Note: Small Daryl POV this chapter. He and Pheonyx will meet in the chapter after next I swear! Reviews are greatly appreciated!

As soon as Pheonyx turned 18, he started donating blood. As a universal donor, he felt a sense of obligation to help in some way. Every few months, he found himself sitting in a sterile office, his hand gripping a stress ball, while a tube drained a unit of his blood into a bag. Blood that would likely save someone's life in the future. So, when Patricia hooked him up to Hershel's antique transfusion set–one needle in his arm and the other in Carl's– Pheonyx felt like a piece of the world from before had been handed to him. It was small but–when the world was being taken over by walking corpses–any bit of familiarity helped ease the constant anxiety. The new world always sneaks back up though.

The chair beneath him was uncomfortable and he felt vulnerable with the tube sticking out of his dominant arm. If shadows were to show up, he would be exposed. He wouldn't have much time to disconnect himself and then reach for his cutlass. He tried to ease his anxiety, by going through all the precautions he had placed in the woods and around the property. He would know before the shadows showed up. There would be enough time to prepare himself if the farm was attacked. To distract his thoughts, Pheonyx stared at the clammy face of the boy, who Rick said was named Carl. Hershel sat on the other side of the bed and took his blood pressure. The light hissing of the pressure cuff, filling the silence. Rick and the other man, Shane, had left a short while ago. Likely to discuss how to get word to the kid's mother about his condition.

"Do you think he can hear us?", Pheonyx asked, not taking his eyes from the boy.

Hershel was quiet for a moment while he undid the cuff around Carl's small arm. "I'm not sure, honestly. Research has suggested that we're able to understand auditory stimulation while in unconscious states. But I doubt we will ever truly know. I'm sure he would appreciate you talking to him, even if he can't hear you.", he answered honestly.

Pheonyx nodded and leaned his head back against the rickety wood chair. Another question bubbled in his mind, "When-When I was in the hospital, did I look like him?"

His stepfather was shocked by the inquiry. In the past 6 years, his stepson hadn't mentioned anything in relation to the events that led to his need to move states. Those times were dark in every member of the Greene family's minds. For weeks, Pheonyx's life had hung in the balance. Every bit of prejudice and confusion that had still resided in his parent's minds was forgotten and it made them take stock of their treatment in regards to their son's gender identity. The world was already fighting against him, his injuries and trauma being evidence of that. Did they really want to spend their time stuck in their narrow minded ways, or did they put forth the effort to understand and love their son? It was an easy decision for them. They refused to be another bully in the schoolyard of Pheonyx's life. Hershel only wished it hadn't taken almost losing him, to truly appreciate his stepson and to find understanding in the Bible's command to love without bias.

"Yes, son." he answered softly, his mind drifting in a sea of darkness from the past. "When your mom and I first walked into your room, we thought you had already passed. You were so pale, you almost blended in with the sheets you were laying on, and you were so still. Your mother is a strong woman. Hardly ever cried. I'm sure you know that. Aside from Bethie's birth and your Grandpops dying, that was the only time I ever saw Annette shed tears…"

Hershel trailed off, the pain from those days and the mention of his wife making his gut clench. He stood and placed the blood pressure cuff on the nightstand.

"You know how to remove the needles?", he asked. When Pheonyx nodded, he continued. "You can go ahead and do that. We might need another unit in a bit, so I would like you to stay here. I need to talk to the boy's father."

Pheonyx began clamping both of the tubes connected to his and Carl's arm, "Okay. If Maggie is going out to find his mother, tell her to come see me beforehand, please?"

Hershel assented and left the room, shutting the door most of the way. Pulling the needle from the ditch in his arm, Pheonyx reached over to the first aid kit that was sitting on the end of the bed. He grabbed some alcohol wipes and two bandaids. With those, he cleaned his own arm, placed a bandage on the tiny mark, and moved to do the same for Carl. It seemed slightly pointless to be cleaning the small puncture when the boy currently had a gaping wound in his abdomen. But it wasn't like they could take him to the doctor for an infection. If they had the means to clean a wound properly, they should. Plus, it kept his hands busy and allowed his mind to wander to those days in the hospital.

"I know you don't know me. You probably can't even hear me. But on the off chance you can… You're going to make it through this. I just met you. Heck, I haven't even talked to you, but I can already tell you're a strong kid. I guess you have to be, to survive in the world right now." Pheonyx pulled his chair a bit closer and took a seat. Hesitantly, he took Carl's hand and squeezed softly. Maybe it was to comfort the boy. Maybe it was more to comfort himself from the memories that haunted his mind. He remembered waking up in the hospital with a gunshot to his stomach–in almost the exact same place as Carl's– and the pain from the wound was minor compared to the agony in his mind.

"Daddy said you needed to see me?", the calming voice of his sister had him dragging his eyes away from the bed. Discreetly, he wiped the tears that had been forming in his eyes.

"Uh, yeah. Are you taking a horse to find his mom?"

Maggie nodded, "Rick says a little girl got separated from their group yesterday. They were up at the traffic snarl on the highway. He says they split up and his wife is with the rest of the group, headin' back that way."

Pheonyx mentally mapped the route in his head. " Check the map I have hung up in the stable. The green lines are safe routes through the woods. Avoid the red areas, I haven't cleared those yet. Red stars are the traps. I've been taking Koda out when I place them. If you take him, he should take the safest route around them even if he's going full speed."

Maggie stiffened, "Nyx, if Daddy knew about what you've been doin'-"

"We can argue about it later. The boy needs his mom.", His voice hardened, "There's a copy of the map I made, on top of the table by the tack room. Give it to the rest of their group. It might help them while they look for the girl and keep them from getting hurt on any of the traps. I'll help them more whenever they get here."

Running a hand through her short brown hair, his sister sighed but relented. "Alrigh'. Anything else I should know?"

"Yeah, tell them to be careful of the barbed wire on the edge of the property."

DARYL POV

Daryl Dixon had spent the majority of his life in the woods. Even more so since the dead started rising. When Sophia ran into the woods and went missing, he was the obvious choice to lead up the search. Rick and he had followed her trail as long as they could the day before but they lost the light and had to stop for the night. The little girl's tracks had disappeared a while ago. She was light footed and he was having a hard time picking up her route. The whole group had searched most of the day. Rick, Shane, and Carl had split up to look for a while more while Daryl led the rest of the group back to the highway. He wasn't too keen on the idea of splitting the group up. The more people searching for Sophia increased the likelihood of her being found. Being sent off to play tour guide to the rest of them–when he could be following the girl's trail–just pissed him off. He was the only one in the group with a lick of sense in regards to surviving in the woods. Why did he have to play babysitter to a bunch of housewives, an uppity blonde, and Glenn? He should be the one searching for the girl, not Deputy Douchebag, Officer Friendly, and an 11yr old boy. Especially considering the state of the forest they were searching.

From the moment they started the search that morning, his mind had noticed something off about the woods around them. The distinct lack of shambling corpses was the big thing. The few walkers that they had come across were dead, their heads cut in half or arrow holes right between the eyes. Several along their path had met the same fate. Another odd thing were the traps scattered through the woods. During the first search, he had heard the tinkling of metal, but he had been so focused on finding Sophia and listening for the groans of walkers, that he had brushed it off. But not even an hour into the group's search on the second day, they had found the first trap. A large tree was surrounded by sharpened sticks, stuck in the ground at a 45 degree angle. Dried blood covered the majority of the pointed ends. In the branches above the sticks, were wind chimes. Some were handmade, constructed of small bones or bits of scrap metal, others were the kind you could find at most stores. Nailed on the tree, blood dripping down the bark like trails of tears, was fresh offal. Possum and Raccoon by his best guess. Off to the side of the tree, a small 7x7 hole was dug. Only a few feet deep, the inside was scorched with the remains of burned walkers at the bottom.

Carol started hyperventilating at the sight of the bodies, thinking the worst had happened to her daughter. Lori moved Carl behind her while the others stared at the tree.

"What is this?", Glenn finally asked, breaking the silence.

Daryl moved forward, crossbow at the ready, "Looks like a walker trap. Sound from the chimes draws 'em in. Smell a' the blood and flesh keeps their 'ttention and lures 'em onto the spikes. Hole's for burnin' them. Someone's keepin' the woods clear. 'Splains all the dead ones we've found."

The redneck was impressed by the setup. He wouldn't admit it out loud, considering the shocked and scared looks of the people around him, but the trap was incredibly clever.

Rick and Shane made sure their weapons were drawn, glancing around the area. The sheriff kept his voice low, "Someone's livin' around here. Everybody be on guard. We don't know if they're friendly."

The gray-haired woman let out a small sob, "Oh god, they might have my baby. Or she could be caught in one of these traps somewhere. They could be burning her right now!" Andrea moved forward to comfort the older woman, speaking calming words and assurances.

After that, they walked quieter, avoiding unnecessary chatter. They passed 7 of those traps along the way, checking the hole at each one for a body of Sophia's size. Some of them had walkers impaled on them, all grasping for the flesh nailed to the wood in front of them.

The ringing of bells had them all running towards a church, hopeful that maybe the little girl had found a way to signal the group. But all they found was speakers set up to a timer and a perimeter of barbed wire and spikes that surrounded the abandoned building. Several walkers were impaled on the spikes, slowly grabbing for the building when the bells sounded. Daryl quickly dispatched one with his bow, while Glenn and Rick killed the other 3 with hunting knives. The doors to the church were open, blocked by barbed wire and sticks, but the inside was empty. The only signs of life were the dead walkers on the ground, killed in the same way as the others they found. By that point, it was mid afternoon and they needed to turn back in order to make it to the highway before sundown. Daryl had intended to point the rest of the group in the right direction and keep searching, but Rick wanted to keep up the search himself. Shane and Carl opted to tag along with them. Honestly, he was surprised Lori cut the cord and allowed the boy out of her sight for more than a minute.

That's how he ended up leading the others through the woods, holding in his anger at the talk behind him. They spoke like Sophia was already dead. Yeah, the girl was a bit weak. She was terrified of everything and had little knowledge of surviving in the wild. But she also had Ed as a father. A bastard who enjoyed putting his hands on his wife and child. As someone who grew up with a parent like that, Daryl knew that surviving those experiences formed a strength and determination to live in most people. He felt it in his bones that Sophia was one of those people. She was physically weak but she was whip-smart and had good instincts. Those things trump brute strength most of the time.

In anger, he snapped at the group, insisting they would find Sophia. The looks on their faces had old insecurities rising in his chest. The hesitant looks of people waiting for the dirty redneck to blow up. Granted, Merle's explosive behaviors had certainly colored their views of him by association. And his violent reaction to finding out his brother was left in Atlanta didn't help matters. Despite his efforts to prove himself to this group, his mind still insisted that he was useless and they'd turn against him eventually. The old voice of his father still haunted the back of his mind. Telling him that he was no good, that no one could ever care for him. Physically avoiding the memory of his father and the subsequent tingling on his back, Daryl turned away from the group and kept moving forward. His grip on his crossbow, white knuckled.

At some point they heard a gunshot. Only one. He tried to reassure Lori that Rick had probably just killed a walker, but even he knew that was a lie. Rick may be a bit naive to the world now, but he wasn't stupid. Neither was Shane. They wouldn't waste ammo or risk noise just for one walker. They continued to walk. About 100 yards from the highway, Andrea's screams had them running. She had distanced herself at some point during their trek and a walker had snuck up on her. Before Daryl had a chance to put an arrow in the ugly bastard's head, the sounds of hoofbeats preceded the entrance of a girl on horseback. Bat raised in the air, she brought it down and knocked the walker a few feet away from Andrea.

"Lori? Lori Grimes?", she pulled up on the reins, halting the horse's momentum. Sweat was dripping down her face, making her short brown hair stick to her cheeks. The girl looked between all of them, waiting for an answer.

Lori moved forward, "I'm Lori."

"Rick sent me. You got to come now.", the stranger began to pull out some folded paper from her pocket.

Daryl, still slightly shocked at the sight of the woman riding in like some kind of superhero, saw Lori's back tense. "What?", she asked, her mind obviously snapping to the sound of the gunshot they had heard earlier.

"There's been an accident. Carl's been shot. He's still alive but you've gotta come now.", at Lori's lack of response, the girl spoke firmer. "Rick needs you. Just come!"

As Lori tossed her backpack to the ground, Daryl moved forward to try to stop her, "Whoa-Whoa-Whoa! We don't know this girl! You can't get on that horse!"

His warnings fell on deaf ears though, the only thing on Lori's mind was her son. She deftly jumped on the horse, settling behind the strange woman.

"Rick said you had others on the highway, that big traffic snarl?", the woman asked.

Glenn stared at her, his eyes starstruck, "Uh-huh." he said dumbly.

Tossing the paper she had pulled from her pocket, Daryl caught it, being the closest one. A quick glance told him it was some kind of map. He could see colored ink marked onto the printed chart.

"Backtrack to Fairburn road. Two miles down is our farm. You'll see the mailbox- Name's Greene–", she glanced between all of them, stopping to linger on him and the crossbow in his hands. Almost as if she knew something he didn't, a ghost of a smile curved her lips, one that was gone before it could even register for most of the group. "Key's on the bottom of the map. Be careful of the barbed wire around the edges of the property." With a flick of the reins pushing the horse into motion, the woman and Lori disappeared into the depths of the forest.

They all stared after the pair riding the horse. Daryl was angry Lori hadn't listened to him but was also worried about Carl, if what the woman said was true. If god was real, he sure had a sick sense of humor. They'd almost been blown up a couple days ago, Sophia had gone missing the day before, now Carl was shot? You'd think that their quota of shit to deal with would have been met a long time ago, but apparently not.

A groan had the group turning their head to the walker that the strange woman had hit moments before. Map in one hand, Daryl used the other to lift his crossbow and shoot the geek between the eyes.

"Shut up.", he snapped, needing an outlet for his frustration. Hooking his crossbow over his shoulder, Daryl began to unfold the map. He briefly recognized the layout of the woods around them but his attention was drawn to the detailed marks around it. The whole area was organized into a color coded grid. Some blocks were marked green for safe, the others red for dangerous zones. At least a dozen dark green lines indicated safe trails leading to a property a few miles from the highway. He assumed it was the farm the girl was talking about. Red stars were dotted along the forest and the locations of a few stood out. They stood for the traps the group had found. He counted at least 20 of them throughout the few miles of woodlands. Other marks indicated hunting cabins, farmhouses, old barns, and clean water sources. The hours of hard work and surveying that had gone into this map was evident. Daryl lightly traced the script at the bottom of the map, where the key was located, with his thumb. The scribble was slightly sloppy but still legible. It didn't look like a girl's handwriting, but also wasn't the chicken scratch that most men he knew had. He was oddly fascinated by it, the writing and the map. Glenn and Carol tried to look at it over his shoulder, but Daryl quickly–yet carefully– folded up the thin paper and stuck it in the breast pocket of his shirt.

Grunting in a typical Dixon fashion, he walked over and grabbed his bolt from the walker on the ground. "Come on. Need ta get back 'fore it gets dark. Don' want the ole' man to have a heart attack."

With that, the group made their way back to the highway. No one noticed that Daryl's hand kept drifting towards the pocket near his heart, brushing against the folded paper through the dirty fabric.