It started to rain. The clown marching band strode past me, tubas blaring loudly, leading to town square. Raindrops splattered off the brass instruments that the clowns waved around animatedly. I could see my reflection in them, my face distorted, a reflection of my inner self. Tears started streaming down my face, mixing with the raindrops. I threw up my hands to the invisible clown being in the sky, falling to my knees.
"Are you happy now? I've lost him! I've lost the only thing that matters in this world!" A couple clowns peered at me the ground, grinning wildly and passed me by unsympathetically. Some time passed. The sweet clown music grew fainter and fainter in the distance, the sloshing of their footsteps disappearing almost altogether. The crowd started trailing off. Except for one pair of footsteps.
A spry, limber man, with a little button nose and almond-fluid eyes with a sexy smirk that could be a clown smirk if he so desired.
"Are you ok?" He bent down to my level, his comically long legs creaking. "I-I-I-I-I-m Fine!" I stammered. He offered me a hand, it was warm, and lifted me up with ease.
"I'm Bill Skarsgard. What's your name?"
"Y-Y-Y-Y-Y-Y/N." I stuttered. Even though it was raining, the man before me was a blinding light. I had to squint.
"Want to have a coffee with me sometime? You look like you could use it. Wink"
We were then at his moms house, where he led me up the rickety stairs to his old bedroom. It was full of beautiful clown memoribila and there was a red clown nose resting upon his bed, which he quickly put away like he was embarrassed.
I sighed sadly, clown thoughts plauging my brain. "I used to love a clown once," I said wistfully. "But I don't plan on doing it again."
"I want to kiss your tears away." Bill said sexily. I grinned hungrily.
Suddenly! Arthur Fleck came in with a sexy confident smirk. "Hello (y/n) I also struggle with depression, delusions, anxiety, and I have many disorders."
I turned away from him and back to Bill. I wondered what Pennywise was up to right now.
"You never pull your weight around here you dumb useless slut!" Bill raged at Arthur. The anger in his eyes looked so familiar but I couldnt quite place it. Was it a lover I used to have, perhaps a clown of sorts?
Arthur grit his teeth and pulled out a glock. "You don't know anything about what its like to be mentally ill in a society! It's like a dog chasing a car, I heard Heath Ledger say it."
Bill put his longer protective arm around me, not his shorter one. His arm was so sexy and strong and it was the longest arm I had ever seen, it reminded me of an orangatan.
"You'll get what you effin deserve!" He screeched and then walked away all anxiety.
Then we went to THE clown parade in town square. I was enjoying all the beautiful clowns until a few caught on fire. It was Jared Leto throwing Molotov cocktails at the clowns, because he jealous that he wasn't invited because no one thought he was a good clown.
Bozo the clown flew past me on a unicycle with a firehose, effectively saving the day.
Suddenly! I suddenly saw pennywise. He locked eyes with me and a hand came out of his mouth, reaching out and pulling me to him.
"What are you doing with Bill, (y/n)?!" Pennywise roared, "Are you cheating on me?!"
I looked back for Bill to defend me but he was gone, perhaps he got lost in the sea of clowns.
"Think twice before you say that again." Pennywise hissed evily.
Suddenly! The Joker from the telltale series showed up with his boyfriend Bruce Wayne, they were hand in hand happily. "Nice outfit." The Joker from the telltale series said to Pennywise and his boyfriend Bruce laughed.
Pennywise jingled his sexy clown bells evily.
The lights of the carnival in town square became brighter as the sun set. I looked at pennywise, full of rage and lust.
"I'm going to find Bill. Go rave with your other clown friends since this is where you want to be instead of with me."
Pennywise's lower lip trembled. I started pacing from tent to tent, trying to find my orangatang-limbed friend. He couldn't of gotten far, could he?
A giant unused tent at the far-end of the carnival caught my eye. I guess it wouldn't hurt to check here, I thought. It looked run-down and had holes in it.
Entering, it was pitch black and I could barely make out the interior before me. I felt the air blindly in front of me, trying to find some sort of light source.
Suddenly all at once the lights inside turned on, momentarily blinding me. Some old-timey circus music turned on full-blast. At the far end of the tent on the stage was a figure, their back was facing me.
As I approached I realized it was Bill Skarsgard.
"I finally found you!"
At the sound of my voice he slowly turned around to face me with a strange expression.
I couldn't believe my eyes as his face morphed into the image on the flyers pennywise was trying to burn. Bob Gray!
Finally able to see the interior I realized that the decor all around the tent also had bob gray's face on it, along with gift-shop merchandise you could get. Mugs, bags, t-shirts, and underwear with his face on it.
I could feel my body start to shake ferally. "I don't understand."
Pennywise's familiar sexy high pitched voice emanated from the shitty old man before me. It was the truth.
"He's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same."
I shook my head violently.
Did pennywise love me?