Chapter two: Then let me be evil!
Alright, this is the final straw!
Fuck you all, all of you! You think I am a monster!?
Even the fucking Headmaster, out of everyone, that fucking old geezer!
This just proves that authority figures are stupid and totally disappointing. Whereas they are supposed to be competent and reasonable. Hah, never!
When I stumbled into his office once accidentally, I was lost in thought and did not pay attention to where I was going, he –
That fat, old geezer, his face is wrinkled, he looked at me in that exact same way I am so painfully familiar with, with fear and hate, and said
"Ahh...! It's...it's you!
No, that would be impossible...you must be...her daughter..."
So my mother has a really bad reputation? Can't say I am surprised at that at all, with … how … she is.
"I'll tolerate you in my school, but not in my office. Leave at once.
There is nothing for you to achieve here. Just. Get. Out."
I just stared at him spitefully, fuck you, you bag of trash!
Tough luck, you fossil, what are you gonna do now?
Usually I would not be so confrontational, and know better, but that particular day all the hate got to my head and I was feeling particularly spiteful.
I went closer to him.
"Not another step!
You're up to no good!, I know it!
I'm not going to let you harm me!"
Ah, so you believe what everyone lese believes about me. Well, just continue being a jerk to me, and I will prove you right, you bastard!
"I'll use self-defense if I deem it necessary!"
This is your final warning...Get out of here...Or else..."
I growled at him with a deep voice "Or else what, you-
He did not answer…
He pointed a tazer towards me!
"Screw you, I´m outta here!"
I ran off, and thought, just what the fuck was I even thinking. This old geezer may be loathsome, but it is still the headmaster of Akademi. And antagonizing him any further will not do any good!
I .. really need to avoid letting all that hate get to my head… I need to compose myself…
Why can't people just not hate me all the time.
You know what? IM SICK OF IT! I'm sick of being treated like a thug by everyone, now let me be the thug!
Can´t improve my rep anyways. These Bastards are never gonna be happy with me anyways! Bugger them all, trash ´s what they all are!
I know the perfect folks where to go. I should belong to the delinquents.
See, there are these unfortunate guys, the Bullies bullied them really hard, and the that wild gal showed up and beat up some dudes from another school she had beef with, and guess what?
They flocked to her, and she protected them like her little ducklings. Nice of her, anything to ruin the bullies fun. The faces of the bullies, when their former victims went full delinquent, were just priceless. Now how are you gonna bully us now, you pieces of trash? Exactly! We have sticks and clubs, and can crack open you skulls if you try anything stupid! Tough luck, you bitches, now you´re have to seek new butts to kick!
Hah and they also disrespect these stupid faculty members, and they are outcasts like me, that's the crowd I'd like to hang out with now! I´m tired of being alone…
My manners were like theirs by now, by I have stopped being kind for a long while, it won't get repaid anyways. I still hid the side of my face with the scar, even if you all hate me anyways, I still keep some semblance of good appearance.
Only Oka and Father will still get to see my kind and gentle side, they are the only people who deserve it. I reassured Oka that I will always be her friend and that she does not have to be afraid of me, ever. I told her that I would go over to the outcasts, and that I had enough of the abuse, but I will always help and protect her. Luckily she still trusts me.
So, there they were, the delinquents, I approached them.
They glared rudely at me, but I was used to such glares for a long time by now.
I directly approached their leader Osoro Shidesu.
Ya don't scare me, Osoro Shidesu. Have ya ever seen my mom? For all the crap she has been giving me in my life, she still taught me to fight. You might be super strong, but so am I. I've beaten up several assholes in my life already!
But I don't wanna beat you up. I wanna buddy up with you. We´re similar.
Osoro Shidesu was not impressed by my calm demeanour in the slightest.
"What do you want, girl. Trying to get on my good side? Get lost. You don't want to be around us.
Just what are you trying to get out of this?."
Then she appeared very threatening, but I did not budge even an millimeter.
"What? You are still here? How foolish and brave of you. You really want to be friends with me, do you? You are really stubborn. If you really want to be friends with me then what about this…"
Turns out Osoro Shidesu has many Enemies, and in order to gain her respect, and prove my usefulness to her I need to beat some of them up.
Bah, from what you´ve told me they´re jerks and idiots, I will gladly kick their asses!
Next Person to buddy up with is Umeji Kizuguchi. He doesn´t wanna be friends with me, bah I just frowned at him, ah, but if I give him 100 dollars, then we will be the best of "friends". Whatever.
"tch... yeah right, I'll believe it when I see it. "
Here, have your 100 dollars. My Mom is rich after all. Just don´t ask me for money again.
He was surprised, but told me that he was just accepting a gift, and that this won't change anything.
Not that I would expect much help from you anyways, but I'm not buying, that you are unimpressed.
Okay, next target Hokuto Furukizu.
He thinks that I am futilely trying to get friends with a delinquent to gain everybody's respect?
Don't make me laugh! I know that this ain´t gonna work! They hate me anyways!
He says that I should not want to hang out with them, because they are violent, so what?
Oh, you want me to get you a knife? Bah, that's too easy!
I went to the cooking club and took the knife and retuned to give it to him and couldn't help but smile a smile similar to my mother.
He acted unimpressed, but I knew that this was just an act. Whatever. It was somehow weirdly amusing, really.
Next target, Gaku Hikitsuri.
He thinks that I try to hang out with the delinquents, because someone has been harassing me. But this will turn me into an outcast.
Well, I a am practically one at this point already, so this will not be affecting me.
Oh, so I should bring you the headmaster´s booze, to show that I have what it takes to be join your group.
Hahaha! I never knew that old geezer was a drunkard! This sounds interesting!
Okay, fair warning, I should not try to blame you, if this goes wrong.
Haha, I like you the most of all delinquents so far..
Turns out there are times, when the headmaster is not there, and you can sneak in and steal his Booze. Just hilarious, I wonder what your wrinkled face looks like, once you can´t find your booze anymore, you old, fat drunkard!
I had a good laugh, when I brought him the bottle.
Next target Dairoku Surikizu.
Okay he thinks I am desperate to try and befriend the delinquents, ugh he is not entirely wrong, I suppose… he says that they live in the dark and I in the light, and that I am the one who studies for test, while they are the type to steal the answer sheets instead.
I´ll prove you wrong, even if you are not impressed.
Distracting the teachers was harder than I thought. Most teachers left for their lesson before they started but that one gym teacher stretched herself, and did not leave the room yet , so I could not steal the answer sheets yet.
I waited and then I distracted her with a radio, easy.
Obviously Dairoku Surikizu acted unimpressed, yeah whatever. You delinquents are very similar, I suppose.
Last but not least Hayanari Tsumeato.
What, he believes me to be one of those types that want to "fix" a bad boy? He says he is not broken, and such a fantasy is not gonna work, I should leave.
Aurgh, if this wasn´t so ridiculous, it would be weirdly funny, of how the delinquents still believe me to be a good mannered person.
Well, acting polite and covering my scar and all of it may have given you this impression of me…
You are wrong, I would not be trying to fix you, I am rotten and a pragmatist just like you.
Well, he wants me to give him cigarettes.
Hmm where to get ones. Ugh, I need to buy them first… whatever, ´till tomorrow
I can wait one day, I think
…
Then the day was over and Osoro wanted me to beat up some of her enemies.
Those guys, they look really dumb, let's give them a lesson.
Beating them up was disturbingly easy, yet it was still dangerous, and I got a few bruises, luckily no broken bones or anything, but this serves as a reminder, that fights are always dangerous.
If mother hadn't trained me, they might have beaten me up thrice by now, so thanks mom for teaching how to save my ass I think.
Beating them up was also disturbingly pleasant, to unleash all that pent up rage, I smiled crazedly, and afterwards I winced at my savage thoughts.
They laid there some unconscious, others whimpering, and their clothes were torn, but mine are so too, by now.
So i´ve beaten up your enemies, Osoro shidesu , now can I join you little gang now?
She did not act impressed, but I bet she is, bah just like the other delinquents, you have almost the exact same mannerisms as them I think. But if I bring the cigarettes to Hayanari Tsumeato I can join.
Oh and need I to dye my hair blonde? Whatever, will do.
When I went home, I bought the cigarettes and the hair dye, and the next day my hair was dyed blonde like that of the delinquents.
That morning I gave the cigarettes to Hayanari Tsumeato, and at least he no longer believes I am there to fix him. And I should bring him free stuff. Hmm, wanna have some more booze form the headmaster? Whatever, just don't come and complain to me if you ever get lung problems from smoking.
Then I went to Osoro and asked her to join her group.
Osoro said that I have a bad rep and have been trying everything to join their club, and that she cant really figure me out, if I believe myself to be a badass thug, or if I only want their protection.
Well, I wan to have people to hang out with , and considering how rotten I am , I fit your group well I believe.
Because I am really determined and could be very useful Osoro considered letting me into their group. She warned me that if I joined, my reputation won't get any better, and I will be an outcast, but it will be easier to intimidate people into doing favours for me.
She stressed that joining the delinquents I a decision not to be taken lightly. I understand, and I respect that you inform me of the consequences, this is reasonable of you.
Well I really wanna join you gang, it's not like I have anything else to do.
I joined their club, an then I pushed my hair to the side and my scar was visible. Hah I look so much like you now! Not that your care, but strangely fitting in with somebody feel so good, even if its outcasts I am fitting in with.
I asked them about their club activity, and it is barehanded combat, and they will meet at 5 pam at the incinerator area.
Sounds cool, I like martial arts.
Tehee now I am one of them, the stupid people have rejected all of us, and now I am with the "Trash" and now suit yourself other people! I´m gonna loiter around and anyone who screws with me is gonna get a fist to their face! That's what you deserve!