October 30 2023


Indefinite Hiatus Announcement

This story is now under indefinite hiatus.

I know this may sound too personal but my loveable baby cousin - Gab - who I took much inspiration from in writing Fuyumi, has unfortunately passed away. He was only seven months old when he was taken from us in his sleep. All of Fuyumi's adorable little acts and mannerisms are reflected on him. I held him in my arms a short while ago while he laughed and held my pinky finger with his little hand. I can't believe the little one is gone - my brain still cannot process it. I apologize if this is too inappropriate. I just wanted to release my grief somehow.

I feel empty.

The tears won't come out.

My chest is heavy.

And my heart hurts so bad.


The little one is taken

A vacant and cold cradle

The joy of our home lost


An infant's laughter absent

Salty waters flow unending

Oh cruel fate


Why, O Lord?

Unbearable pain in our hearts

Another angel in heaven


A young life cut short

Too soon, too soon

The world is unforgiving


Heavy rain, a dark sky

With a heavy heart I sigh

An empty little bed


A little one missed

A little one loved

Watch us from above


Writing this story is just too painful at this point in time, it reminds me too much of our sweet little boy.

I hope all of you understand.

Rest in Peace Gab, we love you and we will always miss you.