PJ sighed. "Mags, you really need to talk to people before things get out of hand." His thumb and pointer finger pinched the bridge of his nose. "I'm becoming worried about you..."

I let out a few more silent tears before I looked up and just smiled.

"I'm fine. Truly."

Lies. So many lies.

"Mags, I know you're not fine. You know how much I care about you."

The butterflies in my stomach were going crazy. But I just didn't want to talk about our complicated relationship.

"PJ, please, not now."

He let out a frustrated growl.

"Maggie, we have to talk about it sooner or later."

This time I let out the frustrated groan.

"Well I choose later."