Chapter 22
A/N: Mature, mentions of breeding, sex, and it's just mature.
3rd P.O.V
Secelia awoke to her mate making soothing circles on her stomach, under her shirt and Oh! Low words mumbled against her clothes, seeping through to her skin, and he's talking so softly that she had to strain to hear him.
"I can feel you growing lil ones, and if it wasn't for ya sister assurances that it's normal for you to grow so quickly, I'd be concerned about how you caused ya mama's tummy to swell overnight. I would be concerned by the fact ya caused ya mamma's stomach to have a lil bump, and I can feel you growing, ya cause ya mama's stomach to look so beautiful, not that she wasn't beautiful before." Jasper breathed a low laugh that sounded like gravel. Secelia doesn't dare move a muscle, she needs to hear more, so, she pretends to be asleep, hoping that her mate hasn't noticed the change in her heartbeat. She listens as he continues to speak, his low grovel turned into a low dark purr.
"Ya mama is the most beautiful woman, everything about her is beautiful, but I can't help but think she's absolutely glowing now. Her stomach full of life. Life that is mine. You two already have three siblings. Siblings your daddy wants to be his kids too. There absolutely stunning just like ya mama. I can't wait to meet them, meet you, and hold all my kids in my arms. Even if ya older sister and brother don't want me as a dad. They are mine, and ya mamma is mine." He rubs her stomach softly.
"We're gonna cause a lot of trouble for ya mamma, you see there's a few things ya beautiful mamma, my beautiful mate doesn't know, do you want to know a few secrets? Hm?" He hummed and then Jasper lowers his voice and she has to pay close attention, and strain to hear him over her heartbeat pounding loudly in her ears.
"Your pretty lil mama doesn't know that I plan to keep her full with lil ones. She's going to have so many lil ones that she won't know what to do with. Little ones that I will love like I do you, and ya brother, and sisters. Your pretty lil mamma doesn't know that ya daddy plans to breed her, and breed her," He spreads his fingers and the heel of his palm pressed into her.
Secelia froze hanging onto her mates words. Such darkness, such possessiveness, such want, love, lust, need, and promises. She kept listening, "I will breed, and breed, and breed, I will give her all of me, she will be leaking of me, don't worry though," He paused his lips stretched into a wicked smile, she could feel his teeth press against her neck as he continued,
"It will feel so good, so good, and when she leaks of me, I will shove it back in, deeper, and deeper, her beautiful lil swollen body will smell of me and no one will ever question who she belongs too. Not when she's full of me, not when she will want everything I give her," He takes a breath, and she could've mistaken it for a scream. It was the softest scream, but it was loud. Soft barely there, but it sounded loud because it was full of pain.
She feels his hair tickling her her cheek, He takes in another breath, it's like a quiet scream, it's ragged, full of pain, full of need, love, lust, and it's everything. His voice is so soft, and she can feel his words against her skin, he places open mouthed kisses to her neck between his next words.
"I don't deserve ya mama, everything she's given me, the way she's accepted everything, even when I hurt her, she has just stayed, she stays, she's such a good mate, a good mamma, she protected you, from us, and we hurt her, and she wants us to let go, I'ma need her help with that. Ya mama is so fuckin perfect, and I am so fuckin proud of her." He purred. Lips softly caressed her skin.
"Ya mamma is a General, my General, and she loves you so fuckin much. Turns her back protecting ya as the Major viscously rips into her skin, hurting her, scarring her, and making her think that we'd-" A sob, and more kisses.
"Kill her, kill you, and she says she knows that he didn't mean it, but she's lying, I can feel it. I think ya mamma Gen thinks that the only reason I ain't harming her is because of you," He murmured. Secelia let the General out. The General needed to hear the words their mate was saying. She didn't need to hear it from the corners of their mind, No, Secelia knew that the General needed to physically hear it.
"She's scared of him. She doesn't want him to know, but we can feel and smell it. Don't worry though, she doesn't need to be afraid. We're gonna prove it." He promised with such certainty that the General had to hold back a shudder. His hand pressed flat against her stomach, Fingers gently pressed, they make little movements causing her shirt to lift as his fingers brushed against her skin.
"Our General, ya mamma thinks she's clingy, and that she holds to tight, but she doesn't, no, no, no," He shakes his head causing his hair to brush her face.
"It's me who needs her to cling to me, to hold tight to me as I slide into her taking what's mine, it's me who needs to clamp down on her, to feel her, love her, fuck her, and make her cling to my voice." His voice dropped an octave.
"Such a good mamma ya got, calls ya daddy out on his shit, makes daddy take her, makes daddy loose control. Ya mamma is such a good girl, yes she is, yes she is," He coos.
"Daddy wants to do very, very bad things to ya mamma, I am so glad ya can't hear yet, you don't want to know what daddy wants to do to mamma," He whispered, and He purred, "Does mamma, want to know what Daddy is going to do to her?" He purrs in her ear.
The General is frozen, Oh shit! He knows that she's been listening this whole time!
Oh shit!
Jasper laughed. The General shivered, his laughter was a low gravel. She savored the sound. The General swallowed heavily, and doesn't say a word pretending to be asleep. Another dark laugh, and he slowly moved so his clothed body covered hers. She stays still trying to fake sleep. Lips brushed hers, then her cheek, and then trailed to her ear. "I know you're awake, Darlin," He drawled. Her face went scarlet causing him to laugh again.
"Beautiful," He murmured trailing the tip of his finger down her cheek. She takes in a breath, "I didn't want you to know." She whispered. Jasper hummed softly against her skin, curious, concerned, "That I'm scared of 'em, you my Jasper, My Majah, my Ares, I didn't want you to feel my fear, but I can't help it, and," She paused taking a deep breath and slowly runs her fingers through his hair as she spoke her next words,
"I won't apologize for it, for the way we're feeling, the way I am feeling, so, you," She paused swallowing and opened black unseeing eyes, and Jasper can see everything in them, her fears, wants, desires, pain, love, hurt, lust, and still even after they hurt her, Jasper felt his breath catching because still after everything that they had put her through, submissiveness.
Submissiveness, weariness, she wanted to trust them, fear, love, so much fuckin love, lust, and need.
"You prove it, let Majah prove it, let Ares prove it, can ya do that while we still have time here before leaving, This was Secelias and Dites suggestion, I am not brave enough to ask, " She hesitated again, "It's confusing to us why y'all ain't close, Dite, Secelia, and I, we know what each other need, and they never mind, maybe it's the horror of the past, but we accept each other. It's the one thing we know for sure is that if no one else accepts us, we accept each other." She paused again and her voice shifted to her teaching mode, as Jasper came to call it.
Her voice demanded his absolute attention, his focus, and everything, no longer just submissiveness, but her voice demanded for him to listen.
"Ya can acknowledge one another without merging, if that's ya fear, if ya fear like us becoming whole. The three of us have been together so long, we rely on each other's strength, protection, love, but acknowledging em won't cause ya to merge, and if ya ever did, we'd be there every step of the way." Her voice softens back to submissiveness.
"You don't have to think about it now, just wanted to let you know. Now, what ya say, Jasper, Majah, Ares, ya gonna prove the words ya spoke, or," Jasper could feel the hesitation before she said playfully, "Or, were you not serious?" He can feel how much the thought stung her, how much she longed for his words to be true, and how much she feared that he would let her down. That he actually didn't need her, but his mate had no need to fear.
"Oh I am very, very serious, I am taking you slow, and you my beautiful mate will lie here and take it. The Major," Jasper let his lips trail across her burning cheek, "The Major will be gentle at first, he knows ya want him to let go, but the only thing that will help him fully is if you let him, allow him to be gentle with you first, only first," Jasper trailed his lips so that they hovered over her ear, and very softly he whispered,
"After going slow, and showing his General just how fuckin sorry he is, he will take you, savagely, You will feel everything he fuckin does, from anything gentle you will feel his love, and his fuckin pain at the way he harmed you, and from even the slightest harsh kiss," He pulled away and kissed her roughly, his tongue brushed against hers. Tangling, pulling, and sucking. He pulled back his harsh unnecessary breath fanned over her face as he spoke his next words,
"You will feel his need to make it right. His need to earn back ya trust. From anything you permit him, any harsh bruising touch, any stroke of his tongue and teeth, any rough touch, any choke, any words he speaks, you will know," His lips brushed softly, barely touching hers as he murmured against them,
"That you are his, that he can't fuckin do anything without you, that he regrets even the slightest negative thought about you, and that he will make it right. He will earn back your trust, he will take all of you, and you will have all of him, because you my mate are everything, everything." Another brush of lips, and she's shivering, because she wants, she needs, and she has to know.
"Please?" She asks her hands reach up to cling to the back of his shirt. Jasper laughs, it's dirty, deep, and like a slow fire. Warmth, it's so warm, she melts relaxing into the mattress as Jasper trails his lips to her neck.
"In a moment, Darlin, hang tight, there's something else I gotta tell you," He mumbled against her skin.
"Thank you, thank you, fuckin thank you!" He paused gently and softly nipping her neck. Sensing her confusion he elaborated, "Ares, Ares, you showed me, showed Major that he wouldn't hurt you. He was so, fuck it, Darlin, Fuck it, you, my everything, want everything, then it's everything I will give you, and you, like a good girl will take it All!"
Scared hands unhooked hers from his shirt. He can feel her need, "Here, easy, here, here," He purred and gently helped her remove his shirt. Shaking hands hovered, wanting to reach up, but unsure. Jasper took the choice away and let himself brush against them. She took a deep breath. He seemed to want her to touch him. So hesitantly her fingers brushed against his skin. Jasper closed his eyes relishing in the soft hesitant touches. Touches turn to hesitant lips brushing across his chest.
"Love me, my mate, make the fear stop?" She breathes against his skin. Jasper removed his jeans, before carefully removing her shirt. Once off, He tossed it to the side, before gently letting his lips brush her shoulder. "I love you," He mummered before trailing his lips to her stomach caressing the small baby bump with his lips, "I love you," his lips moved upward to hers, capturing them in a sweet kiss, "I love you," He breathed.
"I love you too, Jasper," She replied before gasping softly as cool air hit her lower half. Jasper in a swoop removed both her jeans and panties. "Beautiful," He breathed out and made his way up her body. He hovered over her, a hand laid flat on the bed, next to her head. His other hand is back on her stomach, his fingers spread as they give little rhythmic taps to her skin, and then ever so painfully slow he enters her.
"Fuckin perfect for me, fuck I love you!" He breathed raggedly. "Jasper," His name just a whisper her hands come up to clutch him to her. "Closer, lay closer, your weight won't hurt us, but please, lay closer!" She begged.
Jasper lets his other hand lay on the other side of her head. "Like this, or," His voice dropped as he slowly rolled his hips. "Do you want me to cradle your head, press your face into my shoulder as I rock into you, do you need me to hold you while I fill you with me, while I love you with everything?"
"Please, Jasper, Please!" She pleaded.
Hands gently propped her head up, as he held her. "I have you my sweet girl, I gotcha Darlin," He reassured as he slowly moved in and out of her. She can feel his weight grounding her. He was just so gentle. He was so...Safe... She felt safe.
"Don't let us go, My Jasper, My Majah, My Ares, please, Please don't let us go, don't not be safe, I can't, we can't lose our safe space, our everything, Please?" Her voice was choked, and tears were falling fast, as a low burn settled within.
"You're safe, Darlin, you're safe, I ain't letting go, it's alright now, let ya mate love ya, Sugah," Jasper purred still gently rolling his hips as her tears stopped and a new burning filled her. She needed him! She needed him like air, like water! Like breath! She needed, she needed,
"Jasper!" She cried clutching at him tighter. He tightened his grip on her. "Say my name baby girl, say it, Darlin," He coos. "Jasper, please!" Grunts breaths of air in her ear as he rocks so painfully slow. "I am loving you, Darlin, patience, baby girl, I know, I have you." He purred. She whined high pitched.
"I'm burning, and you act like it's nothing. You and gentle touches, promises, dark whispers, your giving everything and your going to make us take it, everything, fuck!" She cried out as his pace came to a complete stop.
Jasper laughed
It was deep
dark
gravely
lusty
ragged
It was pure wicked.
The General felt her breath hitch, "I think this is when one says, oh fuck, what did I do?" She whispers because that laugh was pure sin. Lips harshly meet hers. Hips pick up pace just a bit giving just a little relief before continuing their slow tortured pace.
"You know," Jasper drawled out, "People have feared that laughter, been weary of it, vampires everywhere shiver at it, but you," He paused his nose skimming her neck, "You my mate, I have never felt lust like that at my laughter, you are simply delightful," His tongue licked her skin. "I love you," She whispered.
"Mm, love you too, I love everything about you, the way you speak, the way your voice sounds, the way you look, your smell, your taste, your eyes, your smile, everything, I love everything, every single fuckin thing, I love it all, Now," His voice darkens with a certain edge that makes her shudder, "Let go for me, let go, let go, let go, let-"
"Jasper!" His name is a yelp as she cums. She's shaking and panting. He pulls out, "Jasper, you didn't-" His lips silence her. "Later, Darlin, " He says softly, and that's when she feels him shaking against her. She can feel the change. The Major, he was shaking violently.
"Breathe!" It's an order in his ear. He takes a breath in. "Exhale!" The voice he now recognizes to be his mate orders. He exhaled. He does this a few more times.
"Fucker pushed me out, he fuckin says no fuckin jitters and pushes me the fuck out! I'ma fuckin kill him!" The Major rants. The General raises an eyebrow as he continues, "Fuckin Jas isn't the one who fucked up it was me, my fuckin fault, my fuckin fault, all my-" Lips hit his, and the Major is stunned into silence because hadn't he been saying that all in his mind? Apparently not because his mate was glaring at him. A wave of caution before,
"To hell with fuckin caution, I am trustin ya with this, Major," The Major was confused until he received a slight punch in the shoulder just hard enough to hurt, and then he was laid into.
"You, are infuriating, and I am gonna tell ya three things, number one, If ya kill Jay, you'd be killin yourself, and if you ever die, I will find a way to bring you back and kill you again before bringing you back again, number two, you didn't fuck up, what you did was fucked up, but not you Never you, and Number three, Howdy, Majah, are ya gonna fix this or not, and ya haven't even said hello yet, fuckin idiot." She said rushing the last bit.
The Major blinks, and blinks again, The General sighs, "Welp, I apparently bro-mmh!" Lips kissed her roughly, needing, and wanting, "Hello," He purred in her ear. "Lo," She greeted cheekily. His hips rolled, "Oh," She breathed out. His hands gently lay her against the pillow as he cupped her face. His lips meet hers, barely touching, before doing it again and again. He moves so slowly deliberately brushing against scars.
"My General," He breathed softly, his lips trailed to her neck as his hands moved back behind her head, softly stroking her hair.
"My Majah," She replied back. His hips rolled just a bit harsher at her words. She feels it against her skin as he whispered, "I don't deserves to be." He must have not expected her to hear, because his body stilled at her next words.
"Too fuckin bad, Sugah, cause we ain't givin ya up. You're ours now, Mine," The Major froze, 'Did she just call me fuckin Sugah?' He asked mentally. 'She did,' Ares and Jasper say in unison.
He raised up and his nose touched hers. His lips a breath away, "Did you just call me Sugah?" He asked. The General hummed softly, "Well ya act as sweet as suger, Majah, don't get us wrong we love every part of you," She paused and leaned forward letting her lips brush his,
"Every part, but we can't help but find it absolutely beautiful the way ya being right now, sweet, gentle, and it's helping me feel safe again. So, yes I called ya Sugah, whatcha gonna do about it?" She challenged him. The Major's eyes went wide.
She challenged him!
Trusting Him!
Teasing Him!
The Major moved inside her, barely, before pulling out and letting the tip of him slip in and then out. He repeated the action as he spoke, his lips vibrating against hers.
"Don't think there's anything I can do, ya just fuckin claimed me! I fuckin hurt ya, but the next day, not even a full twenty four hours, and my mate, the one I spoke so harsh to, the one I fuckin rip my teeth into, is laying in my fuckin arms letting me, me love her." His lips meet hers as he takes his time with settling inside of her. Making her feel all of him. His lips leave hers and trail across her cheek and to her ear.
"As for what I am going to do to you, my beautiful, I will love you, make you feel how fuckin much I love you, let you feel my pain, my horror at hurting ya, let you feel me, and then if you allow me, I will take you, I will make you mine, I will claim you!" He whispered. The General closed her eyes and tilted her neck.
"Will ya show me?" She asked, feeling the confusion from her mate she elaborated, "let me feel it, ya love, the pain, the horror, let us feel it, so I understand, and so you can release it."
The Major pulled back his hands cupped her face. "Ya sure ya want to feel that?" He asked as he continued to move. "Yes, share it with us," She whispered. His lips meet hers again, and slowly she felt it, horror, fear, worry, concern, panic, pain, self hatred, self loathing, guilt, grief, and just when the emotions got to much, love, so much love, she could wrap herself up in it, and it would hold her. Love, lust, joy, need, want, desire, possessiveness, love, love, love.
She kissed him. Her hands moved from his back to wrap around his neck, and she pulled him closer. She kissed him, shoving her tongue past lips, lips that spoke so harshly, lips that hid the teeth that tore into her, she kissed him until she had to pull back for air. The Major was stunned by the kiss, but he was even more stunned when she fully relaxed against him. She relaxed letting him hold her! Then he felt it, Love, love, love, fuckin more love, gratitude, understanding, love, lust, need, want, desire, love, submissiveness, fuckin love, and trust, and another wave of love.
The Major couldn't take it,
He couldn't,
he couldn't,
The General could feel it. The need, the want, but her mate, her safe place, he was a gentleman, knowing this she learned up and murmured, softly against his lips,
"Let go with us Majah, with me, just let go, I gotcha, and you have me, let's fall together," She breathed brushing her lips with his, and that was it, they fell, holding one another close. She pulled away, breathing heavily.
"Fuck, I love you!" He groaned in her ear as he pulled out.
"I love you, too, My Majah," She says. His lips brushed her neck, "I need ta claim ya, Sugah, I need ta show ya your mine, Can I, my General, let me claim ya," He pleaded. The General shivers at his dark plea, "Okay," She whispered,
"What's off limits, Sugah? What can't I do?" He asked. The General blinked, limits, he wanted limits, sensing her confusion he elaborated, "I hurt ya, I made ya scared, I-I-"
"And ya fixing it, and you'll never do it again, ya know our verbal triggers, Majah, I won't add physical ones, the only thing I ask is if ya go to bite us, ask, I want to be ready so it doesn't cause a flashback from what happened, anything else ya can do. You won't hurt us, not again. Never again." She stated. The Major was floored. He could fuckin cry.
"Neva again, come on, Sugah," The Major stands from the bed, The General a little confused but reminds herself that she trusts her mate, takes his hand. He kisses the back of her palm, before leading her over to a full length mirror, wrapping an arm around her. The Major dips his head low, and his lips caress her ear,
"We are standing in front of a mirror, my mate, and while you can't see just how fuckin beautiful ya are, I can, and I don't want to miss anything, I want to see every fuckin move I make, so it's etched in my mind for eternity." He whispered. She released a shaky breath and relaxed against his chest.
"How-How," She clears her throat and licks her lips nervously, "How exactly do we do this?" She asks her cheeks turning scarlet. The Major hummed softly as his lips caressed her neck. He places both of her hands on either side of the mirror, His hands run up her arms, deliberately brushing across any scar he can find, they reach her shoulders, and one, just lightly, barely holds her around her neck, the other one goes down her back, and across her side, before his hand lays flat on her stomach, his fingers spread out and pressing down, gently
"You will do nothing, the only thing I want from ya my beautiful mate, my General, is for ya to feel me, feel what I do, feel me as I claim ya, as I fill ya up until my previous actions against ya are replaced by what I do. As I give ya what ya want, what ya owed, as I take ya, all of ya!" He growled and then, roughly thrust into her causing her to gasp. His lips gently press against her jaw.
"Fuckin Beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, you are," He grunted pulling out and slamming back in. She shuddered against him. Then losses what breath she had as the hand on her stomach started to move in slow wide circles. She can feel her body start to tremble.
"Fuck, Majah, I can't-" A snarl in her ear makes the words die on her lips as heat flows through her.
"Oh, my sweet darlin girl, you will take it, you will take everything ya Major gives ya. I feel ya trembling, ya think I'ma stop as soon as ya let go, oh my General," He tsked his tongue swiped the shell of her ear,
"Oh no, no, no," He cooed, he takes a loud deep breath in her ear, "I will have ya until ya fuckin leak of me, and then I will shove everything back in, again, and again, I will keep you full, and full, until ya fuckin burst, I fuckin bred ya, I'ma do it again and again, and then when I surround you, when I fill ya until ya can't take anymore," His tongue swirled down to her neck, "I will breed ya again, Sweet Darlin."
He whispered, and pulled out before slamming back in, "Cum for me!" He ordered. She shuddered against him and he feels hot, warm liquid coat him.
He breathes in her scent, "Mm, fuck, so fuckin warm" He moaned softly. He pulled out of her, and turned her, so her back is pressed against the mirror. "Gotcha," He says catching her mid stumble. The General took a breath, and relaxed letting her mate hold her.
He scooped her up in his arms, carrying her to the bed. He lays her down before going to the end of the bed. "Now," He says stepping back, and clasping his hands behind his back, "just what," His voice lowers, "Should I do with ya, my General?" He purred dangerously making her shiver.
She swallowed harshly before gathering her courage, "Anything," She whispered. The Major hummed feeling a soft wave of trust wash over him. He took a breath,"and what do you want ya Major to do to ya, General?" He asked. The General smiled and the Major's breath caught, as she sat up, and scooted back until her back hit the headboard.
'Fuck, that fuckin smile, I know that smile, Major!' Jasper moaned and memories of what happened in the elevator crossed the Major's mind.
"Ya know, Maygah," She dragged out his name, no longer hesitant, or shy, but still submissive, sweet, delicate, but strong, her voice was so strong, "Ya ask that like our answers goin ta change, just cause ya hurt us? Just cause ya said something stupid, and untrue, just-" The General paused, closed her eyes, "Ta fuckin hell with it all!" She whispered and then moved.
The Major doesn't have time to blink, soft, warm, and gentle lips kiss him harshly, she grabbed his shoulders and pushed him against the door, her tongue tangled with his, Her hands cupped his face, and she steals his unneeded air. She pulls back,
"My fuckin idiot, as if we still don't want, don't need, everything, as if the fact ya hurt us will change the fact that you're our fuckin everything, and that we want fuckin everything with ya, and as if hurtin us will change what we feel for ya. I fuckin love ya, this," She paused grabbing his hand from behind his back and placed it to the still healing tare,
"Changes nothin, fuckin nothing, scared the fuckin hell outta us, but it doesn't change the fact we love ya, these," She grasped his other hand and placed it on her back, wincing, just barely as his finger brushed across one of the vicious bites.
"These, change nothin, yes ya hurt us, scared the fuckin skit outta us, but ya fixed it, ya came back, ya fuckin took Dite, Secelia, me, and ya patched us up with the same mouth that hurt us. So, ya listen, you are still our everything and don't ya think for a second your fuckin not, or fuckin else." She hissed at him.
'Oh fuck!' The Major whimpers internally, but doesn't let his need show, instead he grinned, he leaned in, his lips hover over hers, "Or else what, whatcha actually threatening, ya gonna bite me, sink ya pretty lil teeth into my neck?" He asked. The General hummed.
"I could," She murmured, "But ya want that, ya want to feel that pain, the pain we felt as ya tore into our shoulder and back, but I won't let ya feel that, Majah, anything but the full fuckin force of that, spent to many fuckin years protectin others from that, ta put my own mate through it, is something I won't fuckin do!" She snarled lightly in his face. He leaned forward his lips brushed hers,
"But ya could mark me," He purred, "Ya could take me, tie me to the fuckin bed, and fuckin mark me."
She shuddered, and swallowed, before taking a deep breath in and gathering all her courage, and then leans forward and breathed against his lips, "You know," Her tongue lightly swiped over his lips, "Takes a lotta trust to let someone have that much control over ya. Better think on that, My Majah, you, my mate like ta be in control, and ain't one to let anyone tie ya down." She whispered.
The Major hummed, "But, my sweet darlin General, ya ain't just anyone, and unlike ya idiot of a Majah, as ya call me, you haven't given me any reason not ta trust ya." He kissed her. The General felt her breath catch as a wave of need swept over her.
"Besides," He chuckled in her ear, "Then I have a reason to make ya submit later on, and unlike, every other time, I want a fuckin fight, I want to love, and fuck ya into fuckin submission, but first," He breathed harshly in her ear.
"First ya gonna tie me up, mark me, love me, and fuck me, ya gonna fuckin let loose with me. I want that confidence, that fuckin defiance, and that fuckin sureness! I want fuckin everything, balls in ya court, ya gonna swing?" He purred.
She laughed dropped her head into his shoulder, and took a deep breath, "Oh, Majah, Sugah, I'll fuckin swing, ya wanna dance, let's dance, I gotta find somethin to tie ya up with, and ya wanna fight later," She purred, "I'll fight, you know I'll submit, I'll hold back, only for ya, and ya better remember that after our lil ones are here, we'll fight, I'll teach ya my way, ya teach me yours." She purred softly, before stepping away from him and searching for something to tie him up with.
Even though she couldn't see him, he waited until her back was turned to shiver. Wasting no time in lying on the bed, he watched as his mate found some ties. She tied his feet first, then his hands, and even though she knew that it wasn't to tight, she checked. She climbed on top of him. Her lips brushed his.
"Okay?" She asked against his lips.
"Confidence, Sugah," He reminds, but his little mate didn't need a reminder. She tsked at him.
"I can be fuckin soft if I want to, Majah, ya mine, right now. I am asking if ya okay, cause I want to do this right, because I care if ya instincts need something different. I am making sure that I am not stepping over a fuckin line. I want ya to fuckin know wether or not if I am over ya or under ya that ya can fuckin trust me to make ya fuckin safe. I want ya to know that I will Neva take advantage of what ya allowing me to do." She kisses him,
"So, Majah, are ya okay, and there anything ya uncomfortable with? Anything ya specifically want me not to do, anything at all, before ya let me have my way with ya?" She demanded. The Major ached to touch her, to cup her face, anything, but he almost liked this. She was stunning on her knees between his legs, and then what she said registered.
'So fuckin thoughtful of us, Major,' Jasper breathed somewhere in the back of his mind. The Major swallowed thickly because honestly he didn't know. Sensing his uncertainty she brushed her lips across his.
"Then if something is uncomfortable, tell me, if I do something ya don't like, tell me, if ya need me ya be softer, tell me, because, Major Whitlock, If ya fuckin don't and I cause ya anything other than fuckin pleasure, I will fuckin get up, untie ya, get dressed, and go on a fuckin walk before coming back, and we won't do fuckin anything but fuckin cuddle, are we clear?" The Major swallows.
"Yes, Ma'am," He says against her lips, and then growls as she lowers herself onto him. Her hands grasped his shoulders tightly, her breast are bouncing, her body is already starting to sweat, and she's fuckin glorious!
"Fuck, women, ya look fuckin sexy," He purred in her ear. She takes a breath, "Boy, ya can't fuckin shut up for a fuckin second and let me fuckin love ya without sayin anything can ya, Majah? Always gotta be fuckin heard, as if we'd forget ya if ya shut up." Her lips kiss him roughly, and he goes to say something, she puts a finger to his lips.
"Shh, Just listen, Majah, just close ya eyes and listen," She whispers softly, noticing his hesitation, she removes her finger, and lets her lips, brush his,
"Trust me, I have ya." She promises, The Major closed his eyes talking a deep breath and relaxing. "Good, just listen, feel, ya ain't always gotta talk to let me hear ya, Majah," she purred. Their bodies moved slowly softly, and The Major can hear as she moves up and down on him.
"See, nothin happens when we're silent, it's just us, you, me, our bodies moving, ya think that I don't hear ya my mate?" Her lips brushed his before trailing to his ear,
"My Majah," She sighed, "Always gotta be in control, be strong, be The Major, but ya not just The Major, ya my Majah, and that's the difference, and I know what ya thinking that ya don't want sweet, ya don't want soft, but here's the thing Majah, my Majah," Her lips trailed to his neck.
"Ya asked for all of me, ya asked for everything, and ya wonder why I am sweet as suger with ya, do ya want to know why?" She asked her tongue tracing patterns on his neck.
"Why?" He didn't mean for the word to sound so choked, he didn't mean for it to sound so harsh, and hollow, not when his General was being so soft with him.
"Because ya worth it, ya worth talkin sweet to, sayin things that give ya fuckin butterflies, being kind to ya, not a lot of people have been kind to ya, and a fuckin eternity of sweet touches, sweet words, or sweet gestures can make up for the fuckin hole it's left, because ya mine now, ya want all of me, this is the start, I know ya want more, but before fuckin the fuckin daylights outta ya, I need to fuckin love ya first. I need to show ya that ya can be fuckin safe with me, that I can be ya own safe place, and that when I say that I want all of ya, that I need all of ya, that I fuckin mean it, cause ya fuckin worth everything!" Her lips crashed into his, they feel like a warm flame against him. Something he doesn't mind melting into and letting burn him. Something he can surrender to, and something he can keep forever.
Her lips leave his, and he just stares into obsidian black pools that swirl with everything. "Mark me, if ya mean everything ya just said mark me right-mmmmmmmmhhhh, Ggeenneerraall! Fuck, I fuckin love you!" He purred as her teeth sink deep into the place where his neck meets his shoulder, he cums, shuddering against her.
"Please, fuckin stay like that, please, ya teeth deep in me, fuck, I'll shut the fuck up in a minute, just please fuckin stay like that, fuck ya fuckin loved me, ya loved me, if I was fuckin human, I would be fuckin crying, please, General, My General, stay like this for the rest of takin fuckin control, will ya fuck me now, now, I really need ya to fuckin fuck me, I fuckin promise, that one night I'll let ya have me all to ya pretty self but-mm" He cuts off as she rolls her hips, she sends him a wave of pleasure, pure fuckin pleasure. The pleasure, her teeth, and then she sucked in a mouthful of venom moaning at the taste. It's the sound of her moan that makes him loose it.
"Fuck!" He cursed, as he cums. Her teeth slowly pulled out of him as she licked the bite.
"We're holdin ya too that promise, Majah, are still fighting or ya claiming?" She asked with a purr, and stood up from the bed. The Major stands as well. "Neither," His voice is the darkest she had ever heard. He comes to stand in front of her before slowly circling her.
"Neither, then watcha gonna do with me?" She asks with a grin. He stopped behind her, and pressed against her backside, as his lips trailed her ear,
"I will make ya submit, I will make ya beg for me to fill you, I will make you want me to breed you, I will wrap my arm around ya throat, let ya knees bend against the mattress, place my other hand on ya swollen stomach, I will make ya fuckin leak of me, as I fuckin love ya, as I fuck ya till ya full, as I make you mine, as I make you surrender to me, I want to fuckin breed ya until it's my fuckin cum ya leakin instead of ya delicious juices. I want fill you, I want pant, growl, fuckin moan as I fuckin take ya right now!" He snarled in her ear, his venom was leaking from his mouth.
The General raised an eyebrow, "And ya waiting cuz, ya want me to fight ya, cause ya want me to not submit so ya gotta make me?" She asked slowly. "Yes!" He bit out.
She sighed softly, wishfully, "Ya already had me fuckin sold, I am fuckin shakin Majah, but what my mate wants, he gets, so, No," She stood up straight tilting her chin out definitely. The Major hisses, and an arm wrapped around her neck.
"No," He hummed in her ear, tightening his arm. She sighed softly, "Oh don't get us wrong, Majah, we want that, very, very much, but you my mate want a fight, I can feel it, ya want me to submit, to cry to beg, ya want that, I want that, but ya instinct is demanding ya make me submit as I fight ya. Fight ya on something really convincing, so No, I will not submit." She purred back.
"Fuckin submit, submit, submit!" He snarled,
"Fuckin make me, My Majah, ya want this, ya don't want me to fuckin give in. Fuck, sometimes I think ya like the fact that my status is fuckin higher, ya want to make me submit, so my dark, sexy, dirty talkin, sweet as sugah, tiger, my fuckin Majah, Fuckin make me, ya wanted a fight, but Sugah, I think ya want everything just as bad as I fuckin do," She paused and gulped in a lungful of air. His arm tightened.
He laughed darkly as his tongue trailed her ear, "and what makes ya think that I want everything just as bad as ya do?" He whispered but froze hoping he didn't go to far.
"That right fuckin there! That freeze, ya think ya crossed a line, My Majah, my mate, I am feelin everything you are, why ya think we reacted the way we did when ya attacked us? I felt everything ya felt, but enough of that night, ya fuckin fixing this, and ya want me to challenge ya. Do ya think ya gonna hurt us?" Her voice softens,
"Cause ya not, ya not fuckin hurting us, we're right fuckin here, and if ya fuckin make us submit, you'll see that, fuck," She gasped out, "Will ya please just fuckin make me fuckin submit, Please, please, Majah, my fuckin instincts are fuckin wound up. Jus fuckin let me submit, Damn it!" A strangled sound escaped her.
With a low growl, he moved at vampire speed, leaning her knees against the bed, his arm tightening around her neck, making her gasp as his other arm wrapped around her and his hand lays flat on the swell of her stomach. He takes his rightful place inside of her, and his teeth insert themselves into her neck making her cum. He pulls his teeth away and seals the wound before tightening his grip around her neck painfully as he pounds into her.
"Fuckin mine! You my beautiful General are MINE! Ya fuckin submit to ya Major, ya mate don'tcha, ya want ya Major to breed ya don'tcha, ya fuckin need me! Ya such a fuckin good girl, fuckin takin control of me." He purred noticing she relaxed as he told her she did good. He freezes inside her.
"Oh, Sugah, Darlin, my sweet girl, that whatcha need before I breed ya? Before I fill ya with me, do ya need to know how fuckin good ya did? How ya gave ya mate what he wanted, what he needed, and that ya a good girl?" The General swallowed heavily, and her voice felt heavy,
"Please?" She asked, and relaxed as her mate purred and slowly started moving, "Such a good girl, always knowing what her Mate needs." He nipped her ear and hummed as she shuddered a high pitched whine leaving her.
"Ya absolutely was fuckin right about everyfuckinthing, ya made love to me, and I was fuckin safe, I was fuckin safe, nothing can get me in ya fuckin beautiful arms can it sweet girl?" He kisses her hair,
"I won't let anyone or anything hurt ya, Majah," She whispered relaxing even as his arm tightened too tight before loosening. "I know Sugah, ya did so good, showed me that ya mine! Such a good mate, a good mamma," His lips caressed her ear, "A Good Girl, my Good Girl, My General, My Secelia, My Aphrodite, My Mate, Mamma of my lil ones. I am gonna show ya how good ya were, I am going to pound into you, I will fill ya, I will fuckin breed ya, I will fuckin take ya, and just when ya spent, and have to release control to my Aphrodite, or my Secelia, I will continue to fill all parts of ya, again and again." He says darkly.
The General shivers, "Ya gonna break us in good ways, aren't ya Majah, and ya gonna put us back together again and rebreak us in even more delicious ways, and only good ways." She gulped taking a breath relaxing against him. He chuckled and the hand on her stomach pressed making wide circles.
"Such a smart mama, what's daddy gonna do with her lil ones?" He hummed. The General gasped as he widened the circles, and dipped his fingers into her sex before moving back up her stomach continuously rubbing.
"Maybe I will make her choke, just a little, only a little, " He mummered and his arm tightened hard enough to leave a bruise, and she choked, and He immediately loosened his grip. "Lovely, now," He said in her ear,
"Talk to me, my mate, speak to me, make me fuckin cum, and fill ya so I can do it again, make me cum so hard that I fill ya up." He whispered, his hand around her throat loosened completely as he moved to cup her breast.
The General groaned softly, "Fuck, aren't ya tired of hearing me talk?" She asked. The Major squeezed her breast painfully making her moan in pain and pleasure.
"Fuck, okay, you're not, fuck, Majah, I don't know if I can concentrate enough to fuckin talk. Fuck it, I fuckin love feeling ya, we can feel everything, from the way ya hips are moving to ya hand circling our stomach, to the bruise forming on our neck, fuck we can fuckin feel ya," She choked out. Her mate snarled in her ear,
"Keep goin I never fuckin told ya to stop! Talk until I fuckin moan ya name in ya ear, talk until after I fuckin cum, and I pin ya against the wall and take ya, until I make ya cum until ya can't fuckin stand, fuckin talk General! That's a fuckin order!" He snarled in her ear.
"Oh fuck, ya know I knew ya liked givin us orders, I fuckin knew it, but damn it, I can't even pull rank on ya, you are the only fuckin one who can fuckin say things like that to us, and make it fuckin sexy. You are the only one who can fuckin tell us what to fuckin do. The only one we'd follow fuckin orders without question. The only person who can fuckin pin us down and make us fuckin safe, and yours, you're the only fuckin one we'd give our fuckin everything to-"
" Mmm, General," He growled low in her ear making her words die on her lips as he spilled into her. She shakes a whine on her lips, "Please?" She asked softly. He pulled out and turned pinning her against the wall. His hand slides to her dripping sex. The Major purrs,
"Ya dripping down ya legs, Sugah," She groans leaning her head against the wall. "Please, Majah, please?" She asks. A finger lightly grazed her sex.
"Have ya been good?" He asked mockingly with a smirk.
"I am, even you said so, and you never go back on your word." She answered, groaning as he grazed her sex again. "And if I denied you, my sweet girl!" He asked. She closed her eyes at the burning sensation in her lower region and took a breath.
"Then as much as it burns I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I can wait, I don't want to wait, but I would for you." She whispered. The Major moved forward and removed his finger before thrusting into her. She immediately clamped down on him, and froze. The Major purred loudly in her ear and burrowed his head into her neck.
"Cum my sweet Darlin General " He moans in her ear releasing and she cums as his seed filled her.
It was two hours later after many more rounds of lovemaking that Jasper and Secelia were back on the road. Secelia sighed and gently cradled the small baby bump. Her other hand was in Jasper's as he drove. While being unable to see, she still turned and unseeing eyes stare at her mate. The love of her life her soulbonded. Feeling her stare, Jasper angled his head slightly, and looked at her from the corner of his eye.
"What?" He asked, Secelia smiled and shook her head.
"It's nothing, I just love you," she says.
"That doesn't sound like nothing, Darlin," Jasper replies squeezing her hand, while sending her his love.
"You're right, it's not nothing," She smiles and locks white eyes with his golden gaze.
"It's everything," She says.
"Everything," He repeats.