Matters of the Heart

C15: Our Own Private Beach

Standard Disclaimer: I don't own any of the recognizable characters

Rosalie's POV

As the weeks passed by and we all settled into our daily and weekly routines, weekly mostly because of the fact that Bella kept to our schedule religiously, we all felt a sense of normalcy return to our lives, and surprisingly this didn't bother me as much as I thought it would, because I knew that Bella was big on equal time and we wanted her to have that.

Now though everything was right with the world because she was in bed with me and clearly having a very vivid dream by the way she kept humping my leg and squeezing my breast.

Of course given the nature of our intimate relationship I couldn't let the humping slide, so I gently ran my fingers through her hair.

Bella moaned softly as she stopped humping my leg and opened her eyes. "Good morning Rosie."

"Good morning precious. Was there any particular reason you were humping my leg in your sleep?" I asked with a soft smile.

She blushed darkly at that. "I'm so sorry, my love. I honestly didn't mean to. I would never consciously be so disrespectful to my Goddess."

I smiled and lifted myself so that I was hovering over her. "But it was highly disrespectful for you to be the only one to receive pleasure, and your Goddess demands equal time."

She swallowed heavily as her eyes darkened with lust, which to be honest was one of the hottest sights I had seen in eighty years. "Of course my Goddess, whatever you desire."

I smirked at her. "Good girl. Then lie still and if you're good I promise to bring you to heaven too." I said before kissing her softly and then moving up a little so my pussy was hovering above her face.

She immediately got what I had planned and bit her lip in anticipation. I however was not done, because I wanted to pleasure her while she was pleasuring me.

As I lowered my hips I could see how eager she was to please me, and as always it warmed my long dead heart like few others things could.

"Rose, before we do this, I do have to ask. Is this safe?" She asked softly.

I smiled at her. "It is baby. I can't hurt you no matter how lost I am in lust. Our bond won't allow me to hurt you."

She smiled at me as I lowered myself onto her, and of course Bella wasted no time in eating me out, although that would be putting it lightly. It felt like she was making out with my pussy, which given our own dynamic was not that much of a surprise. She really was amazing at pleasuring me, and I honestly couldn't wait for when she was turned and we really could let loose on each other.

After a few minutes she gave my thigh a light tap. "You okay baby?" I asked softly.

She nodded and smiled at me. "I'm okay, I just need some air."

I smiled at her before getting off her. "Then I'll make it a bit easier for you., plus I love looking into your eyes while you make out with my pussy, but if you're up for it I have something that will be very pleasurable for both of us, because I don't think I can hold on much longer if you keep doing what you're doing, and we both deserve something more than a quickie this morning."

She smiled brightly as she nodded eagerly. "I'm game for anything, my Goddess."

I grinned at that as I kissed her. "Then relax and try to go with it. You'll get what my plan is once I'm in position too."

Bella smiled at me. "Whatever my Goddess desires."

I smiled and kissed her again as I kissed my way down her body before positioning myself between her legs, and as she saw what exactly I was planning, she grinned broadly, pressing her pussy against mine. "I figured you might like this a bit better than staring at my ass all morning."

"It is a gorgeous ass though, one I would certainly love to get more intimately acquainted with over the couple of weeks." Bella said softly.

I grinned at that. "You've really become an ass girl in recent weeks haven't you love? Your eyes seem to be glued almost solely on our butts these days."

"Can you really blame me for that. All of you have magnificent asses and I can easily admit to being an ass girl, although I would prefer to call myself a healthy mix if it came down to it, because let's face it, none of you are lacking in the breast department either." Bella said with a smile.

I merely smiled at her as we started grinding against each other and of course it didn't take long for us to find a way to grope the rest of each other too.

It was also as if now that we were this intimately connected to each other, the temperature difference between her and I had become even more pronounced because everywhere she touched me left a blazing trail in its wake that made me even wetter than I already was, if such a thing were possible.

"You're so wet Rosie, I love it." Bella said with a soft moan.

"So are you Bella, we are definitely doing this again." I said with a soft smile.

She nodded and kissed me deeply, tweaking my nipples at regular intervals. "I'm so close Rose. I really can't hold back anymore."

I smiled at her. "Then let go love, your Goddess gives you permission to cum." I said with a loving wink.

She smiled at me before her body went rigid and she screamed out her orgasm, and of course I was not far behind as I felt her pussy contract against mine. It was a feeling I definitely could get used to in our future trysts.

Once she came down from her orgasmic high, I pulled her close. "I take it you enjoyed yourself, my love?"

She nodded and kissed me softly before cuddling into me. "Immensely so, and we're definitely doing this again, although I think right now we should take a quick shower and go downstairs, because I'm pretty sure the entire house heard me scream in pleasure."

"Oh I'm sure they did, but as you know everyone knows exactly what went on in this bedroom this morning, and won't judge you for anything." I said as I scooped her up in my arms and carried her to the bathroom.

Bella's POV

After our shower and a hearty breakfast, which Esme had insisted upon that I deserved after such an eventful morning, we all gathered in the living room, where I quickly cuddled up to my blonde Goddess once again.

"So. Now that the morning lust has settled, does anyone have an idea on what we were going to do today? It's still a beautiful day, and I feel it would do us all good to not stay inside all day." Esme asked with a soft smile.

Rosalie smiled at her as she nuzzled my neck. "Well, Bella and I had a bit of time in the garage planned, but I think we can reschedule that for a bit of family time, wouldn't you agree love?"

I nodded at her. "Of course I don't mind baby. We have plenty of time to work on your pet projects. It's been a while since we've spent time as a family outside of the weekends."

"It's settled then, we'll go to our beach and make a day of it." Esme said with a bright smile as she stood up and made her way to the kitchen. "Oh, and please try and keep it somewhat modest with your swimwear choices."

We all nodded at her as we made our way upstairs, all of us going to our own bedrooms to change. I had an idea of which one I wanted to wear today, since Alice had insisted on dedicating an entire day to shopping for swimwear a couple of weeks ago and I thus had plenty of choices. I settled on one of my new black bikini's, which was maybe a bit risque, but still covered plenty to not be completely scandalous.

I fully expected everyone to choose something similar, since no one would want to disappoint Esme. She may be our lover, but she was also our Coven Leader and matriarch and thus we usually did as she asked. It worked wonders for our family dynamics too.

I took a few moments to admire myself in the full length mirror I had in my closet. Over the past months I had worked a lot with Rosalie and Victoria on my self-perception, and had come to realize that everything Edward and Charlie put me through had destroyed my self image and it had taken all five of my lovers to bring it back to where I didn't see an unworthy girl in the mirror anymore.

Finally I could see what they all saw and I couldn't help but smile at my reflection. For the first time in a long time I could admit I looked sexy, and I could finally admit that I was worthy of being with these five women who I loved so much.

Not wanting to take too much time in admiring myself, I quickly put on a pair of shorts and a tank-top, making my way downstairs afterwards to see if I could help Esme with preparing some snacks for today.

I wasn't surprised that she was done and had even changed already, smiling softly at me as she came up to hug me wearing a colorful spring dress, but not before lifting up my shirt a little. "I'm glad you still know some decency, little love. I was a little afraid that you would want to tease us relentlessly today."

I smiled and kissed her. "I wouldn't do that so overtly love. My methods of teasing you vary from who I am with for that day. I tease you a lot differently than I would tease Alice."

Esme smiled at me. "I know sweetie, I was only teasing you a little. You know that I can't let a day go by without teasing my love at least a little.

I smiled at her as the others came to join us, all of them wearing something similar to myself, being shorts and tank-tops to conceal their bikinis, and of course Esme checked everyone's choice of swimwear too like she had done with me.

"Before we leave, I want to make clear that today is supposed to be a day of relaxing. We all know the puppies won't stay silent for much longer and we need to be on top of things now more than ever, and to properly do that we need to be able to let go without having things escalating to sex." Esme said seriously.

We all nodded at her as Rosalie gathered me in her arms. "We'll be running there, since it is in the middle of nowhere so the wolves won't find it."

I smiled at that as I nuzzled her neck. "I figured as much, and it's not like I mind being in your arms for any reason."

Rosalie smiled and pressed a kiss to the top of my head as she carried me outside before taking off into the forest, and it didn't take long for me to tuck my head into her neck to prevent my head from snapping back.

Far too soon for my liking she put me down, but the sight that greeted me was one I only thought to reside in my dreams. "Wow. This is beautiful."

Rosalie smiled at me as the others stopped right next to us. "We're glad you like it, Bella. This is our own little slice of heaven that we like to come to from time to time. It is one of the few places we can truly let go." Esme said with a loving smile.

I smiled and kissed her softly. "I can see why. It's so peaceful here."

They all smiled and kissed me softly before we took up a spot under one of the willows that lined the crystal clear lake and as we all took off our tops and shorts, or in Esme and Heidi's case, their dresses, I couldn't help but appreciate the sight of my lovers showing so much flesh and by the way they were looking at me that feeling was completely mutual.

Once we had carved out our spot, we all made a beeline for the water, although Esme and Heidi were a bit more calm in their walk, content to walk hand in hand.

While the others dove in, I took a little longer to actually go in. The water was still a bit chilly so I took a minute to let my body get used to the temperature, but once I was, I went in, immediately swimming towards Esme before wrapping my arms around her from behind. "I don't think I've ever had the pleasure of saying this, but you look very sexy in a bikini."

Esme smiled at me. "Thank you love, that means a lot to me. It's been far too long since I've been able to wear one for the pleasure of others, but I can feel you are very appreciative of my choice of swimwear today."

"How couldn't I be when there is so much of your beautiful body is on display for our viewing pleasure?"

Esme smiled and turned around to kiss me. "And now that we're in the water you thought it would be a good idea to not just watch but to touch as well?"

"Call it my fatal flaw." I said honestly before wrapping my legs around her waist and kissing her deeply.

She just smiled at me as she pulled me close and let us drift off just a little bit so we could have a little bit of privacy.

Esme's POV

I'll admit that I was in my own personal heaven floating around with Bella in my arms, even if we were pushing the rules we had all agreed on just a little. "Bella, you know we can't go too far. It's so hard to restrain myself when you're being so seductive."

"It'll be good for us all to build some tolerance while I'm still human, and besides, this is hardly me being seductive. I just feel the overwhelming need to be close to you. I have the feeling that we've spend too little time together." Bella said sweetly.

I smiled and pecked her lips. "We all knew there were some logistical problems in our kind of relationship baby, I'm grateful for every second I get to spend in your presence. I've waited more than two thousand years for you, so I can wait a little bit longer."

She pouted a little at that. "It's not fair to you though. The fact that you have waited the longest out of everyone only makes me want to try and make up for it at least a little bit."

"Bella, my love. I would wait until the end of days if the end result would that I could spend just one moment in your presence. The fact that you take time out of your day to spend time with me is a gift. We have plenty of time to spend with each other when you are turned, and trust me that I have plenty of ideas to try out, one of those will happen when you wake up. It is a matriarch's job to help a newborn adapt to their new life, and it is a task I am going to greatly enjoy." I said with a soft smile, laden with promise.

Bella smiled at me. "You are honestly the most selfless woman I have ever met, and I grow to love you more with every passing day. I can't wait to be turned and enjoy eternity with you and our lovers."

"Neither can we love, we're all so excited to see what you will be like as a newborn and how much of that time we're going to spend in bed with each other." I said with a teasing wink.

She blushed a little and nuzzled her nose in my neck. "I think that'll be the majority of the time. If all I can think about is blood and sex, I know what will be on the top of my list when I wake up."

I smiled at her as I swam us back to shore so she could warm up a bit in the sun. "We know that too baby, and we're already preparing for that, with a bit of special revenge too. See it as a last act of rebellion against Edward before we leave this house behind."

She quirked an eyebrow at that. "Are we moving then?"

"Once the wolves are dealt with in whichever way that may be, it will be for the best. We don't want to be implicated with anything and to be honest, I'm kind of tired having to end battles that Carlisle started. I have a few locations in mind that I will share with you all when the time comes, and honestly this house holds too many unpleasant memories, no matter how many good ones we try and make in it."

She nodded at that. "I can understand that, but now you have made me curious on what that special revenge entails."

I smirked at her as the others joined us. "Well, since there is still one room in the house we haven't touched, we were hoping you'd be okay with being changed in Edward's room, so we can properly destroy it when you wake up. It would be a shame if we destroyed any other room in the house after we redecorated."

I grinned at that as Rosalie and Alice draped themselves over my back. "As long as we get rid of that stupid piano first, I've got plans for that thing. "Rosalie said with a similar grin.

Esme smiled at her. "Of course baby. That thing will only get in the way. I'm sure we can build a nice bonfire out of it."

"That was exactly my idea. It's been a while since we had an excuse to roast marshmellows and I think it will be a nice form of closure for Bella too." Rosalie said with a soft smile before pressing a kiss to my neck.

I moaned softly as I repositioned myself a little, cuddling as close to my lovers as I possibly could, which of course they didn't seem to mind as I heard them all purr softly.

"I never realized how much I enjoyed hearing all of you purr at once. It's so amazingly soothing that I can almost feel myself drifting off." I said softly as I rested my head on Heidi's shoulder.

"You know we only purr for you when we are really content, mia Bella, and I think today is the first time where we all feel both content and at peace to do this while we're all together. Our solitary nature as vampires usually doesn't allow for this to happen." The beautiful brunette said with a soft smile.

I smiled and kissed her softly. "I know my loves, and I'm glad you all feel at peace, because I can honestly say that I feel exactly the same, and as you all know how my mind works, it is one of the first times that I can remember that my mind is quiet."

"We can feel it in the bond we share love, it is exactly why we wanted to take today to relax and let go a little, because we all needed it after everything, and also as a bit of preemptive relaxation for when those puppies show up again, because that will cause plenty of stress in and of itself." Alice said with a soft smile.

I nodded at that. "I know, and I'm so not looking forward to having to deal with them, even though I know there is little I can do against them."

"We'll keep you safe little Bird, that we promise you. Those mutts will not break apart our family." Victoria said softly.

I smiled and relaxed against them, once again glad that the five women I was currently cuddled up to were so possessive over me and my safety.

Bella's POV

That evening after dinner Esme and I were back in the living room where I was once again cuddled up to the beautiful matriarch, which I didn't mind since I was going to spend the night with her, something I was really looking forward to because we hadn't bothered to change and thus were still in our swimwear, and I couldn't resist nuzzling my nose in her neck as I straddled her. "Still frisky are you?" She asked sultrily.

I grinned and nodded. "Of course I am. It's been a while since we were somewhat alone and I want to make the most for it, not to mention what the feeling of your body against mine does to me. I'm sure you can smell how soaked I am."

Esme smiled and kissed me. "Of course I can, but you know the rule, no defiling the living room."

I smiled at her. "I know, but it's so hard to control myself now that we're finally alone. I just can't wait any longer in showing how much I love you."

Esme smiled and scooped me up in her arms before flitting us upstairs and into her bedroom, where she sat down on the couch I had all but fallen in love with. "Since you seem to have a plan tonight, I figured this would be a better start of our evening than the bed. You always take such good care of me, but tonight I'm going to make sure you will be the first to cum." She said as she turned me around in her lap before tugging at the strings of my bikini panties.

I moaned softly as her hands started to roam my body, but nothing and I do mean nothing could have prepared me for what she did next. With one hand she slowly started rubbing my clit while she peeled away my top and gave my breast a gentle squeeze.

"You're so gorgeous Bella, I just can't get enough of your body." Esme said softly as she gently nibbled my ear as she at the same time slipped two fingers into my pussy.

I could only moan as a reply as I started rocking against her fingers, but Esme wasn't having any of that, slowing her movements to compensate. "Esme, please my love don't tease me. I don't know if I can hold on for long."

"Then stay still little love. I promise that it will be worth it. The night is still young after all." Esme said huskily.

I nodded and stilled my hips as Esme continued to bring me to heaven while using her legs to slowly spread mine even further, which honestly was a new one for me, and I couldn't help but blush.

Esme noticed of course and smiled against my neck. "What's wrong baby? Not used to being spread so far?"

I shook my head at her. "I've never been spread so far. No one has ever done this to me."

She smiled and gently bit my neck. "Really, I would have expected that at least Heidi would have tried this with you at this point."

"Heidi and I are still searching for our boundaries with each other, but I have a feeling she'll suggest this at some point. I can't deny that it's turning me on something fierce." I said honestly.

She smiled at me as she slipped in another finger, which honestly was too much for me as I moaned out my orgasm loudly while I shook in her lap, and as she brought me down from my high with soft kisses to my neck, I just couldn't help the small aftershocks that ran through me. "I take it you enjoyed that, little love?"

I nodded and turned my head to kiss her. "That was amazing love. It was definitely something new, but you know I want to return the favor."

"Of course my love, but I'm afraid the density of my body might be a bit much for you right now. I would however be more than happy to take this to the bed and be ravaged by you there." Esme said with a husky smile.

I smiled at her as I climbed off her lap and held out my hands to her, which she took with her usual loving smile. "I know I can't exhaust you yet, but I do plan on giving it my best shot."

Esme smiled and kissed me as she laid down on the bed. "Don't exhaust yourself too much babygirl, we all know you get a bit grumpy when you're tired."

"I wasn't planning on exhausting myself love. I do plan to try and make you scream." I said as I placed a soft kiss against her neck.

She smiled and moaned softly as I started kissing my way down her gorgeous body, paying special attention to her luscious breasts. In my humble opinion they were perfect and I couldn't keep my hands off them every time I had the chance to spend the night with her.

Nothing could keep me away from the true prize that lay hidden between her legs for long though, no matter how perfect her breasts were.

Esme moaned loudly as I started eating her out, while also slipping two fingers into her, fucking her in a slow pace to prolong her pleasure for as long as I possibly could, and judging by the way she was trying not to rip the sheets to pieces, I was doing a pretty good job.

"Bella, please don't tease me so much. I'm so close already." She moaned out after a few minutes.

I smiled and pressed a quick kiss just above her clit before I redoubled my efforts on making her scream, since I knew Esme out of all of our lovers had the most issues with voicing her pleasure, especially if that meant the others would hear.

I felt she was close though, both through the bond we shared and by the minute movements I felt her make, as well as the unnecessary breathing she always did when she was really close, and I was very pleasantly surprised when she screamed out her orgasm a minute later, and I couldn't help the satisfied smirk that appeared on my lips.

She smiled at me as I cuddled up to her. "I take it you are very pleased with yourself love?"

"I got you to finally truly voice your pleasure, so yes, I'm very pleased with this turn of events." I said as I got comfortable against her side.

Esme smiled and kissed me as she wrapped her arms around me. "I figured as much, but you hit all the right spots inside of me, so I couldn't hold back."

I smiled and kissed her softly as I drifted to sleep, barely noticing how her hand traced small circles on my stomach.