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The tiny room felt so empty now, after her guest had left. Catarina Valentine, called Cat, always felt this way after one of the more adult evenings, but still, wouldn't trade them for the world. Brown eyes sought something in the ceiling, something to make her feel less alone. 'The intimacy, it's wonderful. But when they leave…' Her hand drifted towards her phone.

"Cat, what?" Jade's voice felt angry, and Cat smiled at the normality of the whole thing.

"I just, I'm alone now, and I'm feeling kinda, I don't know…" The redhead tried.

"God, Cat, you need to do something about this." Jade groused. "You need more time after intimacy to let go. Find yourself someone who likes to cuddle, and settle in. Make them spend the night."

"I can't." The petite girl protected. "I'm in this kinda, I don't know, I let myself be painted into a corner, and I'm thinking the color, doesn't go with my shoes, or my dress, and why would anyone paint the floor? I mean, why not carpet. Then again, how would someone get carpeted into a corner, so that saying wouldn't help much, so…"

"There a point to all that?" Jade wondered, even thought she suspected there was.

"Yes." Cat replied. "I just, I need to feel normal. Sometimes, talking to a friend helps me, makes the world feel less empty."

"Well, can we change the subject then?" Jade asked.

"Have you and Tori done it yet?" Cat smirked, knowing the reaction she'd get.

"Yea, I can see how the modern world wouldn't have people painting the floors." Jade shifted. "But I think, it was never about paint. There are other things people painted on the floor, for preservation and chiz."

"No dodging the subject." Cat mock scolded. "I let you know about my sex life."

"Which is horrible." Jade groaned. "Cat, I get it, you love Beck. But to you, sex is hella intimate, so you need to stop fucking those Nothridge scanks."

"But Beck likes it when I…" The shorter girl protested.

"I don't even… I…" Jade tried to find it in her, the words. "That's what broke us up, you know that, right? I agreed to one fucking three way, and that boy, suddenly he wants his girlfriend to nail his admirers. Not gonna go around fucking a bunch of scanks who want to have his babies. I don't care if he wants to watch…"

"He doesn't usually watch." Cat pointed out. "He just likes to know, I'm getting laid. Then, tomorrow, he'll want the details."

"You're taping it, aren't you." Jade asked.

"No, we use digital." Cat defended herself. "So, a thumb drive full of me being fucked by a bunch of hot girls who just want them a taste of Beck."

"You can't keep doing that to yourself." Jade pushed. "Cat, you don't do casual sex."

"It's not all casual." Cat shifted. "My whole secondary romance with Meredith is heading towards us doing it, and Beck said, when that happens, we'll probably cut way down on the number of Northridge girls I'm sleeping with. Plus, maybe I can have her stay the night while he's out of town, like right now."

"You have to…. Wait, Beck's out of town?" Jade recoiled at the thought. "Um, who secured the girl?"

"Oh, we have a backlog of girls waiting to sex me up, since I really don't like doing them more then one at a time. I swear, I tried two, and it always felt like one girl was just on the outside, or someone was always the focus, and I think it was Beck. Even when he's not there, he's like totally the focus. But one on one, I can make them focus on my needs, and that's… fun."

"So you're not gonna stop?" Jade felt frustrated.

"No." Cat admitted. "I just… You do realize, I never wanted to make Meredith my lover, right?"

"Beck shouldn't have pushed her on you." Jade said, wanting to show some support.

"But when Trina said no, we had to find someone willing to take what to me felt like the short end of the stick." Cat continued.

"Good for Trina." Jade breathed out. "Cat, if the after sex leaves you feeling empty, then for the love of all things unholy, please, just stop. What you and Beck have, it's unhealthy, almost toxic. Please, for your own mental health, stop allowing Beck to use you like this." Cat started to protest. "I know, it may not feel like it, but he is using you, and Meredith, cause you're fulfilling some dark fantasy he has, and getting nothing in return."

"I'm getting decent sex, and a very frustrated Jadey, so I'm getting that feeling of normalcy." Cat explained. "Just like when you were with Beck, except I'm with him, and you so desperately need to get you some. I'd do it, except, you're like a sister to me, and my brother told me, never have sex with siblings. He said it leads to all kinds of complications. Not sure what that meant, but after that, I agreed to just let him have the tub to himself, and before you say anything, we never did anything. Not even hand stuff, which was a shame, cause I'd be so much better at hummers if I'd known they weren't just a type of car, cause I literally hummed on Beck's thingy the first time."

"Better then trying to blow it." Jade admitted. "He had to tell me, the action involved sucking, not blowing, and then never felt fully satisfied by my technique. Try having that conversation with your mother?"

"She agreed with my brother about the sibling chiz, and told me a lot, and I mean A LOT, about oral sex." Cat said. "Woman could teach a class. Of course, your mother, she doesn't seem to know much about that stuff, at least, that's what I got from talking to her. Maybe you could get more?"

"Whats it gonna take to shift our calls to normal, not sexual type conversations?" Jade asked.

"First, I'm gonna need Meri ready to come over and give me post sex cuddles." Cat told her. "But after, I'm thinking, my frustrated Jadey is gonna need to have some war stories of her owe. So pick a Vega sister, cause I don't think you can have both, and get seducing."

"Eww, I don't want Trina." Jade protested.

"Why not?" Cat asked. "She has a great body, and feels like the type to go all out to please her lover. Sigh, at least you've made your choice. Now, I wanna hear about the seduction, if not from you, then Tori. Goodnight."

Jade blinked at her phone, trying to wrap her mind around the conversion she'd just had. "Girls gonna be the death of me."

"Yea, too bad Trina's not into girls." Tori said from behind her. "So, you ready to continue, cause I'm thinking, tonight, we get you out of that bra."

Jade looked to the other side of her bed, and the woman in lingerie laying there, and wondered, again why she'd do so much to help a friend. "I get to name all the daughter." Jade told the Latina.

"We'll see." Tori said as she reached for the hem of the pale girls shirt.

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Ever write something, and wonder why later, after you find it again? This is one of those. So, thoughts?