AU: When an exploration mission goes way off the left field, Jack and Sam are left to patch up their lives. Will that door stay open?
Disclaimer: All recognisable characters are the property of MGM/Amazon. No copyright infringement intended. I am once again taking my favourite two Gaters for a walk in an Alternate Universe. Takes place after 5.05 Red Sky with some canon episodes skipped (overlooked) and others referenced.
Rating: Gonna start this one as M from the get-go.
TRIGGER WARNING: Sexual Interactions. Scroll to the dividing horizontal line if you do not wish to read.
Chapter 11: Doctor's Privilege
I paced the well-worn path in my loungeroom waiting for Janet to arrive. I had questions about Sam that I had not been able to ask her about on base. Janet had been extremely tight lipped on base as per normal. I understood why, after all her job was on the line if Hammond discovered that she knew about Jack and Sam sleeping together on 755. I knew that she knew, after over a year doing this thing, I had learned how to read her.
The knock on my door startled me, even though I was expecting it.
"Hey!" Janet said as I opened the door.
"Hey!" I responded with a huge smile and pulled her into my arms, my lips going to hers immediately while her foot caught and kicked the door shut.
"Mmmm… missed you." She mumbled, already shrugging out of her coat.
"So did I." I replied before kissing her again. "Too long, too long." I mumbled, lifting her petite frame onto my hips, and moving my lips to her neck. My desire to learn more about Jack and Sam momentarily forgotten in the haze of arousal that flooded my system.
"It's been a week, Daniel." Janet giggled then sighed when I ground my hips into hers while her hands were busy untucking my shirt.
"Your point, Doctor?" I smiled, then turned and started walking the two dozen steps it would take to get to my bedroom. I loved having a small apartment.
"No point, Doctor." She snickered back, her fingers inching my shirt up to scratch down by chest before running up my back. "You've been working out again." She commented.
"Gotta down something during downtime. Since I can't bend you over your desk, which is what I really want to do." I admitted freely.
"Mmm... Hammond is away for two weeks, and I have nightshift on two nights with no expected team returns." She told me, while her fingernails scraped up the sensitive skin on my sides from my hips to my ribs.
"Ohh… you know all the right places." I groaned, my lips back on her neck. Despite only being a short walk, we stopped several times to make out against one wall or another while undressing. By the time, we made it to my room, we were completely naked, and all talking had stopped.
Laying her on my bed, I removed my glasses and put them on the side table before I kissed my way down her body. "Damn, you are beautiful." I murmured as I reached her breasts and sucked her right nipple into my mouth while massaging the left. She was toned but with a soft plumpness that reminded me of Sha're except shorter, not that that bothered me. In one word, she was perfect. Continuing in a downward fashion, I nibbled her stomach while brushing my fingers across her mons earning myself a deep rumbling groan of desire for my efforts.
"Daniel, whilst what you are doing is nice, I need you. I need you now." She moaned. I smiled into her abs and kissed my way back up to her lips. She had pulled the clips holding her hair into the regulation bun she wore for work, her jasmine scented curls pooling around her face and over her shoulders like golden brown honey. Settling into the cradle of her opened thighs, she tried to take me in and moaned her dissatisfaction when I pulled back and instead ran my fingers down to check her readiness. Slipping in one first, then a second deep inside, my caresses pulled an impatient growl from her. "Doctor Jackson, I swear to God if you don't fuck me now, I will stick you with extra needles."
Smiling, I replied, "That does not work on me." Keeping my fingers moving in and out with the occasional brush over her pulsing button, I moved my lips to her jaw line.
"Daniel, you tease." She complained, her voice catching at the end.
Chuckling, I pulled my fingers from her body for the last time and replaced them quickly with the part of me that she wanted, then focused those fingers heavily on her bud with hard and fast circles while I slid inside.
"Oh God… oh… oh… mmm… yes!" She cried, her hips bucking into mine sheathing me in full and fast movement. Closing my eyes and breathing deep as she enveloped me, I could only think how perfect she was. It had been almost three months since we stopped using protection, even though she had been on contraception the whole time. It happened by accident when we had a break, the sensations had been so wonderful that we couldn't stop. We hadn't bothered since.
"God, I missed you, Jan!" I groaned out as she wrapped her legs around me and bucked her hips up to move with me. Judging by the sounds she was making; she had missed me too. A lot. The feeling of Janet arching under me as she climaxed much sooner than I was expecting brought me back from my whimsical thoughts. I smiled at her as she rode through her aftershocks. It hadn't been a big orgasm, which meant she would want to go on top to chase down a second one once she had recovered.
"Daniel?"
"Yeah. Mmmm."
"Would you be willing to trying something different tonight?" She asked. "Different for us, I mean?"
"Sure, what did you have in mind?" Instead of saying something, she guided me up so she could roll over to grab the headboard. "Are you sure, Jan?" I asked apprehensively. This position hadn't been something she had ever been interested in before. Like Sha're, she was never interested in any form of rough play, not that that was my kind of thing. She had confessed that her first husband revelled in the hard and fast, forcing her to do things she didn't enjoy.
"Just take it easy."
"OK." I said, an easy smile slipping onto my face. Her very audible moan as I entered her from behind took me by surprise. "Jan? Everything OK?"
"It's OK… don't stop…" She warbled as I moved within her. God, I was already on the edge before trying it this way. I couldn't help but to speed up as I came closer and closer, my fingers curling onto her hips impulsively.
"Jan? Ugh…" I groaned and forced myself to slow down so I didn't hurt her. I thought she felt good in the other positions, but this… my God, this was amazing. Not that this was my first time going from behind, it just… it had been a very long time and I preferred not to think about the last two occasions where I had done this since I had not been in control of my faculties either time.
"No… don't… keep going… faster." She begged. Obliging her request, I let myself go and started chasing my release. Before I knew it, things were moving up a step, rapidly approaching what could be defined as 'hard and fast' territory, our combined pleasure reaching a crescendo, my fingers finding her most sensitive area once again. "Yes… yes… I'm ready."
As soon as those words were out of her mouth, I thrust forwards twice more in quick succession, a little harder than I should have which pulled a rapturous cry from her lungs and strangled noise of pleasure from my own, before spilling myself into her.
"Ow… I don't think I can move." I complained, still buried deep within her, as I laid my head on her shoulder and wrapped my arms around her waist.
She chuckled, "Yeah, me either, but my hands and knees are sore, so..." She said, straightening her spine and pulling her hips up causing me to make a noise at the sheer sensitivity such a movement caused. She barked out a laugh when I collapsed onto my side taking her with me.
"I'm going to clean up, before we end up with a wet spot." She said prying my fingers from around her middle.
"Yah-huh… I'm gonna recover." I replied as I rolled onto my back, the sound of her tinkling laughter floating out from the bathroom. Boy, I hoped we could do that again.
"Don't you fall asleep on me." Jan called out from the bathroom.
"Wouldn't dream it." I mumbled back, then remembered I had questions. Blinking myself back awake, I rolled to standing and walked to the bathroom to wash up.
"Thank you." I said as he slipped back into bed.
"For what?" He queried, though his silly smile told me he knew exactly what. "No, thank you." He continued and pulled me into his arms. "That was fantastic. You are fantastic."
He declaration had me smiling stupidly into his shoulder. It had been fantastic. We would definitely be doing that again. After the ex, I had been put off by that position, but Daniel had been careful and thoughtful and even apologetic when he got so close to the edge that he had little control over his movements. We stayed silent for a little while, so silent that I thought I could hear him thinking.
"Go on, ask your questions." I prompted him. I could see his enquiring mind cataloguing things. As long as he didn't go too far with the questions, I could give him some reassurance.
"Will she remember us?"
"I don't know Daniel. I hope the answer is yes, but only time will tell."
"They slept together on the mission." He said out of the blue. Not a question, more of a statement.
"Yeah." I replied, not elaborating on how I knew. He knew that I couldn't tell him how I knew, which is why he made a statement, not asked a question. Thankfully I had been the one to insert her catheter prior to surgery, so it had been me and only me that found the evidence. I didn't have to guess whose it was. I had said nothing in my reports because there were no signs of sexual assault and no reason to perform any other tests, not that they would reveal anything so soon anyway. Unfortunately, Sam was at the mercy of nature. After Jolinar, her body had reacted badly to any sort of progesterone-based contraceptive, so we had to revert to an estrogen based one, and even those needed changing every few months. The antibiotics coursing through her system would have rendered her pill ineffective.
"What if she doesn't remember?"
"I'll have to refer her to MacKenzie." I replied.
He snorted, "Jack'll love that."
"Our other option is to contact the Tok'ra." Not that that was a better option because they would likely send her father or Anise. Her father would kill Jack, Freya had a thing for Jack and Anise had a thing for Daniel. During her Zatarc testing visit, I had to lay my claim when Anise had made her sentiments known when she stopped by the infirmary. At the time, our relationship was barely a few weeks old. Those bracelets had made all of SG-1 a little crazy, but at least Jack and Sam had the benefit of military training to help curb their super charged urges. Daniel, on the other hand, had not been able to hold back which led to a very enjoyable interlude in one of the medical supply closets and another in my office.
"If she remembers us, but not the mission, does she need any of that?"
"Daniel." I tried. There was little point in going over this. It was already likely that the General would reassign her based on what she had said and nearly said in those dreams. If only she hadn't started saying that she loved him. Unfortunately, using even part of the L word when referring to her CO was enough to cast doubt. If only it had not been recorded on camera.
"I know I'm grasping here, just hear me out."
"Daniel, I'm sorry. Therapy is required for her to be returned to active duty, even if she never returns to field work. I plan on catching up with Jack tomorrow some time. I can give him two weeks to help her remember. That's the best I can do. All I can suggest is that you and Teal'c help him with that." I said as I traced circles over his chest. He squeezed his arm around me and kissed my head.
"Yeah, OK. I'll talk to Teal'c tomorrow."
"She will still need a psych eval, but if she remembers enough on her own, I will not have to refer her for anything more than the standard therapy and evaluation."
"What if she is pregnant Janet?"
Sighing, I pressed my lips together to formulate my words, "Then both her and Jack will have a lot more to worry about than memory retrieval or psych evals. MacKenzie will be the least of their problems, and I am not including the pregnancy or being parents."
"Yeah, I get that. God, can you imagine being pregnant and not remembering how or when it happened and who you were with."
"He wouldn't abandon her, would he?" I asked, momentarily concerned that her lack of memory might cause the Colonel to not claim the child to save their careers. I'd like to think that I knew Colonel O'Neill well, but the truth was, Daniel knew him much better than anyone.
"No, definitely not. Of that I can be certain." He replied quickly, without even a moment of hesitation. I breathed out a sigh of relief. "Jack's a lot of things, but he would never abandon a child or its mother. That fact Sam could be that mother makes that even more of an impossibility. He loves her so completely Janet. I can guarantee on my life that he would be there with her every step of the way even if she never remembered any of what happened."
I smiled; he was right. They were the ultimate star-crossed lovers. "Yeah, I know. He worships the ground she walks on. Unfortunately, everyone can see it, except for her. I really thought that last year, something would change." I confessed. After that whole summit was over, she came over to my house and ate a gallon of ice cream confessing that she only mentioned the room to give him an out, and when he agreed, that meant his caring was just that. Caring. That caring didn't mean the same as love. I had tried to tell her that she was wrong, but she wouldn't listen.
"Me too. Who knows, maybe this is their catalyst."
"Maybe."
"Well, something's has gotta give Jan. Watching them is painful." I snorted a laugh at his complaint. Lord, I knew what he was talking about. Watching them in the infirmary if the other was injured or sick was like front row seats to The Days of Our Lives. You know they are going to do something; it just takes them 100 episodes to get there. "I mean, am I the only one that wants to bang their heads together?"
Snorting again, I replied, "No! Sometimes I want to give them both a shot of Gingko Biloba and lock them in a room. The Atanik bracelets gave them the perfect opportunity, and still nothing."
"Gingko Biloba?"
"Herbal remedy that increases blood flow and dopamine levels amongst other things." I explained.
"Oh… there is no way Jack needs that." His comment had me lifting myself up on my elbows to look at him.
"What?" I asked with a stunted laugh. He smirked and looked away. "Oh, c'mon! You can't drop a comment like that and not elaborate."
"Colonel, Doctor privilege." He replied with a huge smile before drawing me in for a kiss. I'd let him play that card only because I couldn't in all honesty divulge just how loud Sam had cried his name when I stayed at her place after our last girl's night. Despite it barely being 1930, I was exhausted. Rolling over, I felt him spoon up behind me for some well-earned sleep.