Sorry it took so long. My depression has been kicking my ass. But, I have a new chapter for you. Enjoy!


Olivia lay in bed curled up in a ball. "I feel miserable."

Charles lay next to her and rubbed her back. "I know baby."

Olivia felt like she was going to throw up. "I think I caught whatever Noah had." She wrapped the covers around herself. "Hold me," she requested weakly.

Charles slid his hand around her midsection, kissing the back of her head. "Try and get some sleep baby."

Olivia closed her eyes and smiled gently. "Mm," in that moment she felt content. She fell into a peaceful sleep, moving back to be flush against Charles. She fit so perfectly against him.

Charles smiled and held her tightly as she slept, burying his nose in her hair, closing his eyes and falling to sleep.

Olivia woke up and ran to the bathroom, throwing up. Afterwards, she flushed the toilet, brushed her teeth and looked at herself in the mirror. Other than the vomiting she felt fine. She grabbed the forehead thermometer and took her temperature. 98.6, normal. She bit her bottom lip and took the last remaining pregnancy test from the medicine cabinet and took it. She knew it was likely going to be negative, but she wasn't in full blown menopause, she still got her period, and it had always been a habit if she missed her period to take a pregnancy test, ever since her pregnancy scare in college. She waited and when it was time she closed her eyes and picked up the test, opening her eyes to see one word looking back at her Pregnant. She nearly fell over. She put the test down and walked back into the bedroom.

She walked over to the bed and knelt on it, leaning over Charles and kissing him softly to rouse him from his slumber. Once he woke up she smiled. "Hi."

Charles smiled at her. "Hi yourself. Feeling better?"

Olivia smiled. "Still nauseous, but I figured out why."

Charles furrowed his brow. "Why's that?"

Olivia bit her bottom lip and leaned in and whispered in his ear. "We're having a baby." She smiled, tears in her eyes.

Charles looked at her. "I'm going to need you to repeat that at full volume."

Olivia laughed and wiped her eyes. "We're having a baby, I'm pregnant. I just took a test."

Charles sat up. "You're pregnant? Really?"

Olivia nodded. "Really."

Charles looked at her. "How?"

Olivia rolled her eyes. "You have two kids, do you really need the birds and the bees talk? Or do you mean because I'm old."

Charles caressed her face. "Not old, mature."

Olivia smiled. "Uh huh. Nice save. I'm not in menopause yet. I still get my period every few months. Which means I ovulate, which means that if we have unprotected sex while I'm ovulating I could get pregnant. And I am."

Charles kissed her temple. "Livia."

Olivia looked at him. "You're happy about this right?"

Charles smiled at her. "I'm thrilled," he said and kissed her lips passionately before pulling away. "We're having a baby," he whispered and rested their foreheads together.

Olivia smiled and giggled. She took his hand and placed it on her lower abdomen. "Our baby," she whispered. "I need to call my doctor, get in for an exam and an ultrasound. Because of my age this is going to be a high risk pregnancy, and I want a healthy baby."

Charles smiled. "Call your doctor, I'll go make us something to eat."

Olivia kissed him passionately and cradled his face in her hands, putting all her love into the kiss. "I love you," she whispered between kisses.

Charles smiled as they kissed. "I love you too," he whispered and pulled her into his lap. He knew she needed to call the doctor and that he needed to make them food, but right now all he wanted was to kiss her and hold her.

Olivia couldn't help but keep kissing him. She pushed him down and kept kissing him. Neither was trying to progress the kiss, they were content to kiss. He rolled them so he was on top of her and held her hands in his and gently pinned them to the bed. Olivia broke the kiss and she gasped. "We haven't done this in forever," she whispered. "Just laid in bed and kissed, fully clothed."

Charles let go of her hand and caressed her face. "Well, then we're overdue."

Olivia bit her bottom lip and blushed. "I need to make that phone call," she whispered. "We can continue this after we eat, because I am a little hungry," she smiled and kissed the corner of his mouth.

Charles lifted himself off of her. "Call, make an appointment, I'll be back shortly with something to eat, sound good?"

Olivia smiled and rubbed his back. "Sounds perfect." She saw him walk out the door and she picked up her phone and called her gynecologist. "Hi, my name is Olivia Benson, I need to make an appointment to see Dr. Cooper, I took a pregnancy test this morning and it's positive." She paused and smiled. "Thank you." She bit her bottom lip. "Tomorrow at 10? Perfect. Thank you." She hung up and leaned back on the bed, letting her head fall back and closing her eyes. This was really happening.

Charles came back in with two sandwiches and he set them on the night stand and sat next to Olivia on the bed. "You okay, beautiful?"

Olivia smiled. "Mm. Just can't believe this is really happening." She looked over at him and sat up. She leaned over and placed a soft kiss on his lips, pulling away and opening her eyes. "I love you," she whispered.

Charles caressed her face. "I love you too." He leaned in and kissed her gently. "Let's eat and then we can continue that.

Olivia rested her hand on his cheek. "You take such good care of me," she whispered and smiled, letting him move to get their sandwiches. She picked hers up and took a bite. "Mm, so good," she moaned and took another bite.

Charles grinned and swallowed his first bite. "It's just turkey and cheese, my love."

Olivia nodded. "But right now it's hitting the spot," she mumbled, taking another bite. She ate her sandwich and then put her plate on the night stand and knelt behind Charles and started massaging his shoulders.

Charles smiled and finished his sandwich and put his plate on top of hers before he turned and he saw her back up, he crawled on the bed to her and he wrapped his arms around her and she giggled. "You look absolutely gorgeous right now."

Olivia blushed and ran her hands over his chest. "Yeah, what's your favorite thing about me?"

Charles brushed her hair from her face. "Physically? I love everything, from your legs to that freckle on your top lip," he said in a whisper before he kissed the freckle and he looked at her.

Olivia looked at him and smiled. "We have all night tonight with no kiddos, all of them are at sleepovers." She paused for a moment. "Kiss me," she whispered, pulling him closer by his shirt, their lips now millimeters apart.

Charles caressed her face and leaned in to close the small space between them and kissed her gently, so softly their lips barely touched. He kissed her again, more passionately this time. He held her close and gently laid her down and climbed on top of her as they kissed.

Olivia let out a moan and she bunched up his t-shirt, her other hand holding his face. She craved him. She broke the kiss and looked up at him, a smirk on her lips. "I want you," she whispered. "God, I need you Charles."

Charles returned the smirk and pulled his shirt over his head. "I need you too. Livia, I always need you." He leaned down and kissed her again, raising her hands over her head and pinning them there.

Olivia moaned and arched her back. When he broke the kiss to kiss her neck she let out a breath. "Oh, Charles." She held his hands in her own and squeezed gently. "Mm, that feels so good."

Charles kissed down her torso and lifted up her shirt and peppered her stomach with kisses. "We're having a baby," he whispered and looked up at her.

Olivia caressed his face and felt him slip her shorts and panties off and she gasped, mesmerized by his actions. He lowered himself down and let his tongue run up her slit. She let out a shaky breath. "Oh, my God!" As Charles continued her breath started coming in pants, her body started to writhe beneath him, her back arching off the bed. "Oh, baby! Don't stop, don't ever stop."

Charles smirked and held her hips down. "Relax, my love. Let your body feel all of this."

Olivia clenched her fists, trying hard not to move as his tongue ran around her clit in circles. "Oh, yes! That feels so good!"

Charles kept up his ministrations with his tongue and rubbed her hips with his thumbs. "Don't come yet baby. I know you're close, but don't come until I tell you."

Olivia moaned and arched her back. "Baby!" She cried out and gripped the bed sheets. "Fuck, baby please. I'm gonna come. I need to come. Please let me come."

Charles chuckled and gently blew on her clit. "Okay baby. Now, let it all go."

Olivia cried out as her orgasm wracked her body, writhing on the bed as her orgasm spilled out of her. "Oh my God!" After about thirty seconds, she started to come down, her body shaking. "Oh, Charles. Oh, God."

Charles smirked and ran his hands over her body, kissing her softly as he helped bring her down. "You are absolutely amazing," he whispered. "I love you." He said gently, resting his hand on her stomach.

Olivia smiled and rested her hand over his. "I love you too," she whispered and kissed him again. "You take incredible care of me, in all ways." She bit her bottom lip and wrapped her arms around him. "How about we go downstairs and you can read to me? I love it when you read to me," she kissed him gently. "Please?" she asked in a pout.

Charles smiled and kissed her again. "Put your pants back on and I'll read to you from any book you want in the library." He caressed her face. "And then we can make dinner together, something for just the two of us."

Olivia caressed his face and nodded. "Tonight is going to be so special, it's been so long since we've had a night just the two of us. I'm excited."

Charles turned his face and kissed her palm. "I'm excited too." He responded gently. "I'll meet you downstairs?" He asked gently with a smile.

Olivia smiled. "Meet you downstairs." He got off of her and she sat up, biting her lip. She got up and changed into a set of lingerie and put a robe on. She looked at herself in the mirror and she smiled, walking out of the bedroom and down the stairs into the library, seeing Charles, leaning on the wall. She looked at him. "Hey."

Charles looked up at her. "You look stunning." He whispered and got up and wrapped his arms around her. "I can't believe how lucky I am, that I wound up with such a beautiful wife, such an intelligent wife, a wife with such a big heart."

Olivia blushed. "I'm the lucky one," she whispered. "I have a handsome, intelligent, big hearted husband who takes such good care of me. Always." She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him softly.

Charles kissed her back and then gently broke it. "Go find the book you want me to read to you," he whispered and nudged her nose.

Olivia broke away from his hold and she perused the bookshelf and pulled out a book. She smiled and walked over to him. "This one," she said gently.

Charles took the book from her. "Anna Karenina", he said and opened the book to a random page and smiled, reading the first passage he saw. "He stepped down, trying not to look long at her, as if she were the sun, yet he saw her, like the sun, even without looking."


A/N: Okay, okay, I know. Olivia is 54. I know the chances of her getting pregnant naturally are very very slim, actually about 1%, but it is possible. But stick with me because I have a beautiful, heartbreaking storyline to go along with this, it's not going to be like my other pregnancy storylines where they have a perfect baby and everything is wonderful and happy. But you have to trust me. Leave a review if you like, and I'll see you with a new one soon.