Ch-15

Every single person in the room now stood frozen ... .the air was suddenly too thick and heavy to breathe , there was not sufficient oxygen in the room to fill Lily's lungs.

Crash

Pieces of jagged glass scattered the floor and broke whatever trance there once was… .

Remus hastily retrieved his hand back , really can he be any more messier? Don't worry…nothings to worry about…it just your uh- dead parents - oh not so dead parent seeing as their alive now even in his head the phrasing sounded wrong, how could he explain something's as this confusing and shocking to a child who was standing in front of his dead parents not so dead parents i meant.

"So is someone gonna break the ice?" Tried James , as always trying to lighten the mood with Jocking humour is the best way to hide pain… he's learnt that over the years..

Molly threw a caution glance towards James and raised her eyebrows at him.

Translation:you better shut up and not hurt harry or i'll hurt you

yes , very threatening

"Dad" Harry didn't mean to but his words came out more as a statement than a question , he knew for a fact that his mom, if it was her, was watching him very carefully with her eyes ….. her green eyes

'you have your mothers eyes harry'

He slowly turned his head a bit and looked at her…his mom…who gave her life away from him…..and left you whispering the voice in Harry's head.

She looked strong , but Harry could see those barriers breaking, seeing her eyes filling with so much love it was all so foreign , he always found love with molly and his friends but this…this was something else something entirely different and - and wonderful

"Mom" came out like a hush whisper but she heard it , how can she not be his mother….

Lily seemed to be holding out her tears well for the past few minutes but upon hearing him whisper that word mom her heart melted and grieved for the child she thought she lost years ago.. she felt trickle prickle in her eyes , blurring her vision, a choked sob escaped from her throat mourning for the years of her son's childhood she will never have back.

Remus and Molly were still so stil someone could mistake them for a statue ... .but Harry couldn't avert his eyes …his eyes from his parents he suddenly felt the overwhelming urge to cry and scream and throw a fit. Feeling the taste of salty tears in his mouth , he realised he was crying , tears were pouring down his face and suddenly he couldn't take it all he couldn't handle it all he broke down….fell to the floor and started weeping , fisting his hair in his hands and trying to pull him back to the ground…

Shout at them

They're my parents

Then yell

I'm not able to

Everything's so dark and - and stuffy

He feels his surroundings drop by one Celsius though he's pretty sure that himself … memorise past flooding through his head of promises …. Laughter…..pain

"Harry , Take my body back to my father."

'Lily ! Take Harry and go! I'll hold him"

Not Harry…not Harry…have mercy!

Harry….Harry!