Matters of the Heart
C4: A Goddess' Devotion
Standard Disclaimer: I don't own any of the recognizable characters.
Bella's POV
A couple of days later I was on my way to the hospital with Rosalie for a check-up of my wrist, since it was feeling a lot better and maybe, with a bit of luck I could get rid of that cast a bit earlier than I was initially intended to.
It also helped that Rosalie had helped a lot in getting me to do my exercises over the last couple of days, mostly with promises of special things tonight, when I would get to spend the night with her, something she apparently was also looking forward to, if her current smile was anything to go by. "You seem awfully giddy this morning. Any particular reason for that?"
"Of course I am, it's been too long since I've had the chance to spend alone time with you, and if that cast can come off today, I foresee a lot of fun tonight." Rosalie said with a grin.
I smiled at her. "I never thought that out of everyone in the house you would be looking forward to a night with me."
"Why wouldn't I be excited about that prospect Bella? We all love you and we want to show that in the best way we can. Mine is just a bit more carnal than Esme and Alice's methods." Rosalie said with a soft smile.
"And here I thought that Alice would be the one with constant sex on her mind. You seem too composed for that." I said softly.
Rosalie smiled at me as she my thigh a squeeze. "We both do that love. We're still teenagers at the end of the day and while Alice and I are very different in the bedroom, I am sure you will love it."
"I've been looking forward to it ever since Alice so expertly opened my eyes to loving the fairer sex. I never realized how amazing it could be." I said with a soft smile as I thought back to the night I spent with Alice just a couple of days ago.
Rosalie's eyes darkened just a little. "Alice has a way of doing that. I had a similar experience the first time we shared a bed."
"Would you be very offended if I asked when that was? I've come to realize that I really don't know a lot about you yet." I said softly.
Rosalie smiled and nodded. "Of course Bella, you don't ever have to be afraid to ask questions. If I can't tell you yet, I will say so. It was about twenty years after Esme turned me and I started to come to grips with what happened to me. Alice was always buzzing around to try and help me, at least while we were at home. It was the fifties and two women together was still a big taboo. Over the years she broke down the walls I had built around my heart, and the first time I shared a bed with her, which was in the late fifties, she opened my eyes to what it meant to feel loved and wanted again."
I smiled at her. "Yeah, Alice has the uncanny ability to do that I've noticed, she spent as much time worshiping me as she did actually making love to me. I never felt so loved in my life."
Rosalie smiled at me as she parked the car at the hospital. "I have a feeling that will become a common occurrence for you over the next couple of months. All of us have been wanting to show you exactly how we feel about you."
I just smiled at her as I got out before linking my good arm. "I have already taken that into account Rose, I just don't know if I'm prepared for all of that love."
"We'll take it easy on you Bella. We wouldn't want you to get overwhelmed so early." Rosalie said with a soft smile.
"I appreciate you all trying to not be too over the top with your affections, although I wouldn't mind now, since you're here as my supportive girlfriend." I said with a wink.
Rosalie smiled at that. "I intend to always be a supportive girlfriend, Bella, as long as we need to use that term. You'll find that in time it will feel like it's not enough to describe how you've come to feel for us."
I just smiled and pressed a kiss to her cheek, once again having no idea where this sudden bout of confidence came from.
Rosalie on her turn gave me a slight smirk. "So bold to do that in public Bella."
"I honestly don't know where this sudden confidence is coming from, but I am not going to lie, I like it." I said softly.
"So do I. It fits you." She said as she went to take a seat in the waiting room while I went to check in for my appointment.
After checking in, I took a seat next to her, and immediately she claimed my good hand to give it a light squeeze. "I'm glad you think that, because I don't know how long it will last. I might be back to blushing little Bella by the time we're done here."
"I doubt that. The more time you spend time with us, the more you'll get used to flirting with us. Just don't be surprised if we start flirting back at some point." Rosalie said with a soft smile.
I smiled at her. "Since that won't be too different from what you and Alice usually do, I think I'll be fine."
Rosalie smiled at that. "Trust me that we will be stepping it up a notch, baby. Now that you have opened your heart to the possibility of a relationship with us, all of us will start flirting with you, including Esme."
That made me blush a little. "Honestly, I don't know if I'm ready for that. It is not an image that comes easily to me, mostly because she means so much to me as a mother.
"It will soon enough Bella. Your heart feels what Esme means to you, and like it happens with vampires, your heart will not be denied, it is the one truth you can always rely on." Rosalie said softly just before a nurse called my name.
Rosalie's POV
When we were back in the car, Bella now without her cast, she was smiling broadly, and that in turn made me smile as well. I could see she was very happy to be rid of it, and if her hand in mine was any indication, it hadn't been a moment too soon in her eyes. "So baby, what did you have in mind now?" I asked softly.
She smiled at me. "Could we get some lunch before we go home? I'm really hungry."
"Of course Bella, what are you hungry for? There's plenty of options available." I asked with a soft smile.
"Honestly, it's been way too long since I had a decent burger. Could we get some?" She asked with an adorable smile.
I just couldn't help but smile at that. "Of course baby, but wouldn't you rather have them fresh? Esme makes the best burgers you have ever tasted."
Her eyes brightened almost impossibly at that. "I didn't know that it was an option, so yes, I would love some home made burgers." She said with a bright smile.
I smiled at her as I shot a quick text to Esme to notify her of Bella's wish, getting one back almost immediately. "It seems Esme is going to prepare a treat for you Bella. If I had to guess I'd say that you won't have to eat dinner tonight."
She smiled at me. "That's okay. I usually do well on good burgers when I have them for lunch."
I smiled at that as I slowed down to a more reasonable pace so Esme would have plenty of time to go shopping and have her burgers done when we got home. I also had a plan to give Bella a bit of a preview of tonight. Alice had told me a little of how Bella had teased her before they spent the night together, and to see if she could take as good as she gave, I had decided to turn my own teasing up a little. I slowly let my hand trail to her thigh, giving it a soft squeeze as I drove to a secluded parking lot.
Bella expectedly blushed a little at the sudden intimate contact. "Rose? What are you doing? Didn't you want to wait until tonight?" She asked in rapid succession.
I smirked at her. "I do want to wait with the main course until tonight, but last time I checked there is nothing wrong with a bit of teasing before then, and I am always a big fan of teasing my love interest. Alice is especially fond of that."
Her blush darkened adorably. "I bet she is." She squeaked out.
I smiled at her as I pulled into the parking lot, finding it deserted as always before I went to straddle and kiss her. "Alice told me a little of how wet you got her when you teased her the other day, and I thought it was only fair to see if you took to teasing as well as you can tease." I said before kissing her deeply.
She moaned into my mouth and her hands almost immediately flew to my waist. "I don't know why it came so easily to me with Alice, I seem to be powerless against you." She said once she broke the kiss, albeit reluctantly.
"Give it time baby. When we're more comfortable with doing this, I am sure you are going to leave me a soaking mess as well, as you did with Alice. Since she usually sees all of our decisions, it is difficult to properly tease her, but since she wanted to give you some space and privacy, she probably didn't look into your future as much." I said with a soft smile.
She smiled and nodded as she kept stroking my hips. "That might be it, although I can't complain about this particular turn of events either. Being straddled by a gorgeous and very sexy blonde Goddess while she is kissing me senseless is a very pleasant feeling."
I smiled at her. "While I would love to take this further now, and we are definitely going to do that sometime, I think we would both want our first time in a bed, where we can take our time. Plus the fact that Esme might claim tonight for herself if we don't hurry home. She's bound to be excited to make lunch for you."
Bella smiled at me as I climbed off her and got back behind the wheel. "If that was only teasing, I can't wait for what you have in store for me tonight. I'll also be honest and say that you've been the star of many a wet dream over the last couple of months."
I smiled at her. "I wish I could say the same, but since we don't sleep dreams are a bit hard to come by. I have fantasized about making love to you a lot thought."
"Then I hope to live up to your fantasies, Rose." She said with a loving smile.
"I'm sure you will baby. From the sparse details Alice gave I am sure tonight is going to be amazing for both of us, and I will apologize in advance if I'm a bit much. You might not see it, but I have quite a few kinks." I said with a soft smile.
She smiled at me with a pretty impressive blush. "I would never have though you would have kinks. I figured that would be Alice."
"All of us have our specialties so to speak, and while I can't speak for Victoria, I know Alice is all passion and Esme is all love. She enjoys slow lovemaking while Alice enjoys passionate sex. I'm a bit in the middle of that with a few kinks thrown in. nothing extreme, mind you, but I definitely enjoy some unconventional things." I said honestly.
Bella's eyes widened a little at that. "You have spent nights with Esme? Alice told me that it was very rare that Esme did that."
I smiled at that. "We'll talk about that tonight, or perhaps tomorrow. It's a bit of a lengthy story that will leave us both very much in the mood for more."
She nodded and relaxed back against the seat trying to get her blood flow under control, although her hand quickly sought out mine again.
Bella's POV
When we were back home half an hour later, the sweet smells of cooking meat and onions assaulted my nostrils, and I just couldn't help but smile at Esme's foresight for once again knowing exactly what I would like on my burgers.
"Welcome home darling. I see you were deemed healthy enough to have the cast removed?" Esme asked as she came up to give me a hug.
I smiled and nodded. "Yes, but they advised me to take it easy for a little while longer while they removed it. I'm just glad that I can finally take normal showers again."
Esme smiled and pressed a kiss to my cheek, lingering just a little bit. "I'm glad to hear that sweetie. I know how much you hated that cast, given how many times you accidentally bumped it against something in the last couple of weeks."
I blushed a little at that. "I can't help but be clumsy. I've been that way from the moment I was able to walk. I honestly think I've had more broken bones than I had birthdays."
They all smiled at that as Alice, Rosalie and Victoria joined us in the kitchen. "Your clumsiness is adorable though." The redhead said as she perched herself on the bar stool across from mine.
My blush only darkened at that, and of course Esme came to my rescue. "Don't tease her about that Victoria. While it is adorable, she is part of our dynamic mating bond and any teasing within that should be kept for the bedroom."
Victoria smiled and nodded at her. "Fine, I see how it is, no teasing the favorite."
I just stuck my tongue out at her as I quietly ate the heavenly burgers Esme had made for me, and by the look of accomplishment on her face, she reveled in the sounds I made as I ate, which was still a bit weird for me, although it was getting more normal for them to be watching me while I ate.
"So Bella, how does it feel now that you've been mostly cleared by the doctor?" Alice asked with a soft smile.
I smiled at her as I swallowed my bite. There was no need for bad manners after all. "Like I can finally start to live my life again with the women that I have loved from afar for a while now, and once we've dealt with the wolves, we can truly start living our lives. All that remains to be decided is who of you is going to turn me."
"We've already been talking about that for a while now, and while we haven't come to an actual decision yet, there are a few things we want to run by you. We all know that it will take time above all things before you are ready to truly embrace the feelings you have for us and before you do so, we can't turn you without it resulting in a very chaotic newborn year, whereas otherwise it would be a lot easier for you, not to mention a lot shorter." Esme said with a soft smile.
I nodded at that. "I understand, but won't the Queens put a timetable on when I need to be turned?"
"That's a bit of a two sided answer love, because it's both yes and no. There will be a timetable, but it will be very generous because they of all people understand feelings, bonds and the time it takes for it to develop. They won't ask us to turn you in a couple of months. They are more than willing to give you the time to come to grips with our bond. I've seen it." Alice said with a soft smile.
I smiled at her. "You didn't mention that a couple of days ago."
"Well, I was a bit preoccupied not completely soaking through my underwear with all the teasing you did." Alice said softly.
I smiled at that as Rosalie and Victoria grinned. "I promise next time you get to tease me all you want Ali."
She smiled at that. "Trust me that I will Bella. Now that I know exactly how far I can go, I'm going to take full advantage of that, but I have a feeling that you'll get plenty of teasing tonight."
"I know that for a fact, because Rosalie made a decent start on the way home." I said with a soft smile.
Rosalie grinned at that. "You were just too adorable not to tease a little Bella. I do hope you know that tonight will be a whole new level of teasing though. What happened in the car was merely a small preview."
I blushed a little and nodded at her. "I know Rose. You made that very clear this afternoon."
She smirked at me as she pressed a kiss to my hand, leaving me to finish up my lunch in relative peace.
After lunch we all reconvened to the living room, where I was immediately pulled into Esme's lap. "Sorry sweetie, but I feel a bit deprived from physical contact with you and my inner vampire is playing up a little."
I smiled and relaxed in her embrace. "It's okay Esme, in a couple of days we'll be as close as we can be."
I could feel Esme smile against my neck. "We'll see how you survive your night with Rosalie, darling. She's probably the most insatiable woman in the family."
"I'm not surprised that she is, but I think I'll be okay. We talked a bit about tonight on the way back, and she promised not to go all out on our first time." I said with a soft smile.
Esme smiled as she nuzzled my neck, placing a tentative kiss there, and I just couldn't help but lean my neck to the side to give her more access, which she took full advantage of. "I also can't wait to finally spend the night with you Bella. The need is worse for me because I'm the oldest. A dynamic mating bond always affects the oldest vampire involved the most."
"I'm sorry Esme, I don't mean to cause you any form of pain or even discomfort." I said honestly.
"It's okay little one. I know you needed time to come to grips with how you really felt about me. I know you also see me as a mother." She said softly.
I just smiled and nodded as I completely let myself relax against her, both of us more than content to stay like this for the remainder of the afternoon.
Rosalie's POV
When I finally got Bella in my bedroom, I couldn't help but smile at the obvious nerves on her face, which might've had something to do with the choice of my evening wear tonight. I had chosen a dark red negligee and matching bikini panties that left very little to the imagination, which judging by the look on Bella's face was very much appreciated. "So Bella, how exactly did you want to get this night started?" I asked as I stalked up to the bed.
She swallowed heavily as she sat on my bed, a dark blush gracing her gorgeous features. "Honestly I don't know. I certainly didn't expect you being dressed like this."
"Oh this little number? I picked that out just for you. I have noticed you staring at me the entire day and I figured I would really give you something to really look at, I figured it might inspire you at least a little." I said with a smile.
Her blush only darkened as I slid on the bed and pulled her against me. "That might be the understatement of the century. You're so gorgeous Rosalie. I can't help but feel plain next to you."
"Oh my sweet darling Bella. You are anything but plain. You have a natural beauty that we could never come close to. Everything pretty about us is to lure humans in so we can feed. It's unnatural." I said softly.
"If your looks are unnatural, I don't want anything natural ever again." Bella said before kissing me.
I was a bit surprised at her sudden boldness, but I couldn't help but pull her flush to my body, deepening the kiss immediately.
She only pulled back when she was out of breath. "Wow, I imagined it would be amazing to kiss you after what we shared this afternoon, but the reality of kissing you now that we're both next to naked is more than my imagination could've ever come up with.
I smiled at her. "I can easily say the same, Bella. You're divine."
She smiled at me as she let her hands rest on my waist. "Thank you Rose." She said softly.
I just smiled and kissed her softly as I lowered the straps of her tank top. "Don't mention it love. Is this okay? I don't want you to be uncomfortable."
"This is perfect Rose. I've had a lot of dreams where you stripped me and then had your way with me." She said softly.
I smirked at her as I pulled her tank top down, revealing those perfect pert breasts. "I never imagined your breasts being so perfect." I said as I gently palmed one and skimmed my thumb over one of her nipples.
She moaned softly as she pushed into my touch. "Oh my sweet little Bella. Already moaning after just a soft touch? I can't wait to hear what sounds you will let me hear when I really start touching you."
"Rosie, please don't tease me. I've been a good girl today." She said softly.
I smiled and kissed her. "Have you though? You've been teasing me all day, not to mention what you did to our Pixie a couple of days ago. This is only a little bit of payback." I said before sucking one of her nipples into my mouth.
Bella only moaned loudly as she arced her back into me, as if she wanted to force more of her breast into my mouth.
While I frequently switched between her breasts, my hands slid the shorts down her legs, giving her butt a healthy squeeze as I did.
A few minutes later I pulled back from her breasts and smiled at her. "I'm sorry love, but I just couldn't resist teasing you a little. You've been very good and I can't help but be intoxicated by your divine scent."
"I get it Rose, and the same is true for me too. May I undress you too? Since you've already gotten me so gloriously naked." She asked with an adorable pout on her lips.
I nodded and presented myself fully to her, and she on her turn wasted little time in untying my negligee. "You're so gorgeous Rosalie. There have been so many times I wished to have your breasts, or at least have your size."
"They're all yours now baby, to do with as you please." I said with a loving smile.
Bella smiled and kissed me as we finally laid ourselves down, with her immediately straddling my waist as she nuzzled her nose in my neck while her hands fell to my breasts. "I can't wait to explore every single inch of this gorgeous body of yours, and worship it like it is my last day alive."
"As long as I get to return the favor, my body is yours Bella. I happen to have a bit of a praise kink." I said with a soft smile.
"Then I will give my Goddess all the devotion she deserves, at the only altar I think is appropriate." She said as she started kissing her way down my neck and towards my breasts.
I moaned and tried to relax against the mattress as Bella did so many wonderful things to my body. Just the combination of her hot tongue against my cold skin was enough to let me soak through my panties, but it seemed Bella was far from done since she kissed a straight line to said soaked panties, peeling them off in almost a reverent manner.
She stared at what I was sure my soaking center for a few seconds before she latched her mouth to my clit, and it was all I could do not to immediately snap a piece of the headboard off.
In my head I was telling myself to not cum like a newborn over and over, because Bella deserved more than just five minutes after she had worked up the courage to go along with one of my many kinks already. "Bella, sweetie, please slow down a little. I won't be able to last very long with all those divine things you're doing to me."
She smiled up at me. "I'm sorry, my Goddess, what can I do to prolong your pleasure?"
I'm not going to lie, that surprised me a little, but I can't deny that it was super sexy to see Bella being so into this. "Come here darling, and give your Goddess a kiss. The night is young and far from done."
She nodded and crawled up my body, where I kissed her deeply as I flipped us over. "There will be plenty of time for you show your devotion me, my love. I've been dying for a taste of you for months, and your Goddess will not be denied."
"Of course my Goddess, my body is yours to be used for your pleasure." She said softly.
I just smiled and kissed her a last time before I completely pulled off her shorts, pressing a soft kiss just above her clit before I started eating her out, too far gone for any more foreplay, and I just couldn't hold back the moan that ripped from my lips because the taste of her juices was nothing less than addicting to me. I therefor quickly lost myself in pleasuring Bella, paying close attention to her movements and sounds that she let me be a part of, and when I felt she was close to her climax, I switched my mouth to her clit to push her over the edge.
Bella came with a loud, drawn out moan before slumping into the mattress, and I am not ashamed to admit that I came right there with her, while I wasn't even touching myself. I let her ride out her high with soft kisses to her thighs. "Did you enjoy that, Bella?"
"Yes Rosalie, of course I did. But I really wanted to worship you as well." She said with a slight pout.
"I'm sorry love. We'll have plenty of time for you to return the favor. I just had to get a taste of the one thing I've fantasized about for months, and let me say that my fantasies came not even close to the real thing." I said softly.
She smiled dreamily at me. "Well I know exactly how you can pay me back for not letting me worship you. I want to use your breasts as my pillow tonight."
I only smiled at her lying down next to her while pulling her on top of me. "Like I would ever say no to that."
She smiled and kissed me softly before getting comfortable against me, laying her head between my breasts, falling asleep soon after.
