Hachiman POV
The human brain
The most important organ in the human body - along with the heart but it only pumps out blood and nothing else – that controls everything in the body. Thoughts, memories, logic, all of them are the products of the brain and more. An almost perfect creation from mother nature, for better or worse.
Why almost?
Because my brain refuses to go in! I wanted to go anywhere but here but my brain just had to bring me here while I was thinking about Yukinoshita and the fact that she figured out the game! I could have gotten an ally that can help me escape or fucking complete this shitty game!
…But now I know that the system will interfere if a Main Heroine resists…
Fuck.
I can't even force my legs to go anywhere else! As if something is forcing me to be here…
…Shit… This is an event… Hahahaha… It wasn't enough to see me forced her to become a Main Heroine, now… Now you bastards want to see me breaking down again?!
IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT?!
KILL –
"Nii-chan!"
I flinch – she wasn't inside?! -, while fighting back the sudden urge to vomit, as I feel a pair of arms wrapping around me. A feeling of dread slowly spreads in me as I slowly look back, along with something within me shouting for me to look away.
I can feel my heart pounding as if trying to escape while my eyes tries to dart away but I slowly force my eyes to look back. All the while the shouting grows louder to the point I can't hear anything… And my eyes are now closed as a last ditch effort…
…Sorry but I need to confirm it.
Even if it means destruction.
FOOL!
"Komachi Hikigaya – Demonic Angel."
"Komachi Hikigaya grew up in a broken household of a used to be family of four, with her parents leaving, a mother trained into a slut and a father that ran away. She has an older brother, Hikigaya Hachiman, who she idolizes and aspires to be, to the point she had and will fight NPCs that belittles him, be it using physical or psychological. She loathes her parents to the point that she wouldn't hesitate to kill them if she knows that it won't inconvenience Hikigaya Hachiman. Due to her past, she has grown to be the perfect human little sister for Hikigaya Hachiman but she hides the shameful part of herself, in fear of Hikigaya Hachiman being disappointed in her. She has experience in working as a cashier and waitress. Now as a student at Sakuta Junior High, she has a reputation of being the angel in the public and a devil in the dark amongst her peers and teachers. She loves Hikigaya Hachiman and her hobbies include cooking, reading, watching anime, playing, and socially killing NPCs that express dislike of Hikigaya Hachiman. She dislikes NPCs that show or talk negatively about Hikigaya Hachiman, studying, and NPCs that try to separate her from Hikigaya Hachiman. She despises her parents."
…
…I… Did… It… I made… Her life…
I… Couldn't keep-keep her away… Fai… Failed her…
Failed her…
Failed her.
Failed her. Failed her. Failed her. Failed her. Failed her. Failed her. Failed her. Failed her. Failed her. Failed her. Failed her. Failed her. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed. Failed.
FAILURE! TRASH! SHIT! DIE! DIE! DIE!
*Shatter*
Komachi POV
"NII-CHAN GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF!"
I desperately shout while violently shaking him, yet no response. I quickly glance at his eyes, only to see the same blank and lifeless eyes from before, then look away before tears pour out from my eyes.
Why did this happen…? Ok, ok, calm down, just like usual, let's look back and try to find out what caused this, like Nii-chan always say…
School ended, teacher asked me to help carry boxes, went back late, saw Nii-chan standing at the door with his right hand raised, surprised that he came back home earlier than yesterday, surprised hug him from behind, he flinched and tried to look back but he would spasm and tried to look away, he finally looked at me -
…Me…?
Is he… Like this because of… Me?!
Did-did I do something?! I quickly check myself to see if there is anything physically wrong, yet I find everything normal.
Then-then maybe inside of me?! Nononono, that doesn't make sense but I saw him reading something while facing me! He has the tendency to look away while talking to someone but not reading!
…Reading… Didn't Nii-chan acted weird a few days –
A vomiting sound interrupts my thought and I snap my attention to see Nii-chan vomiting on the ground. I quickly put my hand on his back and rub in a circle motion to… I don't remember but it should be good! Like what the internet said to deal with a vomiting person!
"…Komachi…?"
I flinch as I hear his voice, one that I am unfortunately familiar with ever since they left and broke him, "Y-yeah! Your greatest and most lovable little sister is here, Nii-chan!" I try to smile at him but I can only muster enough strength for a grimace.
"I… I'm so… Sorry…"
Eh? I don't remember Nii-chan doing something bad to me… We bantered like usual, maybe it's because – no, Nii-chan knows I'm not that petty and he wouldn't get a mental breakdown because of taking a bite from my ice cream…
…Nothing. But it might not be nothing for him… Erm…
"Um… Nii-chan, for what? The sorry-"
The moment the sorry came out, he vomits again, this time almost hitting my shoes. I unconsciously leap away to avoid the vomit but I regret doing it since Nii-chan falls down on top of the vomit without my support.
I quickly pull his body up while avoiding the vomit sticking to him and the droplets from it, "Come on, we're going to the hospital!" I shout while getting my phone out from my left pocket and holding him still with my other hand.
"…Hospital…? We don't -"
"IT'S FINE! I'M OLD ENOUGH TO WORK AND YOU NEED TO GO HOSPITAL!"
…Shit, I let my stress take over. Time and time again I have taken care of him and I still can't control myself well…
Why can't I do anything good… Stupid, idiot, fuc –
E-eh? Again?! Oh god it's seriously worst!
I turn on my phone then try to dial for the ambulance but a hand stops me. I trace the hand up to the face and while his lips are still twitching, his eyes are slightly normal now.
"Don't… Please…"
…Nii-chan… It's really… Really unfair if you say it like that… I can't…
But I have to try one more time, "…Nii-chan, please –"
"NO!"
I flinch, something I hate myself for doing since it's just Nii-chan, then I try to hide it before he can notice.
"…Sorry."
…He still noticed… I hate him for being too observant but… I love him like that. Maybe if they had seen him like me… Would things be different…?
…Not like it matters…
Don't worry Nii-chan, I will always love you.
And if anybody tries to come in between us… ThEY WiLL
"Let's… Let's just get back inside first… Komachi."
Oh, Nii-chan's eyes are back to normal… He's even trying to smile to reassure me. Guess he doesn't need to go to the hospital…
"…Alright, Nii-chan… But if you vomit one more time, I will drag you to the hospital!" I put on my mean face to show him I am serious while slowly helping him up on his feet.
His lips twitches, "Please don't, I still got my pride as a guy and I don't want to be seen being carried by my little sister."
We both know that you don't care about other people but I'll let you go for now. I smile at him, "Ewwww, Nii-chan and his pride. When did pride ever help us?"
He smirks, "Never, because it's worth less than trash."
Both of us share a small laugh at the joke then step into our home… A broken home.
But still our home.
*WQEWQEWQE*
Erm... Yeah... I did say I would write a chapter for another story but... Yeah. I failed. Moving on! Apologies that I didn't write anything for a few weeks (30 fucking minimum pages, 3000 words, 20 slides, a summary of that 30 pages as presentation, assignments really killed me) but hopefully with the holiday here I can focus on writing! Hurray! Also on a side note, 8man really suffering huh. Anyway, on to the comments!
CrazyxEnigma - nice. Yep, that why she tried to help him after all. Yep, the system will *REDACTED*. Yeah, we aren't that far into the story (pretty sure this is going to be a minimum 100 pages) and yeah, that is how I imagine normal people *cough* unlike those kinds of people *cough* would react if they get thrown into this situation. *REDACTED*. Thx, and haha, looking at fasting as a way of slimming down helps stave off the hunger (even though idc of me being fat or thin). Lol, same, and as long as you want to instead of getting forced
FirstWinterLight - good, good, that my plan! I like to make all of the characters in my fics play an important role instead of using them as a one purpose kind that some WRITERS LIKE TO USE SINCE THEY ARE LAZY FUCKS! Anyway, here how I did it; first, I introduced the nurse through 8man POV then got rid of her as a result of him discovering a command (main purpose achieved) then I don't make it that people would forget about her since that would be boring, so I made that his actions got consequences! Best way to show some love to the side characters! UNLIKE SOME WRITERS THAT ARE TOO LAZY TO DEAL WITH IT AND DECIDE TO JUST FORGET ABOUT IT EVER HAPPEN!
andreevmix111 - he basically got a mental breakdown because the brain decided to associate the eyes of his classmates to his past as a simpler way to explain. Yeeaah, I can only write during the am's since it's peaceful and quiet for me, I try to write more but my brain says no at certain points
CMY187 - yep, so many ways to take her character, especially with the edits I made. I would say that Hayato is an extrovert and introvert at the same time. True, maybe he would maybe he won't, if he lives that long. Lol and yep. It's Shizuka. Bad intrigue more like lol. Ehhh, I don't think there is a fic that is messed up as this one lol, that why you don't see 8man with multiple personality disorder anywhere else. There is a fic where all of them are in uni with other characters from different anime but I think it might be gone now. Maybe. Yep. It was already different from the beginning lol. Yep. Of course, she's Shizuka. Lmao. Yeah, got good internet connection *thumbs up*
