A/N: hey guys I hope you all read the authors note had post before this chapter. Well things are calm for the past few days until yesterday when I found out so bad news about my step dad, but I won't go into anymore details since I posted about it already. If anyone wants to know anything at all you are free to message me. But enough about that. Now about this story, I'm going though each song from different bands and trying to find more that would fit for this story/chapters/characters. SO if anyone would like to submitte one all I need is a the title of the song as well as the band who sings it, and also the album just in case people might not like the band they might like the song :D. There will be a question at the end of the chapter and I would like at least one or two people to answer it if anyone is up to it.

I don't own gossip girl, just the plot and the band memebers/crew/ doctor Rose

I don't own anything and Carter isn't Carter Bazin (I might have spelled that wrong, too lazy to google it) so on with the story.

Chapter 13

Jenny's POV

"Hi Cater I am Rufus and this is my son Dan," Said Rufus as he was watching Carter with is eyes.

"It's nice to meet you both. Jen has told me about you," said Carter.

"Well that's good that my sister has told you about us, but Jenny why didn't you tell me or us about him?" Asked Dan.

"I had my reasons," was all I said.

"Well it's all good. So Carter do you have another name like Blade, and Fallen?"

"Yeah it's Demon and did Jen tell you her stage name?"

"No, so my daughter does have a stage name?" Asked Rufus.

No one said anything, and I knew that my father was looking at me as if I had done something wrong which I hadn't.

"I used to. It was Ghost, but I've changed it so many times since then. At one time I was the devils daughter, and at another time it was Heartless. Because at one time I was heartless. But I'm change so my new stage name is Darkness."

Rufus couldn't believe what I told him. He just nodded his head and left the room.

When Rufus was left Dan turned me and said, "Well I'll out with everyone cheering you on. So what are you going to sing?"

"Sorry can't tell you. Now leave so I can finish getting ready."

Dan left and everyone looked over at me and said, "Can everyone leave so I can talk to J alone please?"

Ali got up and looked at him and said, "If I hear yelling or crying or both I'm coming back in here. You both hurt each other way to many times."

"Ali I'll be fine. So before everyone leaves the room you all know the songs we're playing tonight then?"

"Yep." Everyone said.

They left the room and it was quiet, it was so quiet you could hear the music from the stage. I looked at him and he looked the same. Pitch black hair, and bright blue eyes, and skin that was a normal white. He already had his stage makeup on and his red eye contact in his eye, which his eye looked purple while in the light. His black ripped genes where on which I didn't realized it was the ones I had made for Ricky, and his black shirt that was ripped up the middle and three rips on the side and a few on the back. He looked at me and said, "J can we please talk?"

"Later, we have a show to do, and I don't want to be pissed off during a show so afterwards we can go someplace and talk?"

"Sure," He said.

I went to leave the room, but I was grabbed, flipped around and pinned again the wall and Carter said, "I'm sorry that I left but I need to think and I didn't want to relapse, which I did, but I'm back now. I'm sorry."

I looked into his eyes and he was telling the truth. I knew that he was cutting and drinking again. I looked at him and said, "Why didn't you leave me a note?"

"Because I would have wrote to you, you would have come looking for me and I didn't want that. But when I saw that you guys were going on warp tour, I had to see you, and everyone else. But When I went to order the tickets I noticed that our band was taken off. I called Ricky and he talk me. I'm sorry J. I'm sorry that I left I would next leave you again unless you don't want me anymore."

I couldn't contain myself. I leaned up and kissed him.. He was froze and when I was about to pull away he kissed me back, when we broke, I looked at him and said, "Let's talk after the show and see where this goes."

I walked out of the room and meet up with Ali and she said, "Are you okay?"

"Yep, our third singer is finally back," I said.

A/N: Okay before the question, I'm sorry that this chapter is a little short, but the other chapters are pretty long. Also I the question I have for everyone is, what are your thoughts on Carter so far? So for anyone who reviews this chapter will be getting a sneak peek of the next six chapters that are already finished. I'll try and update soon, but I am not sure when just yet. So night people.