The Bad Wolf X
This is the last chapter and I am nervous/excited to write it. I hope I can write this but well, but we'll see.
Stepping out of the door I wonder where my TARDIS has taken me today. I have asked her nicely to take me to a market somewhere, as I want to pick up a present for Melody (I'll probably always call her Melody even if everyone else still calls her River, I have been calling her Melody for decades and I don't really see any need to call her something else) I always try and find something special for her, and when she's travelling she dose the same for me it's just fun.
Yeah, it dose seem like my TARDIS has taken me to a market place. Judging by the architecture I would say probably 51st century, human colony, most likely on the east side of Mars. After a few hours of walking around I've bought a set of blue crystal earrings for Melody and am heading back to my TARDIS when someone yells Rose. I turn around and guess what I see? The great Doctor calling my name. Why is he here, I hate him being anywhere near me, and I most certainly hate being called Rose, Rose is long dead and I am the Bad Wolf. To get away from him I rush into my TARDIS and am starting to send us into Time Vortex when I hear the door close again.
"Wow," The great Doctor says, it seems like he's decided to come aboard my TARDIS. He has and always will be rude but it is appallingly rude to go into someone else's TARDIS without permission.
"Are you surprised that it's bigger on the inside," I taunt.
"Rose, what's going on?" He says his voice serous, and that's when I snap.
"Don't call me Rose, DON'T EVER CALL ME ROSE! Rose was sweet and kind and immature, and I am none of those things, not anymore. Rose thought that everything would always be okay because the great Doctor was there, the great Doctor would protect her. Well guess what? You abandoned me, you abandoned so many times. First there was the Gamestation, then there was France and Madame de Pompadour, then there there was the first time on Dårlig Ulv Strandan I fought my way back to you and you didn't even try, and then last and worst of all the second time on Dårlig Ulv Strandan. You left me with your Metacrisis Clone so that we could 'grow old together', yeah right like that worked. First of he had your face, and a your memories but he wasn't you, he was a good man but he just wasn't you. And as for the 'growing old together' but well that worked for about, what, thirty years? I'm about 2800 years old, 30 years is barely 1% of my life. I didn't only have to watch my husband (who I barely loved more then a friend) die, I also had to watch my Mother, my second father, my brother, my niece 'wither and die'. Then when I was about 1300 I did something awful, I have even more blood on my hands then you." The great Doctor has just been staring at at me dumbfound as I ranted at him, but when I said that I had more blood on my hands then him his expression darkens and he says "Rose, do I need to remind you that I killed my entire race?"
"Don't call me Rose, don't just don't, Rose wouldn't have done what I've done. Rose, was a good person. When I was 1300 I caused a paradox," the Doctor interrupts me saying "It was just a paradox?" Acting highly surprised. "From the way you where talking I was expecting it to be something bigger then just a paradox."
"Just a paradox! Just a paradox! Do you have any idea what you are talking about, that paradox destroyed a universe. That paradox that I CAUSE, MADE AN ENTIRE UNIVERSE DIE! I was literally begin my TARDIS to let me die and face the punishment for my crimes, but she wouldn't and instead took me here. That was when I met Rory. I am an awful person, do you want to know what I did to Madame Kovarian?"
The Doctor is just standing there, looking shell shocked but he nods slightly so I continue.
"As you have probably already gathered, I killed Madame Kovarian. That's not the bad thing, I have killed more people then I can count. If I think that someone has or will permanently hurt someone mentally or physically then I will shoot them. I will shoot them straight through the brain, that is a very quick and virtually painless death (and believe me, I do know) but I didn't do that to Madame Kovarian. I torture Madame Kovarian, I tortured her for THREE WHOLE DAYS I broke almost every bone in her body, by the end of the third day she was begging me to kill her. She said, and I quote, 'please, I'm begging you, kill me. Let me die, let me finally die.' I killed her my slitting her throat, but I was planning on killing her with Anaphylactic Shock! I was planning to make her suffer through all of that to kill her with Anaphylactic Shock! I hated every single second of torturing her, it made me physically ill but I continued doing it, I couldn't stop because I thought she deserved it! The only person that deserves that sort of horrific death is me! The paradox that destroyed the universe was an accident if a stupid and highly consequential one, but I tortured and then killed Madame Kovarian completely of my own accord. What sort of person dose that make me?"
I'm standing there, chest heaving, self-hatred bubbling up inside me even more then it normally dose, and then something unexpected happens. Instead of running away, disgusted the Doctor wraps me up in his arms and gives me a hug. The feeling is so unexpected, and so nice that I start crying. I haven't cried in thousands of years, but being wrapped in the Doctors arms feels so safe, and so natural. I'm bawling my eyes out into his shirt, I haven't cried in thousands of years he strokes my back and it's just so warm and comforting and he says "Oh Rose, my poor, poor Rose. You've have a horrible time of it." The Doctor says, rocking me gently. I don't even mind that he called me Rose, in fact it felt quite nice. His eyes are glassy with suppressed tears.
"I can't even remember why I'm supposed to hate you know," I say to him and he chuckles softly. He lifts my chin up and looks into my eyes, he's always had such beautiful eyes. First they were intense blue, then soft chocolate brown, and now they are this vibrant forest green. The first thing that I noticed that was different about the Metacrisis was his eyes, they where the exact same brown colour, but they didn't have the boundless wisdom that is in the Doctor's eyes.
"Oh, I love you," I say, surprising both myself and him.
"Really?" He says, grinning widely.
"Yeah, always have even when I also hated you, and always will," I say and his grin gets (if possible) even wider and he says "That's good because Rose Tyler, I love you,"
He leans his head down, and kisses me softly.
I am The Bad Wolf
I am the Great Exterminator
I am the Killer of All
I am the Destroyer of A Universe
And There's No One I Hate More Then Myself
I hope you enjoyed this, is the kiss at the end to rushed? I hope not, but Rose hasn't really hated the Doctor in a long time (although there was a time when she certainly did) she just felt like she should and even when she hated him more then anything or anyone she still loved him because she's Rose Tyler and Rose Tyler will always love the Doctor.
I a really proud of these 10 chapters because the last time that I wrote something this long it took me a year! This took me under a fortnight, and I'm going to post all of them on my Birthday (5th of August)
Have a fantastic day.
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