As they reach the next town in which Amanda is staying, Stewart feels a knot forming in his stomach. He knew he had to tell her about his bisexuality, but he was terrified of her reaction.
He couldn't shake the feeling that she might leave him or worse, hate him for who he truly was.
Stewart took a deep breath and knocked on the door of the motel room where Amanda was staying. He heard her voice call out, "Come in!" and he walked in, closing the door behind him.
"Hey sweetie, how are you?" Amanda asked.
"I'm okay, but I need to talk to you about something important," Stewart replied, his voice shaking slightly.
"OK, what's on your mind pumpkin?" Amanda asked as she sat down on the bed with Stewart.
Stewart took a deep breath and looked into her eyes. "I'm bisexual, Amanda," he said, his voice trembling slightly.
Amanda's eyes widened in shock, and her heart sank. "What are you saying, Stewart?" she asked, her voice shaking. "Are you?"
Stewart nodded, his own heart pounding in his chest. "I am," he said softly.
"I should have told you this sooner, I know you are gonna hate me anyway" he said.
"No, I could never hate you, Stewart," Amanda said, tears welling up in her eyes. She knew that this was going to be a difficult time for them both, but she also knew that their love was strong enough to weather any storm.
"I would like for you to take your time in what you think about my truth, I'll be waiting once you come to your conclusion," Stewart said.
"Okay, I will think about it and talk to you later," Amanda replied as she wiped away her tears.
"I'll be heading back on the tour bus with the lads, talk to you later cutie."
As Stewart walked out of the room, he felt a mixture of relief and anxiety. He knew that he had been honest with Amanda, but he wasn't sure how she would react.
He felt a sense of comfort knowing that he had the support of his bandmates, but at the same time, he worried about the impact his revelation would have on their careers and personal relationships.
Sting and Andy wait for his arrival back to the tour bus. "What happened? What did she say?" They both asked.
Stewart takes a deep breath and looks at them. "She said she needs time to process it all. But she loves me and wants to be there for me."
Sting and Andy nod in understanding. They know how difficult this must be for both Stewart and Amanda. "We'll give you some space, Stew. But remember, we're here for you whenever you need us."
"I really appreciate it guys." Stewart with a slight smile, "Let's just focus on the music and the upcoming concerts, okay?"
"OK, we are family and will always remain a family," Andy said in a relaxed tone
As they arrived at their next destination, Stewart noticed a change in the atmosphere.
