gp: and so are story continues with ryoko waking up having no memory of the previous events but shes not alone as a muse is there to see here
The moment I opened my eyes, I found myself in a bright, white room.
It felt like I had reborn.
I, the new, reborn Ryoko Otonashi, woke up with a renewed sense of vigor as I stretched my body out,
getting out of bed.
Turning my gaze to the window, the sun's light filled the white room with its brilliant light from between the
curtains, signifying the morning's rays.
It appears that I fell asleep at some point. Being forgetful, I couldn't even remember the time I fell asleep-
ryoko: Ah!
she said as her face clashed with mine as my eyes were filled with child-like excitement gazing at her
siramay: AH! you're not dead that's great... kinda but nah nah I'm glad buddy I was worried considering what happened
At that moment, I felt light rush in from the back of my eyes. An image conceived itself within my head.
Underground facility.
Preparatory Department.
Monokuma.
A sudden flashback. Definitely an unfamiliar experience.
Could this be, my memory?
I immediately ran through my itching conscious.
It felt like I could remember something but at the same time I couldn't remember it. It came off like a natural
sensation, yet at the same time I was embraced with bewilderment.
ryoko: What is this? What happened to me?
siramay: ah! a wonderful question my good buddy! you see you experienced a re-laps
ryoko: relapse?
siramay: I know! it was awful I felt so bad for you especially with how good you are and especially in a high stress place like that!
it's like I warned yah buddy! all the stress of this place is bad for your health!
thankfully I your great guardian angel/dragon was there, and I easily took care of you
ryoko: and by "take care of" you mean?
siramay: oh you know
the muse said as he raised his fist up and punched a hole clean though a vacant desk
one good swing and you sleep like the babies as I take you out of there
we flashback to siramay who is existing the cult place while carrying ryoko around his neck like hunted meat as he sings a song of splendor joined by his villain posse sings and marches along behind him
[SIRAMAY AND HIS GANG]
Don't you know you never split the party?
Clerics in the back keep those fighters hale and hearty
The wizard in the middle, where he can shed some light
And you never let that darn thief out of sight!
ryoko: WAIT YOU PUNCHED ME!
siramay: don't worry! my friends a surgeon I assure you we didn't damage your brain any more than it already was
by the way is that ahoge new? looks good on you
ryoko: ryoko only then took notice of the red strands of hair dangling at the front of her head in an odd fashion it bugged her a bit, so she pulled them off
only for more to pop out in their place
then she remembered Gabriel and his curse
and she finally believed in ghost
OH MY GOD GHOST ARE REAL AND I'VE BEEN CURSED
wait what else happened?
siramay: IM GLAD YOU ASKED!
so I had to take care of the despair cult you know?
so I went back while the party was in full swing...
we flash back to said time when the despair cult was still enjoying the muses party
ALL:
TO DANCE
MIKE:
No Way to Make a Living, Masochism,
Pain, Perfection,
Muscle Spasm, Chiropractors, Short-
Careers, mental Disorders
ALL:
Film
SIRAMAY:
Adventure, Tedium, No Family, Boring Locations,
Dark Rooms, Perfect Faces, Egos,
Money, Hollywood, and Sleaze
ALL:
Music
FARARI:
Food of Love, Emotion, Mathematics,
Isolation,
Rhythm, Feeling, Power, Harmony,
And Heavy Competition
ALL:
Anarchy!
HOTO & MONIKA (siramay: how ironic but not that one):
Revolution, Justice, Screaming For
Solutions,
Forcing Changes, Risk, And Danger
Making Noise and Making Pleas!
ALL:
To aggots, Lezzies, Dykes, Cross Dressers Too
TIGA:
To Me
SIRAMAY:
To Me
ALL:
To You, And You and You, You and You
To People living With, Living With,
Living With
Not Dying from Despair!
Let He Among Us Without Sin
Be the First to Condemn
Showgun Dragon!
Showgun Dragon!
Showgun Dragon!
SIRAMAY (ALL):
Anyone Out of The Mainstream
(Showgun dragon)
Is Anyone in The Mainstream?
(Showgun dragon)
Anyone Alive - With A Love Drive
(Showgun dragon)
Tear Down the Wall
Aren't We All
The Opposite of War
Isn't Peace...
It's Creation!
ALL:
Woooooooo!
Showgun dragon
siramay: AND SO I BLEW IT UP!
ryoko: YOU BLEW IT UP?!
siramay: YEAH!
ryoko: WHY?
siramay: ITS FUN!
don't worry all my friends survived
VILLAINS:
VIVA SHOWGUN DRAGON!
Frightened with puzzlement and unsettlement, I shakily looked around the room. Doing so, I found my
backpack sitting by my pillow. I hurriedly rummaged through it, and as I thought, there it was. The Ryoko Otonashi Notebook.
First things first, I need to remember where I am. I paged through the notebook to see if I could recall anything about the room.
Um, this is the Neurology Laboratory.
Ha, thank goodness.
Upon remembering that I let out a sigh of relief. Wait, but where's Matsuda?
Right away I looked around the room I once more, but I couldn't catch sight of his appearance anywhere.
Matsuda…
As I looked towards my notebook, I remembered something important.
Speaking of him, I haven't received treatment from him for a while.
siramay: AH YEAH! that's also why I'm here
as ryoko looked at the muse wondering if he just read her thoughts or maybe she was just thinking out loud
siramay: well do to mat being a darn dirty depresso instead of give you the help you need he's being an angsty idiot
ryoko: hey!
siramay: SO THATS WHY IM HERE!
siramay said as he was now in a doctors outfit
today I shall be your doctor!
and my first diagnoses!
YOU HAVE A DOCTOR FETISH!
siramay said as he pulled out a popsicle stick and began lightly smacking the top of her head with it
dirty girl dirty girl you are all into me in this uniform you also have a kink to peoples whose names start with m but thankfully my name... remembers he has her call him muse then he smacks her with the popsicle stick slightly harder but not painfully so
dirty girl! dirty girl!
but anyway now with the check up!
and so siramay proceeded to do a lengthy process from the basics like blood pressure and eye test to some odder things like inkblots and nonsensical questioning to flat out messaging ryokos brain with such pressure that one would think he's somehow trying to pry into her brain his only response was "ew"
but after that possess siramay began listing stuff
mood swings, sadness, elevated mood, anger, anxiety, apathy (Kinda), apprehension, euphoria, general discontent, guilt, hopelessness, loss of interest, or loss of interest or pleasure in activities, irritability, risk taking behaviors, disorganized behavior, aggression, agitation, crying, excess desire for s x, hyperactivity, impulsivity, restlessness, or self-harm, unwanted thoughts, delusion, lack of concentration, racing thoughts, slowness in activity, or false belief of superiority, depression, manic episode, agitated depression, or paranoia, difficulty falling asleep or excess sleepiness and fatigue or rapid and frenzied speaking
yep all signs say yes
ryoko: what?
ryoko said in confusion
siramay: that was a list of all your symptoms I found on you
ryoko: I don't do all that
siramay: that's what you think... BUT ANYWAY! with all this data I can safely say you have
CENSORED TO AVOID MENTAL ILLNESS STIGMA
ryoko: what?
siramay: CENSORED TO AVOID MENTAL ILLNESS STIGMA (siramay: though its censored for you guys as some get into a tizzy when villains are diagnosed due to stigma but I'll have you know just because we're evil dosent mean we don't deserve to be diagnosed- but I'm getting ahead of myself)
in fact these delusional episodes are the problem! due to their nature they cause on you high levels of stress witch then due to your lack of a support group, therapy dog or heck anything that could help you in turn causes you to relapse!
ryoko: what
siramay: now this may not be a big deal BUT YOUR DOCTOR DOSENT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!
he just ignores it till it goes away but that's no good at all ESPECIALY IN THIS ENVORMENT WITCH NATURALY IS FILLED WITH STRESS
you remember what I said about the mesh ball yes?
ryoko: what.
siramay: the muse then pulls out a mesh ball well say this ball is you as I said when you put enough stress on one side
pop as a hole in its skin forms leaking all its insides
it will cause you to relapse now sure maybe you could cover it up and hope for the best assuming you're careful then yes
but due to your situation you just get more and more stress causing more and more relapses
as more and more tears in the skin show it becomes more difficult for the muse to cover them all up
and most people would go to someone and try to fix it but you just keep on going as no one helps you out and the relapses keep happening until
Sploosh as to many holes appear breaking the ball causing all the substance inside too grotesquely fall to the floor
you break... and no one can help you anymore...
ryoko: what...
siramay: look I wanna help you but due to your predicament I just don't know what I can do
ryoko: WHAT!
ryoko then garbed the muse by his shoulders and started shaking him
oh how the turns have tabled
They told me that the wiring was somehow all misfiring and screwing up the signals in my brain!
And then they told me chemistry, the juice and not the circuitry, was mixing up and making me insane!
What happens when the burn has healed when the skin has not regrown?
What happens when the cast, at last, comes off,
and then you find the break was always in another bone?
siramay:
I DONT KNOW! DOES ANYONE?
these things just happen I don't know what else I can do!
ryoko:
They tried a million meds and
They strapped me to their beds and
They shrugged and told me 'That's the way it goes.'
But finally you hit it!
I asked you just what did it.
You shrugged and said that NO ONE REALLY KNOWS!
What happens if the medicine wasn't really in control?
What happens if the cut,
the burn,
the break!
was never in my brain,
or in my blood!
BUT IN MY SOUL!
ryoko paused thinking about what she just said as she looked down in defeat
What happens if the cut,
the burn,
the break...
was never in my brain,
or in my blood...
but in my soul?...
siramay looks at her with sadness as he walks up to her and puts a comforting hand on her arm
and then he pulled her in for a slow hug and while ryoko wasn't one for strangers it would be a lie to say she didn't need this right now
siramay: look I'm sorry buddy if it where up to me I'd get rid of all your problems in an eye blink but for now I can only do my best
so just be careful ok?
also there's someone under your bed
ryoko: WHAT
siramay: well I wanted us to finish are conversation before we had any rude interruptions
but needless to say ryoko immediately went to that as I just stood and watched as a silent observer at what happened next with Kyoko popping out from under her bed and they began talking it was kinda annoying though not that I dislike kyokos honesty in fact I respect it but you think with me just say that stress is BAD FOR HER and how one more relapse could cause a full breakdown she would be more lenient with her info about corpses mat had been stashing along with his involvement
but then again she was never the "caring compassionate" type and while it dosent bug me with her other appearances
Knowing what I know about the situation I can't help but be annoyed
hey Nancy drew didn't you hear are convo on how stress is BAD for little miss lovely over here
or where you for once in your life NOT being a peeping Tracy HA!
needless to say Kyoko wasn't the ultimate sympathizer so it's not like she could help ryoko anyway though it does make me wonder why none of the other class 78 even hang around her amnesia or not shes still your friend aint she? little rude if you asked me only proves Makoto's an angel I guess
but as I expected ryoko was under high stress as she repeated her comfort words and all I could do was hold her as I said
CALM DOWN!
and then madarai appeared
though it was kinda wholesome to see ryoko think she had psyche powers truly she was an adorable weirdo I could relate
even if she wanted to blow up kyokos head he didn't blame her Kyoko was being mean and she had it coming for antagonizing and trying to trigger a girl she knows has mental issues as the saying goes play stupid games win stupid prizes... part of him wants to humor ryoko by blowing up kyokos head himself but he can't Kyoko has the safety of creators on her side, but with the elephant or more closely octopus in the room there was one thing he could do
no I'm immortal madarai you're just sturdy like a roach that takes to many try's to smush
I wanted to say that but its best I didn't not the time
then ryoko thought
"I just wanted to see Matsuda, but all I get are these people speaking nonsense surrounding me."
hey! don't mush me in with them at least I'm trying to help you!... though I will admit I speak a lot of nonsense
but in a way isn't that the best kind of sense?
madarai: If your ears are that good, then you should probably know something about this then. C'mon, tell me. Who's the guy behind Hope's Peak Academy's History's Largest Worst Incident? Where's the jerk face that killed the student council?
Kyoko: Haven't you been listening? Asking is pointless. Of course, along with that girl over there, I don't know
anything about that.
madarai: No, that's a lie.
Kyoko: What makes you think that?
madarai: My intuition. Do I need a reason other than that?
he did have a point but getting revenge on an amnesiac is like antagonizing a reformed villain it kinda makes sense but is overall just very stupid
ha
and then madarai revealed that he was siblings bum bum BUUUUUUMMMM also known as Octuplets
awe geez there multiplying
so then I garbed ryoko and threw her out the door giving her a running start
siramay: go save yourself r! I'll take care of them!
I say while making a fighting stance at the madarai brothers...
and by "take care of them" what do you mean exactly
I mean I'll do the best thing I can in this situation! literally get turned into the madarai brothers human punching bag!
and then siramay was surrounded by all the brothers as they entrapped him
Madarai brothers:
First you see us, then you don't.
Now you hear us, now you won't.
It's our secret of survival in a very nasty world!
Now you feel us, now you can't.
Are we real? Perhaps we aren't?
It's our secret of survival in a very nasty world.
It's our secret of survival in a very nasty world.
as they proceeded to lay the beatdown on siramay
Siramay:
Is it really such a nasty world?
Isshiki:
Oh yes, a very nasty world indeed.
Madarai brothers:
Nastier than you could ever dream of.
Shisshiki:
From up above, and from beneath.
Yasshiki:
Eyes and jaws, claws, and teeth.
Madarai brothers:
Ready to attack you, you're a snack you'd better run!
Isshiki:
Don't come walking in The Wild Wood if you haven't got a gun.
siramay then pulled out a gun from his tailcoat only for it to reveal its a popgun as it lets out a pathetic "pop"
Madarai brothers:
Ha haha haha ha.
Every creature for survival has to look out for itself.
Got no nannies here or grannies dear to look after your health.
You're in The Wild Wood,
and every child could tell you that you got no business to be here!
Aaaaaaaaaaaaah!
First you see us, then you don't
Now you hear us, now you won't
It's our secret of survival in a very nasty world.
Now you feel us, now you can't
Are we real? Perhaps we aren't?
It's our secret of survival
it's our secret of survival
it's our secret of survival in a very nasty world.
as siramay was beaten to a pulp and laying on the ground in defeat
madarai: what was that you said about "taking care of us"
they said thinking they won the fight only for siramay to look confidently at them
siramay: oh you mistook what I said
I never said I was gonna beat you
I then point at a direction
SHE IS!
and out from the heavens above like an amazing she wolf goddess mukuro appeared to lay a beautiful one sided smack down on them and so as siramay watched as mukuro took down the madarai brothers single handedly and beautifully as he fawned over her he had realized one thing...
he was in love
as he looked at her like in those classic high school movies where the dorky wallflower protagonist spots the pretty popular guy/girl in high school as a pink filter shows up in their vision and sparkles fly down while a classic old timey love song plays
this was that love song
[SIRAMAY]
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you
You'd be like Heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you...
Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak
But if you feel like I feel
Please let me know that it's real
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you
then he got up perfectly fine as he started dancing in his little fantasy
I LOVE YOU, BABY, and if it's quite alright
I need you, baby, to warm the lonely night
I love you, baby, trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby, don't bring me down, I pray
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
Oh, pretty baby, trust in me when I say
I NEED YOU! BABY, when will you come my way?
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby, let me love you...
as his fantasy ended he was left on the ground looking in awe at mukuro who had just taken down all the madarai brothers who was now looking him dead in the eye
and without even changing expressions he point blank said
siramay: did anyone ever tell you you were the most beautiful woman in the entire world?
witch surprised mukuro who was now at a loss for words
and then siramay was picked up by his friend hoto
hoto: there you are we were looking for you it's almost time to go
oh! so you're that girl he talks about!
mukuro just stares at hoto
haha well don't worry about us your secret evil blah is safe with us we'll just be on are way
siramay: but!
hoto: don't do it sir you know what happens to her
Hoto then began walking away as siramay reached out to mukuro with sadness
siramay: I LOOOOVVE YOU WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DIIIIIIIEEE!
as they faded away to obscurity