From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 6:48 AM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

Are you okay..?

You don't usually have so many typos…

I don't think I really understood any of that…

Sincerely, Me

From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 7:43 AM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

How the fuck do you wake up so early? Seriously…

I'm fine, I just maybe drank a bit too much.

I really didn't say anything important, so I'm sorry.

I really wasted your time and worried you over nothing.

Anyways.

I understand what you mean. Hopefully that kinda shit will get better for us soon.

God, why am I so optimistic today? I bet you it's because I'm too damn hungover to care about anything.

Sincerely, Me

From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 10:23 AM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

You're still in high school! You shouldn't be drinking!

What's going on? There has to be something to make you feel like drinking, right?

Sorry, I'm done ranting at you, you don't deserve that.

And I don't think worried about nothing. You can get seriously hurt if you drink too much…

Will you still be going to school today..?

Sincerely, Me

From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 11:03 AM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

Wow, you sound like such a mom.

Yes, I went to school. I think I might have scared someone. He's a year younger than me and is always shaking. Kind of like a chihuahua. Except I don't like small dogs. And this kid seems mostly okay.
I didn't apologize though, because I probably would have only scared him more.

Sincerely, Me

From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 3:29 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

I'm sorry for nagging so much… I don't really have any rights to do so. I'm sorry…

I'm sure you didn't scare him too much.

You seem too nice to be scary.

But I guess you did say that you have a bad reputation...

Sincerely, Me

From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 4:03 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

Nah, it's okay. Your nagging feels like someone cares. It's nice, so don't apologize for it.

And no. I definitely scared him. He was shaking more than normal.

Besides, I looked like shit and was in a worse mood than usual.

Sincerely, Me

From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 4:34 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

You should get some rest.

I'm not saying you should drink again, but if you do make sure to drink lots of water. If you stay hydrated you won't be as hungover the next morning.

Oh! And I've heard that bean sprouts are good for hangovers, too.

Sincerely, Me

From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 5:27 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

Thanks man, I'll make note of that for next time.

I'll try not to drink as much though, if it'll make you feel better.

I'm trying to get over that shit anyway.

I don't want to push away the only person who's stuck around me for more than five minutes.

Sincerely, Me

From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 6:06 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

No, don't worry about me. I'm fine. I just don't want you to hurt yourself. That's all.

If you want to stop that kind of thing, you can always just message me if you feel like drinking…

Even though I might not be the most helpful person, I'll do what I can to help.

Sincerely, Me

From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 8:56 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

Thanks, really.

Even just your offer is a lot of help to me.

Just knowing you're there.

This is fucking stupid, really.

That I'm relying on you so much when we don't even know each other...

Sincerely, Me

From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 9:17 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

I guess we're in the same boat then, huh?

We're both relying on each other in hopes of some sort of healing.

Right?

I mean…

I'm hoping to fix my anxiety.

Well maybe not fix it, but make it a bit better maybe.

So I think it's okay.

As long as neither of us become toxic about it, I guess.

Sincerely, Me

From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 9:29 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

Yeah, I guess.

Thanks.

For listening to my stupid rants and issues.

For helping me out like that.

For responding to the stupid post I made.

Really.

Sincerely, Me

From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 9:43 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

Well, other people must have responded too, right?

There's no way I'm the only one.

And I'm sure they'd be more helpful than I am.

I'm just saying what I think.

I'm not a professional or anything.

All that I know is my opinion and personal experience.

Sincerely, Me

From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 9:56 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

Yeah, other people did respond.

But you know what they were all saying?

'Just kill yourself already'

'Shut the fuck up, no one cares'

'Stop being a fucking baby'

'What a fucking first world problem'

'Oh no, your parents are actually raising you? What a problem'

You're the only one who took me seriously and are being nice about it.

Literally everyone else on this stupid website is an asshole.

So again.

Thanks. For taking me seriously.

Sincerely, Me

From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 10:11 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

Don't listen to them.

Your feelings are entirely valid and I like knowing that you're here in this world.

I care about you and your struggles. Even if I can't always help you or I don't know how to, I'm here for you and I do care.

Sincerely, Me

From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 10:22 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

Man, it's not even late.

Why the hell are we getting so gross and sentimental?

Change of subject. Because this is getting to be way too much.

Ummmmmmmmmmmm…

How was your day?

Mine was long and hungover and my parents are stupid.

Sincerely, Me

From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 10:34 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

Mine was okay…

It went fast. Nothing much happened.

Same as usual, really.

What happened with your parents..?

If you don't mind me asking.

Sincerely, Me

From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 10:38 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

Just the usual screaming at me because how dare I get a little bit drunk?

How dare I continue smoking and drinking and snorting coke and shooting up and the hell even knows what else?

I've only ever smoked and drank.

I've popped pills one fucking time and hated it.

They act like they know exactly what I do, but they can't even fucking tell when I'm stoned.

Sincerely, Me

From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 10:58 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

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From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 11:02 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

?

Are you okay?

You didn't die did you?

Sincerely, Me