CHAPTER XXXVI

Clockwork Part 2

He'd forgotten how enriching was to hang out with Hange outside the office, far from their duty and the burden on both of their shoulders, just talking about this and that, sharing some old memories, where several dated back long before Levi's gang joined the troops.

He couldn't really say it was a heartwarming exercise since most of the comrades and friends involved no longer existed, but the silver lining at least was the legacy they provided; it'd have been impossible to make it this far without each and every one of their sacrificed lives. Something neither him nor his successor would ever forget or cease to recognize.

"Erwin?" her voice brought him back to present, and he smiled apologetically.

"I think I'll be heading back now" he uttered and stood up, realizing the placed had almost emptied. Only a couple squad leaders and some rookies remained there, these last quite busy wiping the tables meticulously "So should you. Tomorrow's the big day so don't stay up until late".

"Moblit's one big blabbermouth" the brunette pouted as imitated him, glancing towards the other side of the room, where the alluded was talking to Marlene and company.

"Didn't need to. You think I forgot about your tendency to get obsessed over certain things?" he said, raising a brow, accusatory "I'm aware of the hours you've spent planning and making sure all is ready" she lowered her head, knowing he was right but raised her eyes at him when she perceived his palm on her shoulder "I checked on everything before coming in here and there's nothing else pending, except the things that must be done tomorrow".

"Fine, fine. But I had to do it, or else, I wouldn't have slept a wink anyways" she explained, rubbing her neck in anxiety "Is just, that weaponry is too important man".

"And right now, is being heavily guarded by Pixis men, secured and waiting for transportation at noon" he reminded, giving her shoulder a gentle, reassuring squeeze "Have some sleep, Hange. You haven't stopped yawning for the past fifteen minutes that I've waited for you to say goodnight first".

"To be honest, so was I. Waiting for you to call it a night, I mean" his comrade commented after scoffing at that "We're lucky Levi isn't around; he sure would have told us to shove our politeness up our asses for not just getting up and leave".

"Certainly" the blond agreed and laughed "But I'm glad we got to talk like this" he meant that, foreseeing there wouldn't be another chance in the future "It's just we seldom have such quality time".

"I know, right? It's a shame we don't do this often" the brunette said with a wistful expression but two seconds later, he watched giggling at something she didn't say, yet his quizzical expression led her to speak "We're officially, and undeniably, senile".

"Why?"

"Reviving the past is like the elderly's favorite activity" he couldn't help but slightly chortle at the thought, for how true it was.

"Indeed, we are" the man conceded, unable to tell her how often he did this; after all, recalling the past had been what helped him through hard times "And this old man needs some rest" the man half-joked as he started heading to the exit while she walked in the opposite direction.

"Erwin" he stopped at the sound of his name and turned his head "Let's drag Levi next time" Hange said, full of excitement.

"Count me in if you manage to convince him" with a closed-mouth smile, and resumed his way but merely two steps away, she addressed him again.

"Convince? Unlikely. Oblige sounds better; it'll only take some digging and extend an extra invitation" he heard and chortled once again, both at her intent and how cryptic that'd sound in case anyone else listened.

"Good luck with that, my friend" the man nodded once at her and finally left the place.

Thanks, Hange, he said to her on the inside while his feet carried him back to their military facility, a couple blocks up the main avenue. He knew how aware of the high probability of meeting his doom she was, yet through that simple conversation and that final suggestion, she was emboldening him on finding a way to avoid such fate. However, absurd as it sounded for most people, what he feared most was the small but real chance of a huge deception rather than simply dying; because coming back emptyhanded or defeated and deprived from the truth he'd waited all his life for, was the real worst outcome.

As he walked through the entrance door and knowing there was no way he'd get to sleep much without something stronger that ale, he decided to go to his office. Half an hour and then off to bed, he commanded himself, turning to the opposite wing of the compound, not so worried since it was only ten minutes past 9PM. What he wasn't expecting was to find someone sitting on the first two steps of the stairs of the second floor; a small person that was leaning his left shoulder on one of the pillars, apparently asleep.

"Should you not be in bed by now, young one?" he asked to the kid that was as watchful as Levi; this sure was an act yet the best was letting him know he was there "Did you have dinner?" unfortunately, he hadn't been allowed to attend the special one, as punishment for hiding that morning when Mr. Braus came for him.

"I did" he replied looking up to his face, and for some reason, past him, clearly looking for someone else.

"Can I help you with something?" Erwin enquired, just in case.

"No" he said with a half shrug, somewhat disappointed, but also upset because he then pursed his lips and looked away; it seemed he himself did not know too well what he was doing there.

"Alright. I'll be in my office if anyone needs me" the blond commented, hinting he'd be there if he changed his mind, granting him the space he knew he needed. After all, him and Levi were very alike; if he didn't want to talk, no one would get a word out of him "Until ten, though" he informed, and noted him dubious, but then he frowned and nodded in silence.

The man tilted his head in return and walked past him, going upstairs without turning not once.

Once inside the room and after pouring himself some rum, Erwin stood right behind his desk, engrossed in his own business as he stared outside his window, with his eyes set on the huge wall they'd depart from. The talk he'd had with Hange got him a little sentimental; it was impossible not to think about his childhood and his father when he was only around thirty-six hours away from facing his goal and his guilt; the fulfilling of the dream he inherited from him, the one that meant his forgiveness. That'd been the main reason behind his enlisting in the military, and he couldn't believe the day was here already, after so many years.

Taking the glass to his lips, he took a long sip of his drink but got interrupted by the sudden call at his door, and he couldn't restrain a tiny smile as soon as he identified the person behind it; it wasn't difficult since the boy always went straight in with two good strong bangs on the door, unlike most people's firm three knocks.

"Come in" the blond lowered his half empty glass and stood there with his hands behind his back.

"You shouldn't be having that" the boy scolded him as he nonchalantly took the seat right across the table "Getting hammered tonight isn't smart" he said, stressing the last two words to mock him; it was some advice he regularly used with him.

"There's a difference between becoming intoxicated and having some of this in your organism to calm one's anxiety" he pointed out as he sat down and glanced towards the small vessel. But in view of the fact that the kid was confounded about it, he gave up and offered an answered he might comprehend better "It's just to get a better sleep, boy".

"You're pulling my leg, aren't you?" the kid named Ted asked, looking serious but also curious "It makes no sense for you to need something like that. It'd be like hearing shor… that Captain Levi needs it to be brave".

"We're as human as you" he reminded him, thoughtfully, ignoring his lack of manners tonight and appreciating he restraint himself from calling Levi names in front of him "Besides, there are many kinds of fear you're still too young to understand, and they reside in all of us".

"What about him?" the boy asked, taking a quick look around, as if he'd find his friend there. Apparently, he still remembered the one time he hadn't noticed Levi's presence when he came to deliver a message and received a bump to the head for being disrespectful "It's hard to imagine something that could scare him shitless. Fear should be scared of him if you ask me" the lad commented, matter-of-factly.

Erwin couldn't help a short laughter he quickly suppressed by clearing his throat. And though many would agree with Ted, it was a fortune people's perception on Levi started to change recently.

"He's the only one who could answer that, I'm afraid" he declared, with a thin smile.

Despite Levi forced himself to endure whatever tragedy came his way, it was clear he feared losing those he cared for. He'd seen it before, years ago when he lost his two friends; it was the kind of sorrow that could led him to destroy everything around him, that's how bad it hurt. No wonder why he was so infuriated at me for refusing when he tried to dissuade me from going… he thought with sadness; this was the likeliest fate of all of them as soldiers. Problem was Levi would have to see that happen, all because of how strong, skilled, and resilient he was, and though he'd trained himself throughout the years to grin and bear it, he was human, just like he'd said to the boy a minute ago.

"Am I correct in saying that you want a word with him?" the blond asked when he saw the pensive expression on his face "He'll return in the morning but maybe I can help" at first, the boy tilted his head and looked away, pondering his options, and then looked back at him.

"I just wanted to tell him something" he with a set expression, hiding what he was really thinking.

Was he going to apologize? The blond wondered, unable to believe it. It was true the kid had become a lot more treatable than the first couple of days living with them, however, the stubbornness remained.

"Did he informed you that we wouldn't take you with us?" Erwin asked, wanting to confirm it.

"Yes" Ted confessed, having the decency of lowering his head, ashamed for his behavior but there was something else in there… something resembling discouragement.

"You don't seem happy about it" he opined, leaning his elbows on the table, clasping his hands together.

"It's not that" he refuted without getting flustered.

"I understand" the Commander accepted, wondering if Levi would feel like giving an answer to whatever distressed the kid, given how grouchy he was because of him, and the child's as well "Then approach him tomorrow but I suggest you not to try his patience" the kid's brows knitted, to look at him with a down-mouth expression.

"I wanted to know if he was really going to take me to Shiganshina?" the boy inquired, quite irked "That's' what he said when he brought me here, as punishment for being a lying little shit; those were his words" he clarified when he saw the disapproval in his face.

"Do you mind telling me why the question?"

"I overheard a conversation; someone saying that taking me with you was never feasible, which I didn't understand" he admitted with reluctance "So, I asked around".

Of course, he would; there weren't many choices when you had no education. Although, what grabbed his attention was how careful the kid was not to share whomever the information came from, maybe fearing Levi could take it on those people.

As the child he was, he evidently didn't grasp the motives behind the false threat, just because no one ever cared about him or had a chance to correct his behavior, to teach him about life and people.

"You may respond to this or not, is up to you, but tell me boy… hadn't he threatened you, where would you be now?" if he truly wanted to comprehend, then he needed to reflect on it; no shortcuts.

"Umm... I don't know" Ted replied, scratching his head, haltingly "Back where I came from, I guess" he offered and shrugged.

"Unfortunately, no" the Commander shook his head slowly "As a consequence of the assault on one of the nurses, that could have died had she hit herself on other side of her head, you'd have been sent to Sina's Correctional Facility, because you're over twelve".

For a brief second, he saw shock and remorse crossing his face, but the kid looked down and away, surely not wanting him to see weakness of any kind, and he couldn't blame him; the world he knew taught him being vulnerable was like a death sentence.

"Is…" he mumbled, and then cleared his throat, still not gazing up "Is she okay?"

"Mrs. Green is alright" Erwin assured, using an impartial tone though he was very glad to hear that question coming from him "She was here a couple days ago, running the medicals".

"I didn't see her" oh, but the evasive tone said otherwise. He most likely did, but kept himself away from that building wing, ashamed to face her. "What's a Correctional?" the boy changed the subject as he looked up, confirming his suspicion.

"An institution where you're supposed to get help in order to rectify your behavior, and certain envisions from your old life, such as justifying resorting to violence, lies and deceit to get what you want, regardless of others and/or consequences" he tried keeping it as simple as possible but it wasn't easy "But just as it happens with the city you come from, it's a place of no importance to most of society, thus, it receives minimum support to operate but not as it should" he made a pause, to check if he was getting the idea.

"It doesn't sound that different from the Underground City" the boy uttered, trying to picture this in his head.

"The most relevant difference between them is the fact that you at least experience certain freedom in the city; to do or go as you please whenever you want" the man explained, holding the glass in his hand to swirl the liquor inside with slowness, observing it "Whereas in the other, you're constantly bullied and abused by other children, teenagers mostly" he wasn't going to mention sometimes even by guards and warden himself. The few that were decent folk rarely last in such corrupt places.

He gazed at the kid and saw how aghast he was to learn this, for he had no clue about it. As an orphan, he comprehended what 'survival of the fittest' meant, submitting himself to others, enduring their rules and stealing for them to get to live a little better, have a roof, food, etc., and he'd hated it. That's why he'd been so hard to deal with at first; he behaved like a wild animal, distrusting everything around, determined to intimidate, not be the one intimidated.

"Can you see now, why he brought you here?" the officer enquired, getting the answer in the boy's silence.

"I guess so" he averted his eyes, yet his cheeks reddened a little, showing some shame, probably for the first time. Erwin took a long sip of his drink in the meantime, giving him time "But why?" the boy blurted out in confusion.

The Commander placed the glass back on the wooden surface, as he considered what to say. He wasn't Levi, therefore, he couldn't claim to know the very reason behind his decision.

"As I previously said, I can't speak on his behalf but as you probably heard, he grew up in the same city as you" where the hope for a better life was nothing but a dream, he was going to add but it wasn't necessary; the kid knew so.

"We're not related or anything so why giving a crap?" it was easy to understand why this was so important and complicated; the kid had no idea what was like to be looked after, and if he ever did, there might have been ulterior motives behind; he couldn't tell for sure. The only thing he had clear was that he seemed to be looking for reasons to be angry at his friend.

"Blood isn't the only reason to care for others, boy. He may have wanted to show you that if you continued down the other road, you'd be miserable, or worse, soon to be dead" the blond replied, glad to see he was listening attentively "Hard work and honesty pay off way better if you truly want a different life. However, it wasn't something you could be told, only taught".

"And how could I know?! he never mentioned anything about it. All he did was boss me around, reprimand me for every mistake I made, and punish me whenever I went against him" he complained, kind of sulking. It was funny to see how alike they were; the attitude, posture, and other traits, such as the mutism when they didn't feel like talking, or the visible annoyance at something in particular "He's not like you and the other officers" Ted looked back at him finally.

"I won't attempt to justify or criticize his methods, but you should understand, better than us, why he's as he is, don't you think?" he offered with a kind, sympathetic smile as his guest stood still for a while, taking that in, till finally nodding slowly in acceptance "Needless to say, we're soldiers; discipline is essential for us" he emphasized with earnestness "The important question here is: would you have obeyed had he treated you differently?" the blond lifted an eyebrow inquisitively.

The boy didn't know what to say; he saw it in the form he glanced around the room, as if the answer was hidden in there. But soon after that, his expression showed displeasure, and he knew he found it.

"No" he acknowledged unwillingly with a jutting chin as he crossed his arms, clearly challenging him to laugh at him but Erwin remained as stoic as before.

"In view of that, and after the time you spent with us, do you believe yourself to be the same?" he asked, having great regard for him and his improvement.

Astonishment was all over his young face when his arms fell to his sides and the aggressive attitude vanished, for both knew the answer to that. The experience, though short and all, had marked him enough to trigger the change, one that led Ted to actually conceive appreciating the man behind this.

"I guess not…" he said after a while, fidgeting "It's just… is not easy to accept he went through so much trouble for me, sir" the Commander gave away a grateful smile for the deference he unconsciously showed, and for sharing that with him. The rebel in him wasn't gone but at least now, he was more prone to cooperate or listen "I thought he couldn't stand the sight of me but… well, maybe he doesn't… I guess he isn't so bad".

"No, he's not" Erwin agreed, recalling where he probably was at this moment and the person he was with, the same who saw his friend as he truly was "And he may never say it… in fact, he won't, but I know he'd be glad to see you'll make the most of your life with the opportunities you're given" the kid held his gaze the whole time "Not all people expect something in return when they lend you a hand; some of us just want to help. Don't forget that".

"I get it, sir" Ted accepted, nodding quietly as he tried to take all this in.

However, instead of his former frustration, what he currently felt was sadness, because tomorrow at this very hour, he'd be back at the orphanage, safe and sound, while these people marched towards death.

"What about you?" Erwin had no clue what he was thinking now, but he wasn't blind to the discreet but real distress in his expression.

"What is it with us?"

"What if you die?" he muttered almost unintelligible, but he fortunately had great hearing.

"If it's worth something, we'll gladly take it" the Commander said with humility but also firmness, drinking what was left of his beverage and then stood up "Dying for something you believe in is, in my opinion, one of the best ways to leave this world, Theodore" he got a grateful yet sad smile in response. For his honesty and the solemn use of his name.

He didn't know what he'd do with his future. The only thing he was certain about was that he would try not to waste his life when they were giving theirs to save it, along with everyone else's.

"Good luck, sir" young Ted offered his hand, the same he shook with great respect and then watched him head towards the exit. When his right hand got a hold of the knob, he stopped, and momentarily turned to him, very serious "You should have some sleep or your assistant will freak out later" he said right before disappearing behind the door, leaving him alone but unexpectedly feeling better than an hour ago.

All due to the quite vividly memories incidentally brought back by this exchange; memories of a time he cherished, those days and nights of his childhood with his father, and how often they held this kind of meaningful conversations. Though the fun part here was how the roles changed, and he found himself in his father's guiding role as he tried to help a young soul, happy to see it hadn't been in vain.

Having refilled his glass, the blond walked towards his window, focused on the few lights remaining outside under such clear night sky. And all of a sudden, he simply gave one heartfelt toast in that direction, to the memory of the man he still admired and loved, grateful to feel closer to him on a night like this.

"Father…"


Minutes after waking up and imagining it was late, the soldier extended his arm and carefully lifted the pocket watch on the nightstand yet to his surprise, it was only a quarter to midnight. But time is relentless, he thought and exhaled before putting the object back, aware of that part of him that'd like to remain by her side until the departure, but preparations were still needed and that made it impossible. It doesn't matter anyways… delaying their farewell made no sense for it was inevitable and changed nothing. What made a difference were the words that echoed in his head, the ones she gave on this very night and in this bed, before falling deep asleep.

"I don't particularly enjoy you risking your life, but I understand and respect why you do it. So, I'm with you, Levi. Come what may…"

That's what she'd declared, caressing his brow while her eyes never left his. And he knew she was doing what he did with friends long ago, the same she did it with her younger sister before: just trust.

Elia Stoltz… to just repeat her name to himself felt like saying a prayer, for how sacred she'd become to him. And despite not believing in crap like deities or fate, he couldn't deny that the cadence of her heart hammering against his back was indeed godlike, just like every second beside her. Nothing good is meant to last, midget… Kenny stated once in his goal to eradicate any weaknesses from him, somehow vaticinating this was as far as they'd go.

Don't think of tomorrow, Captain. We still have tonight... he heard her voice, startling him for a second. She was fast asleep, wasn't she?

Levi looked over her shoulder, getting to see her marvelous, peaceful face and eyes closed, corroborating she was still out like a light. Then how? he wondered, concerned. C'mon man, is not that tricky, his head mocked, and then it hit him; he knew her so well that it was easy to guess what she would have really said about his anxiety.

"Tsk" he snorted and relaxed as he continued to cover her with his body, actually finding it amusing.

Sex is just sex, so don't ever let anyone to get you by the balls, you idiot, that's what Kenny said when he was probably eleven; something he'd forgot about until now, in view of this interesting connection with Elia. Perhaps she did have such power over him, he believed she did although he'd never felt trapped, as he'd warned; if anything, time beside her provided a kind of freedom, a harmony, as unique as herself, assuring that what they had was far more than mere sex. And yet you're addicted to it, his inner self said sarcastically, which wasn't a lie but it wasn't the truth either because if that were the case, he wouldn't enjoy doing other things with her, like right now that they were simply snuggling while sleeping together; well, at least she is, he thought, enthralled for having her resting so comfortably in his arms, so perfect that it felt surreal.

"Elia" he whispered, slipping his fingers through the dark, silky, long hair she placed over her shoulder earlier, not to tickle him; just adoring the subtle waves that weren't affected by tonight's change in style.

Taking a deep breath, Levi closed his eyes and leant his forehead on her bare back, right below the left shoulder, near to that attractive mole on her skin; not only resting his head but also the emotions restrained. He'd have wanted to tell her she was one of the few great things he'd been fortunate enough to have and contemplate; that her sober beauty and quiet but strong, loyal, and humble spirit represented all the good he never believed in, that her sole existence made a huge difference as to what he cared to save and not only avenge, and that one of the moments he most treasured was, without a doubt, seeing that bright smile and joyous eyes when she opened the door and found him there. But to his misfortune, nice words weren't his thing; they slipped away as if he were allergic to them, only because he lacked the gentleness she'd been blessed with.

"You know, don't you?" the soldier barely whispered, sliding his thumb over the line of her spine, enraptured in her flowery scent, not as concentrated as it was at the base of her neck but just as pleasant.

"How long have you been awake?" her voice brought him back to present as he felt her body subtly stretching out "What time is it?" Elia added, tightening their embrace now.

"Half an hour" he said, delighted by this proximity "It's midnight, so go back to sleep" he hadn't meant to wake her up.

"I need to go the bathroom" she kind of chuckled and took his left hand to her face, placing his palm on her cheek and then covered his hand with hers, staying silent for a couple minutes "And you should be the one sleeping, Levi" despite the calm tone, her concern was evident.

"Don't waste time worrying over that, Elia. I'm used to it. It's no biggie".

"You never sleep enough, but I can tell anxiety makes it worse" she sighed.

"Just wanna be done with this already" he seriously never had seconds thoughts, nor doubts or fears, but Erwin's condition still made him uneasy.

"Why do you keep taking this lightly?" she argued, turning her face to her left in an attempt to look at him though not succeeding.

"Cause it's pointless" he retorted tiredly, without moving an inch yet "Insomnia is the one thing I have no control whatsoever".

"I may not suffer it but you're forgetting something important here, Captain" she sounded quite upset, to what he simply reacted tightening the grip of her legs with his. It drove him insane whenever she spoke to him with such assertive tone, just as much as the times she was all sweetness; two facets of the many that awakened different things within him "You have me here and I could try something to help, as I have before".

"Elia, we're together, but I can wipe my own ass just fine" he said in all earnest, hating the idea of giving her that kind of fucked-up role most assholes did with their women; she was his partner, not his mother "I've done so since I was a brat".

"See? This is where you're wrong" she differed, shaking her head dejectedly "There's a difference between taking care of you and helping you with something" he heard her taking another deep breath before exhaling tiredly "You won't be having any sleep tomorrow night, Levi" she was anxious too; he could hear the distress in her voice.

He watched her letting go of his embrace to sit on the edge of the bed with her back to him, the same that was now partly covered by that deep brown mane falling loose, like a waterfall.

"I like this view… the contrast of your hair against your skin…" he blurted out, because it'd been the first thought crossing his mind, but the silent response showed how mad she was.

When he reached out to touch her, the healer got up, covering herself with that light-blue blanket she kept by the foot of her bed, and walked towards her dresser to light up some candles there.

"I wish I could say the same about those dark circles under your eyes" Elia turned to him frustrated, earning an incensed look but didn't even flinch at it "The compliment is appreciated but I'm not in the mood, Levi".

"You won't quit till I yield, is that it?" he grumbled, and a spark of sadness crossed her eyes, yet she quickly composed herself.

"Forcing your hand is not my intent, and you know it" she said with a compassionate smile "Haven't we argued about this before? I actually remember telling you, the first time I treated you, to act like the adult you are and let me help" he rolled his eyes and breathed out in resignation.

The soldier, in nothing but his underwear, averted his eyes and sat in his side of the bed, crossing both legs and arms stubbornly.

"Tch!" she looked so ridiculous under that stupid blanket yet for some reason, he adored the sight of her while saying that, reminding him she was just as obstinate when it came to his health.

"Come on, Captain. We could try some medicinal herbs, and a massage afterwards" her hopeful tone was understandable given the last had worked before. Him on the other hand remained dubious for how wide awake he felt.

"No antsy face if this flops, are we clear?" Levi warned, squinting as she approached to the bed and stood right in front of him with a neutral expression, but her eyes betrayed her, showing enthusiasm.

Elia reached out to his face and in the process, that part of the blanket covering her head accidentally fell back, captivating him enough to forget he was somewhat irritated.

"Deal" the healer agreed, cupping one side of his cheek endearingly "Just, understand it's not in me to turn a blind eye to your problems" he closed his eyes to bask in the sensation of her touch and soothing voice "Just like you when I've needed you most; back then when we barely knew each other, nor now that you shared as much knowledge as you could to help me survive" the humility in her words and the plea in them were melting away whatever stupid resentment he had "You care about me, but I care for you too. That's how it works, Levi".

Not knowing what to say, the soldier nodded submissively. He hadn't been prepared for that, nor the thriving feeling of belonging to something special when looked up and saw a smile he could die for. It was such a weird thing to experience after so long; he'd had it with his mother, with Furlan and Isabel, Erwin, Hange, the brats, even with sadistic Kenny, but never like this, and assumed it was due to the intimacy they shared, not only physically.

"Put something on" Levi muttered as he gave one quick, light kiss to her hand before plopping on the mattress, trying not to think about this; it was a luxury he couldn't afford "You'll fall inside the toilet if you try taking a piss or a shit in that thing".

"Aye, Captain" even though the sleeping issue wasn't that important to him, he still enjoyed how happy she was to help him.

As he laid on his back, arms folded and a leg slightly resting onto the other, his eyes followed her back to her closet, where she pulled a dressing gown out that perfect for this hot weather, and quickly got rid of the blanket to put that on, unaware of his gaze and the effect caused when she bent down looking for something under the chair where most of their clothes were.

"What are you looking for?"

"My panties…" she said as she kept searching around, not noticing the smirk on his face.

"They didn't make it here, Elia" the soldier clarified, and only then she stood up straight though avoiding looking at him.

"Oh, right" she mumbled and quickly headed outside the room, but thanks to the candle lights and the titan crystal she picked up, he didn't miss her ears turning red.

Damn it, woman… he protested as he laid there, wondering how the hell was it possible to be this effortlessly irresistible and charming. Hold your reins, you idiot! his mind yelled to stop him from having an erection. Do something to throw yourself off now! he heard the command and sticked to it immediately, focusing on making a mental list of his duties for that day, including where he should deliver that tricksy brat, who unexplainably decided to elude Sasha's father yesterday afternoon. He'd been into that when the sound of the bathroom door distracted him, and judging by her steps, she headed to the room next door, surely to get whatever she wanted to medicate him with. A minute later, the healer went inside the kitchen. This is a good distraction, he thought, closing his eyes to paid extra attention, so the sounds helped him picture her actions.

First thing she did was getting the kettle, filling it with fresh water, and the striking of a match provided clear view of her putting the water to boil. After that, he discerned the distinctive squeaking from the cabinet doors, the one with labels; they did that whenever someone tried to open them. For around two minutes, Elia dedicated herself to search through the many infusions; the clinking of the numerous tiny jars she had there said so at least, but he lost her when she opened the cupboard and two different drawers, and then walked outside that room, moving further away, to the living room, apparently, from where she head back to the kitchen shortly after.

Well, that was actually fun, the soldier said to himself, enjoying the exercise now that she finally stopped after dragging a chair to take a seat, surely waiting till the kettle whistled.

Wanting to make good use of time when she got into business, he got up, and with no need of the glowing crystals, he went to take a piss, getting back right on time as he heard her steps coming near. So, sitting on the edge of the bed and facing the door, he saw her appear seconds later, carrying a steaming cup on a small tray. The man closed his eyes briefly and smelled the air, incapable of recognizing the scent emanating from it, but it wasn't something he'd tasted before.

"It's a red tea that contains passionflower, lemon balm and some valerian root" she explained in response to the narrowed eyes, posing a silent question "All three basically serve to very similar purposes: to calm nervousness and anxiety, help with sleeping disorders, and easing gastrointestinal problems which, fortunately, isn't your case".

He considered asking other shit, just for the pleasure of hearing her speak with that characteristic professionalism whenever she addressed medical issues.

"One wasn't enough when the three do the same?" she lowered the tray so he could grab the tiny container.

"You suffer from a chronic type of insomnia, that's why I decided using them all" she walked to her dresser, to leave the tray on it while he stared at the contents of his drink. The smell wasn't good since, at least, one of those things had a sharp odor, so he saved no hopes for the taste "You have to drink it all, understood?"

"I can taste some honey" Levi said after taking a small sip, mostly to check the temperature, that was definitely on point.

"I put some to help with the taste. It's quite bitter otherwise" she admitted with an apologetic smile as she got closer.

The man saw her rubbing her forearm with one hand, probably thinking that time when he told her he wasn't into sweetening his beverages. However, if this thing's flavor was awful with it, it sure was worse without it, so he appreciated the gesture.

"Thank you" was all he said, and drank all its content, slow but steady.

Once again, the feeling of belonging returned, and reaching deeper; no matter how strong and self-sufficient he was, the simple fact of her wanting to look after him because she didn't consider him unbreakable or inhuman, was priceless. Then why acting like a pain in the ass and not just let her do it from the start? a part of him asked, and the answer was simple: Kenny. To never depend on anyone like this had been one of his five, most important, rules for survival, therefor, nobody got to literally look out for him like this ever, at least not since his mother. Not even his friends, despite becoming his family later.

"Your nose crinkled enough to tell how bad it tasted but I'm proud of you" she said and gave away a simple, purely relieved smile that also transmitted gratitude for the confidence, strengthening all the things he felt for her "You're very good boy".

"Boy?" he repeated, and she wasn't oblivious to the hint of mischief in his gaze and suggestive tone.

"Come on, let's proceed to the second part of your treatment" she tended her hand to receive the small cup "I need you to lie on the bed, face down, Captain" she instructed, but the half smile when he shook his head assured the man, she liked his game.

The soldier stood up and walked towards her dresser, place the item on top of the tray, and then went back to her. He held her from behind, surrounding her with his incredibly well-proportioned arms, and got closer, seeking that magnificent flowery scent near her nape, hidden under that lush, long mane.

"Too bad there's no way I can do that anymore" he whispered in her ear as his hands got a hold of her hips and pulled her body to him, letting her perceive what he'd failed to control. He heard Elia chuckle and then turned her face sideways, looking for him "You're making it worse if you smile at me like that".

She glimpsed at his lips, telling him exactly what she wanted. To what Levi growled and complied, seeking hers, kissing them demandingly as he continued to hold her like this. But the instant she lifted her left arm and tangled her fingers in his raven hair, his hands lifted the light clothing high enough to slid under it, moving to her abdomen, wishing to caress her skin while they still kissed; something she enjoyed, or so said the exquisite, low moan escaping her lips.

"I believe some exercise could be just as good" Elia muttered, confirming her own desire to be with him.

She turned around without breaking eye contact and put her slender arms on his shoulders, involuntary lifting her gown in the process, which made her ever more tempting.

"Some?" the soldier deliberated as he untied the adjustable belt around her waist, the one that kept her clothed "I plan on exceeding myself, woman" he declared, pulling her closer "So the medicine works faster. It's simple logic".

"I think you're my most committed patient" the healer whispered happily before grazing his lips with hers while he once again slid a hand under the gown, though this time to reveal one of her shoulders with extreme slowness, leaving her half naked.

Levi smirked, self-satisfied, for the sight of her body as well as the small bruise at the base of her neck, reminding him of the amazing way he penetrated her in the hallway, however recalling it wasn't the best idea if he wanted to take his time now. For that reason, he concentrated on the desire to explore her wonderful body, as if it were the first time, and enjoy every single reaction before claiming her all to himself. So, following the line from her hips up to the curve of her neck with his fingertips, he took pleasure in the way she closed her eyes, moved her enchanting hands to his lowerback and tilted her head to the right, reveling in his burning touch.

Not quite sure when the gown fell to the floor completely, he put an arm around her waist and walked three steps backwards, bringing her along. As soon as he reached the edge, he sat on the bed while she still stood before him, giving him such perfect view of her bare chest, to where his free hand decided to go and grab a breast, taking his time to caress its roundness and gently squeeze it before his mouth went for the other, kissing it lightly, until his tongue decided to show up, licking the circle around her teat, arousing her when he covered the entire nipple with his mouth to suck it with care. It was then she gave away that first salacious gasp that turned into a much more heated whine the instant he nibbled and rubbed the other with his thumb.

"Do that again, Levi" the healer murmured and bit her lip as she tangled her fingers in his hair, stroking the back of his head sluggishly, enraptured in his seduction.

Wanting to please her, the soldier obeyed, getting drunk in the sensation of her hands clinging on to different places; back, shoulders, head, and neck while several throaty sounds escaped her closed mouth, like a vibration, a soft murmur similar to a cat's purr. One that changed into a prolonged, sexy hum when he got her seating on his lap and his lips went upward, to her clavicle.

"I wanna leave another mark on your body" he voiced against her neck while her fingers massaged his nape. He looked up to her face, where a smile broke into.

"You won't see me objecting, Captain" Elia assured, nuzzling the line of his jaw flirtatiously; she'd very much enjoyed that hours ago.

"Good. But I want you to choose for me this time" he declared with that usual bluntness, making her stop and stared at him.

Those steel blue eyes were clearly seducing her, so much that she couldn't control the heat creeping to her cheeks.

"Is there a preference? To make the decision, I mean" she articulated, discreetly gulping; he'd really caught her off guard with this.

"That's exactly what I want you to decide" he pointed out, stealing another kiss to encourage her when he noticed the blushing.

"Thigh…" the woman muttered when their lips separated, barely audible "My inner thigh" she repeated, half smiling when she saw his eyes shone devilishly.

His left arm encircled her waist decisively as his right hand moved to her chin, where his calloused thumb skimmed her delicious, parted lips and those beautiful gray eyes watched him intently. Elia shivered in his arms, anticipating what he'd do, a little nervous but eager for it; to simply think about it was a huge turn on. So complying with her body's desire of him, she crushed his lips and hugged him, sticking her tongue in his scorching mouth when he she felt his arms holding her firmly, as if he wanted to merge their bodies in that one embrace.

Thrilled in his kiss, she could still a faint taste of the infusion she'd prepared for him, the one he drank, fully trusting her, and that only made her love him more. Love… yes, she'd known it was that ever since the first time they laid together, in this very room months ago; otherwise, there was no chance she'd have given herself like she did. And to embrace the man her heart chose, on a night that could be the last seeing him, was a tremendous gift, just like the sublime touch of those skillful, meticulous, strong but gentle hands of his. The way they worshiped her body was, by far, one of the greatest things she'd ever luxuriated in, especially when he took so much pleasure in it, like he did now, mapping down her spine bit by bit, until reaching her bum, grabbing it to deliberately make her smile in his mouth; a response that got him letting out a low, rough grunt in delight.

By the time they made a pause, she found herself considerably breathless despite being seated on is lap. Her chest went up and down fast enough to please the unaffected soldier, given his stamina; the single thing she was certain he couldn't control at this point, was how inflamed he'd gotten over the past minutes.

"Never imagined there'd be a day I'd see you so full of yourself" Elia confessed, unable to restrain a playful smile while she brushed the scars on his torso very softly.

There were certainly a couple things he enjoyed doing that he was good at, as it happened with cleaning or the use of the ODM gear. But they only provided contentment for himself, unlike sex with Elia; her pleasure was his and vice versa, therefore, discovering ways to blow each other's minds within each game of seduction was something else entirely. So yeah, he was damn proud of knowing how to accomplish that.

"And I never imagined I'd have you like this" was all he said, resuming the blazing make out session as he moved to the center of the bed, gradually placing her on the surface, beneath him.

Burying his face in her neck, he started to savor her skin as he tightened his hold of her, nearly making her swoon, thinking about going for the second hickey now, but her celestial touch kept him there for quite some time, distracting him enough to forget what he'd intended in the first place, so the instant they separated, he stared at her accusingly.

"That's a dirty move, you know?" not that it mattered, for he sure dug the sassiness in her face.

"We can always move on to the next point, Captain" she said and bit her lower lip while her fingers outlined the waistband of his underwear.

"You're getting as impatient as my cock, woman" Levi rose immediately, away from that bewitching smile on her beautiful face.

He'd been about to add something else but contemplating her from that angle got his mouth watering. The image of her shapely, almost naked body lying slightly crossed legged on the bed, at his absolute mercy, was simply otherworldly. It didn't even matter that her center remained hidden by that white and small piece of garment; Elia was stunning. Her waist looked tinier than ever out of the way the curves accentuated in that position, so much that he could see himself rounding it completely with a single arm. Greedy as he was, his eyes moved further above, to the firm roundness of her small, perfect breasts, whose bulging nipples betrayed their owner, exposing her yearn for him, which was maddening. You're about to drool, you idiot! He averted his gaze to collect himself before daring to look into those eyes that would perfectly read all the things he wanted to do to her.

"I can't recall ever feeling this self-conscious but I'm trying my best not to blush" she suddenly said, and he shut his eyes before shaking his head.

"And I had to take a moment, or I'd lose it" he muttered, and then an idea hit him "Close your eyes. It'll help both" he commanded, and the deep breath he heard her take told him she'd follow his lead.

"Done" the healer informed, and only then he gazed back at her, delighted by those reddened cheeks "When can I opened them?"

"You'll know" the soldier guaranteed as he worshiped the view of her relaxed expression, surrendering to him, all while her sensuous, dark mane contrasted the pale bedsheets and her delicate arms, up around the pillow, invited him.

It required a lot of concentration to stop himself from claiming her lips right then, so instead, his hands went for one of her legs to hold it by the calf and sole in order to lift it towards him, intending to place his lips on the bridge of her foot, but he unintentionally slid the tip of his fingers over the arch, making her giggle.

"That tickled" he peeped on her, making sure her eyes hadn't flickered.

"Good or bad tickles?" he teased, now doing it on purpose, wanting to hear to the sound of her laughter once more "Stay still and I'll stop".

"So bossy…" the healer said in a jesting tone but there was definitely a subtle smirk on her face when she obediently nodded.

Without further delay and very softly, Levi followed the line of her calf with his fingers as he used his lips to skim her shin up to her knee, where he planted a light kiss before leaving a trail of others, spicier since he decided to add the tip of his tongue a couple times, delighted by how tender the front of her thigh was, surprisingly getting softer as he moved to his destination. However, what captivated him the most was her flushing face, the occasional gulping, and quickened up breathing as he got closer, not to mention the shiver that ran through her spine when he resolutely spread her legs and settled himself between them. His mouth curved into a lofty smile at the sight of her magnificent gray eyes opening wide the instant he lowered his head to set his lips on the objective, but then she closed them and gasped, abandoning herself to him.

To feel him approaching, his hands slithering up her limb so gently but sensual and determined was, without a doubt, one of the most erotic things she'd ever experienced, especially since the amazing sensations did nothing but enhance when he made his way between her legs and his lips landed on the chosen spot. The warmth of his mouth, the suction he performed on her skin was so enticing that she could sense how moist she was getting, knowing it had everything to do with his proximity; to just perceive the ends of a couple locks grazing the heart of her femininity was driving her insane.

"Le...vi…" Elia whispered as he put her in a flutter, unable to look at him or he'd see in her eyes what she desperately ambitioned; the lustful ideas going through her mind.

Just like he had hours before with the fantasy he shared, the soldier astounded her when his left hand moved to the junction between her thighs and started to delicately rub her genitals over the white cloth with his thumb, tantalizing her. The response of her body was impossible to control no matter how hard she tried; her legs bent, separating even more to grant him better access when her back slightly arched, and a whimper filled with desire escaped her mouth; all her senses heightening the instant she realized his intentions.

"Don't" she heard him say when she gritted her teeth to control her body the instant his mouth started moving in the same direction, brushing her skin all the way there so deliciously "Don't deny me the pleasure of seeing and hearing you crying for me".

She understood what that meant; he longed to turn her on this bad and immortalize every reaction, rejoicing in the fact that he was behind this powerful stimulation.

"You're killing me…" she was unable to think straight when he wrapped his arms around her legs decisively and the heat of his breath got closer "Levi…" the woman cried in delight when his tongue began to nudge her gently, damping her knickers with his saliva.

"Look at me, Elia. I want your eyes on me as I do this, for as long as you can" he asked, without ceasing to arouse her "Don't die on me yet" that was clearly him telling her to be patient, because he'd take his time.

"I…try…" she articulated, gulping hard and he realized her mouth felt super dry because he was literally taking her breath away.

Out of the blue, all stopped, and he was gone. It was then her eyes opened, wanting to locate him and see why he quit this unforeseen, pleasant assault. Only, she didn't have to since he was right there, on top of her, supporting his weight on his hands to her sides, probably wondering what she'd do and apparently, not disappointing him. His eyes bore into hers then, searching for something; a sign, the answer to a question he may not know how to voice or didn't want to, but the sagacious spark in them undoubtedly mirrored what he sought. She watched the corner of his mouth quirked up smugly right before he got closer, and her arms and legs locked him up in a full body embrace when their lips met.

Seduced by her response, Levi groaned in her mouth and kissed her with fiery passion as he held her tight, not wanting this to ever end.

"You can't imagine… how fucking beautiful… you are" he managed to say in between kisses, with a frown, surely feeling somewhat stupid and awkward for saying it; she knew that kind of praising felt unnatural to him thanks to his uncle.

"I've known you think so ever since the first time you kissed me" she paused the kiss, barely moving an inch apart, and held his face with both hands amorously "Your wonderful eyes and your touch… they tell me all the time, Levi. Although, I believe it's you that make me beautiful".

Elia didn't know but the smile she wore now was the kind that drew others, irresistible and honest, absolutely breathtaking to the man in front of her. And just like that, his thin lips claimed hers once again, proving why non-verbal communication was the greatest to express their affection and desire.

His hands moved slowly, one to her waist while the other went for her chest, where he stroked and squeezed her boobs somewhat rougher, demanding the sensation of her nipples getting harder when his lips slithered down there to inflame her even more.

After enjoying the tender skin of her breasts and their ideal shape in his mouth, the soldier's hands initiated a slow descent over the lines of her marvelous silhouette, thrilled to see her legs automatically spreading to welcome him back. And as his arms anchored to her thighs while he smoothly repositioned there, he planted a kiss right above her belly button, going wickedly for her midsection without breaking eye contact.

"Elia…" oh, that deep, manly voice calling on her as he grazed her still clothed center with the tip of his fingers, sent such a stronger shiver up her spine, bringing also back that magnificent tingle in between her legs "Let me know if this doesn't help and I'll get rid of it" in a swift move, she saw him grabbing his pillow and folded it before giving her, or more specifically, her bum, a significant stare "It'd be easy for me to lift your sexy ass but I'm saving that for later".

She'd have laughed at that, but his suggestive look was enough to make her blush and comply with his request. As soon as she did, he set the object underneath her hips to tilt them slightly upwards, having her indeed in a much more comfortable but prurient position. You do this to him, don't you? the logical part of her pointed out, trying to ease the nervousness for what he was about to do. It's not like you asked for it. He started this, Elia… true, though she was positive it had a lot to do with uncertainty and leaving without regretting not doing what he wanted. And he wants you, the voice stated. She smiled to herself over that wonderful notion, the fact that he longed to own every inch of her, taste her, feel her, and claim her all for himself; that meant everything. And you want him to anyways… yes, she most definitely did. So, leaning her torso a bit forward and supporting that weight on her elbows, she contemplated him moving downwards to resume his foreplay and luring of her, exactly where he left off before.

The anticipation he'd been building was so incredible that it was reaching a whole other level when he kissed the skin close by, using his glorious hands to knead her thighs and bottom before his teeth started to pull her underwear to the side with great care, after making sure she was ready for contact. Problem was the bothersome persistence of her panties to keep covering what he was hungry for, pissing him off. And in a matter of seconds, not even seeing how that happened, Elia found herself completely naked after hearing the unmistakable sound of clothing being torn.

"You owe me a pair of undies now, Captain" she joked, feeling her body vibrate when he looked up to her face and the blue of his eyes displayed his own ardor.

"Be glad it's just that" the soldier said as he worked his way to her mound, brushing lightly the honey waxed skin with his breath "Whatever's in my way will suffer the same fate" he stated, nibbling her gently.

Even though she could only see half of his face and the concentration in his gaze, the healer hummed extremely pleased when she felt his lips sliding across her outer labia very sensually, unable to hold a sonorous gasp and glance up to the ceiling when his fingers joined the party later, to caress one while his merciless mouth delicately sucked the edge of the other.

When she looked back at him, Elia found so much mischief in those blue eyes of his, surely fascinated by the blush of her cheeks in response to the sudden crawl of the tip of his tongue to the inner labia, going back and forth from the bottom to the top but avoiding contact with her clit, which led her to wonder if he was aware that the trick to female orgasm laid mostly there; but purposely or not, his teasing worked perfectly, generating indescribable sensations all over her sex, including that sort of beat that led to believe it had life of its own.

The mess he was causing inside got her leaning back on the bed and clasp the pillow desperately when he started licking from side to side, then up and down, this time skimming the most sensitive areas, using both lips and tongue, clearly coming to the conclusion that the second motion was more of her liking, according to the frenzy with which her hands moved to his head, gripping his raven hair lasciviously as he got her gasping for more. It was then he moved his mouth to her very core, nudging her with his tongue repeatedly while his arms held her legs and pulled her towards him, making her yelp in satisfaction and arch her back quite notoriously. Something he most certainly was enjoying, for she actually felt him smirking every now and then.

Whilst there were a couple things that didn't arouse her as much as others, Levi was a fast learner and he'd definitely figured the ones she did, so he kept doing those for a couple more minutes before moving on to the final, most erogenous part: the source of her rapture, where he slid his lips and tongue up and down, shifting between them occasionally, sometimes even drawing imaginary circles around it with the tip of his wet, scorching tongue as he made sure to keep both motion and rhythm consistently, guided by her body's responses, such as her panting and little shakes, telling him she was almost there.

Was she in heaven? she really had no idea. Elia just knew he suddenly increased the rhythm and went for another round of thrusting her with his tongue, finally setting her free. And from one moment to the next, all she saw was light surrounding her, bathing her with warmth, reaching every corner of her being in the most exhilarating way. There was pleasure everywhere. It exploded inside her, enchanting her; so overwhelming that she lacked the strength and concentration to control her movements. Her back arched crazy when her body welcomed the rush of energy that got her squirming in bliss and cry out obscenely as her hands clutched the bedsheets with all her might, lost to this agony that at the same time felt like the greatest ecstasy.

Gulping as the sensation lingered, the healer closed her eyes in an attempt to recover; it'd take some time, at least longer than normal, to quiet her shaky body.

Not daring to move or talk, she still beamed when her body perceived Levi gently lifting her backside to remove the pillow beneath her.

"I may be wrong, but..." she heard him say after five minutes, sensing his burning breath very close to her shoulder while his hand played with a lock of hair that had been resting on her bust "I'd bet pretty much anything that you really liked that" she chuckled at his gloating.

"Hush up and kiss me, Captain" Elia demanded, and only then opened her eyes, finding him in front of her. So she quickly wrapped her arms around his neck, adoring the exultation glowing in those dark-blue eyes venerating her.

Seems you're not the only one dying for this, her mind pointed out when she noticed the eagerness he'd kept at bay after what just happened. Is this how amazing it feels when I do it to him? she mused, feeling her crevice so wet, curious to know if he'd seen or tasted her, and the answer to that came shortly after, alongside the primary responsible of her recent climax, for Levi had just plunged his tongue into her mouth seeking hers, and it was then she got to sense a faint taste of acidity that was similar to his semen, only lesser.

"Never thought you'd do that" she muttered, quite breathless but smiley as he layed beside her.

"Neither did I" he confessed, probing her skin with his fingertips, loving how sensitive her body was right now and the quiver he felt under his touch, comprehending her obsession to touching him after coming "But I'm glad I found a way to torture you".

"Hey!" she exclaimed in mock indignation, buoyant to have him back on top of her so quick, and so close!

People considered him intimidating, and she couldn't deny he truly was but to Elia, it was far more than only that. And all because he'd allowed himself to relax around her, mildly showing emotions he constantly restrained under his usual stern, undisturbed or expressions of annoyance, which also made the soldier incredibly attractive to her eyes... Don't forget hotter… and cuter too… her mind came out with, considering what they were doing. Not that it matters, she thought merrily; he always looked fine to her. He could be wearing a paper bag on his head, and you'd still think the same… the voice added, and it wasn't mistaken though she had to admit one of her favorite features of him was that ebony hair and style that suited him so well; she adored the undercut and the locks in the front that partly covered his forehead and eyes, which, in their current position, tickled her own brow very pleasingly. But you love him for the person he is, her heart reminded, encouraging her to place her palm on his cheek before slipping her fingers through his hair, moving it lovingly to the back while their eyes held their own conversation. She'd been about to joke on making a formal request to be tortured regularly but stopped at the last minute, not wanting to think about the future.

"That was…" she started but he cut her off with another smooch. The kind that made her forget about everything as her heart started racing.

"My senses never trick me. So I know" he said, with a half-smile, self-satisfied "So scandalous that I nearly found myself telling you to behave but luckily for you, I'm a bastard that savored every second of it" he added and put one of his legs in between hers, suggestively.

"Scandalous?" she squinted her eyes at him, and surrounded his waist with her legs, closing the little space left between them "Would you say bawdier than this?" raising an eyebrow daringly, she tightened her grip of him, noting how stiff he was down there.

Levi's eyes darkened. His right hand quickly moved to the back of her head, entangling his fingers in her mane as he pulled her to him somewhat brusquely, stopping when her parted lips were hardly an inch away from his.

"I tell ya, woman, it's gonna be hard to top" he declared, glimpsing down to her mouth and then back to those eyes "But by all means, keep persevering" as soon as he said that, she kissed him fiercely and then pulled his lower lip with her plump ones very sensually.

God, how the hell did she do it?! How did she look so innocent, yet she could be this alluring?! The soldier exclaimed, hypnotized by the naughty expression on her face. And only when her legs hugged him tightened harder, he noticed how much his freaking dick hurt, hankering for her.

He watched her approaching, apparently going for another kiss but Elia moved her mouth past his face, stopping right below his ear.

"Just so you know… your actions have consequences too, Captain" she whispered, barely rubbing herself to his thigh.

His body immediately tensed, extremely turned on when he noticed how wet she was. So much that he growled, and his mouth went straight for her neck with desperation, sinking his sharp teeth on her shoulder hard enough to show how mad she drove him, proud to hear her declare he was behind her excitement.

Letting out a sweet little cry when she felt his teeth on her flesh, she couldn't help her nails scratching his back as she tilted her head to the side, just to give him better access to all the area, enjoying his reaction.

"Goddam I can't think straight" if only he knew the effect his burning breath against the skin of her neck had, leading her mind to evoke the heat of his breath skimming her center minutes ago "Five seconds. It's all I need to get naked" Levi implored.

He asks that of you and yet he isn't helping, her inner self said sarcastically, unable to let him go now that he'd awakened that wondrous beating down there, the urge to feel him inside.

"Allow me" Elia said, not even waiting for a response, determined to apply one of those close guard submission techniques he'd taught her.

She trapped his waist with her legs, locking them behind his lower back to yank him towards her. Step one, ready. She then hooked her arms around the back of his neck, careful not to hurt him, and the instant she sensed she had full hold of his body, she took a deep breath to concentrate her strength in all her limbs, and then rolled to her right, carrying him with her. Mission accomplished! She thought and smile, seeing the surprise on his demeanor to suddenly find her on top of him.

"It's ridiculous that I often find myself wanting you to be this self-willed" said the man as he shook his head, in mock disapproval when all he wanted was to acclaim her "I asked for a moment, but then you go and do something like this…" having her switching places like that during sex, on her bed, fully naked, was indeed quite an experience.

"I'm just putting your teachings into practice" she added, groping his chest leisurely, and then bent to lick his nipples, making sure not to break eye contact, especially now that he was clenching his teeth to control himself "Aren't you proud, Captain?" Elia asked with a half-smile as she slowly moved down on him.

Of course he was, proud and thrilled, but also confused for what she was up to. He'd thought she'd done this to ditch his boxers to literally have one good fuck, not engulf his member in the warm, wet embrace of her mouth a second time.

"Elia" he called, and she stopped moving to look to his face, tilting her head quizzically "I have to have you".

Right then, he let out a hiss, filled with pleasure when he felt her hands tracing the outlines of his hips, and the firm muscles of his ass.

"And you will" the healer winked but in view of his bewilderment, she got closer to kiss him hard without letting go of his rear, urging him to do the same, pressing his fingers in her tender skin "Mmmm… I love when you do that" she muttered after gasping in the middle of the kiss.

Her biting her lower lip after sharing that was so damn provocative, even more after seeing her savoring the taste he left on them. So seductive that he'd have punched his own balls for being so fucking impatient when he was reveling in every second of this.

"What else?" Levi enquired with a raspy voice, thanks to the probing of her mouth on his neck, and how she slid the tip of her tongue on the points she knew he was very sensitive "Tell me".

She was leaving a trail of sweet kisses all the way to his chest, until her lips reached his nipples, where she continued to suck, and lick one while her right hand wandered his abdominal muscles, feasting on them. He'd been so into that, that he missed where the other go, until it was late and out of nowhere, he felt that hand finding its way inside his underpants. Levi cursed in response, blinded by passion.

"Fondling your torso is probably one of my favorite things…" the woman confessed, kissing an old scar below his left rib, showing both her devotion and lust for him; he was so handsome without even trying, especially with those scars "… though is hard to pick when I get to have this too" a soft growl came from his throat when she wrapped her warm fingers around his erection.

Levi grabbed her chin and made her look up to let her know the agony he was experiencing and ended up bewitched by the dark gray in those eyes, the fire in them as well as the silent promise of a night to remember.

"This sure is payback" the soldier managed to say as he attentively observed her removing his underwear, throwing them onto the small pile of clothing on the chair in the corner. Her eyes flickered with satisfaction at how rigid he was, craving to have her.

"Payback?" she teased as she climbed up his body and brushed her essence against his pelvis very lightly.

"For torturing you before" he voiced, huskily. What she just did felt superb, yet he couldn't take his eyes away from her face "Elia…" he murmured, begging her to let him in now that his arousal was grazing her entrance.

"It may not be evident but I'm dying for this too, Levi" she whispered and hopped back on top of him, careful not to squash his genitals as she positioned herself exactly over his penis and then straddled him, with her knees on either side of his legs.

Elia's eyes were on his when her hand grabbed his erection with deliberate calm, caressing its glorious length before glancing in that direction, beckoning him to witness as she guided him inside her and moaned exquisitely when it finally happened. It was so intimate that she always found herself wondering how was it possible for this connection to be this divine?

Pleasantly subdued, the soldier watched her sit upright on top of him, sliding up and down onto it him slowly, just so he got to behold his rod entering her once, twice, thrice; reinforcing his previous statement, when he advised her to pay attention, because visualizing what they did together was something else entirely, especially after the sounds that proved how good this abandoning to one another was, how amazing she felt with him. Elia… if only he could explain what he felt, aside from physical pleasure, for having her, for being the one she wanted in between her legs.

He hadn't been overreacting a while ago about her, when he had her lying on the bed to explore her sex, looking absolutely breathtaking; her fragile femininity, sensuality, and the inviting demeanor to do with her as he pleased… That'd been heavenly. Conversely, at this very moment, Elia's beauty was of a very different kind, but just as maddening; to see her mounting him like that, with her dark, wild mane falling over both shoulders, half-covering her bosoms as her whole body wielded so much power from that stance. Her self-confidence, the lewdness in her movements, and of course, the mischievous expression on her face giving the impression that he was staring at a merciless devil with the face of an angel instead of a mortal; so unreal that his hands longed to touch her. Very badly.

Levi reached out to her thighs and slid his calloused fingertips all the way up to her hips, stroking the smooth skin as he followed the majestic curves of her small waist, obtaining a quiver from her in response. Yesssss… he said for himself, basking in the sensation her wonderful, bare body as his palms moved to her firm, round breasts, adoring them with every caress before squeezing vehemently, appreciating the way her nipples, and sensual humming, gave away her own enjoyment.

"That look tells me you don't mind me taking over" she whispered and started to grind on him with deliberate calm and care as she controlled the depth of her thrusts.

"Mind?" he murmured, hissing blissfully to those enticing movements of her "I'd sell my fucking soul to ensure you do" that had her half-smiling.

Without breaking eye contact, Elia grabbed his right hand in both of hers and moved it slowly up to her face, nuzzling his wrist before dragging her lips up to the back of his hand and kiss it with utter devotion. Not even a lifetime would be enough to worship you, woman… his thumb grazed her lips with equal adoration, trying to express the thought, glad to see he succeeded thanks to the knowing smile she gave in return.

"Where were we?" she later asked while still holding his hand and playing with his flirtatiously.

"As far as I remember, you were blowing my mind" the soldier offered, leering at her whole figure on top of him. He actually gave one mild thrust from below as an extra reminder, liking the sassy, half smile and the wicked wink in return.

To his surprise, things got spicier in a matter of seconds, and not precisely because she resumed the rhythmic embedding. What the healer did, without breaking eye contact, was sliding the tip of her tongue over his index finger quite lasciviously. But as it usually happened with Elia, that wasn't the end, not at all, because the next thing she did consisted in putting the tip of his forefinger inside her mouth and bit by bit, she got it all inside through suction, astounding him completely. Her eyes smiled at him, and it was then she started sucking it, putting in and out while using lips and tongue, but also the edge of her teeth to apply the perfect pressure that got him recalling that wondrous mouth on his staff hours ago, in almost identical activities that resulted in his eruption inside it.

Horny as he was, Levi groaned loud, moving his free hand to her attractive butt, grasping it hard, till she let out a salacious whine.

"Do that again" her plea got the spellbound soldier doing immediately as she asked, only he ended up with both hands on her ass, realizing just then that his hand was no longer close to her mouth, for what he frowned. You moron!

"Levi" she called, and in her expression, there was no hint of amusement for his slip. What he saw instead was dominance, and once again, he found himself momentarily speechless at the way she covered his hands with hers and led him to be brusquer.

"I'm beginning to think I unleashed something dangerous" he commented in a raspy voice when she moaned with satisfaction and sped up the pace of the penetration.

"Perhaps" she murmured in a brash, cocky manner as she leant forward, placing her hands on his shoulders.

"If I weren't having the worst, best night of my life, I'd be breaking my head in half against the wall now" he assured, gritting his teeth when he felt her nails digging into his muscles.

The woman understood what he meant by that. Worst, best night was for how great it turned out to be to both despite the high probability of being the last one together; and hurting himself, was of course, for not going down on her long before. Tell him, her inner self demanded, so she moved closer and wrapped her arms around his neck, and the instant she felt his hands around her waist, Elia smiled and leant back, bringing him along so both were into a seated position now.

"Truth is, I've wanted to try this for a while" holding each other face-to-face, both were enjoying the connection as they set the pace down momentarily "You just gave me the push I needed, Captain" Elia confessed, clinging herself on to him just to sink herself deeper onto his groin.

Placing a hand behind her head, the soldier growled, heated about every detail of her confession; and as he crushed her lips to share one last ardent kiss, he heard a wonderful sob the instant he decided to join her in the thrusting. He had no way to know how this felt for her, considering their current stance, but it was probably as staggering as it was for him; how dripping wet she was, the sensation of that all around his cock as they increased the friction… it was spectacular, and got even better when Elia embraced him tighter as soon as they changed the cadence while still making out, though it was more like panting in each other's mouths at this point.

The healer's mouth curved into a smile when she perceived the change in his breathing, how hoarse he'd gotten; clear sign that he'd have cum right there had they not stopped that, reason why she gently pushed his torso back to the bed, to have him laying once again, hoping he'd enjoy what was next.

Levi watched her sitting up to a 45-degree angle, placing those celestial hands back on his shoulders, and without further delay, her body commenced going forwards and backwards on him, which she continued to do for some minutes before gradually increasing the pace. Elia had been close to be sitting when she started grinding her hips crazy on him, sometimes in a circular motion, as if she were dancing on him. Fuck! it was so mind-boggling sexy that edging became only harder, but he knew delaying his orgasm for as long as possible was key at this point.

Unable to control his thirst for her, the man started to grope her thighs while his eyes urged her to go faster, which she perfectly understood, for she tucked her legs under his for support and then sped up significantly, getting a louder moan from him this time. Yet nothing prepared him for what came two or three minutes after, when she angled her pelvis backwards to begin moving up and down on him, as she previously did, except this was more like bouncing on him.

Go hard on me… I beg you… his mind begged given how speechless he was. He never thought she could do something this amazingly kinky, allowing for such deep penetration to happen! It was insanely good, especially for having the chance to behold as it happened. But it was her who dragged his attention all the time, how drop-dead gorgeous she looked doing this; her face displaying pure delight but also concentration as she controlled the pace that he followed from below. Even things, apparently, as insignificant as the moment she arranged her sleek mane over her left shoulder or the way this moved, like her glorious boobs, bouncing at the same rhythm, was perfect.

Letting out a sweet, sharp gasp, she built a steady deep thrusting, enjoying the way his hands moved to her hips, grabbing them to pull her down and embed into her deeper, letting her know she could go quicker and more aggressively on him without fear hurting him.

In all honesty, she still couldn't believe to being this bold, but it didn't feel wrong with Levi; pleasing one another was their way to demonstrate their feelings, because oftentimes, words weren't enough to express their depth. Elia… did he say that out loud, or was it the echo of his voice in her head? She didn't know but either way, she answered the call and gazed at him, wanting to perpetuate what her eyes contemplated now: the person she loved most, admiring everything about her and what she was doing to him; at least that's what the groans coming from his partly opened lips stated.

The healer smiled and bit her lower lip very sensually, ready for the last part of her grinding atop of him, aware of how close to his limit he was. Reason why she switched up the speed, commencing with a couple shallow, fast thrusts, to eventually fully sinking onto him slower, unable to refrain from whimpering for how great that felt.

"You truly are…" he barely said, with his huskiest voice, unable to finish the sentence when she did that for the third time and got him gritting his teeth out of the way his muscles clenched, preparing his body.

"Huuuh…" Elia's needy gasp in response to his hands back on her bum was so luscious that he roared hungrily and pulled her down to him with insistence, just to plunged himself into her much harder.

The fascinating, filthy sounds from both during these final moments were like a symphony of the most erotic, wildest but also purest perfection to ever existed, intensifying the whole experience. He was reaching her G-spot so consistently that, excited as she was, it didn't take long before her entire body contracted right before the glorious tingle turned into an explosion of euphoria that made her head tilted back and let out one desperate, high-pitched shriek when raw pleasure, born in the junction of their sexes, fully hit her, igniting every corner of her body and making her feel more alive than ever.

That surely was quite a visual to Levi because soon after it, and still quite sensitive, she felt his hands clenching her bum with urgency, making her shudder when he buried his extended manhood inside her one last time. It was then she gazed back at him, loving the way he ogled her before shutting his eyes, producing an unrestrained, delicious, cut-off moan once he finally started coming inside her. To what she couldn't help humming, delighted with each spurt that got him clinging on to her desperately before his rapture and sensations gradually faded.

As soon as she sensed the hold of his fingers relaxing and letting go to fall on the bed, Elia saw his eyes opening and search for her; he was panting but the immense satisfaction in those blue eyes assured how great it'd been for him too.

"… extraordinary" the soldier muttered, finishing the sentence from minutes ago as he breathed hard now. His eyes darted from her face to their connection and then back at her before tilting his head back to the pillow, to stare at the ceiling without seeing anything but her and what she did.

"Likewise, Captain" she whispered, grinning gleefully before gulping, a bit thirsty. Her breathing and heartbeats were so loud that she could have sworn they echoed in the room "What is it?" the healer mumbled when she saw him gritting his teeth and hissed in satisfaction after barely moving underneath her, sending chills up her spine.

"I'd clean the mess I just left but hell, I can't" he said in a breathy voice "I might even like it… a little".

Elia comprehended what he meant when she barely leant a couple inches back and saw a considerable amount of sperm coming out of their union. She gazed back at him, realizing he'd watched her do that and was now staring at her with a raised eyebrow on his smug, attractive face. And with a sheepish smile, she chewed one of her nails, for this turned out to be somewhat messy given the vertical penetration, but there wasn't much to do except offering one apologetic shrug. Not that she minded; if anything, that warmth and smoothness of his cum inside her was something she always yearned for. As did Levi, except he wasn't a big fan of the later stickiness. So him admitting he liked the current results was very sexy.

"Well, I like it a lot, but I'll take care of it before you start hating it, Captain" his eyes sparked with lust at those words, and she quickly averted her eyes to what used to be her panties, lying on her usual side of the bed "Just, close your eyes for a while and stay still" she commanded as she picked them up.

The soldier shook his head in exasperation before finding himself once again staring to the ceiling but obeyed without complaint, trusting her. And for around ten silent minutes, after carefully hopping off of him, she dedicated herself to clean the sperm, mostly from his very sensitive groin, as gentle as possible, glad and amused to see the small piece of garment at least served one last purpose before being thrown away.

Once done and dead tired but still elated, the woman laid down to his left, glad to see he seemed to be asleep. And as the heat of the moment passed, she was beginning to get a bit self-conscious; it was impossible not at the sight of one very naked Levi and the recent memories, still too fresh in her head and body.

"Oi, oi!" she heard him call, and so turned her face in his direction, noting he hadn't moved an inch, but his eyes had been on her for the past few minutes, blazing with admiration and annoyance "Don't do that!"

"Do what?" she asked, innocently, but unable to help blushing; it'd been her first-time performing movements of such kind.

"You're making this harder than it already is, Elia" he was frowning for real, visibly irked when she couldn't help a chuckle at his frustration.

"I'm doing my best but you're not helping" she said, looking up to the ceiling with a triumphant expression. He reaaaaaaally enjoyed what I did… her inner self beamed.

"God dammit, I want you closer but I'm dog-tired" Levi complained, snarling a little.

The healer took a deep breath and sighed happily as her hand pretty much crawled her way to where he was, finding the back of his hand, the same she'd kissed a while ago. He reacted to her touch, moving it a little so she could hold it, adoring her pleasantly surprised smile when he interlaced his fingers with hers, demanding but just as affectionate.

"We may have gone too far" she muttered at the time her eyes closed.

"We?" this time he snorted, and she imagined the smug expression on his face "You did most of the job, an outstanding one if you ask me" the soldier added, as the grip of his hand became tighter "So much that talking is all I can do now".

"Outstanding, huh?" she teased, quite raptured.

"Aye. So you better keep training me"

"Alright, Captain" Elia replied in a candid tone, feeling like laughing and weeping with joy.

They hadn't said a word about anything past this day, let alone make any sort of plans; that was a promise she couldn't ask from him, and yet he was the one discreetly implying it, probably because he wanted to let her know that, if he lived, he'd come back to her.

It wasn't like the countless times he stressed out she had to be ready for the worst, wasting no time to mourn him and the others, no longer matter, no. He'd truly meant that during their conversations and training, and still did, only now he'd allowed himself to aspire surviving, because he wished seeing her again.

"Did you also learn about this from that journal, the one from your grandfather's collection?" he enquired out of the blue, startling her a little.

"Yes" was all she said first "Although I found out the one behind those notes was my grandmother" she clarified and smiled with pride, delighted in the way his fingers played with hers.

Out of the many consequences behind his past, the fact that Levi wasn't a prejudice person was among the few positive ones, so talking to him about her family and something like this, so intimate and way too progressive for society, was indeed great.

"How so?"

"The handwriting. As I read most of his work, I found some of hers as well, signed, unlike this one; surely because it's inconceivable for women to write about this kind of subjects" she said derisively and sighed disgruntled.

"Not that she needed but at least the lady had his support to write whatever fuck she wanted" he pointed out and cheered her up, reminding her about her childhood with her grandpa, how supportive he was "I only wonder what drove her to choose that topic".

"I believe it was research on human mating and how sex is essential not only to conceive children in a marriage" she explained, somewhat absentminded.

"You know… the fact that you're definitely going to hell is making me hopeful" he said, sounding very serious. Her eyes opened wide, turning to look at him, unsure "Means I'll see you again" the way a corner of his mouth slightly quirked up and those eyes gleamed told her he was in a very good mood, relaxing her despite not expecting something like this "All because you couldn't wait to put a ring on me before shagging me senseless… How shameless of you, woman!"

That crack her up like no other thing he'd ever said. It was probably such a contagious hearty laugh that when she looked back at him, there was nothing but peace and joy in his demeanor; he looked so calm that it was hard to believe he'd be fighting a war the next day.

"I think we'll be fine, Levi" Elia said with a simple, purely happy smile as she got a hold of the sheets and turned her body in his direction, to lie on her side right beside him. He observed her nestling her head into the crook of his arm after covering both, and then rested her arm over his chest, right before glancing up, to his face "Together or apart, ring or no ring, we have each other" as soon as she said that, the healer rested her face in his chest and hugged him tight, transmitting something powerful that made him feel so warm, alive, safe, and good.

The arm holding her drew her even closer, reinforcing his embrace of her as his other hand moved to her chin, making her face him again. It's about damn time! he exclaimed to himself, glad to see his body finally responding.

"True" he agreed, leaning his head down but stopping a few inches away from her face, losing himself into her wonderful eyes that now were closer to silver out of the way they sparkled, so full of life; one he hoped was a long, peaceful one "But together sounds better 'cause I get to do this".

His lips grazed hers very softly, enjoying their softness and the heat of her breath coming from her parted mouth before closing the tiny space and kiss her, slow but deep, feeling waves of everything that was good in this world within him thanks to her doting response, not in just that kiss but also how she cupped his cheek with her palm, so tenderly; quite different to how fierce and wild she'd been minutes ago, yet he knew he wanted, needed both. And even if this was the last time beside her, he was grateful. For everything.

"Levi…" she whispered, locking her eyes with his once the kiss came to an end "I don't intend to say this as a farewell, not at all, but…" she briefly hesitated, but then caressed his face ever so gently "…I wanted to let you know how grateful I am that I met you".

As foreseeable, his pupils dilated as he stared at her, shocked. Not because it was unlikely for her to declare something like that but because of the painful circumstances behind the events that brought them together.

"I can see you're thinking about my sister, and that only proves I'm right about you" she said with a considerate smile, so full of kindness "So don't overthink and don't argue…" the woman planted a butterfly-soft kiss on his frozen lips "… just let me hold you".

He sighed, exasperated but undeniably touched. That'd been a plea; one heartfelt, and stubborn petition he'd comply with tonight.

Her thinking so highly of him was bothersome most of the time, for how unworthy he was but hearing her say something like that caused quite the contrary on this occasion: it made him happy. Happy… a word he frequently avoided because there wasn't much in life to feel that way, but Elia was that one exception: his very own miracle and safe haven in all this chaos. The healer whose soothing fingers on his neck were taking him to a point of no return now.

"Elia…" Levi muttered as he fought to keep his eyes open, getting mad at his stupid eyelids that felt so heavy. There was something important to tell but not even his brain worked coherently now, so before even finding the right words, he drifted off, but fortunately not without getting to hear her voice one last time, saying goodnight.


Well, here you see why I needed to split this specific event in two parts, that now are going to be three (please, not the Levi glare!). I'm afraid it's necessary; quite unexpectedly, it turned out to be the longest chapter I've ever worked on (this alone is around 16.5k, and the previous was 14k… which is a lot for me).

I do try my best to work faster whenever I can, but I also don't want to rush into something that won't meet my own expectations; the results won't be the same if I do, and I don't want to disappoint you nor myself.

Now, about this part…

Erwin and Ted's scene was about closure for both, though mostly how lifechanging the experience was for the kid. I actually like to think he's one of the stable boys during that scene where Kaya tells Falco and Gabi she knows who they are.

I'll be honest and let you know I spent many hours wondering whether to add the smut scene you just read or not. But after giving thorough thought, I concluded that it's highly important to show their feelings and need of one another under the circumstances, Levi's specially… it just makes sense for what's yet to come. And even though it's more explicit than the previous one, I hope you loved it just as much. Feedback is always very welcomed.

That being said, I just want to say thanks to all those who are enjoying this ride, for the love and support to my humble story. I hope coming back in a couple weeks from now.

Namárië