We got to Scott's as Stiles looked at me "what if Liam doesn't take to the bite and he dies. That's going to kill Scott." I looked at him "let's not jump to any conclusions like that right now, alright?" He nodded as we got out of the Jeep and walked to the front door and walked inside. We saw Scott waiting for us as Stiles started questioning as he told us Liam was up in his room. we nodded and followed him to his room.
Once we got there he opened the bathroom door and we saw Liam tied up sitting in the tub. I just shook my head "Jesus Christ, Scott." He looked at me with his sad puppy dog eyes as I sighed. "I'll text Derek. Don't worry I'll just say you need help with something." He nodded as I walked into the hallway pulling out my phone and texted Derek "hey, can you come to Scott's he really needs your help." I sent it and waited for his answer which came a few moments later "can't helping your dad with something." I was about to call and question him when I saw three blurs run past me. I ran after them and shook my head at the scene at the bottom of the stairs. Scott and Stiles were they had Liam when in reality they were just grabbing each other's leg. I looked at them "dumb and dumber he's long gone." They got up as Stiles looked at us "now what?" Me and Scott shrugged as I looked at them "just watch him tomorrow at school, as for right now go to bed. Cause after what me and Lydia saw at that house you're gonna need it. I don't think Kate is going to be our only problem." Scott nodded as he said good night to me and Stiles as we left his house.
Once we got into the Jeep Stiles looked at me "so you're gonna stay and help?" I nodded "yeah. I'm going to stay and help." He nodded and started to drive "what about the whole Derek and Parrish thing?" I sighed "Sti I honestly don't know, but I do know me and Derek need to have the conversation about why I said no to him. And that the short time I did spend with Parrish it was like I was with Ryan again. I don't want to hurt both of them." He nodded as we pulled into the driveway and saw Malia waiting for us. I looked at him "one thing I do know for sure is that with a new werewolf on and our hands and her with the full moon coming we need to be careful." He nodded as we got out of the Jeep as I said hi to Mailia.
We walked into the house and I said good night to both of them as I went straight to my room. Once I got to my room I went into my school bag and pulled out the notebook I was looking for and opened it. I flipped to the pages I was looking for as they starred right in front of my face. I read remembering the exact night I wrote them the night I said no to Derek's proposal. I closed my eyes after reading it knowing what the next page held. The letter I never sent to him after I ran off to college. I took a deep breathe and read it.
Dear Derek,
By the time you get this I will be gone already. Don't be mad at Stiles I asked him to wait until I left to give it to you because I didn't want you coming after me. I love you Derek with every fiber of my being but I couldn't say yes. Trust me I wanted too but I made a promise to myself after Ryan died I would Beacon Hills for a little bit. I know that isn't fair to you that I keep a promise about an ex but its something I need to do. I want a normal life away from the supernatural and responsibility of watching over Stiles and Scott. I know with you being an Alpha and us being linked you are going to feel abandoned. And I'm sorry for that, but I know you will move on with your life. I know it hurts and it hurts me too, I felt your heartbreak and I know you felt mine after I said I no. Maybe when I come back from during a break we can try again with being friends and then try to get back to where we were. They say time and space makes the heart grow, maybe that will happen to us. But I want you to promise me that you will stay safe and wont do anything stupid cause I will feel it. Also promise me if you move on you will be careful with your heart, make sure she is the one. I can't promise you that I will do the same because only two people have held my heart. One is dead and the other one I hurt deeply. Again I'm sorry. There is so much I wanna say but can't cause it hurts too much. So I'm just gonna end it here. Remember I love you Derek Hale and be happy.
Yours forever, Nic.
I reread it a few times as tears came to my eyes and fell on it with the tear marks that already stained it when I wrote it.
I pulled it out and folded it putting it into my jacket pocket. I told myself I was going to give it to Derek and after he read it we could talk. I pulled out my phone and went to his name texting him asking if it was alright if I could come to the loft tomorrow. He answered me right back saying of course. I plugged my phone in and laid in my bed as I prepared myself for tomorrow.
I woke up to my alarm going off as I rolled out of bed and got dressed. I walked downstairs and saw Stiles in the kitchen already as I sat in the stool next to him "morning Stil." He smiled at me "morning Nic. What do you have planned today?" I sighed "I'm going to see Derek and give him a letter I wrote with that night but never gave to you to deliver to him. And then after he reads it hopefully we will have that talk." He nodded "well good luck with that Nic." I rolled my eyes "gee thanks Sti. And good luck at school with Liam." He flipped me off as I laughed as he got up to wash his bowl. I looked at him "but seriously if you guys need help with Liam just text me." He nodded "I will and really good luck with Derek." I nodded as he left as I finished eating.
It took me an hour to work up the courage to leave the house to face Derek. Jordan texted me asking if I wanted to grab lunch with him. I told him I couldn't but asked for a rain check which he said of course to. I left the house and got into my car and headed towards the loft, once I got there I pulled up behind Derek's car. I sat in the car staring at the building and took a deep breathe "its now or never girl." I checked my pocket once more to make sure I had the letter. Once I felt it I got out of the car and headed inside.
Once I got out of the elevator I heard yelling as I ran towards the loft and went running through the front door. I got to the living room and saw Derek burning something out of Peter. Peter looked at him "we have company." Derek looked at me as he finished with Peter turning off the blow torch. He answered my question before I could even ask it "he got attacked by some guy with a tomahawk." Peter looked at me "dude also had his lips sewed shut too." I just nodded as Derek looked at me "you wanted to talk." I shook my head as my hand played with the letter "that can wait, what are we gonna do about this guy?" Derek looked at me "it's not your problem Nic, you said you were leaving soon." I shook my head "no I'm staying." Derek sighed as Peter smirked "definitely should have bitten you that night." Me and Derek looked at him "shut up!" Peter looked at us "be nice to me or I wont show you what I took off of the mute." We both looked at him as he showed us a glove. Derek looked at him and took the glove from him "I'm going to bring this to Stilinski." I looked at him "since when have you and my dad become close." He shrugged and looked at me "wanna come?" I was about to say yes when my phone went off. I saw a text from Stiles telling me to go to Lydia's lake house. I looked at Derek "I would so I could see Jordan, but Sti needs me." I saw the flash of jealously in his eyes when I mentioned Jordan as I heard Peter laugh. I smiled and laughed before he could say something.
Once I got to the lake house I saw Stiles, Malia, Lydia and Scott as I looked at them "where's Kira?" Scott looked at me "with Lian on the way up here. We kinda coned him and said it was a party. But we are going to chain him up with Malia." I nodded as Stiles pulled him aside and talked to him. About ten minutes later Kira and Liam showed as Liam looked at her "I thought you said this was a party." Kira nodded "yeah a small party." Of course Stiles had to call it a intervention as Scott told him that we were the only ones that could help him. Liam asked everyone what they were as Stiles said he was human who was possessed by and evil spirit once he looked as I laughed "oh I'm just human." Liam nodded as he said he heard something outside as we heard a knock on the door as we looked at him. He told us he might have invited his friend Mason cause Kira said it was a party as she went and opened the door a little and looked back at us "along with everyone else." She closed the door as we heard Malia and Liam roar. Scott said he was going to take Liam to the boat house as Stiles said he was going to bring Malia down to the basement. Kira went with Scott as Lydia looked at Stiles "what are me and Nic suppose to do with the entire school?" Stiles looked at both of us "throw a party, you throw great ones Lydia." She rolled her eyes "well obviously." I laughed as Stiles lead Malia to the basement. I looked at her "let's do this Lyds." She nodded "yeah, but lets make sure they don't destroy the house, we got people coming Monday to look at it." I nodded as we let everyone in.
They party was in full effect as Lydia went walking around watching everyone like a hawk. I laughed as I watched her as I felt my phone go off. I pulled it out seeing a text from Derek "your new boyfriend is actually useful. He discovered that the glove and tomahawk are both military issued. Me and your dad are going to set a trap for him at the school." I sighed and answered him right back "he's not my boyfriend, he's just a friend. And just make sure my dad is careful, please." I sent it and got his answer right away saying he would make sure my dad was careful. I looked around seeing that Lydia was no where to be seen as I asked someone if they saw her. They said they thought they saw her go upstairs as I nodded. I went upstairs and saw a freshmen trying to calm her down. I asked what happened as he explained something about wine on the carpet and that he was going to go get something to clean up the stain. I nodded and saw Lydia looking at the wall as he left. I walked over to her "what is it Lyds?" She didn't look at me "I hear something" I nodded knowing she went into one of her trances. I left the room and joined the party again downstairs.
Stiles had texted me saying he was taking Malia home as I answered him back saying I would see him later. Kira walked back in when everyone was leaving. I looked at her as she told me Scott went after Liam after he ran from the boathouse. I nodded as she asked me where Lydia and I told her about Lydia saying she heard something as we headed up to the room I left her in. We saw her writing something as Kira looked at her "what is it?" Lydia looked at us "its the code from notes but I heard it clearer." She grabbed her laptop and typed in the code's password which just so happened to be Allison. The three of us watched a list popped up as we looked it. I heard Lydia say "it's a list of supernautrals in Beacon Hills...It's a deadpool and we're all on it." I looked at the list with names and numbers next to them Scott McCall (25), Lydia Martin (20), Kira Yukimura (6) and Derek Hale (15). My heart jumped seeing Derek's name on the list. I looked at her "Malia,Liam and Peter are missing." She nodded "they probably are on another part of it. I looks like there is three lists each with a different password." I nodded knowing this whole situation just got worst in a manner of minutes. I told them both I was going home that I would talk to them tomorrow. They nodded as I left the lake house and headed home. Once I got home I saw Stiles still wasn't home and went straight to my mom. I got a text from Derek saying that Peter killed the mute as I shook my head. I told him I would talk to him tomorrow. I had to figure out how to tell him he was on a deadpool as I laid on my bed trying to fall asleep. Not knowing who was more dangerous whoever put the list out or Kate.
