Chapter Two: Fragile dreams of the blood-eyed girl

As Tule fell into the yawning abyss, adrenaline surged through her veins, time itself seeming to slow. Her descent was watched by Mortiz, his face a mask of surprise and fear, etching the image of her fall into his memory.

In the midst of her weightless descent, Tule's back grazed off the stone outcrop. A sudden, searing pain coursed through her body, tearing a cry from her lips. This was not the end of her descent, however, as she continued to tumble further into the dark abyss, her arms wrapped around her head in a futile attempt to protect it.

Moments later, her body struck another hard surface, a small mound of stone that struck her side just below her lung. The impact cracked a couple of ribs, causing a fresh wave of pain to radiate through her already battered frame. Tule's tumble down the near-vertical shaft was a relentless series of blows, her body absorbing each impact with grim determination.

Eventually, Tule's battered form reached the bottom of the pit, disturbing the rock dust that had settled there from the mining operations. The very dust now filled the air, entering Tule's gasping breaths. Her wails of pain echoed throughout the cave, the sound a stark contrast to the silence she had descended into.

Summoning all her strength, Tule gathered her resolve and yelled as loudly as she could, her voice echoing off the unforgiving stone. "Stay away from the hole! G-go get h-help!" Her words were directed at her siblings, who were anxiously calling out for her above.

Mortiz, the closest to her, hesitated for a moment, fear and concern etched across his young face. Finally, he decided to stay behind, ensuring that Tule would not be alone in the darkness.

Tule's pain was unbearable, and the wait for rescue seemed like an eternity. With time, the dust in the air began to settle, allowing her to breathe a little easier. Through the dim light that filtered down from the pit's entrance, she could see Mortiz, his young voice offering the most encouraging words a nine-year-old could muster. "It's going to be okay, Tule. Father will be here soon."

After some time, Tule's wails dwindled to a whimper, but Mortiz remained attentive to her well-being. He called out to her, making sure she was still conscious, and each reply she gave brought a slight sense of relief to the young Fehla.

Eventually, the sound of voices echoed from above, and Parzival arrived with Anton and some of their neighbors in tow. A makeshift harness was hastily assembled, with Anton volunteering to descend into the depths of the pit after Tule. The men above served as the winch, slowly lowering Anton into the dark abyss.

At last, Anton reached the bottom, his silhouette casting an eerie, reassuring presence before Tule. Her body, dirty and battered, was marked with tears and weariness. Tule's cries had dwindled to a whimper, her eyes wide with the fear and pain she had endured.

Anton gently scooped up Tule, every movement causing her to cry out in pain. Holding his sister as carefully as he could manage, the two of them were slowly hoisted out of the unforgiving darkness by Parzival and the other men, with utmost care.

Upon reaching solid ground, Tule was secured to a makeshift stretcher, and together, they carried her out of the mine. The ordeal had left her body battered and her spirit bruised, but she was finally on her way to safety and the care of her family.

Tule's body ached with every jostle and movement, the pain nearly unbearable as they carried her to the home of the Fehla doctor. Her eyes remained tightly shut, her breath coming in shallow gasps. The doctor's wife, acting as a nurse, and the doctor himself carefully examined her injuries, their expressions grave.

Her cuts and scrapes were tended to with gentle hands, each wound cleaned and carefully bandaged in clean cloth. A notable bruise on her side, where the largest impact had occurred, was given particular attention. The area was gently washed, then wrapped tightly to support the suspected broken ribs.

One of Tule's arms was gingerly splinted, the doctor suspecting a possible fracture. The process was agonizing, and Tule could hardly suppress the occasional whimper that escaped her lips.

As the doctor and his wife worked, Anton excused himself to take care of their younger siblings, leaving Tule in the care of her father, Parzival, who seemed more annoyed than genuinely concerned with her well-being. The doctor's efficiency contrasted starkly with Parzival's impatience, but Tule could hardly focus on anything but the pain coursing through her battered body.

After what felt like an eternity, Seraphina arrived, her face etched with concern and worry. Parzival quickly informed her of the incident and the progress made in Tule's treatment. A brief conversation followed, and Parzival excused himself to "take care of the children," leaving Seraphina to watch over her injured daughter.

"Momma," Tule's voice was weak, barely above a whisper, as she reached out for her mother's hand. Seraphina's touch was gentle, a soothing balm to Tule's pain. "I'm sorry," Tule murmured, her voice filled with remorse and meekness.

The hours seemed to grind by slowly, each passing minute marked by the persistent ache in Tule's body. Her mother remained a constant presence by her side, offering comfort through her touch and soft words of reassurance. Eventually, exhaustion claimed Tule, and sleep mercifully found her, her breathing steadying as her mother sat watchful in a nearby chair.

The cool air of the night gently swept through the quiet town of Laufstadt. Rain, like a soothing lullaby, began to fall, its gentle pitter-patter against the clay roof tiles filling the interior of the homes with a calming symphony. The scent of petrichor, the earthy aroma released by the rain, filled the air, carrying with it the promise of life renewed. The night had a profound stillness, and the rain brought sleep to those nestled within their homes.

In the home of the Fehla doctor, the night was cast in a serene hue. The soft illumination of the lanterns bathed the room in a gentle glow. Seraphina, though weary and worried, began to succumb to the lull of the evening. Her features were still etched with concern, but as the night progressed, her eyelids grew heavy, and she slowly drifted off to sleep.

Outside, the rain continued its tender descent, bathing the world in a gentle, cleansing embrace. The night was calm, a soothing balm to the soul, a stark contrast to the pain Tule was enduring in her fragile state.

Tule's dreams, however, were far from soothing. They were a retelling of her experience in the cave, the relentless darkness closing in on her, the cramped conditions of the hole instilling fear and panic. The vivid memories of her fall and the pain that followed played out in a disorienting loop.

Throughout the night, Tule would wake from her shallow slumber, her face damp with tears. Her heart ached, not only from the physical pain but also from the haunting images that replayed in her mind. Each time she woke, she would glance around the room, searching for the comforting presence of her mother.

The morning eventually arrived, marked by the warm rays of the rising sun casting their golden fingers upon the quiet town. In the distance, the cheerful crowing of distant cocks announced the arrival of the new day.

Although Tule had managed to find some rest, she was no further along her path to recovery. Her body still ached, the pain a constant reminder of her ordeal. The doctor's wife, a gentle and caring presence, prepared a bowl of porridge for Tule. Her trembling hands struggled to lift the spoon to her lips, her appetite marred by pain and exhaustion.

The daybreak held the promise of a new beginning, but Tule's journey to recovery seemed to be a long and difficult one.

As the morning sun bathed Laufstadt in warm light, the doctor carefully examined Tule's injuries. She was now stable and capable of coherent speech, a sign of improvement that filled the room with a faint glimmer of hope. The doctor, with a reassuring tone, informed Tule that she could be released to her home. He then turned to Seraphina, who had been anxiously waiting by her daughter's side, and began to explain the details of how Tule should be cared for.

Seraphina listened intently, absorbing every word of the doctor's instructions. She was relieved to have Tule back home but was acutely aware of the responsibilities that lay ahead. After the doctor's explanations, she excused herself for a moment, promising to be back shortly.

When Seraphina returned, she was not alone. Anton, Ottilie, and Parzival had arrived to help carry Tule home on a makeshift stretcher. The doctor, sensing the urgency, gave Seraphina a few bandages and instructed her on their use.

The little group garnered the attention of a few passersby as they made their way through the town. Tule's pale face, marred by pain, caught the sympathetic glances of those who passed. The sight of her family coming together to bring her home was an unusual sight to see, garnering hushed gossip about the event that had just transpired.

Eventually, they reached their modest home, the familiar sight providing a comforting backdrop. Tule was gently carried into the cottage and taken to the girls' bedroom. It was a small space, where Tule and Petra shared a bunk bed. The single bed was reserved for Ottilie.

"Tule is going to rest on the single bed," Seraphina informed, her voice carrying a note of authority.

Ottilie, displeased at the prospect of surrendering her bed, protested, "But Mother, that is my bed."

Parzival, though harboring his own animosity toward Tule, would not allow Ottilie to disrespect his wife. He reinforced Seraphina's authority with a stern voice. "Listen to your mother."

Ottilie heeded her parents' words and moved her belongings from her bed to the bottom bunk of the bunk bed, which Tule had usually shared with Petra. The room was small and had limited space for furniture, the wooden walls providing safehaven for the girls from the unforgiving world outside.

With Ottilie's former bed now available, it was prepared for Tule's comfort. An old blanket was carefully laid across it, its soft fabric ready to absorb any potential blood that might escape a bandage.

Tule was gently placed on the bed, the smallest movement causing her to wince in pain. Her family looked on with concern and love, the room now filled with a mix of emotions, from relief to worry.

The moment seemed to stretch on for Tule, her eyes heavy with exhaustion. But finally, after the trials of the past day, she was allowed to rest. The room settled into a quiet, reassuring stillness as Tule closed her eyes and was embraced by the promise of sleep, the process of healing likely to be lengthy.

The following days stretched on, each one seeming to move at a sluggish pace, with Seraphina devoting her constant care to Tule. The progress on Ottilie's wedding dress had slowed to a crawl, much to Ottilie's growing annoyance. She had shown a moment of genuine concern for Tule when her sister was first injured, but as the days turned into weeks, her regular animosity toward Tule re-emerged. Now, her anger toward her injured sister festered into a deep-seated hatred.

"It's her fault my dress isn't done yet," Ottilie would mutter to herself, her resentment growing with every passing day.

As the days continued to pass, Tule's condition became increasingly precarious. Her body weakened further, and she began to grow ill. The doctor was summoned once more to examine her, his presence in the house becoming a regular sight. His furrowed brows and somber expression painted a grim picture as he assessed Tule's condition.

After a thorough examination, the doctor delivered a diagnosis: blutkrankheit, a sickness involving the blood brought on by her injury. It was a treacherous ailment, one that had claimed many lives in the past. Although bloodletting was a common treatment for such conditions, it often had poor results on those as frail as Tule.

The doctor prescribed a different course of treatment. He recommended mint tea for Tule to drink, the soothing warmth of the brew intended to calm her symptoms. Additionally, he provided a salve made of stinging nettles to be gently rubbed on the injured spots that were bruised. The stinging nettles, despite their initial discomfort, were believed to possess healing properties.

A month passed, marked by the doctor's regular visits and Tule's unrelenting battle with her sickness. During this time, her frail body battled infection, occasionally giving rise to fever. Her constitution was severely weakened, and her body's struggle was etched in the pallor of her skin and the fragility of her frame.

Under the strain of her physical anguish and the stress she endured, Tule's cycle halted, her weakened body having no choice but to prioritize its efforts on healing. The days, once slow and languid, now seemed to slip away in a blur of worry and care.

While the days dragged on with Tule's ongoing illness, Ottilie's wedding dress was eventually completed. The day of Ottilie's marriage was a bittersweet one, for Seraphina and Tule, weakened and bedridden, missed the joyous occasion entirely. It was a source of great frustration for Ottilie, who harbored her resentment toward Tule.

A week after Ottilie's wedding, the house felt quiet and empty, a sense of longing lingering in the air. Tule, who had been lost in the depths of illness, finally began to regain consciousness. Her constant fevers had passed, and she found herself in a haze of confusion, her senses slowly returning to her.

With the odd taste of mint still lingering on her lips, Tule struggled to bring herself upright, her limbs heavy and weak. Her eyes, once dulled by pain and suffering, began to focus on her surroundings. The room was familiar, yet it looked different through her weakened gaze.

In one corner of the room, she saw Petra, her youngest sister, playing with a fabric doll on the floor. The sight brought a flicker of warmth to Tule's heart. She longed to reach out to Petra, to reassure her that she was still here, still a part of their family.

Petra, sensing movement, looked up from her play, her innocent eyes meeting Tule's crimson irises. Her face lit up with a mixture of surprise and delight. She immediately rose to her feet, running out of the room, calling for their mother with urgency.

"Momma, Tule is awake!"

The news of Tule's awakening would spread quickly through the household, a glimmer of hope in a time filled with uncertainty. Tule's path to recovery had been a long and grueling one, but now, with her eyes open, she was a step closer to returning to her previous state of health.

Time marched on, and Tule gradually regained her health, achieving an almost full recovery. The constant care and herbal treatments had played their part, but there was a lasting effect from her fall in the mine. Inhaling the rock dust had left her lungs susceptible, and she now found herself easily winded at times, her head growing light when she exerted herself. It was a reminder of the perilous incident, etching its memory into her very breath.

Though Tule's cycle had returned to normal, there was one aspect of her physicality that had been permanently affected. The combination of malnutrition, her injury, and the illnesses she had suffered during her recovery had stunted her growth. No matter how many vegetables she ate or how many times she prayed for a growth spurt, Tule did not gain an single zoll in height. She remained at four fusz and five zoll, her stature serving as a physical marker of the trials she had endured.

As a couple of years passed, Tule reached the age of sixteen, an age at which her elder sisters had been prepared for marriage. Just like her siblings before her, Tule was ready to embark on the path to wedlock. However, this process proved far from straightforward. Each time Parzival and Seraphina spoke with different families about arranging a marriage between one of their sons and Tule, the response was swift and discouraging. Tule was met with harsh comments such as "She is too small to be married to my son" or "We want taller grandchildren" or at worst "We don't want to have a blood eye in our family." The societal prejudices that surrounded Tule's stature and her crimson eyes created insurmountable obstacles, and eventually, Parzival and Seraphina ceased their efforts to find her a suitable husband.

Tule, despite her small stature, was undeniably beautiful and graceful. Her crimson eyes, like deep rubies, sparkled with an inner fire that was captivating. Yet, these physical attributes seemed overshadowed by the societal expectations that weighed heavily on her.

As Tule's 17th birthday approached, a familiar tension settled within the household. Regular arguments erupted between her parents. Parzival had long been eager to rid himself of Tule, and he often questioned her paternity, using her diminutive stature as yet another reason to doubt if she was truly his daughter. These clashes and accusations eroded Tule's spirit, and doubt about her own existence began to overshadow her mind.

The shadow of her family's rejection and the relentless questioning of her identity cast a pall over Tule's heart. The world outside remained unforgiving, and she couldn't help but wonder if there was a place where she could truly belong.