Hey guys, Nathaniel here with some updates. Sad to say but I've recently hit a loss of inspiration for the story as it stands. And I have no one to blame for myself because I have written myself into a brick wall that I just cannot find a way through or around. So I'm going to have to end this iteration of my child here. I know I'm ending it on a cliffhanger for good, and for that I am sorry. With how things are going in the world and my personal life (as well as how the show itself has been going), I haven't found neither the want nor time to sit down and actually write. Just last year, I had a workplace accident and have since been fighting with my (then) job to get that properly taken care of, lost my emotional support animals, and lost a family member I was extremely close with.
Despite that, I forced myself to write through the pains and stress, which, looking back on it now, I feel had greatly lowered my writing. Which was another thing I am apologizing for, because I understand my writing might have been lacking in the past few chapters as well as have been all over the place and unfocused. I don't want to make excuses or blame things that are entirely unrelated to it, as I know it was of my own doing that this had happened. I forced myself to write when I wasn't in the best state and when I didn't really feel like it. I just couldn't help myself, as I couldn't, and still can't, believe that so many out there like my writing, and I didn't want to let you all down by not posting something. This all started out as a way for me to vent my frustrations, then turned into something I actually took joy in doing, and now we're here.
Though that's not to say I'm just going to vanish permanently. I actually am planning on remaking this whole story from square one, while not being as "all over the place" or "unfocused" as it originally was in each chapter. So if you still wish to stick around, I thank you and I truly appreciate you for that. If you don't wish to, I wholly understand and won't blame you if that's the case. I have my fair share of writers I used to keep up with before they vanished and/or remade a story in a wholly different style or technique. Sometimes the remake doesn't provoke the same feelings, and that's okay. I don't intend for the remake of Hidden Truths & Exposed Secrets to bring out the same feelings or emotions my original work did. I can't say for sure when I'll start uploading chapters of this redux, but I promise it will be a different experience.
I hope to see some of you, if not most or all of you, in the future. I'll try my best to not be as silent once the redux is posted, but that truly depends on how hard life decides to hit me when the time comes. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Until then, stay safe, be healthy, and don't let stress get to you.
Ciao~
