Hi Dad, it's Harry
A lot has been happening in the few months you've been gone. Andi is growing bigger now. He's gonna start walking soon. He misses you. I can tell when he's going down the hallway and gets confused at your dark office. I then hold him as he cries for Daddy. He's too young to understand the concept of death right now but he'll understand eventually.
I'm studying my Grimoire daily. Hours at a time while I should really be doing paperwork for IMP. Speaking of, Moxxie and Millie are now on probation. Why you might ask? What did your favorite husband and wife dream team/my Satanparents do to warrant such a response? They abandoned me. For almost a month and a half after your funeral. I had to beg for help from Cherri Bomb and Angel Dust to carry out death orders. It was humiliating. Now Angel and Cherri work for IMP. As long as Angel gets his hours on the street corner done Overlord Valentino doesn't mind me borrowing his favorite employee.
Cherri is now IMPs receptionist. She even came up with a cute little phrase to answer customers with, "IMP, you name 'em we kill 'em." You would've loved it. What happened to Loona? After you died she disappeared for a week and Vortex found her in a drug den stinking to high Heaven and high on cocaine/drunk. Loonies in rehab now. The same one Aunt Barbie went too. Speaking of, Aunt Barbie is now an IMP Employee. She's got your enthusiasm when it comes to assassination but admittedly is not as reckless as you where in the field.
Loonies fate makes this next part hard to tell you, I'm an alcoholic. I found your Whiskey in your hidden compartment of your desk and as much as I tried to avoid it, I started drinking it thinking it would make me feel better. Soon it became a habit and I was downing two bottles a a week for about a month before Octavia walked in on me one morning. I'm lucky as a demon I can avoid organ damage that way if I was still human I'd have extremely damaged my liver.
It gets worse Dad, you know those vending machines sinners love to use with drugs in them? Heroin was my choice. I just wanted to feel numb and the combination of whiskey and snorting Heroin in the morning made me feel nothing inside for a while.
You would probably kick my ass up and down the street if you where the one who found me drinking and snorting my way to an early grave. Worse yet, I stopped taking my meds like immediately following the funeral. I blames myself for your death and felt like being absolutely miserable was a just punishment.
Papa is moving on. He still loves and misses you dearly, but he has been getting close to Archduke Zepar lately. I don't know if their relationship is going anywhere but Papa has a relationship he can use as a rock.
Speaking of Papa, he and Lord Zepar are now in therapy together with Dr. Janus. Papa and Lord Zepar are both making great strides in their emotional growth and maturity they possibly hadn't gotten due to their neglectful upbringings as royal children. Lord Zepar is slowly accepting that Leopold is gone and nothing will bring him back and is being a better Dad to Francesco.
Franc is watching me like a hawk. He's genuinely concerned for my well being after I was found out to be using, but I also think he's extremely jealous of my Ex boyfriend Chaz. You remember Chaz right dad? You called him a Double Dicked Donkey Fucker when I brought you to meet him after one of our skirmishes. He inherited billions of souls from a wealthy Leviathan family and well, I sort of gave him a Promise Ring I found in my parents vault when I was twelve without knowing it was literally a Promise Ring. He didn't want much in exchange for giving it back, just a date.
It was wonderful. I felt for Chaz what I feel for Francesco. The wildfires are there. We may have had a future together if Old Andrealphus hadn't tied Papa hands behind his back with his marriage order.
I miss you, everyone does. We all love you and hope your well wherever you are.
Love you Dad,
Harry
Harry read his letter to Blitzo. He nodded and lightly smiled. He put it in an envelope and gave it his official seal. Writing Dad on the front he brought up his hexfire aura and burned it. The ashes blew out his office window.
"Goodbye Dad." Harry said as he heard a knock.
"Harry? You know our rule about closed doors." Octavia came in.
"I was doing that writing a letter to Dad exercise Dr. Janus suggested." Harry told his sister as he stood up and out on his torn leather jacket.
"Oh." Octavia said as she pulled him into a tight hug. Harry returned his sisters hug.
"I miss him." Harry said as he started tearing up.
"I miss him too." Octavia said. "Ready to go to dinner?"
Harry rubbed his eyes with his arm as he nodded, grabbed his bag and followed her out the door clicking his office light and closing/locking the window with magic.
To Be Continued...
wanted to give you guys something before the next episode came out so I thought of a therapy exercise for Harry.
Hope you enjoyed
