Heart goes on her first hunt with everything Alastor has taught her. She is excited but something seems to happen that she didn't' expect, past trauma that comes to haunt her. Explicit content at end of chapter!


Ch 27: Lost Memories

After a few days the two were doing hunting lessons every day. She was learning something new all the time and that made her excited. Alastor told her that by the end of the week he would have Heart hunt all on her own. To use everything, she learned without his guidance. She was excited to do so. So, each day was something different; tracking, trapping, better handling with a gun, even showing her how to handle a bow. It was all a fun experience for Heart and honestly she didn't want to go home yet.

Soon it was Heart's hunting day.

They had a wonderful breakfast Alastor prepared, "Now dear eat up. I want you to have as much energy as possible but not overeating either so you aren't sluggish. That's vital." He said as they ate.

"Yes I know." Heart says as she eats some eggs. "I'm sure with your breakfast I'll feel so amazing."

"Smart little wolf, now then I'll let you choose any animal you'd like to try and track then ultimately hunt. No switching targets or you'll end up running amuck."

"Don't worry, I know. I've gotten better at my animal tracks so I should be able to tell what I'm hunting." She said happily as she took a bite of toast.

"Hmm.. perhaps then I should shut my trap?" He says to her while eating some bacon.

"Oh, but my love, if you shut your trap, how will you catch me later?" She said with a smirk.

"I only wish to help jog your memory darling ... That's all" The man said, putting some butter on his toast.

Heart giggled slightly. "I know Al. I appreciate that." She leaned over and kissed his cheek. "You've been an amazing teacher."

"Oh! I-I uh... eh heh..." The radio host blushed.

The woman chuckled at his blush. "Aw Al, you're adorable." She says and eats some of her bacon.

Alastor chuckled softly, "You flatter me too much darling, you're an excellent pupil taking my word as gospel."

"I try my best to follow your teachings." She says as she finishes the rest of her breakfast.

"Well then we shall put them to the test, if you're finished you can get dressed, I'm almost done and I'll do the same. We'll meet back down here to depart for our hunt!" He cheers with excitement.

"Sounds good sir!" She saluted and put her plate in the sink and ran upstairs to put on some hunting clothes. She put on a skirt and a long shirt that matched and put on a belt around her waist. She went and found some long boots and put them on too.

Alastor finished his food and followed her up the stairs shortly after. He had gotten ready as well with his own signature hunting garb. Tall black shiny boots, loose but snug pants tucking into the boots. He wore an undershirt covered by a long overcoat that went past his rear just slightly to cover and protect him. A belt around his middle to secure any loose garments and his trusty cap and gloves was the last touch to complete his look.

Heart was satisfied with her look in the mirror and nodded. "What do you think, Al?" She asked him, turning around to face him.

The man turned around, "Mmm finest huntress in the south cherie." He winked.

She stuck her tongue out. "Aw Al, you're too kind."

"You look so fierce and ready, little wolf. I'm quite thrilled to see what you're capable of." He went over to her and put his arms around her and kissed her cheek.

She blushed and giggled then kissed him as well. "I don't know about that, my buck, but I'll definitely try my best."

"That's all I ask of you darling." The man smiles and leads her downstairs to get their gear and be on their way.

She follows him with a giggle. Excited to be going on a hunt. She had always wanted to go hunting but her parents didn't want to. She wanted to show she can do it.

"Now then dear, I can sense many animals in the area. Go to town and follow the animal you desire to take today." He tells her after they manage to find a good spot to look and begin to track.

She nodded and tried to focus. She started to walk slowly, trying her best to find tracks to something and listening as well. "What can I find?" She thought and soon enough found a deer hoof print. "Perfect." She whispered out loud.

"Ah wonderful deciding to pursue the buck... let's see how you do darling. I'm thrilled!" He observed her.

"Thank you." She said smiling and gave his cheek a kiss before going back to tracking.

"Work your magic little wolf I'm right behind you." He smiles wide and follows her feeling such pride ooze from him as she is tracking the animal perfectly so far.

She was having a lot of fun going and following the tracks and soon saw them get fresher. She slowed and looked around the area until she saw the deer not far off. Alastor was now feeling adrenaline as she found it. Oh, it was a wonderful buck too. He signaled to her with hand gestures so the deer wouldn't be frightened or pick them up. He signaled to take it easy, breathe and focus, no rushing. She looked at his hand gestures and got it all to the best she can remember. She took the gun and took a breath. She was a bit nervous but also happy she found it.

He wanted to have her succeed and thought of helping her with his friends but this... it wouldn't be fair. She worked so hard and he needed to have faith in her. The fact she found the animal all on her own... is applause worthy. No matter the outcome, he will still praise and be prouder than the blackjack winner.

She steadied herself and took another breath. She looked down the barrel at the site. She hesitated for a moment. Thinking if she really wanted to do it. She took a life...two...did she really want to do it again. To an animal nonetheless...but she did all this...all this work. She didn't want it to go to waist. She took another breath to calm herself, squished the trigger and then fired the gun.

Alastor observed her and felt so much pride in her display. One of the best hunters out there now she just needs to put it into practice which she is doing. It all came down to this, she was either going to have a clean instant kill, a wounding shot where a little more tracking is involved to retrieve the prize or a miss back to square one. The odds of the 2/3 possibilities are in her favor. Suddenly she did it, she fired the gun and that snapped him from his thoughts . It was all so fast.

Heart shut her eyes as she fired the gun. It happened so fast as she held the gun tightly. It was over. Soon enough she opened her eyes and she saw the deer was on the ground. Its legs were still moving a bit, she hit it. Her hands were shaking as she dropped the gun and she started to breathe heavily. Her brain went fuzzy and she couldn't hear anything as the flashbacks went through her head of that night. She went to her knees and held her head as tears started to fall.

Alastor saw her hit the mark. He was over the moon, "Darling! Oho you did it! I'm so proud! Come let's go and..-Little wolf...?" He started to celebrate and head towards the kill but saw his love act strange. He saw her drop the gun then went to her knees. Something wasn't right. He rushed back over to her and held her sliding to his knees. "My dear, my dear what's the matter it's alright... you did fine..." He held her tight to soothe her.

The woman had blocked everything out and was just lost in the memory, "I didn't mean to. I didn't mean to...but I had to. I had to do it." She cried as she rocked in his arms.

"She's trapped in her memory the night she killed her parents...that must be it." He thought and then tried to help her, "cher.. mon cher.. Please listen to my voice I'm here... that has long past come back to me here in the present. I know.. my love you meant nothing by your past actions you had no choice... it's alright I promise." He soothed her and held her close.

She was breathing heavily and the memory started to fade. She could hear his voice...Alastor? Was that him? She opened her eyes and saw the ground under her. The forest floor…not the tiles that laid in her kitchen back home in Tennessee. She looked up and saw his face. "Alastor?"

"There you are, Mon petite loup...welcome back." Alastor brushed some hair from her face and held her close, a tender smile and rubbing her back to sooth her.

Tears still fell from her face as she looked at him. She wrapped her arms around him tightly and held him. She cried on him. "I'm sorry." She cried.

"Hush sweet one... you've nothing to apologize for...I am the proudest man in New Orleans at this very moment in time." He told her and kissed her forehead.

"I ruined this...it's my fault." She said as she cried and then looked at the deer that had now stopped moving and was dead.

"Oh, pish posh my love nothing has been ruined. I can promise you that." He wiped her tears.

She moved her head and looked at him with a sad look. "Is this what happens during the first time?" She asked softly.

"It happened to me as well, so yes which means you are perfectly fine. Nothing has been ruined and you are experiencing what it's like. It will get easier the more you do." He consoles her.

"It was just a flashback to that night...I was scared. I...I have blood on my hands and was worried about that happening again." She said sadly.

Alastor picked her up in his arms and cradled her, "It will not happen again my beloved. I know you'd never kill me... those people... you had no choice. They dealt so much to you that was unfair..." He kissed her tenderly on the cheek.

"I could never hurt you. Never." Heart says and holds onto him. She leaned up and kissed his cheek, holding his face.

"There's my little wolf, gentle as a puppy." The radio host chuckled, rubbing his nose against hers.

She chuckled and rubbed his nose in return. "My buck, you're a very strong fawn. I don't know what I'd do without you." She sighed as she snuggled into him.

"I should hope so, but I'm only that way because of you~" He snuggles her back.

"Aw, I don't think so." The woman says with a blush.

"Aha there's my adorable little wolf being bashful. How delightful." He laughed boisterously.

She hid her face a bit. "I'm sorry you had to deal with me...I didn't know this would happen. I hope I didn't ruin the hunting trip because of this."

"Hm? Not at all cher things happen like this. I think it was a wonderful experience for you and perhaps you even feel slightly healed?" He inquired.

"Perhaps." She said and looked back up and over to the deer. "Can...can we go over and...see it?" she questioned softly.

"Of course, darling, come with me and we can marvel at your work then take it home, dress it and make a wonderful meal!" He said getting up and helping her up too.

Heart stood up and held onto Alastor's arm as they walked over to the deer. It was a marvelous buck with an eight-point rack. The coat looked wonderful and it lay in a pile of blood from the gunshot wound. She saw the wound right on its shoulder, where its heart would be. It was a marvelous shot and it was a pretty damn good one for her first time. It made her feel proud.

Alastor observed this, and pride filled him once again, "A clean and humane kill my little wolf on such a marvelous specimen."

Heart kneeled down next to the animal and ran her hand along its side. "C-Can we maybe mount it? The head I mean. Like how yours is hanging up?" she asked with a small smile and looked up at Alastor. "I think I'd like to remember this day."

He watched her kneel and touch the animal. At her question his face lit up excitedly, "My darling that is the most stupendous idea! I shall make it so and be right next to mine to celebrate such a victory!"

The woman smiled and stood up to hug him. "Thank you Al." She said as she started to cry again, but this time out of joy. "This is honestly amazing and I thank you for letting me experience it."

"Ah mon petite loup... tres bien..." The man hummed and hugged her back snuggly he himself shed a tear or two of pride for her being successful and having such joy she deserves.

"Je t'aime, mon grand mâle." She says as she pulls away from him and kisses his cheek. "Now...let's try to get this home."

"Remember dear I was following you so that allowed me to have the proper gear for a kill." He smiled and pointed to the sled he used to help get his bigger kills back home.

"Wonderful. I will try to help you the best I can." She said happily and went over to grab the sled and brought it back over to the deer.

"Ah yes, together we lift and I can easily drag it. We didn't go far believe it or not." Alastor smiled.

"That makes it easier then." She says and goes over to the deer. "I'll lift the front and you do the back?"

"Wonderful dear now then easy does it." He says as they get the kill onto the sled.

Once the deer was on and tied down a little they set off back to the cabin. Heart asked, "Think you can show me how to skin it?"

"Well of course cher, that's part of the fun!" He chuckles.

She chuckled and skipped a moment. "It makes me excited!"

"Yes and shows how adorable you can be." Alastor flirted.

"Oh, stop it you." Heart says as she blushes a bit, looking away.

"Mmm... no" He thought and smirked the said to her as he looked back a moment being playful "I can't help myself when you're just this adorable."

She chuckled. "What did I do to deserve you?" She asked dreamy.

He paused and couldn't help himself letting go of the sled and swooped her up in his arms twirling around with her. "Oh, you adorable wolf!"

"Ah!" She yelped in surprise but then started laughing at him twirling her. "Aw you think I'm adorable? Well then you're cute and handsome."

"Ooo right to the heart! My goodness, your adorableness is so much for me!" He pretends to swoon.

Heart chuckled and laughed. "I love you." She says as she leans in and kisses his nose.

"I adore you to the end of time and even further afterwards mon petite loup. My world... my everything" Alastor says with a dreamy look in his eye.

"My everything." She breathed out and put her forehead against his.

"You will be rewarded very well my love, I promise you... I am the proudest and happiest man in the world. Just you wait until we are done dressing that deer. I'll undress you next~" he smirked and kissed her cheek.

Heart's face just went red super-fast. "Alastor." She whined and turned away. "You make me blush when you say that."

"Red suits you cher~" He purred and kissed her jawbone.

"Oh, you silly buck." She giggled.

As the two got to the cabin, they got the deer off the sled. They laid it down in a spot outside the kitchen door and Alastor was getting some things ready for it.

"Ah now then the fun begins." He grins and gets his good knives and carving utensils out.

Heart watched and helped where she could at skinning the deer. Cutting it open and gutting it. Alastor managed to keep the head in good shape so that it could get Taxidermy for her later. She was honestly so happy to see the whole process. Plus, to help out.

"Wonderful my little darling. With time you'll be able to do it all on your own. Since this is your first kill and a very good one, we wanted to keep a lot intact. This head will be taken care of by yours truly. Someone else did my head since I was still a boy, but I have some skills in Taxidermy so I can handle it. Plus, all my tools are here. I'll have it mounted by the end of the week." He beamed.

"Sounds wonderful love. Thank you so much." Heart says as she jumps happily.

"Look at this good meat, it will feed us for the rest of the trip I'd say! Maybe even longer than that! Meat for a good while. And the hide is so soft... perhaps another acquaintance can fashion something for you with it.." His mind went all over the place with ideas.

"Oh really? Maybe like a blanket or something?" Heart suggested. "I think it would be a nice one."

"Ah yes we can most certainly work with that idea. For now, though, let's finish cleaning up so I can give you a little something there cher~"

The woman went still a moment at hearing his accent but tried to stay focused and help clean up.

"Come der cher don't be a stiff now! Imma playin a little game with ya der." The radio host laughed.

"Alllll, the accent." She whined and felt a shiver go up her spine. "I hate you." She breathed out softly.

"Awe do ya noe? Hatin me? Over mah accent?" He teased getting closer.

She blushes a little more as she sees him get closer. "W-well...n-no not r-really." She shuddered as she got more flustered.

"I see der ya red cher an ya love me accent despite ya sayin otherwise der." He kissed her cheek.

"I...um...well I...ugh!" She hid her face in her hands. "God if you're going to do anything with that accent, at least make love to me. You have me hot under the collar already." She admitted to him, feeling herself already getting turned on as she fanned herself.

He cleans the blood off his hands before he picks her up in his arms bridal style "Aha of the little wolf desires such passion, who am I to deny her?" He says normally but in a sweet seductive tone as he carried her upstairs he let his shadow minions finish cleaning up the kill. They've done it before when he was alone and didn't have his love in his life quite yet.

Heart smiles and rests her head against his shoulder. "What am I to do with you?" She chuckled as he carried her. "How did I deserve you? I don't' feel like I should." She said softly as she played with his bowtie, undoing it.

"Oh darling, I feel the same, how on earth did a splendid and gorgeous lady end up with such a whacko such as myself. A true mystery but one I am not ungrateful for." Alastor hums.

"I agree. We found each other and got love through it. That is what matters." She chuckled. "Also, you are no whacko." She booped his nose then looked up at him with soft eyes. "You love me...right Al?"

"My precious darling, the amount of love I have for you couldn't fill the world's oceans...it would flood the planet itself 10 times over." He looked at her as he said these words with the softest look and happiest smile.

Smiling back at him, she leans up and places a kiss on his jaw. "You're amazing and I love you. Don't forget that." She then touched his cheek. "Just never leave me." She said softly.

"Never would I leave you...I waited my entire life...never." He whispers and leans down to kiss her cheek as they enter the bedroom.

"Sorry, I guess my mind is still affected by the trauma that happened in the woods. I didn't' mean to drop this all on you." She told him quietly.

"Hush dear, don't ever be sorry." Alastor soothes her and places her on the bed then gets in cuddling her close to his body.

Heart cuddled up to him and played with his bowtie that she had undone and went to undo his buttons. "Maybe I just need a distraction...if you want to, that is."

"Mmm a distraction cher? Well, I tink I can helpa wit dat~" The man teased her.

Heart hummed in response as she undid the last button, running her hand along his chest. "I think you'll be a wonderful distraction." She purred.

"I was going to say the same about you, enticing little wolf who has my heart in her paws~..." He cooed, burying his face in her hair.

The woman hummed in response. "Don't worry, I'd never dig my claws in. You're precious to me." She said softly to him as she went to run her hand down his chest to his stomach and started to undo his belt.

"I know you'd never cherie, not once... ohh your touch is splendid." He hums as his warmth grows in his abdomen and a bulge grew in his pants slightly from her touch.

"And your skin feels so wonderful under my fingers." Heart said softly as she got his belt undone then the button of his pants before pulled down his zipper. She slipped her hand inside and felt his growing bulge and rubbed it. "Mmm, so excited."

"Oh my-y! G-Gracious darling straight to the point-Mmmm." The man said a little surprised blushing, his little cheaters becoming crooked on his nose.

She chuckled and leaned up to kiss his neck. "I can be pretty straight forward. You want me to slow down?"

"Oho no cher, I love that about you always keeping me on my toes for the unexpected! Such entertainment and passion." Alastor gives her a smirk after kissing her jaw.

With a giggle she started to rub his bulge a bit. "As long as I don't get annoying or old for you." She said a little downhearted.

"I think it would be the other way, dear. I might be the pain to you! Me being a kook and all." He chuckles, "Never ever would you be such a thing to me."

She smiled and leaned in to kiss his lips softly. "I love you so much." She says and moves her hand to under his boxers and finds his hardening length. "Do you want me to stop?"

He hummed and smiled "I adore you little wolf and love you to our moon and beyond…Mmm oooh... please go on~"

At his words she started to stroke him lightly and his member got harder in her hand. She hummed in delight at feeling this and giving her a small will of confidence.

"My... g-gracious cher... o-oh! This feels mmm wonderful." He blushed as his member got harder and he squirmed slightly as it felt good, a little amount of precum peaked from the top.

"I'm glad I can make you feel good." Heart smiled and kissed his chin. "Would it be ok if I...got on top of you this time?" She asked a little nervous.

"Ravish me, mon petite loup~" Alastor purred with a smirk and laid back for her.

She smirked and got on top of him, while she sat there she started to undress for him, giving him a little show as she took off everything in front of him.

"My ... so breathtakingly beautiful... every time my little wolf... I am the luckiest man..." The Creole man blushed and looked at her so in love, gently moving his hands to hold her.

She hummed and shivered at his touch. He was so intoxicating. "Mmm your hands are wonderful on me." She breathed out and managed to slip her bottom half off until she was nude on top of him. "How about we keep matching and you get undressed as well?" She grinned as she got off him for a moment.

"Mmm... I'd say that's a wonderful proposition." He says and undresses the rest of himself so now they are both equally bare.

Heart crawled back on top of him. His member resting between her lips that were now wet thanks to their antics. "Mmm you made me so wet." The woman purred.

He could feel her wetness and heat as she rested on him. "Good~ Only I have that luxury to make you feel such things. No one else." He purred back and dug his nails in her hips not hard but enough to arouse her more.

She threw her head back a moment. "Oh yes and I don't want anyone else." She smiled and grinded on him a little bit.

"Neither do I–Oh Heart darling! Mnnnn you're lovely...k-keep going..." He moaned suddenly when she grinded against him.

"Mmm you feel so good. I want you inside though." She panted and moved up and slid his tip into her entrance and she swallowed him up.

"I-ohh my god! Mmmn!" Alastor threw his head back as she swallowed him into her entrance, the tightness, warmth, and slickness driving him mad.

"Fuck. You're so hard. You fill me up so good." She moaned and moved her hips back and forth on him.

"Oooo darling.. s-so beautiful... mnnn.. mine~" Alastor panted and moaned as he moved his hips too moving his hands along her body.

"And you're handsome." She breathed out and put her hands up above his head on his headboard and started to move herself up and down on him.

"O-oh! D-dear-ah–so…tight…taking so much of me at once! Don't stop." He moaned, his hands trailing up to cup her succulent breasts and play with them.

"You fill me up so wonderfully." She moaned at the feeling of his hands on her breasts and her head went back. "Oh, my yes."

"Good.. only I can do so~ never forget, you're mine alone." Alastor breathed out on a moan and he continued to play with her breasts giving her hardening buds a pinch and twist to stimulate her more. "I love hearing those sounds. Such music to me sweetheart~"

"Hmm, your noises are nice to hear as well. Makes me realize I'm doing a good job." She said as she started to bounce on him more.

"A-Ahh sweet merciful heavens! D-dear!" He moaned and felt his head spin as pleasure suddenly built faster when she did that. "I-I think I'm getting c-close!"

"Hmm, yes, cum for me, my big stag." She said and started to move a little faster and slammed herself down onto him.

"I-oh y-you.. mmm ah.. a-ahah! I-I can't hold- H-Heart darling I'm going to Cu-ahhhh ahhhh~~!" He moaned as her movements caused him to release long and full.

She heard him say those words and she made sure to stop her movements and stay down on him so that when he came he could be buried deep in her. She moaned at feeling his release and she looked up at the ceiling. He shivered as he released into her panting and moaning, the excess fluids trickling out and down.

"Mmmm oh... l-little wolf.." Alastor moaned.

Heart sighed out happily. "Oh my god, that was amazing." She panted.

"It ... w-was.. oh darling... how.. am I so lucky..?" He breathed.

"I am the lucky one it seems." She says and leans down to kiss his nose.

The Radio Host chuckles, "Touché then, you did actually cause me to release first and it's the other way dear... I'm impressed... seems you can handle more than just a gun."

Heart blushed and looked away for a moment. "Oh, stop it." She said softly as she made shapes on his chest.

"Ha! No." He smirked playfully at her, "You're too adorable when I know you like it when I praise you."

Heart groaned small in her throat and blushed more. "Maybe." She mumbled.

"Ah? I'm sorry I didn't quite hear that. A bit garbled there maybe if I persuade the lady she can say it again~" Alastor said then began to tickle her.

She laughed and moved a moment. "I said maybe." She said louder and wiggled.

"Ah there it is, thank you." Alastor chuckled and stopped so she could breathe looking at her smugly.

"You silly deer." She said and then managed to get up off him. "I'm going to go get cleaned up. Want to join?"

"You'd leave me to clean on my own? Oh, how dreadful!" He pretends to wither and be troubled like the drama queen he is.

"Oh, come on your crybaby." She chuckled and grabbed his leg and pulled him to the edge of the bed.

"Wha-?! Hey!" He said surprised.

She giggled. "Come on lazy deer. Get up. We can get washed together. Maybe even let you have some more fun." She said playfully as she walked to the bathroom.

"Let me..? Oho... I think it should be the other way dear~" He perked up and looked at her dastardly. He got up and with a swoop took her in his arms. "Just you wait~ I'll make sure you can't walk straight." He laughed as he took her to the bathroom.

Heart eeped when she was picked up. "Ah! Alastor." She laughed. "My goodness. I might have to see if you can try." She grinned. "Throw me up against the wall and make love to me till I forget my name."

"You forgot I have friends on the other side to help that scenario become a reality dear." The man laughed.

"Oh really. Well then, guess we better make my dreams come true." She said playfully.

Alastor grinned. "Let's make it happen then mon cher~"

Her face got flushed a deep red and was wondering what he had up his sleeve.


Heart has learned so much. So proud of her. More in the next chapter to come!