Chapter 17
A/N: Mature
3rd P.O.V
"General Whitlock!"
Uh oh,
The Major was out now and The General didn't like the way he said her name like that. She felt Secelia scramble to retreat. The General was out the second the Major said her name. He was still in front of her and his hands were gripping hers tightly. The General's instincts were screaming at her, because the tone in his voice told her one thing,
Submit!
Submit!
SUBMIT!
Never one to deny her instincts she barred her neck, trusting her mate, because even though his anger flowed from him like hot fire, she knew that he wouldn't hurt her. The Major hummed as he leaned down letting his teeth nip harshly at her neck. He was pissed. Why couldn't his mate see exactly what he saw? Why was it only with them that she had at least saw herself the fraction of what she was. The Major growled against her skin, and even with his teeth at her throat he could feel her trust, love, lust and submissiveness.
"What should I do with ya, Sugah, hm?" He hummed softly against her ear. "Should I love ya until ya see what I see? Fuck you into submission until ya know it, take ya over my knee, for ever thinkin ya anything-less then perfect, Should I Punish-" His words died on his lips as he felt a wave of cold, dark, and intense flash of fear. The General closed her eyes taking a deep breath,
"We should really talk about trigger words, give us a moment?" She asked burrowing her face into his neck taking a few deep breaths. The fear lessened, and while confused the Major stayed absolutely still, as his mate breathes in his scent. Her fear faded to nonexistent.
"Don't use that word, please?" She asked against his skin. Feeling his confusion she elaborated, "Punish, or Punishment," She flinched against him, and continued to ramble, "I know you didn't mean it like that but that particular word is," She paused closing her eyes shuddering against him. She brings their clasped hands and pulled them around her indicating she wanted to be held. While pissed and confused The Major wouldn't deny her anything as he held her to him. His body leaned over her making her feel safe as she continued talking.
"That word means pain, it means teeth, blade on our skin, bites, and other things. I know it means something else to you but I can't help that it triggers us, so please don't use that word." She pulled back kissing his cheek.
"I won't, Never," He promised kissing her hair. He scooped her into his arms. He could feel her confusion but before the Major continued with anything else he needed to know about triggers he never wanted to feel that kind of fear again.
He lays down beside her. "Tell me, before we do anything else, I want to know everything, I never wanna fuckin feel fear like that again. Tell me what else triggers ya, so I know to never fuckin do it, so I know how bad I need ta hurt the ones who caused em." He demanded softly stroking her hair.
She looks at him and even though she can't see him, she can feel his eyes on her, and she knows that this man would go through hell for her, and that he wasn't going anywhere. This makes her spill her guts, "Like I said punishment, the threat thereof, uh sometimes words like derogatory names, like well you can draw your own conclusions. Other things similar to that." She explained.
"Any physical triggers, Sugah?" He asked through clenched teeth. The fact others had threatened to harm her like that, and knowing that others had called her names that she was clearly uncomfortable repeating.
"Not with you, with others it's grabbing us by the neck, caging us to where we can't escape, and teeth at the back of our neck. You saw the last one, I was too deep in flashbacks to realize it was you." She mumbles a bit shamefully. The Major growled lowly in her ear. He grips her chin.
"No shame, Darlin, knock that off or I will take ya over my knee right now." She let the shame fade slightly shivering at the dark tone in his voice. He cackled darkly.
"Do ya want that, my General, hm? Only ya Major can take you over his knee, that right?" He growled darkly in her ear. "Yes," She breathed out. The Major moved sitting down on the wooden chair beside the bed.
"Come here," He beckoned softly. She gets up walking to him. He guided her to his side, and made her bend over his lap. She's leaned across him sideways his arm holding her up. Her head is laying on his arm and his hand gently lays flat against the other side of her head, holding her close to his body. His other hand softly rubs her back before caressing her bottom.
"Now, My General, why do I have ya like this?" He asked humming softly as he moved his hand upward stroking her hair. The General takes a deep breath before answering him.
"You love me, you love me enough to show me that you see me as beautiful. You want me to see the same thing. You're not doing this to hurt me, you're doing it because you love me enough to show me why my fears and doubts are wrong, and," She breathes again her body relaxing against his hold. The Major would've been satisfied with that answer but he had a feeling she left it open ended for him to demand her to continue.
"And, Sugah, don't leave me hangin," He teased lightly.
"And you aren't doing this because we are bad, but because you want us to understand what you understand so that way we don't question ourselves, at the very least with you, because you're our mate, our Jasper, our Major, our Ares, and you want us to understand that we are beautiful and you're not going anywhere even when our silly insecurities act up." She ended, closing her eyes she places a kiss to his arm. The Major jumped surprised.
"Tsk, Don't distract me sugah, and ya absolutely right about everythin, I don't ever want ya questionin yourself with me. You don't think I notice that you have been holding back with us? Don't think I can feel ya inner fear each time ya ask us not to leave? As if ya scared ya to clingy with us?" She flinched softly against him.
"Sh, I ain't getting on to ya Sugah, I am telling ya that ya are MINE! Havin ya over my knee like this makes me want to spank it into ya, makes me want to show ya the difference between pain, and painful pleasure." He purred rubbing soothing circles onto her. She swallowed harshly.
A wave of trust flowed over the Major, along with love, a bit of hesitate lust, and pure need. "Will ya show us the difference, then, Majah?" She asked softly, making him pause in his movements before resuming them. "It'll sting, Sugah, ya sure ya want that?" He asked to be sure.
"Yes, you'll be here with me the whole time, I think," She paused closing her eyes before opening them again, "I need to understand the difference. It won't be scary, you have me, and you won't let go." She whispered.
"That's right, I gotcha, Are ya ready?" He asked softly. "Yes, Majah," She confirmed. The Major brushed his hand back and sent her a wave of relaxation and pulled his hand back.
Smack
He rubbed her bottom caressing it, "Breathe," He reminded and she drew in a breath.
Smack
He caressed her bottom again as she exhaled, "Good Girl," He says making her shudder against him. He gave her a particular harsh smack makes her whimper.
"Alright, Sugah?" He checked letting his fingers trace patterns on her. She sighed softly at his gentle touch especially after that particular smack. "Yes," She inhaled and exhaled allowing her body to relax again.
Smack
Smack
Smack
Smack
Smack!
Five in a row while it still stung it was slightly pleasurable especially the way he'd caress her afterwards. A slight moan slipped from her as he sent her a wave of pure pleasure as he delivered three more harsh slaps. The Major froze for a second as she melted against him. Her hesitation about this was gone and her emotions were of only slight pleasurable pain, love, lust, trust, and submissiveness.
"Good Girl, I gotcha, ya look so stunnin like this, ya relaxing against ya mate, trusting ya Major, and I can feel ya." He purred.
Smack
Smack
Smack
Smack
Smack
Smack
Smack!
A cry leaves her and The Major snarled feeling hot liquid seep onto his thigh. "Is this makin ya wet? Are ya wet for ya Major, ya mate?"
He let out a low growl and slapped her bottom again.
"Will ya cum for me? Can ya do it on the count of three? Three more smacks, and I make The General come for her Major, make ya scream my name, hm? Let's see shall we?" He asked dangerously.
"One!" He counted smacking her bottom harshly.
"Two!" An even harsher slap making her moan softly.
"Three!" The last slap made her cry out, "Majah!" She cried and the Major snarled as he felt warm hot liquid squirt onto his thigh.
"Such a good girl! You did so well!" He praises helping her stand as he stood with her. He scooped her up and laid her on her stomach on the silk sheets. He grabbed a bottle of lotion from the nightstand draw. Squirting some into his hand, he moved her hair before sitting behind her between her legs on his knees. He started massaging the lotion into her skin. She sighed softly as his hands make their way to her bottom.
The coolness of the lotion helped with the light sting causing her to moan slightly. The Major purred softly as his hands come to a stop. Leaning over her he kissed the back of her neck. He softly flipped her onto her back. He wiped his hands on the sheets. He leaned over her and his lips meet hers in a soft kiss. "I love you," He mumbled against her lips. She smiled into his next kiss, "I know," She whispered playfully. The Major pulled back from her lips looking down at her.
"Say it back! I love you!" His lips brushed her cheek.
"and I said, I know," She said cheekily before gasping as he trailed down to her neck, sucking softly, "Say it!" He demanded. She moaned softly as he licked her neck before going back to sucking.
"if I don't?" She asked groaning as he makes a harsh nip on her neck. "I will make you, silly little girl, I am no where near done with you, and we can do it your way or mine!" He snarled nipping her earlobe making her whimper.
"What-Ah!" A wave of pleasure crashed into her making her grip the sheets. "What makes you assume that your way and mine are different, and not the same?" She moaned loudly. The Major laughed darkly and dangerously.
"Oh, Sweetheart, because my way has me taking in every fuckin way, I will have you like this, from behind, biting into the back of ya neck, and make you cum again and again. I will make you so fuckin blissed that ya won't know ya own name!" He threatened.
"And," She leaned up brushing her lips across hers, "You think that your General would be opposed to that?" She asked. He was about to answer with a remark but her next words make him lose it, "Opposed to her Majah, Lovin her," She purred and brushed her lips across his ear as she breathed our, "Dare I say," Her tongue traced the shell of his ear.
"Fuckin her?" She purred pulling back with a grin .
The Major cackled making her shiver, He leaned down and kissed her again, "That what ya want?" He mummered against her lips, "For me to love ya, fuck ya?" He asked trailing a hand down her body. He sits up between her legs and lets his fingers skim over her sex.
"Is this what ya need?" He wondered thrusting his fingers into her harshly making her whine, "Please?" She choked out. He laughed again at the pure want in her voice. "I think I can do that." He muttered softly pulling his fingers back out of her. He moaned licking them. Climbing up her body he slowly thrust into her. His lips claim hers, and the sound of whispers of love where the only thing between them. They loved one another until they both came apart. The Major purred as his mate was still panting beneath him trying to catch her breath.
"Alright, Sugah?" He asked pulling out of her. She sighed already missing him inside of her, "Perfect, I love you," She whispered. The Major beamed, "Love you too," She laughed, "You just wanted me to say it,"
"Correction, I needed ya to say it." He corrected before adding, "Always,"
"Forever," She agreed.
"Now," He breathed his breath fanning over her, "Can I take ya from behind, My General?" He asked brushing his lips with hers. "You can do anything you want, Majah," She purred his name, and brought her hand up to stroke his hair. "I am at ya service," She says pulling him into a kiss. The Major pulled back from their kissing and stood up.
"On ya stomach, Darlin," He drawled opening the draw on the nightstand grabbing a bottle of lube. He coated himself in it, and crawled back up the bed. The Major moved her hair to the side as he sits up on his knees. He lets his fingers trail her back causing her to shiver.
He then leaned down pressing kisses down her spine. He raised back up and let his hand trail her bottom.
"Relax, Sugah, I gotcha," He purred causing her to relax. He licks one of his fingers and lightly trailed it over the crack of her ass. "Sh, It's just me," He cooed as she tensed again. The General took a deep breath, "Why is it harder this time?" She mumbled aloud, because Ares had claimed her there. Why couldn't she allow herself to relax for her Major?
"Cause ya feelin everything more, now, before ya were drawn in flashbacks, now ya not, ya actually feelin us now." The Major answered. Just the sound of him talking calmed her. "Help me?" She asked. The Major sends her a huge wave of relaxation followed by pleasure causing her to moan softly her body relaxing and her head falling to the side. The Major saw his chance and he struck settling a finger inside of her. The General gasped at the feeling. The Major groaned.
"Shit, Sugah, If ya this tight around my finger," He trailed off with a snarl making her whine. He moved pulling his finger out and letting it circle the hole before thrusting back in causing her to moan. "Majah," She sighed his name softly. His other hand traces the scars on her back causing her to shudder.
"I love it when ya say my name like that, Baby girl," He says thrusting his finger in and out making her press into the mattress. "Look atcha, just fuckin layin there, letting ya Major have his way with ya, do ya like this, darlin?" He asked softly. "Yes, Majah, mm," She lets out a loud moan as his increased his speed. The Major growled darkly. He could practically smell her. He pulls his fingers out sucking the juices and lays on top of her. His hands grip her shoulders tightly, and his cock touched her hole.
"I'ma bout to fuck you, my mate, slam into you, show you who ya belong to!" This is his only warning before thrusting into her hard.
She lets out a yelp. "Fuck!" The Major growled loudly, before pulling out and slowly moving back in. "Fuck, No wonder Ares fuckin liked this! Ya fuckin tight!" He groaned and buries his face into the side of her neck. Her head is turned sideways giving him the perfect opportunity to whisper in her ear.
"Did ya know our beast, Ares, that he bragged about ya, that he told Jay and I what a good girl ya are, that he bragged that he was the first to take you here, hm? He said that this part of you was untouched and he still hasn't quit purring about the fact that ya ours, all ours here," He said as he continued to thrust in and out of her. His hand tangled in her hair and he pulled her up to his chest as he pounded into her. The General let out a choked sob. Gosh what was it about her mate calling her a good girl that made her feel this way?
As if knowing what she's thinking he continues to speak.
"Only my General would let me do this! Only my Good Girl would let me fuck her like this, Ain't that right, Darlin?" He asked and growled lowly in her ear as she takes a bit to long to respond. The Major brings his hand that isn't tangled in her hair and thrusts two fingers into her sex, his voice is low and very dangerously soft as he speaks right into her ear as he has her against his chest.
"I said," His hips snapped into her bottom as his fingers thrust violently into her sex, he pulled them out, "Ain't," He thrust them back in pulling his cock out of her, "That," He settled deep within her, he pulls his fingers back out, "Right," He pulled back from her bottom, and on his next word, He slammed both his cock and fingers into their respective places, "Darlin?"
She screamed, "Yes! Please, Please!" She choked out causing her mate to purr. The Major leaned forward his lips brushed the back of her neck, "Cum! Right Now!" He demanded sinking his teeth into her throat causing her to scream his name.
"Majah!" She moaned and came hard for him.
The Major was purring as he pulled out. He spooned her and continued to purr as she came down from her high. The General breathed deeply inhaling and exhaling as her mate continued to purr. She felt herself drifting into sleep at his soft purring that only paused when he kissed her head, "I love ya, my mate, Sleep now," before he continued to purr, and The General rested content in the arms of her mate.