A/N: Sorry for not updating but my stepdad passed away on 11/12/15 and the family has been arguing with each other. But i should be updating once aweek. So one last things before the chapter begins, if anyone has any songs that would work for these chapters or the story itself please let me know also who ever comments on the chapter, I'll give you guys a seek peek into the future chapters that have already been written. one last thing Bold is Carter sing and this is Jenny singing don't you try to hide ...
well on with the story :D
Last Time
I went to leave the room, but I was grabbed, flipped around and pinned again the wall and Carter said, "I'm sorry that I left but I need to think and I didn't want to relapse, which I did, but I'm back now. I'm sorry."
I looked into his eyes and he was telling the truth. I knew that he was cutting and drinking again. I looked at him and said, "Why didn't you leave me a note?"
"Because I would have wrote to you, you would have come looking for me and I didn't want that. But when I saw that you guys were going on warp tour, I had to see you, and everyone else. But When I went to order the tickets I noticed that our band was taken off. I called Ricky and he talk me. I'm sorry J. I'm sorry that I left I would next leave you again unless you don't want me anymore."
I couldn't contain myself. I leaned up and kissed him.. He was froze and when I was about to pull away he kissed me back, when we broke, I looked at him and said, "Let's talk after the show and see where this goes."
I walked out of the room and meet up with Ali and she said, "Are you okay?"
"Yep, our third singer is finally back," I said.
Chapter 14
J pov
We got up to the stage and waited for the band ahead of us to leave the stage as they do their singer said, "Okay everyone this band hasn't been playing as much lately as their lead singer Darkness lost her mother, they were going be on warp tour this summer, and they called and said they couldn't, so please give it up for Deadly Revenge."
The guy got off stage and we went up and I looked out on the floor and saw everyone and said, "Well hey guys. What Jason said was true. I lost my mother a few days before warp tour started up. As you can see my ribs haven't fully healed yet, but who cares because tonight I am going to sing my heart out. And also for our last two songs of the night, someone from the band has come back to sing with us. So this first song is a sad some and one that we played twice so here it goes."
Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
"That was home, a song that I wrote about a year ago. And the feelings in this song is what I've been feeling so now I believe Ricky is going to be sing two songs and then me and our guess will be singing two songs, and then normally all three of us would sing together but not tonight, but next time we will be."
I step back as Ricky started to sing Abigail. While he was sing I felt eyes on me while sitting on the side stage, I knew that the damn bartender was working tonight, and I noticed that everyone in my band was watching them. Ricky played Abigail, and he jumped right into devil's night. After that I walked on the stage and looked at everyone and said, "Well the first song is Angel eyes. I just wrote this the other day then we'll be jumping right into the last song of the night."
There's something about you,
I can not explain
I just want to know you,
I just want to know your name
It's not what you said,
Not the way you said it
I'm under your spell and I don't regret it
Take my breath,
Baby reach inside my chest,
You can have whatever's left,
Cause baby I'm possessed
Don't you try to hide with those angel eyes
When I went and sang that Part Damon walked out and started to sing his part.
(If you let me inside, I wont hold back this time)
Such a deep disguise, the devil's right inside
(More than paralyzed, oh its the chase you like)
When I started to sing the next part I kept looking at him the whole time.
There's a darkness,
I can feel it in your touch
I should get away,
I want you way too much
Take my breath,
Baby reach inside my chest,
You can have whatever's left,
Cause baby I'm possessed
Don't you try to hide with those angel eyes
(If you let me inside, I wont hold back this time)
Such a deep disguise, the devil's right inside
(More than paralyzed, Oh its the chase you like)
During this part of the song I was sitting in a chair where Carter put his mic down and started to shake me during this last part of the song and I couldn't but looking him in the eyes while he looked right at me.
I don't care how many times it takes to get through to you,
This is a force that not even God can stop,
You're fucking mine
You have this power over me
And there's no way to fight it
I cant help but gravitate towards you,
This is a force I can't defeat
Take my breath,
Baby reach inside my chest,
Don't you try to hide with those angel eyes
(If you let me inside, I wont hold back this time)
Such a deep disguise, the devil's right inside
(More than paralyzed, watch out the devil's inside)
At the end of the song I had time to breath while Damon started to sing. I joined him some time later and soon it was the end of our set. We looked out at everyone and I said, "well fans sorry for keeping this a secret but Demon is back, so we'll see you next week with more awesome music. Love ya."
I walked off from stage and went back into the changing rooms. I grabbed my water and started to drink it. Then I head the door open and someone walked up behind me and kissed me.
I looked behind me and saw Carter was holding me. I turned in his arms and kissed him. I don't know how long we kissed but soon the door open and five people walked and caught me kissing Carter.
A/N: the two songs i used in this chapter is Angel eyes by New years day, and the other is Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne