Red: Here is something a bit sad so please enjoy.


It was the dead of night in the Loud House as someone was going through the kitchens drawers searching for a knife and some other things. Soon they found the wide 8 inch blade and grabbed a bunch of hand towels and walked upstairs to what was once a closet. This person is was actually not someone sneaking into this house to kill the whole Loud family.

They set down the knife on the bed and tied each towel end to each other, making a noose which he tied to his ceiling. They picked up one of Luan's cameras and hit record. The screen flickered for a bit until it showed Lincoln Loud, wearing an orange sweater and sunglasses, as well as a hood over his face. "My name…is Lincoln Loud." He said in a raspy tone as he removed the hood and took off his sunglasses

His face was riddled in cuts, scars, purple and black bruises, and his baggy eyes were bloodshot. "And if you're watching this…then it means I've probably killed myself" He smiled as he took off the sweater, showing the deeper scars all across his torso "Let me explain one of the ways of how I got these."

*2 weeks ago*

Lincoln ran through a dark alleyway and tripped on a pipe. "No no!" He spoke panicked as he heard tires screech to a stop snd he reached a dead end. "Shit!" He swore when 3 figures surrounded him and pulled him off the fence he was trying to climb.

"Well well well…lookie what we got here!" He heard Bobby say. "Let me go Bobby!" He growled when said teen punched him in his face as the scene was now seen from a camera with no audio. A person is seen watching the footage as Bobby's two friends held some large metal pipes and started to wail on Lincoln while Bobby pulled out a switchblade. Lincoln tried to crawl away but Bobby grabbed him by the throat. "Don't worry…this'll only hurt a lot!" He whispered in his ear sadistically as he shoved the blade deep into his body multiple times. "This is what happens when you hurt my girlfriend."

*Later*

Lincoln cried as he bled out on the cement. Be tried to patch himself up an hour after Bobby and his goons left while it started raining. 'Why me?' He thought sadly as he struggled to stand.

The scene changed once again changed back to Lincoln in his room. "And thats not all. That's just one of the 74 times he's done that to me." Lincoln spoke sadly. "And I've made sure my…family…doesn't know about it." He wiped his tears. "Whoever finds this taps please don't tell them about me. Especially Lori because, in her words, I am 'Nothing but a worthless mistake that should've been aborted.' Well I'm sorry I was born then, because then you wouldn't have someone who always takes the fall for your fucking mistakes!" His voice got louder. "I'm doing this not just because I hate my fucking life! I'm doing this because you all drove me to my fucking LIMIT!" He screamed. "I'm always getting screwed over and you always set me out to be the antagonist in every fucking situation!" He started unknowingly crying. "Every time you girls want something mom and dad get it for you, no questions asked! When I get something, I can never enjoy it because of you! When I got a pool for myself, all of you got in and I didn't have a chance to enjoy it and you made me out to be the bad guy when I finally said something! When I found a quarter, a FUCKING QUARTER, all of you were quick to rip me apart to get it!" He had his hand curled up into a fist and was now uncontrollably shaking. "I went to the store for mom and hoped I could get something nice and for myself out of it, but all of you kept screwing things up and got us banned from the store! Mom yelled at ME because of it and because she has to go shopping in the next town over!" He started digging his nails into his palms. "If any of you do anything that'll hurt me in any way, I'm forced to bite my tongue and take it, but if I do anything that could hurt any of you, I'm forced to apologize without giving my reason for fighting and I'll find myself grounded for a few fucking MONTHS! Then there was the goddamn fight over the fucking sweet spot, we all got in trouble then, but it could've been avoided if you all respected the rule of the sedan, where your ass is, is where you'll stay! Now I know some o you would say 'But Lincoln, we were just trying to have some fun.' Fun? Is it fun that I almost failed science because every time I asked mom and dad for a few minutes of their time, one of you would pull them away from me? Is it fun when something good happens to me, all of you always find a way to destroy it, but if I so much as touch anything that belongs to any of you, I'd get in trouble from you and mom and dad would ground me for however long they feel like punishing me! I feel like a fucking prisoner here and if I am alive, I still have seven more years in this goddamn hellhole!" He started breathing heavily. "Maybe now I can do something that makes you all happy since I'm nothing more but a black sheep. Maybe Lori was right, maybe I shouldn't even be here since all I do is ruin things for you all."

He then got up before standing on a chair and wrapping the noose around his neck with the knife in hand. "Maybe now they'll be happy." He sobbed as he kicked the chair away and sliced at his own throat rapidly, making blood spill out. "Finally…peace." He choked out with a sad smile as his mouth filled once again with the familiar metallic taste of blood and the chair fell loudly. He blacked out just as he saw his door open and heard a faded scream as everything went black.

*Later*

Lucy sat in the back of Vanzilla, which was in a traffic jam, curled up in a ball, silently crying her eyes dry. "Lincoln why would you do this?" She whispered in a very scratchy voice as Lynn and Luna held the goth child tightly in between them. "This is all our fault." Lynn cried while Luan, who was holding onto the camera tightly, was glaring daggers at Lori, making said girl flinch. "How is he Lisa?" The rocker asked the genius girl on her phone as she was in an ambulance with him and Leni.

"The docters and I managed to stabilize him but he lost a lot of blood." She responded sadly while the twins held each other. "Ok…just keep us updated, kay sis?" She said quietly. "Affirmative." And with that Lisa hung up.

"You…THIS IS YOUR FAULT!" Lucy yelled as she tackled Lori and started to strangle her while their mother drove, causing the van to swerve a bit. "Whoa whoa girls stop it!" Rita exclaimed as she regained control. "IT'S HER FAULT HE DID THIS!" Lucy roared as Luan pulled her off

"LET ME GO! LET ME GO! SHE DESERVES TO DIE, NOT LINCOLN! JUST LET ME KILL HER!"

"Lucy calm down she's not worth it!" Luan repeatedly whispered into her ear as she held her. Lucy soon calmed down and cried into her shirt while Lori gasped for air. "We all caused this…not just her." Lana sobbed.

*Hospital*

Lincoln layed down in an emergency room where Leni stood outside with Lisa and was carrying a sleeping Lily. "Lisa…is this our fault?" Leni cried. "Yes it is…we should've forgiven him and stopped being selfish when we had the chance." she spoke sadly. "What's gonna happen to Lincoln?"

"I...I don't know! For once in my life…I just don't know." The genius looked down and wiped her eyes while Lily laughed in Leni's arm, not even knowing what was happening.

"Lily's right, we can't give up hope yet." Leni said smiling back at her sister and tickled her a bit, making Lisa smile a little.

*8 hours later*

The large van came to a stop as Lucy bolted out with Luan chasing her."Lucy wait up!" The jokester said as she ran after her. "GO AWAY!" She yelled at her when she and Lynn tackled her. "Lucy stop!" She said. "WHY!?" She screamed as she just held her there. "Because I love him too!" Luan cried. "I don't want to lose my only brother either."

Lucy calmed herself and kept crying. "It's ok sis." Lynn said, running her hand through her hair.

*Hospital*

Leni held the sleeping baby as the doctor walked up to her. "Miss Loud?" Her and Lisa looked up. "Dr. Palmer." Lisa spoke calmly, though inside she was crying. "How is he doc?" Leni cried.

She smiled. "He's awake now, do you want to see him now?" She asked.

"Yes we would like that." Lisa said. "Be warned that if you ask him anything, that he won't reply." She said as she opened the door to Lincolns room. His body had multiple stitches and bandages, mainly around his neck, and his right eye had an eyepatch.

"Lincoln?" Leni said slowly as he covered his face with a pillow. Lily gave a yawn and saw her brother covering his head

"Linky!" She cheered. Lincoln moved the pillow and gave a sigh before giving a small smile as Leni placed lily in his arms. "Linky!" She cooed with a smile not caring what her brother looked like as a tear fell from his left eye. "Lincoln…we're sorry." Lisa spoke sadly as the door opened. Lucy and Luan walked in, both with bloodshot eyes. Lincoln turned around to avoid eye contact but was too late. "Lincoln." Lucy sniffled. "P-Please…please f-forgive me!" She broke out of Luan's grasp fell to her knees by his bed and wrapped her arms around him. "Please please please! I beg you!" She cried. Lincoln was shocked that she was no longer speaking in her quiet monotone voice and that she was hugging him. He placed a hand on her shoulder making her looking up at him he moved her midnight black hair out of her face, showing her reddened emerald eyes, and kissed her forehead.

"Please say something…anything." She sobbed. "He can't Lucy. He's physically unable to." Lisa said sadly. "W-what?" Lincoln lowered his head in shame as he heard the others minus his father coming down the hall so he put the pillow back over his face. "W-What do you mean he can't?" Luan asked, her body shaking. "His vocal cords were completely severed and diced. He's now a mute." Lisa spoke as Rita who was in the hallway fainted, but luckily Luna caught her. This made Lucy cry harder as the twins slowly poked their heads inside.

Lincoln, slowly with shaking hands, lowered the pillow and showed his face, making the twins who were now at the foot of the bed cry, Lana more than Lola. Soon Lori walked in and just cried harder than she was already when he put it back up and silently cried. 'This is my fault!' Lori thought in self hatred. She stepped up and hugged him gently. "I'm sorry." She whispered.

*1 hour later*

"Excuse me but visiting hours are over" Dr Palmer spoke sadly. Rita(who had woke up) gave a nod and hugged her forever silent son.

"Let's go girls." She said sadly as she and the others slowly left the room. Lucy was the last one before Lincoln grabbed her hand, she turned around and he mouthed three words. "I forgive you."

Lucy gave a very small smile. "Thank you." She whispered and hugged him.