gp: and so time more time passed only a few months though not a big deal and I must say, at least to me life had gotten better

soulbound: how so?

gp: well since they were dead I didn't have to live like a dirty rat in the walls anymore I slept on the guest room!
I mean I could have slept in their room, but I didn't wanna sleep where Junko was made! ew also I was pretty sure the house was haunted

Junko: ghost don't exist Gabe

Gabriel: THATS WHAT YOU THINK!

gp: and I could finally take warm relaxing baths instead of stressing about taking quick showers
and needless to say the whole experience has been opening as I myself have...whats the word, I'd say I reverse imprinted on Junko
I oozed with proud dad vibes, but like most dads I was clueless as to what was truly going on with her, but I started to notice a change...

soulbound: finally-

gp: FOR EXAMPLE! ... gp twiddled his claws in embarrassment... it seemed she took a kinship for sleeping... naked

soulbound: and how would you know this?

gp: well you see I like wakening up early! of course as she is a blooming depressed teenager she does not except for when she dose! those are days the world should truly be afraid. BUT TO THE POINT I like wakening her up, ah reminds me when I was young and would jump on my sister to wake them

soulbound: you didn't

gp: didn't what?...! OH NONONONONON I only jump on them for special occasions! usually I just shake them to death, so I go up to their room
needless to say that day she woke up to me screaming, then I feel down the stairs trying to get out
the pain made for great eye bleach though

soulbound: really?

gp: hey! I may be a touched starved disaster bi, but I respect peoples body boundaries also I'm old enough to be her dad and treat her as such
I may be evil, but I respect the people I care about
but also all around I was just getting nicer, like... I didn't need to set the world on fire as long as I had her for company id be ok. that was enough I even told her so one time in the woods

Gabriel: you know... I-I gotta say I changed a lot since I met you
sorry I'm bad with words but I need to explain it though I know your smart enough to grasp it buts it's like...

[GABRIEL]
There's a future
There's a promise of future
I start to open
Every wound I had sutured
There are new days
I can promise you knew days
You are worthy
Conventionally flawed by design

In this feeling I have learned
There is more beyond the nightmare
The lives I take forever burned
Right next to holes she fills inside my heart
My heart…
And I dream we'll get the message spread
And we can change the world together

Who knows if she'll understand
How it takes something worse
just to cure something bad
how a plunge into darkness
brings color to life
that all that I'll need in my hand is a knife
forever and always to the depths of my soul

sometimes I feel like I'm living in a nightmare
sometimes…
I'm in control…

but I to noticed a change in her like I stated, I just couldn't understand but there was this look in her eye every time we did something, sure there was enjoyment but also a mixture of pain and sadness it reflected a feeling I knew when my emotions boiled to no end so I let them out on whats near me whether it be a man or object but for the object id be upset that a broke the object and I don't have the skill to fix it and unlike the man who could be a stranger I know the object genuinely made me happy so sure I took relief in breaking it but at what cost? that was what I saw in her eyes. but I couldn't do anything about it I was terrible with words and even if I wasn't she was way too smart for me to just slip it out of her truly I was at every parents most feared stage of life for I have more than a fathers interest in him, and she was beginning to have a teens... indifference towards me it sparked a fire in my heart

from this feeling I have gained

[JUNKO]
This feeling I have gained

[GABRIEL]
There is more beyond the nightmare

[JUNKO]
I am the nightmare

[BOTH]
In a world outside the pain
It fills up every hole inside my heart
My heart
My hEART!

just tell me whats wrong, I can't understand, I'm powerless and I hate it just tell me whats wrong, I can't understand, I'm powerless and I hate it just tell me whats wrong, I can't understand, I'm powerless and I hate it just tell me whats wrong, I can't understand, I'm powerless and I hate it just tell me whats wrong, I can't understand, I'm powerless and I hate it just tell me whats wrong, I can't understand, I'm powerless and I hate it just tell me whats wrong, I can't understand, I'm powerless and I hate it just tell me whats wrong, I can't understand, I'm powerless and I hate it just tell me whats wrong, I can't understand, I'm powerless and I hate it just tell me whats wrong, I can't understand, I'm powerless and I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it

and that's when I took the fire outside of my heart an brought it upon the woods as flames slowly raised around us

[GABRIEL]
You can't change who you are you're stuck with it while you're livin'
Look into the bizarre and all you'll see is me
Keep the memory short and take the weak when they're givin'
Say what you mean and show them the last thing they'll see
I!
JUST!
CAN'T!
STOP!
FEELIN THIS WAY!
No…
OOH

[JUNKO]
No one here says a word
Who the hell needs more opinions
Can I live in the dark where all he'll see is me
There's a sickness takin' over it's the life that we are living
And that sickness is what I wanna be

[BOTH]
I!
JUST!
CAN'T!
STOP!
Feeling this way!

[GABRIEL (JUNKO)]
So why should I run
(This story's not done)
I'm not running way
You think that it's fun
(You think this is fun)
but life
(But life)
and death
aint a game

[BOTH]
Ohhh
OOoohhhh
I never did nothing' that hurt no one
Like the light of the moon and the fire of the sun
It just is, and you can't change the way that it is
So I don't need nobody to care
Ooh
I won't leave the darkness…

I JUST CAN'T STOP
FEELIN THIS WAY
I JUST CAN'T STOP
FEELIN THIS WAY
I JUST CAN'T STOP
FEELIN THIS WAY
OH I JUST CAN'T STOP
FEELIN THIS WAY
NOO
NOO
NOOOOOO
NO!