[Johnny POV]
I think i'm already losing touch with reality. I'm sure 24 hours have passed now and i'm already losing it. I haven't slept at all even after I cried my eyes out. I felt weak but not tired, it was weird. I figured I was just stressed and nervous.
I was leaning against the wall, my eye lids got heavy. I fell asleep, I wasn't really comfortable but I didn't care. I was dreaming of being back at the Curtis's house. I felt my chest tighten up in sadness but stayed in my dreamland. Dallas was there and he grabbed my hand, I felt a blush appear on my face. He slowly leaned toward me and kissed me deeply. I returned the kiss as he slowly slid his hand down my thigh. I subconsciously knew it was just a dream but I didn't dare open my eyes. I felt him run his tongue over my lower lip and I whimpered. I wasn't sure if I whimpered outside of my dream but I didn't care. I slowly opened my mouth, he gently slid his tongue inside. I moaned and slowly licked his tongue. He had his hands on the back of my head, his fingers were tangled in my think black hair. Our tongues were fighting for dominance and I let Dallas win. I don't know where we were but he laid me down on a bed. He pulled away and a string of saliva connected us. I felt him undo my pants and I awaited patiently.
I awoke with a start and I was sweating. I looked around my small cell, trying to find what awoke me. I sat still for a few moments but then blushed heavily. I had a wet dream about Dallas, I feel pathetic. Would it really be a wet dream if we didn't actually have sex? I looked down at my lap and saw a dent in my pants. My face got hotter and I decided to just completely ignore it. I wondered if I made noises outside my dream and if I did, I hope they weren't really loud.
I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my abdomen. I hissed sharply and rubbed my hand over my stomach. I tightly shut my eyes in pain and shifted uncomfortably. I had felt this pain before but I hadn't felt it in years. I whimpered quietly as I brought my legs up to my chest. The pain shrunk to a bearable point; I let my mind wonder. Dallas came back into my mind but for some reason, I bit him. I quickly opened my eyes and sat up straight.
Why did I bite Dallas? I hadn't had something like this happen in a long time. I felt the pain return to my abdomen and I rubbed my hand over my stomach again. I suddenly smelled blood. I usually don't smell blood unless i'm starving for it..
I felt my heart sink deep in my chest. I can't be starving..not here..not now. Where would I even begin to look for blood? This place is full of vampires so they must have some somewhere. My only problem was...
I couldn't get out of this cell.
I cursed loudly and kicked at the door. I was scared for myself, this has happened before...way too many times before. I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed heavily.
I was terrified of losing my mind in the insanity of blood starvation. I've done it before...I woke up drenched in blood and a dead man lying beside me. I hadn't starved in so long, the Curtis's always made sure I got blood because they've seen me lose my mind before. I pushed that memory from my mind and tried to focus on something else.
I saw a rat walking against the wall and I silently watched it. I was desperate, extremely desperate. I have drank rat blood before and it was disgusting. Human blood was a lot better but I didn't see any humans around.
I watched the rat scurry a bit then stop. Scurry, stop. Scurry, stop. I licked my lips in anticipation and slowly made my way to catch the rat. I moved stealthily, trying not to scare it. I got within grabbing distance and went for it. I moved faster than lightening and snatched it up into my hand. It squealed loudly as I looked down upon it. I felt like a wild animal but I didn't care.
I investigated the rat, it was fluffy. I almost felt bad for it, poor thing. I quickly bit into the rat, taking in every single disgusting drop of blood. I pulled the empty rat from my mouth and dropped the corpse. I sat there in shock over what I had just done. I sat against the wall and stared into space. I just want to be put out of my misery.
"Dallas...if you can hear me, please get here soon..", I let a sob escape my lips, "I need you.." I whispered before breaking down in tears.
I held my legs to my chest and continued to sob. I tried not to slip into insanity but it was so damn hard. I waited for Dallas or insanity...which ever one decided to show up first. I prayed Dally would appear first but let's just say, I have bad luck with prayers.
