one thing that scared rita, and that was how much lincoln tried to be lori...it was scary how well he did it too, and yet he was also still lincoln, it was like a mix of the two, the only reason she hadn't stopped him was because of his therapist, she had told her that it was lincoln's coping mechanism and it was only helping him...so rita did nothing to stop it, the therapist had promised her that it would calm down after some years...but rita was still worried.
His suicide attempt had also changed his sisters...if they weren't overprotective before, they were after, it had taken lincoln two years to build enough trust again for him to be left alone...sometimes at least, but rita had to put her thinking on hold when she heard the doorbell ring, turning around she walked towards the house entrance and opened the front door, "Good morning ronnie!" rita said with a gentle smile at seeing that it was ronnie at the door...but she already knew it was gonna be her, it broke her heart to see how much ronnie had changed too after...the incident, the poor girl was quite frankly a mess, her eyes looked so dead that it even scared rita to look into her eyes, she too had gotten a therapist...but it wasn't helping her.
And how did rita know all this? well her and Maria had become friends...they both formed a friendship through thier pain of losing a child, so when maria decided that she didn't want ronnie to keep living in the city where...it happened, she moved them both back to royal woods and got a little house since it was just the two of them now, some days rita would hang out with maria alone and just talk...and cry together about their lost babies, and that is how rita knew how bad the situation was with ronnie, she was just like a robot...she was eating but only enough for her to keep training and that was it, if she wasn't training she would just lay in her bed and do nothing all day, she also had lost alot of friends the poor girl from never talking to them, it had gotten so bad that maria would call up rita just to cry about it, but it wasn't all hopeless, they had found one thing that could help her...or person, lincoln...as long as ronnie is close to him some of her old self would come back, she would smile more and talk more, some pieces of her would come back, it gave maria some hope that one day her sweet daughter would become her old self again.
"Good morning mrs loud...is lincoln ready?" she asked her with a...dead voice, but rita made sure not to treat her differently and gave her a loving smile, "Let me just call for him sweety! LINCOLN RONNIE IS HERE!" she yelled into the house, and after a few seconds she could hear lincoln come running, and when he stood at the doorway ronnie got a little smile on her face, and to the untrained eye she got a obsessive look in her eyes aswell, "Hey babe~" lincoln said to her with a flirty voice, making her pull him into a kiss, it was a cute innocent kiss that made rita giggle loudly, they were so open about their love! that it...it was almost like seeing bobby and lori again.
Lincoln pulled away from ronnie's lips with a smile and big blush on his face, "Hey yourself cariño~ you taste good today~" she whispered out loud to him, making him blush even more and made rita cough into her hand awkwardly "O-okay t-then! lincoln say goodbye to your sisters and then get a move on! you two don't want to miss school!" rita said trying not to act on what just happened, "R-right! GOODBYE GUYS I LOVE YOU AND I WILL SEE THE REST OF YOU IN SCHOOL!" lincoln yelled into the house, getting a bunch of i love yous back and other goodbyes, looking up and his mom he smiled at her and gave her a kiss on the cheek, "Goodbye mom love you!" he said as he pulled away from her and grabbed ronnie's hand so they could begin their journey to school, "YOU TWO STAY SAFE NOW YOU HEAR!" rita yelled after them, making lincoln laugh and yell back that they will.
Now just the two of them walking alone, ronnie let go of lincoln's hand and instead hugged his arm between her developing bosom, "I have missed you so much cariño~ why can't we just live together already!" ronnie moaned out in frustration, but she smiled when lincoln gave her a little kiss on the top of her head, "Now babe you know we can't just live with each other yet, first we need good jobs to pay for a place, and to get a good job we need to do good in school so we can get into the same college, and on that note do you need anymore help with homework?" ronnie nodded rubbing against him like a cat "Yeah i do~ thanks my cariño!" lincoln blushed a little but grabbed her hip in turn making them as close as possible.
After a while of walking and flirting they finally reached their school, at it seems like they made it before his sisters, "How is it on feet we are still faster then my own family who are driving a car?" lincoln asked with a sigh, but he blushed when ronnie started licking his ear, holding back a moan he pushed her away in a effort to make her stop...but that only made her smile like a predator, she slowly started to walk towards him, making him slowly walk backwards until he hit the school wall, "B-baby n-not now! we d-don't have time" but ronnie placed a finger on his lips to silence him, "Then we will make time~" she whispered into his ear, lincoln would have rolled his eyes if he wasn't blushing at the moment, she always got like this and there was only one way to calm her down, grabbing her hand he dragged her around the school building until they found a nice quiet spot to be alone, lincoln pushed her up against the wall and gently began to kiss her, she wrapped her arms around him pulling him into a deeper kiss, that soon turned into a full blown makeout session.
Timeskip
"You happy now? we now only have few minutes before class starts..." lincoln grumbled but that only made ronnie giggle loudly, but she stopped giggling the moment when she saw them...the other kids.
"Yo lincoln what up dude?" "Good morning lincoln" "Hey linky looking good like always" "Yo lincoln you doing anything later?" and they just kept on coming, and lincoln being lincoln had to talk to every single one of them! she hated that lincoln had become one of the popular kids in school...she missed the days when it was just her and him, but even so she would keep supporting him as his queen...even if she hated every single one of her subjects...the only good thing that had come out of him becoming popular was that he didn't hang out with his old friend group...specifically stella, and speaking of...his old friend group was standing in the hallway and they were walking right towards them.
"Hey clyde what's up man! it's literally been forever!" lincoln smiled at him, but clyde only looked away shyly "H-hey lincoln! yeah it's been forever...do you want to sit with us at lunch today?" he asked with a hopeful tone, but lincoln gave him a sad smile, "Sorry i promised i would sit with the others today...but hey you guys are welcome to join us like always!" he said to him, and clyde kept looking away from lincoln...so he could hide his tears "T-thanks lincoln!" he tried to sound happy but lincoln could tell something was up with his best friend, "Hey bro are you okay, h-hey!" lincoln was pulled away from them by ronnie who was dragging him to class, "Come on lincoln we don't want to be late for class" ronnie said with a stern voice, being dragged away lincoln never saw that sad looks of his old friend group...and the angry look of rusty, "I...i miss you" clyde whispered after lincoln hoping that he would hear him.
Classroom
"Literally ronnie?" lincoln asked her with a dead expression on his face as she was sitting on his lap, rubbing against him once in a while making the other kids giggle and look at them, "Oh you know you like it! hey let's play a game linky!" she purred out to him, making him smile and roll his eyes at the same time, "Okay babe what do you want to play? but you better hurry the teacher is coming soon," he said to her with a amused tone, "Okay let's flip a coin, head and i'm yours, tails you're mine~" lincoln had to hold himself back from laughing, "Okay that was really corny babe" but that only made ronnie giggle, "Yeah but it made you laugh" she giggled more when lincoln put his hands on her waist and started to kiss up her neck, ronnie wrapped her arms around his head making sure he couldn't stop kissing up and down her neck, the jealous looks she got from most of the girls in the classroom made her feel so much joy, but the icing on the cake was the broken look on stella's face...ronnie didn't care about the other girls, no they only wanted him because he was popular now and she could deal with that, no stella loved him...no she wouldn't use that word...the only person in this world who really truly loved lincoln was herself, but stella wanted him for him and she couldn't stand that...so seeing stella in pain made her feel oh soooo good.
"LINCOLN! RONNIE! ARE YOU TWO REALLY DOING THIS AGAIN! GET OFF HIM THIS INSTANCE RONNIE ANNE!" their teacher Mrs. Agnes come into the room and caught them in the act, but her yelling only made ronnie giggle more, "Buuuut mrs agnes i'm so comfortable! can't i keep sitting here?" what she said only made the entire classroom laugh...and agnes johnson more angry, lincoln tried to gently move ronnie off him but that only made her move her butt against his crotch more...and being a teenage boy only made little him not so little anymore, "Ronnie can you please get off me, if you get sent to the principal then i can't walk home with you after school" lincoln whispered into her ear, and it seemed to calm her down, but just to make sure he gave her a little kiss on the cheek just to hold her over, and just like that she got of him and sat next to him, lincoln let out a sigh when agnes looked at them for a few minutes until she herself calmed down and began today's morning class.
"That was a close one" lincoln whispered to himself, not noticing the possessive look ronnie was giving him.
Lunchtime
"Man i felt like we would never make it to Lunch break!" Amelia groaned out, making chad laugh that he nearly spit out his drink, "Eww chad!" chloe eeked out making him laugh even harder, cristina was looking bored at the two them not really feeling like eating because of lincoln and ronnie being all lovey-dovey...no she was not jealous! not at all.
"Baby-cakes i can eat on my own you know~" lincoln said clearly not meaning it, "Oh but cariño didn't you say i was your queen?~ well as your queen i need to take care of you~" she grabbed a piece of his food trying to feed him, but he grabbed her hand and ate the piece of food...sucking her finger clean in the process, making her giggle, "Stop it~" she said also clearly not meaning it.
"Ugh could you two get a room? the rest of us are trying to eat here" mollie said with a annoyed tone, lincoln slowly pulled away from ronnie but didn't push her off him so she could keep sitting on him, "Sorry mollie i guess we got carried away" he laughed awkwardly, and ronnie didn't say anything to her, no she just gave mollie a death stare...but she was used to that by now, "So anyways guys my mom and dad are going away for the weekend, so i have the house all to myself...so i'm throwing a party!" mollie told the entire table, making everyone cheer, "OMG a party with no adults! sweet!" emma giggled out, jordan joined her in giggling, it had been too long since any of them had held a party.
"Oh it's literally going to be awesome! who is invited?" lincoln asked her with sparkles in his eyes, "Well all of you duh, then rachel and some other kids...you want me to invite clyde and the rest of them don't you" lincoln slowly nodded making her sigh, "Lincoln no, everytime i say yes and invite them they just make everything awkward!" she groaned out at him, "Oh come on mollie! please! just one more time and i promise i will never ask again!" lincoln begged her, she stared at him for a few moments but then let out a sigh, "Okay...but this is the last time! do you understand linc!?" she yelled smashing her hand against the lunch table, but that only made him laugh, "Thank you so much mollie! you won't regret it!" he told her but she had a feeling she would, "Yeah yeah don't mention it" mollie sighed out.
Lincoln slowy pushed ronnie off him so he could get up "Sorry baby-cakes i will be right back" he kissed her cheek and quickly left before she could say anything, leaving her fuming that her lincoln seat got up and away...and that he was going to talk to them...specifically stella, "Awwww are you already missing your linky seat?" mollie teased ronnie, who in turn gave her another death stare, making mollie laugh, "You are so lucky we are in school right now..." ronnie said with a dark voice, making everyone else around the table back away from her...everyone but mollie who just kept on laughing, but she really had no idea how lucky she really was that she wasn't alone with ronnie right now.
Walking towards his old gang's table lincoln put on his best smile, "Hey guys how is it hanging?" he said as he sat down next to clyde, who looked so happy that he had come over, all of them looked happy...all but rusty who looked angry by lincoln being at their table, "Hey l-lincoln!" clyde said with a such happy tone that it made lincoln's smile bigger, "So i just want to tell you all, that you are all invited to mollie's party this weekend!" the look of shock on all of their face made lincoln laugh hard, "Really l-lincoln?" stella asked shyly and had to look away to hide her blush when he smiled at her, "Yeah now remember to tell your parents that it's just a sleepover...don't want them to know after all...so how have you guys been?" he asked them, and so they all started to talk about life and what not...all but rusty who didn't even look a lincoln...he didn't hate lincoln he was just hurt, two years ago lincoln just disappeared from their lifes...only to come back changed, he didn't tell anyone where he was and what happened but somehow he went from being one of the unpopular kids to THE most popular kid in the school!...and left them all behide like dirt, the only thing anybody knew was that his sister had died in a accident of somekind and that was it.
Lincoln felt a little sad by how happy clyde looked that he had came over to their table...he had not been the best friend in the last two years and he knew it, he had been too focused on his popularity...but he couldn't help it he...he just had to, but he had been trying to lift his friends into the popular kids group...but it never worked, but looking a clyde lincoln suddenly got idea...clyde used to have a crush on emma way back...and lincoln have gotten her into ARGGH recently...and the only person that knew as much about that show as himself was clyde...a wicked smile formed on his face, he couldn't save all his friends from unpopularity but he could save his brother from another mother! plus if everything worked out not only would clyde join the cool kids club...but he would get a girlfriend.
"Hey clyde i was thinking...how about you and me hang out today? we can go shopping in the mall!" lincoln asked the shy boy putting his arm around him at the same time, "R-really just you and me? like the good old days?" clyde could feel so much hope in his heart that he was scared his heart was gonna explode, "W-what about u-us?" lincoln looked over at stella who was the one who asked him that question, "Sorry stella but this is only going to be me and clyde...but hey maybe next time" lincoln hated the sad looks on their faces...but as lori used to say...you can't save everyone, "Anyways i'm going to go back before my baby-cakes misses me too much, but you guys are welcome to join us anytime" and just like that he stood up and left to return to his own table...thinking the whole way on how he was going to convince ronnie to let him hang out alone with clyde for a few hours.
Clyde was in total shock...it had been so long since him and lincoln had hanged out, and he hadn't felt this happy in a long time, yes he had felt betrayed when lincoln started to hang out with the other kids leaving them all behide...but he never stopped loving lincoln as a brother, for lincoln never gave up on them, he always watched over them and protected them...especially him, one day when chandler tried to bully him lincoln rushed in and beat the living shit out of him, clyde had never seen lincoln beat someone up before, and so brutally too, but after that chandler completely left them alone, he didn't even look funny at them anymore.
"Can you believe that jerk! like you are going to hang out with him after he ditched us" rusty said with a angry tone looking to liam zach and stella for backup, but they didn't say anything and just had sad looks on their faces, but when he looked back at clyde his face froze, clyde was getting up and leaving their table, "You are going to join that traitor after everything he has done! if you leave to sit with him then you can count yourself a traitor aswell and you can never sit here with us again!" he yelled after him, and when clyde stood still for a moment rusty thought he had gotten through to him, but the words that would come out of clyde's mouth would leave them all in shock for a long time, "No matter what...lincoln will always be my best friend, has he been a little bit of bad friend to me lately...yes but i have also been a bad friend to him at one point, but he never gave up on me and i will never give up on him, and i know you can't see it rusty but i can! lincoln is still looking out for us! always protecting us! he has even been trying to lift us into the cool kids ranks! but we keep failing...but he has given me another chance...and i'm going to take it" and with that clyde kept on walking, leaving behide his now former friends in total shock.
Lincoln smiled when he saw his clyde take a seat next to him, since it was free because of ronnie sitting on his lap, ronnie was just about to give him a death stare but she had to hold back a moan when she felt lincoln massage her butt under the table...that lovable bastard was using his hands to distract her!...and it was working, ronnie was forced to hide her face into his shoulder to make sure that no one could see her blushing face.
"Hey bro good you could join us" lincoln said with a joyful tone, making the other say hi to him aswell, clyde let out a awkward hi back, but lincoln had forseen this, "Hey bro have you seen the newest episode of ARGGH?" lincoln quickly changed the mood of the table by asking clyde that, and it worked like a charm! for clyde completely forgot about his own awkwardness and just started to speak like the cute nerd that he was, "You watch ARGGH too!" emma nearly screamed out, she had somehow changed seats without anyone seeing it and was now sitting next to clyde, and the only reason why he wasn't falling over from blushing was because of the subject at hand, "Oh yeah i have watch every single episode! and i own all the games too!" clyde said with a proud smile, and the stars in emmas eyes as they started to nerd out together made everyone smile, emma was a well liked girl by everyone in the school, so anyone who became her friend usually automatically became part of their group.
Lincoln was doing a little victory dance inside his head, man was he good! everything was going according to his plan! but his jaw nearly fell of when he saw emma blush a little while she was talking to clyde... who didn't notice it whatsoever, no way, this-this was too good! thank you God almighty! oh man this was going to make everything so much easier! well they didn't call him the man with the plan without reason after all!...now he had to think of what to give ronnie later for agreeing to his plan.
Royal Woods Mall
Lincoln was tapping his foot impatiently...how long could it take to change clothes! the first thing lincoln did after him and clyde got free from school was to drag him to the mall, lincoln had taken him to a barber shop for a new haircut, if clyde was gonna join the cool kids he had to look the part, and oh boy was it the right decision! clyde was handsome with short hair, after that lincoln had dragged him to the clothing shop that leni worked in, it was time for clyde to have a whole new wardrob! but clyde was taking forever...if he didn't hurry up clyde might ruin his plan! "Hey bro hurry up we don't have all day!" lincoln yelled through the trying room door, and after a few seconds of silence he finally got a reply, "O-okay i-im coming out now!" and after waiting for a another few seconds more the door finally opened up and when lincoln saw clyde he had to let out a whistle, "H-how d-do i l-look?" clyde asked shyly, clyde was now wearing a blue vest over a white checkered long sleeve collar shirt, black jeans and black sneakers, overall he looked really good, "Man if i was gay i would push you back into that trying room again to try you out if you know what i mean~" lincoln said in a flirty tone of voice, making clyde blush like there was no tomorrow.
"L-LINCOLN!" clyde yelled at him but that only made lincoln laugh, but just has he was about to turn around and hide back in the trying room, lincoln had grabbed onto him forcing him to stand still, "You look great clyde" lincoln said with a gentle smile, "R-really you mean it?" clyde asked in a hopeful tone, and when lincoln nodded he got a big smile on his face, "Now come on! let's pay for the clothes and get something to eat!" he grabbed clyde's hand and started to drag him again, "B-but lincoln i don't have money to pay for all this!" but his pleas fell on deaf ears, "Don't worry! leni said i could use her score points so this on is on me!" and just like that clyde was dragged away once again, but he was having a smile on his face the entire time.
Timeskip
Clyde couldn't be anymore happy right now even if he tried! he haven't had this much fun in a long time, it was amazing to him how important lincoln really was to him, he knew he was important but hanging out with him for a single day and clyde felt like he could take on the world! and now they were sitting at a food stall getting a bite to eat after so much shopping. "Hey clyde...i just want to apologize to you...i know i wasn't there for you the last two years...and i wish i could tell you why i really do...but i can't no matter how much i want to explain it to you i-i just can't...but i hope you still can forgive me" clyde felt shocked from his words, it had just come out of nowhere and he wasn't ready for it...clyde did have a feeling for a long time that something bad had happened to him...and lori's death must have something to do with it...clyde would lie if he said he hadn't been angry at lincoln, but he would never stop loving lincoln no matter what, and he wished lincoln would tell him what exactly had happened that changed him so much...but he wouldn't push it, he could wait until he was ready, "I forgive you" was all clyde said, and now it was lincoln's turn to be in shock, "J-just like that?" he asked clyde in disbelief, and when clyde put down his food so he could give lincoln a hug, lincoln had to close his eyes so he didn't cry in the middle of the food stall, "Just like that...lincoln there was times were i was really mad at you, but i can never stop loving you as a brother, and i guessed something bad had happened to you when you were gone for so long from school and everyone...and i wish you could tell me what exactly happened to you, but i won't push it...i will wait for you to be ready to tell me...so yes just like that" clyde could hear lincoln let out a little sob, and clyde being clyde had to also let out a little sob of his own.
None of them were sure how long they hugged it out for but by the time they were done both of them had to dry their eyes, "Thank you clyde...you have no idea how much i needed this" lincoln thanked him, and clyde laughed a little, "You needed this? i needed this more you know! so don't ever do this again or so help me" and just like that it was lincoln's turn to laugh.
"Hey guys sorry i'm late!" both of them looked towards the voice calling out to them, and when clyde saw that it was emma he had to use all his power not to bleed from his nose and died on the spot, and when emma ran up to them and she saw clyde's new look she couldn't help but blush, "O-oh w-wow clyde you look handsome...i mean good! yeah that's what i meant good!" she shyly looked away to hide her face from him, and lincoln was doing everything in his power not to laugh, oh man he wished he had recorded them, but oh well he had to carry out the rest of his plan, "Hey emma no worries! we were just getting ready to go to the arcade to try out the new ARGGH game that just came out" clyde looked at him in shock until he realized what lincoln had done! oh that nefarious bastard! but then lincoln pulled out his phone and got wide eyes.
"Sorry guys i have to run, i forgot i promised ronnie anne to help her with homework and other stuff! i guess it's just going to be you two" and before they could say anything back he gave both emma and clyde a quick hug, "Good luck bro you got this!" he whispered into his ear before he ran...leaving them alone.
"Well that was weird...so do you want to play the new ARGGH game with just me?" emma asked him with a big smile and a little blush on her face, "S-sure that sounds awesome!" clyde wished he could slap himself right now from how awkward he sounded, but when emma grabbed his arm and hugged it tightly it made clyde realize something...he could give lincoln a blowjob and it wouldn't be enough to repay him...he was going to owe him for the rest of his life...and when emma started to drag him towards the arcade...holding his arm close to her body he swore to God at that moment that he would fight and die for lincoln if he ever asked...oh who was he kicking he didn't even need to ask.
End of Chapter Three
Hey guys and girls i hope you liked today chapter and i hope you all have a good day (Night in my case) see you all in the next chapter!
