Red: So someone wanted us to end LiTLH, and I say fuck off it is staying.
Disclaimer: We no own Loud House.
Lucy cried silently as Lynn carried her bridal style into Vanzilla. "Why Lynn? Why did we make him do this?" She sobbed into her sisters chest. "I don't know Lucy, I just don't know, but I hate that we caused this, I can't forgive myself for being a shitty big sister." Lynn responded sadly in a whisper as they both sat in the back cuddled together. Lynn moved Lucy's hair out of the way and saw her bloodshot emerald and gold eyes. She kissed Lucy's forehead and held her tighter, wrapping a spare blanket from a seat for overnight drives over them. "What kind of terrible fucked up family are we?"
*Home*
Lana sobbed into her chest as she curled up in a ball under all of her blankets. "It's all my fault!" She cried out, unaware that a certain goth heard her from the vents. "Lana." She muttered as she crawled into her room, landing on Lola's bed and getting dust on it. "Go away Lucy." Lana said sadly in a muffled tone. Lucy lifted up all the blankets and crawled in. As soon as she reached Lana, Lucy hugged her protectively. "It's gonna be alright." Lucy whispered as she slowly rubbed her back and ran a hand through her blonde hair. "We're the worst family ever." Lana cried as she hugged back tighter than ever.
*Lori*
"I'm the worst sister in like, the world." Lori sobbed as she trashed everything that was related to Bobby, except for a picture of when they, Lincoln and Ronnie-Anne double dated to save their former relationship, she just cut him out as Leni punched the wall in anger, breaking it. "That fucking bastard!" Leni snarled.
Red: Now fun-fact; Leni wasn't one to get angry so easily, but when she did...well. Let's just say Lola learned from the best.
Lori knew about her sisters temper, but it was nowhere near the level of the top of the sister temper chart, where Luan was, second was Luna, third was Lynn, fourth was Leni, and fifth was herself.
"Leni please calm down!" Lori said sobbing as she held her. Leni slowly calmed down. "Lori...I don't blame you for this, none of us do…well, maybe Lucy." She spoke as Lori cried harder into her shirt. "Well Lucy's right to blame me!" She said sadly. "No I'm not." The goth spoke, making her scream*and like a little bitch too*. "We're all responsible for what happened."
*Luna*
"Luan, calm the fuck down! Killing him ain't the answer!" Luna panicked. "I'm gonna do more than just kill Bobby, I'M GONNA FUCKING TEAR HIS DICK AND NUTS OFF AND SHOVE 'EM DOWN HIS FUCKING THROAT! AND THEN I'M GONNA-" Luan roared in anger as her sister tried to calm her and the camera zoomed out, revealing their almost completely destroyed room, which had Luna's amps and guitars impaled into the walls and Mr. Coconut right through the door. "Just calm down sis, it's alright! Lincoln's okay." Luna said without her accent, making the prankster stop and slowly turn to the rocker, his bright pink eyes red with raw anger. "Okay…OKAY!? HE CAN'T FUCKING SPEAK LUNA! WE MADE HIM TRY TO FUCKING KILL HIMSELF AND YOU'RE GONNA TELL ME THAT LINCOLN IS OKAY!?" She shrieked, her voice echoing throughout the entire household as she hoisted her by the collar, scaring…no, terrifying Luna.
Luan slowly calmed herself and quickly put her sisterdown. "I..I...I'm sorry." She whimpered before falling onto her knees, crying into her scarred bloody hands as Luna hugged her. "Shhhhhh, let it all out little sis." She whispered. "Let it all out."
*Lynn*
Lynn was in the basement, helping Lola get rid of all her pink clothing…shocking, right. "Lola, are you sure about this?" Lynn asked concerned, as she treasured the clothes more than her own life. "Yes." She spoke sadly before throwing one of Lisa's chemicals into the washer and slamming down a button, all of her clothes changing black, white, grey or blue. "But wh-" Lynn stammered as Lola sighed. "I don't care about them anymore, I obsess over them way too much and they kinda got me to act selfish."
*Rita*
The two parents were arguing, louder than any of their children could ever be if they even tried. "What do you mean it's my fault!?" The mother roared, appalled by her husbands accusation. "You heard me!" Lynn Sr. yelled back as he stood up and stared her down when suddenly one of the girls realized something. "WHERE'S LILY!?"
*Elsewhere*
Lincoln smiled a little as he sat in his hospital bed, his baby sister asleep in his arms. "Linky." She sighed happily in her sleep as he wrapped her up in her favorite blanket. 'Lily.' He thought sadly when the lights flickered around him, and a laugh echoing in his mind, his laugh.
'Oh no, not here.' He thought as he stood in his hospital room, except it looked like it was from Silent Hill. The laughing got louder as a ceiling tile fell down. "Do you honestly think that they actually care about you?!" A voice said as Lincoln turned around and saw a version of him, but with cold grey eyes as said eyes had a dark green tint around them. He was giving Lincoln a large grin with his shark-like teeth filled mouth and his hair was jet black and kept changing back and forth from black to a random shade of red. "As soon as you get home, they're just gonna use you for their own personal reasons!"
"That's not true!" Lincoln yelled back. "JUST ADMIT IT BOY! YOUR OWN FAMILY DOESN'T LOVE YOU! YOUR MOTHER! YOUR FATHER! YOUR SISTERS! YOUR FRIENDS! NOT EVEN YOUR LITTLE GIRLFRIEND! She's probably fucking that asshole Chandler right now along with his goons!"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Lincoln screamed, making all of the glass in the room crack. "Admit it, they're better off with you six feet under!" The insane being laughed as he formed a picture of Lily and grabbed Lincoln's shoulders. "In a few years, she'll be just like them. You don't have to take any more of the abuse. No more teachers molesting you, no more bullying, no more being taken for granted, and no more physical and mental abuse at home." He then leaned into his ear and whispered. "Just let me take… control…"
"NEVER!" Lincoln punched him, making his stumble. "I will never let you hurt them!"
"I'm trying to help you, let me gain control and we'll make them all suffer. One way or another, it will happen." He whispered with a maniacal grin as he turned his arm into a mist and sent it at Lincoln, where it forced its way into his body. "Linky?" Upon hearing his youngest sisters voice, Lincoln snapped out of his trance and threw the mist off of him. "I will NEVER hurt my family!" He roared before grabbing him by the throat and dragged him to the door, where he shoved his head in the doorway and slammed the door on it, the sound on bones breaking, blood splattering, and other grossly sounds filling the room until the body stopped twitching and faded away.
*Loud House*
"Do not fret my sisters!" Lisa said to her arguing sisters who were starting to fight one another. "She's most likely with Lincoln in his hospital room." She exclaimed as they calmed down. "OK, now that that's settled-" Lucy sighed with a smile as they saw their father storm out of the house angrily. "I wish Dad wasn't so upset." Lola said. "I want to know WHY he's upset." Leni said as she hugged Lori in sadness. "Girls, can you come up here please?" Rita spoke softly. "Lucy, you comin'?"
"In a bit Lynn, I need to make a call." She spoke as she dialed a number. "Come on, pick up damn it!" She whispered.
"Hi this is Ronnie-Anne! I'm not home, so leave a message!"
*Beep*
"Sigh. Ronnie, it's Lucy. We need to talk, now. Come over." She spoke sadly as she hung up and dialed in a new numbler.
"Hello?"
"Clyde."
"Lucy! Why the hell are you calling right now? It's 1 in the morning!"
"It's about Lincoln." She said grimly. "Tell me."
*2 hours later*
"And that's what happened." Lucy finished as there was a knock on the door. She opened it to reveal Ronnie-Anne.
"Ronnie what happened?" Lucy asked, seeing the huge shiner on her. "It's three in the morning, raining cats and dogs, and I slipped and hit the sidewalk." She said, showing that she was also missing a few teeth and Lucy let her in. "So what's so important that you called me two hours ago?" She asked with a slight lisp. "This'll take a while." Lucy told her as she hung up.
*2 more hours later*
"O-Oh my… God." She said, covering her mouth as Lucy hugged her. "Hey Luce!" Lynn spoke as she ran down. "Sister meeting now!"
"Can't it wait?"
"No it's urgent! You wanna join Ronnie? I said sister meeting!"
"I'm not a sister though."
"Lynn, what's the big deal?" Lynn then sighed. "Mom used the 'D' word."
"D word?" Ronnie said confused as she saw Lucy's eyes widen under her hair. "D word is on our list of code meanings." Lucy then showed her a large A-Z chart, showing only one thing under D. They could also sense a little happiness from her.
*Lincoln*
Lincoln opened his eyes, which darted over to a wall clock and saw it was almost 6 AM. He gave an inward sigh and looked down, seeing Lily start fussing a bit. He smiled while rubbing her head. He reached for her pacifier and placed it in her mouth, calming her down as he kissed her forehead and then reached for one of her bottles.
*Lori*
"What took you so long?" Lori asked Lucy who entered the room. "I was with Ronnie-Anne." She said simply. "Now what is this about a you-know-what?" Lisa said with a yawn. Lucy started to explain what she had heard from Lynn.
"My god!" She shook her head in shock from their rashness "Mom and dad are, it was going to happen sooner or later." Leni spoke with a sigh as she crawled into her bed to cry under her pillows. "It's OK Leni." Lori whispered. "No it's not, if mom and dad do, then-"
"Not on my watch, I will make sure it never happens." Lori said determined as Leni instantly fell asleep.
*Elsewhere*
"Linky!" Lily cheered as he tickled her. He started to feed the infant her bottle when a knock was heard at the door. Lincoln looked up and saw Dr. Palmer standing in the doorway. "Good morning Lincoln." She spoke with a smile. He waved his hand as he continued playing with Lily.
"Lincoln I've looked over your charts and I have good news and bad news." She told him. "The good news is that your vocal cords CAN be replaced however… it will take a few years to find a replacement. The bad news is that the replacement surgery has a 69% chance of killing you as it is an extremely difficult procedure." He flinched at that in shock and sadness. "I'm sorry." Palmer said as Lincoln gave a reassuring smile and hugged Lily. "There are also some other things. Your pancreas has shut down, ending up with you now having Type 2 Diabetes. I also had a psychologist go over your files and your recorded suicide attempt, and he states that you are suffering from many different mental issues from dementia to insomnia. Also, his stress levels are through the roof, so we all need to be careful not to set him off. I'll give your mother a list of them when you are ready to leave."
*5 hours later*
Lori had arrived with Lana, Lisa and Lola. "I told you that she would be here." Lisa spoke in a know-it-all tone. "We know." Lola groaned with a twitching eye as they walked in. "Lincoln?" Lana said in a quiet tone as she moved next to him. He looked away to his left and came face to face with Lola. 'Why me?' He thought with a sigh when Lana hugged him.
"We're sorry." She whispered sadly, her voice cracking. Lincoln gave a small smile and wrapped an arm around her and Lola, hugging them back. "T-T-Thank you." They whimpered. "Lori, he'll be here for at least two more days. We're running tests to see if anything else is wrong with him plus he'll be put on suicide watch, I found a few people who volunteered."
"Thank you Dr. Palmer." She said sadly. "Is there anything that I need to know about them?"
"They're all girls and know Lincoln." She said before leaving. "Guys can I speak to Lincoln alone?" Lori asked them. Lisa grabbed the twins by their arms. "Sure." As soon as the door closed Lori walked over to him slowly. "Lincoln." She started. Lincoln just looked away from her as she suddenly hugged him tightly and protectively. Lincoln flinched and pushed her away, well he tried to but he was too weak and tired. "I'm so sorry." She sobbed , her bloodshot eyes showing. Lincoln just gave an impassive look until he looked right into them and saw pain, sadness, self hatred, but most of all; guilt. Guilt for putting him in the hospital. Guilt for telling Bobby about the video he posted. Guilt because she almost got her only brother killed. Guilt for every single insult she threw at him. Guilt for pushing him past his limit. Guilt for being a terrible sister and person in general.
'She really means it.' He thought as he hugged back slowly. "How?" She sobbed. "How can you forgive me so easily when it's my fault you're like this!" He then shook his head, telling her that she wasn't what really set him off, but it was no use as she just kept blaming herself. Lincoln gave a sigh as he let go of her.
*3 days later*
The Loud House was anything BUT loud as the sisters were waiting for their mother to come back from the hospital with Lincoln. They missed him dearly, especially Lucy as she stayed out of sight more than normal. They had gone through his room and took something that he had made, a noose. There were two, one was made of hand towels in tight knots, and the other was inside of it; a noose composed of both razor wire and barbed wire. It would probably be months or years before they forgave Lori, or unless they were given a reason. Speaking of Lori, she was in her room doing who knows what. "Guys! Mom's back!" Lynn shouted happily as they all came out of their rooms.
*Rita*
"You okay sweetie?" Rita asked as Lincoln gave a small nod and a soft smile. Rita smiled as she unlocked the door for him and walked out, making their way to the door. 'I really want things to be normal again.' He thought sadly as she kissed his forehead and opened the front door.
*Bobby*
"Hahaha!" Bobby laughed as he watched a video on his phone. "Man this is hilarious!" He said, enjoying Lincolns pain. The video he was watching was a camera recording from his school when his phone rang suddenly. "Huh?" He answered it. "Hello?"
"Hey Bobby booboo bear." Lori said, oddly happy. "Hey babe what's up?"
"Oh nothing much just thought you might wanna look outside."
"Ummm why?"
"I got a surprise for you."
"A surprise!" He then got up and went downstairs and towards the door. 'I hope it's That new bikini I bought her, I've been saving some condoms just for this moment!' He thought excitedly as he opened the door and came face to face with a few cops and Lori herself. "Surprise asshole." She said with a scowl and an angry glare as he was restrained and shoved into the back of a van.
*Later*
Lori sighed happily as she walked into her room. "Finally free of that douche." She said to herself as she deleted his number from her contacts, Skype, set her FaceBook status to single, and blocked him on just about everything. Suddenly her door quietly opened. "Lori?" She lifted her head to see Lucy in her black nightgown. "Hey Lucy what's up?" Lori said with a smile as Lucy walked up to her. "Is it true?" She asked.
"Is what true? That Bobby is out of my life? Hell yeah it's true!" Lori said proudly, making Lucy smile which was very rare.
*Lincoln*
Lincoln sat on his bed silently having heard the whole thing through the vents, his lips twitched, slowly moving upwards into a smile as his door opened and Lucy walked in to immediately hug him. "I love you Lincoln, don't ever think otherwise." She said softly while crying a little into his shoulder. "We all love you." He jumped when Lynn appeared in her baggy red tank top and black shorts. Lynn sat down on his bed and hugged him, making Lincoln freeze as he expected her boa-like grip, only this time she was gentle, like a warm blanket. "We all had a little talk and, to make sure you don't…do anything to yourself at night…one of us would crash with you each night." Lynn looked at Lucy who nodded and went into her room. "And I'm first."
Lincoln looked away from Lynn as she kissed his cheek and cuddled with him, resting Lincoln's head on her chest. He could feel her slow heartbeat, it helped him relax as she looked down and smiled. "Night little bro." She whispered, kissing his forehead and pulling a blanket over them.
*Morning*
Lincoln slowly opened his eyes and silently yawned when he heard Lynn muttering in her sleep. "Lincoln…" He smiled a bit as she opened her red eyes and smiled. "Morning Linc." She yawned while kissing his forehead and ruffling up his hair. "C'mon, let's go eat." She said as they both got up. "You head into the bathroom and clean up, I'll go make some waffles." Lincoln slowly nodded as he opened his door and immediately got hugged by Lily. "Linky!" She cheered as he picked her up and tickled her. Lincoln then handed her to Lynn and slowly walked down the hallway into the empty bathroom.
As soon as the door clicked locked, Lynn bolted downstairs and into the kitchen where Luan was waiting. "You ready to cook?" She asked the jock. "You make French toast and hash browns, I'll make bacon, eggs and waffles." The two sisters got to work on cooking, and were halfway done when someone knocked at the door. "I got it!" Luna said as she slid downstairs. She opened the door to see a dirty blonde and a redhead in blue dresses. "Is this the Loud House?" The blonde asked. "Yeah?"
"Okay, we volunteered to watch Lincoln for the hospital thing. Ya know, suicide watch." The redhead spoke. "Aren't you that Cristina girl that-"
"Yes!" She said quickly, a faint blush showing on her cheeks. 'Please don't bring up the video! Even if my crush did admit feelings for ME of all people!'
"And I'm Jordan, Lynn trains me for sports." The dirty blonde introduced. "S'up girl!" Said jock spoke while cutting up some bacon and throwing it into egg batter with grated cheese. "Lincoln's in the bathroom."
*Lincoln*
'Finally, he's gone.' Lincoln thought with a smile as he stepped out of the shower. He looked at the foggy mirror over the sink and thought he saw something. He wiped it off and saw the being from the hospital; his Insanity. He splashed ice cold water on his face and this time he only saw his reflection. 'Must be imagining things now.' He thought before slipping into his clothes, wrapping his arms up in bandages to not see his scars. He opened the bathroom door and walked right into Leni. "Oh, sorry Linc!" She said before quickly hugging him and going into the bathroom. He walked into his room and grabbed his phone which was vibrating like mad, he checked it to see he was getting texts from Ronnie and Clyde. Lincoln replied to all of them within a matter of seconds when he heard the laughing again. 'Just ignore him Lincoln, maybe he'll get bored and leave.' He told himself when Lisa knocked on his door and entered with a pair of thick rimmed red glasses. "Hello Lincoln, I have these glasses for you as your eyesight had gotten worse." She explained to him. Lincoln then realized that many things were actually extremely blurry to him unless he squinted. Lisa placed them over his eyes and he blinked hard a couple of times as his eyes adjusted and his vision cleared up. Lisa hugged him and quickly bolted to her room before something blew up.
Lincoln got up and froze when he looked downstairs and saw two girls from his school. He slowly backed up but slipped on Geo's hamster ball, crashing into a wall and making a picture fall on his head. "You okay Lincoln?" He heard Lucy ask. Lincoln nodded as he got up and started to move.
*Later*
Lincoln sat down on his bed, still processing that those two girls, one who he may or may not still have a crush on, and one who he thought hated his guts, are going to be watching him. He looked at his phone and texted Clyde to come over and play some games. Lincoln turned towards his mirror and looked at himself, not noticing that for a split second, his eyes turned black and green.
